Attention Starved

Another Saturday breakfast on my own as Tante Inga fusses with Onkel Horst in their bedroom above. Onkel Horst is dying and has been doing so for months. All of last year I watched as my mother lingered, each day nearer to death, and I have come to Germany just to live it all over again. There is nothing here […]

Always Daddy’s Boy

When I was a junior in college, I worked at a funeral home as an usher. Though we dealt with death, it was a job like anyother. I’ll never forget the one Friday afternoon that Autumn when we hosted a wake for a man my own age and with my same name, Calvin, who was also a red-head. I felt […]

Summer Nights

We were young, just out of high school. I wouldn’t say I was particularly good friends with Dylan, in that I never called him my best friend or, for that matter, even a close friend. He could be awkward, socially, and never quite fit in with my main group of friends. But we lived near to each other, saw each […]

Straight Jock Slave’s Friday Night

Trent’s duties keep him fairly occupied throughout the day, but I still expect communication. After all, communication is the foundation of any good relationship. I get little texts and pictures as he accomplishes his daily tasks- in the morning, I hear about how our animals are doing, a small update on the yard work and progress of our gardens. Through […]

My Exception is You

“Bruno!” a voice called out and I hesitated, sliding across the dirt to a halt. My heart was racing, my chest heaving as my lungs cried out for air. It was unbearably hot, the summer sun scorching even this early in the morning. I glanced across the track and saw Clay waving his hands as he jogged toward me. I […]

Becoming a Hole – Beginnings

I’m a rule-follower, and I always have been. I guess you could say it’s second-nature to me, and I think it’s served me pretty well. I was recognized throughout my schooling for my perfect attendance; I was always rated the top athlete in the state for anything I tried; and I’ve worked my way up via reputational capital to atypical […]

San Francisco Police Recruit

Dan’s son brought home a ticket received for running a stop sign on his bicycle. It was outrageous, to receive such a ticket on a neighborhood street. The traffic was typically slow and light. It was safe enough for a bicycle. This reminded him of the time as a boy on a bicycle he also had been stopped, and spanked […]

In Plain Sight

I entered the mall bathroom shakily. I knew what I came to do, but I was nervous to do it. There was someone in the first stall, so I went to the one at the end. There was someone in front of it peeing at the urinals, but I didn’t pay them any attention. I went in and locked the […]

Not the Friendly Grocer Anymore

Holding her mothers hand, the toddler walks away. With her other hand she keeps waving at me. The mother smiles at me and says: “Thank you again for the lollipop!” and to her daughter: “You are one lucky girl.” They walk out the door past my stand with fruit and vegetables. The radishes are perfect today.

I’m Never Going Back

My lips parted and I invited his cock to slide between my soft lips. I let out a slow groan as I felt the weight of his cock in my mouth for the first time. His taste, and smell flooded my senses. I slowly started bobbing my head taking as much of his cock as I could with each downstroke. […]