The Replacement

This is one part of a 5-part story. It is mostly a tale of first-time exhibitionism, but in certain chapters it does contain some incestuous overtones in regard to one of the relationships. If that is not your cup of tea, this probably isn’t the story for you. Consider this your warning.

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All characters involved in sexual or explicit activity are 18 years of age or older.

This part of The Replacement picks up directly from the previous part. You might want to consider starting at the beginning, so it makes more sense, but that’s up to you. Enjoy!

*****

Saturday evening, 8 weeks before Opening Night

Gavin’s mansion was gorgeous. He had invited the cast and crew over for the script read-through and had taken them on a tour, showing them every room in the massive house. Kaitlyn couldn’t believe how beautiful it was. She knew he owned a mansion, but she hadn’t known exactly how incredible it would be. And the best part, as far as she was concerned, was the pool. It was huge! And it was inside! He could swim in it all year. He’s so lucky, she thought to herself.

After the tour they sat down at a long table in a huge dining room and had some of the best food she had ever eaten. It was catered by one of the finer local restaurants, and Kaitlyn made a mental note to expand her culinary horizons in the future. She was determined to be a famous actress one day, and after she made it big, she wanted to experience some of the finer things in life. Gavin’s house, with the huge indoor pool and the amazing food, just added fuel to her fire. Someday she would have all of this and more.

Kaitlyn was extremely appreciative of Gavin giving her the opportunity to be his stage manager before she went away to college at the end of the summer. She had been a stagehand a few times, but she had never been in charge, and she had begged him to give her the experience before she left for school. He had balked, saying she was too young to have that much direct involvement in the show, and it had taken her much cajoling to get him to concede, with the stipulation that it was with her parents’ blessing. Her mom was easy, but it took even more begging and pleading to get her dad to agree. Finally, he had relented, and after Gavin and her dad had had a one-on-one discussion, she had been allowed to be a part of the crew.

After the meal, they began the read-through. Realistically, Kaitlyn knew the show would have nudity and even real sexual contact. The thought of seeing that had given her heart palpitations and much masturbatory fodder over the last few weeks. But when she saw the words on the page saying that Caroline and Carly would be nude in the first scene, it took her breath away. Gavin had put on shows with nudity, which she hadn’t actually seen because she hadn’t been eighteen until recently, but he had never had one with explicit sex before. She felt like she was having an out-of-body experience as the actors ran through their lines. All she could picture was the two women, who were ten years her senior, taking their clothes off onstage.

Kaitlyn wasn’t a prude. She had seen nudity in plenty of movies and in some TV series on the streaming channels. And she knew that someday, if her plans of going to Hollywood came to fruition, she would be faced with the prospect of accepting a role that required her to take her clothes off. She had thought about it endlessly and had decided long ago that she would do whatever it took to become a star. If that meant being naked on screen, then she would do it. She imagined it would be incredibly nerve-wracking, especially for the first time, but she was determined. She had read interviews with some of the famous actresses she admired who had done nudity–like Kate Winslet–and they always described the process as ‘liberating’ and ’empowering’. If Kate could do it–and she had, many times–why couldn’t Kaitlyn Crosby?

But doing it on the stage in front of a live audience…that was a whole other animal.

As they got to the first sex scene, Kaitlyn pictured it in her head. Caroline would be scantily clad in sexy lingerie, giving her husband a lap dance. She would then give him a blowjob and would finish the scene by fucking him. Kaitlyn could feel the heat radiate throughout her body and knew that her face must have been a deep shade of scarlet. She kept her bespectacled eyes glued to the script, not wanting to look at anyone. If Gavin saw how much it was getting to her, he might not let her continue as his stage manager. But it was getting to her. She squeezed her thighs together inside her baggy sweatpants as she felt wetness seep into her panties.

The next sex scene was even hotter. David would actually eat Caroline’s pussy in front of an audience. And from the note Gavin had just given them, he wanted Caroline to actually come. Kaitlyn groaned inside as she imagined David going down on her in the middle of the stage and she squeezed her legs together again. She pulled the hood of her hoodie up and around her face as she continued staring at the pages. Trying not to show what she was feeling, she closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. She had to get herself under control.

Kaitlyn was feeling much calmer until they got to the last scene. This was a full-on sex scene. Caroline would be riding David–cowgirl style–and would fuck him until he came. Then she would masturbate in front of everyone. She glanced over at Caroline and saw that her face was just as red as Kaitlyn’s felt and she was thankful that it wasn’t only affecting her that way.

Kaitlyn had fantasized about masturbating in front of a boyfriend before, but she had never actually done it. She couldn’t imagine having to do it in front of an audience. The thought made her so nervous that her throat felt like it would close. Quickly, she took a drink of the water in front of her. How would Caroline do it? From what Gavin had said, the lights would only be illuminating her face for most of the self-pleasure scene, so she supposed that might make it a little easier. But he wanted their lead actress to do it until she made herself come and everyone would get to see her ‘o-face’. Kaitlyn suddenly felt as if she were the one who had to do it and they were all staring at her. But when she looked around the table, she realized no one was looking at her. It was all in her head, and all of this was nothing she had to deal with in reality. She breathed a sigh of relief and listened as Gavin finished the read-through.

When Gavin explained the twist at the end, she was in shock. She hadn’t seen it coming at all, but when she thought about it, she realized it was brilliant and joined in the applause as everyone congratulated him. With the read-through over, everyone began chatting and laughing–blowing off steam as the stress and discomfort from the explicit subject matter began to evaporate. Kaitlyn’s hoodie suddenly felt overwhelmingly hot, but she hadn’t worn anything beneath it except a bra, so she couldn’t exactly take it off. She cooled off gradually as they ate dessert and by the time she left for the evening, she felt much better.

As she walked into her house, her parents were reading in the living room.

“How was it?” her dad asked.

“It was good!” she said, trying to be as upbeat and normal as possible.

“Still want to be a part of it?” he asked with a knowing grin.

“Of course, dad! I want the stage management experience before I go to school in the fall. You know that.”

He nodded as she went to the kitchen and grabbed a Coke, taking it upstairs to her room. Once inside, she immediately stripped out of her sweats and lay on her bed in just her bra and panties. She kept the air conditioning in her room on high most of the time, and she enjoyed the cool air against her skin. She touched the gusset of her panties and felt that it was soaked. She reached over and pulled the script out of her bag, flipping through until she got to the cunnilingus scene. As she read through the description of the scene, she shimmied her panties off and sat on the edge of the bed as if she were the one in the chair on stage.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes and ran her fingers through the slippery wetness of her pussy, imagining it was David’s, or Dusty’s–or even Gavin’s–tongue inside her, licking her naked pussy in front of hundreds of strangers. As she looked around the room, she pictured the inside of the theater, with the stadium seating all the way around the stage. People would be able to see the sexual act from all angles.

She scooted her butt forward so that she was barely sitting on the edge of the bed and spread her knees widely, picturing a man’s face buried between her thighs. Her fingers alternated between plunging inside her opening and rubbing her erect nub, all the while imagining it was the wet tongue of some random man probing her private area for hundreds of spectators to see.

It took only a couple minutes for her to arrive at a powerful, toe-clenching orgasm. She stifled a scream, not wanting her parents or brother to hear, as she felt the strong, sudden contractions pounding into her pelvis from the inside. She bucked and twitched, her mouth frozen open in a silent wail, and barely kept herself from falling off the bed. Her legs shook violently, and her head swam as she gave into the intoxicating wave of euphoria that washed through her entire body. As the last of the orgasm dissipated, she collapsed backward onto the sheets, breathing heavily. She brought her wet fingers to her nose and smelled the heady musk of hours of sexual stimulation.

Kaitlyn rose on unsteady legs and unhooked her bra, letting it fall to the floor. She pulled a night shirt out of her dresser and slipped it over her head, walked to the bathroom and peed, and then returned to her room and collapsed into bed, falling into a dreamless sleep.

*****

The next morning

Kaitlyn sat in a coffee shop drinking a Frappuccino when her friend Haley arrived. She scanned the customers, breaking out into a smile when she saw Kaitlyn, then held up an index finger and walked to the counter. After she got her coffee, she took a seat across from Kaitlyn.

“Hey, babe! How are you?”

“I’m good,” Kaitlyn said with a shy grin. “How are you?”

“Never better. So, how was the read-through last night?”

Kaitlyn’s cheeks immediately grew flushed, and she stared down at her drink. “It was fine.”

“Whoa. Hold up,” her brassy blonde best friend said. “What do you mean ‘fine’? What was that reaction? Why are you blushing?”

Kaitlyn shielded her face with her hand as she glanced around the shop. “Keep it down, will you?”

Haley gave her that sly smile she always got when she was feeling mischievous. “Was it as naughty as we thought?”

“Way naughtier than we thought,” Kaitlyn whispered as she lifted her eyebrows.

“No shit!” Haley whispered back. “Tell me!”

“The leads, Caroline and David, will be having actual sex. Twice. Like full-on pussy-pounding intercourse.”

Haley’s jaw dropped into a caricature of ‘dirty little secret’ shock.

“Yeah. For real,” Kaitlyn continued. “And…she is going to be sucking his dick, he will be eating her pussy until she comes, and she will masturbate to orgasm in front of everyone.”

“Oh my god…” Haley said quietly, trying to process what her friend had told her. “You’re going to see that over and over in rehearsals…”

“I know,” Kaitlyn said, seeming like she was put out, yet blushing again.

Haley gave her a sideways stare. “You’re turned on by the idea, aren’t you?”

Kaitlyn glanced around the room with wide eyes and a gaping mouth. “No!”

“Oh my god, you are!” The blonde playfully slapped Kaitlyn on the arm.

“Shut up!” she whispered seriously, not wanting the other patrons to overhear their conversation.

“Kaitlyn, I know you better than anyone. We have been best friends since elementary school. I can tell just by your reaction that you are not upset in any way to have to do this. You can be honest with me. The idea of seeing that arouses you, doesn’t it?”

The redhead rolled her eyes and glanced around again. “I don’t know. Maybe a little…” she admitted.

“You dirty girl! It’s too bad it’s not your role, huh?” Haley smiled at her friend’s obvious discomfort.

“There’s no way…” Kaitlyn answered seriously.

“I thought you wanted to be a big Hollywood star. Are you saying you wouldn’t do nudity for a role?”

“Nudity is one thing! Some day! After college… But sex? On stage? That’s way beyond anything I ever thought of doing.”

“Yet, you’ve thought about it now, haven’t you?”

Kaitlyn just shrugged her shoulders, not wanting to admit the obvious.

“That’s what I thought. Well, you never know what might happen. People drop out of roles all the time. And with your memory, I’m sure you will have that script memorized in no time. So, you might end up getting the role anyway. Crazier things have happened.”

Kaitlyn shook her head. “I’m too young for the role. And Gavin barely notices me compared to how he looks at Caroline and Carly. It was like pulling teeth just to get him to give me the opportunity to work backstage. I can’t see him ever giving me that role. And my dad! He would have a heart attack.”

Haley blew off her concerns with a bored look and a hair flip. “Maybe Gavin would notice you if you dressed up a little. You seriously need to retire the tomboy clothes, Kait. I’ve seen you in costume on stage and you actually look like a girl. For fuck’s sake, put a little makeup on and shake those tits at him!”

Kaitlyn rolled her eyes and took a drink.

“You are going to need a makeover once you start auditioning. You know that, right? Directors aren’t going to give you a second look if you come in looking like someone’s little brother.”

Kaitlyn shrugged and turned to look out the window. She caught her reflection in the glass and saw the dark-framed glasses, the hair pulled back into a severe ponytail, and the hoodie. Glancing over at her friend, she could see the opposite. Haley’s hair was always styled down over her shoulders. She wore makeup, but it wasn’t overdone, with glossy lipstick and dark eye liner with wings at the outside edges of her eyelids. She looked gorgeous, yet people didn’t look at her the way they looked at Kaitlyn when she was in costume.

Every role that Kaitlyn had had that had required her to get glammed up caused jaws to drop. She always received looks of shock and major compliments on her beauty. And the guys couldn’t help but leer over her. That was one of the things that made her most uncomfortable–when guys would undress her with their eyes. She had always dressed in baggy clothes and wore no makeup to counter it. Sweats were her safe zone.

But Haley was right. She wasn’t a kid anymore. She needed to go to college acting like a normal 18-year-old girl–wearing makeup, at least occasionally, and dressing in normal girl clothing. It was something to think about.

*****

Thursday evening, 4 weeks before Opening Night

David and Caroline were going to be acting out the intimate scenes tonight and Kaitlyn was on edge. She had imagined it–and masturbated to those thoughts almost every night–and now she was going to see what it would look like in real life. Granted, they were going to be dressed–it was just the blocking–but it still consumed her thoughts.

She made a final check of all the props. Dusty, Quinn, and Sharon had a lot of experience working as stage crew, and to be honest, they had made her job very easy. Kaitlyn was basically just the last line of defense, making sure that people and things were where they were supposed to be. She checked everything off on her list, then sat near Gavin in the south-side seating.

As Caroline and Carly ran through the first scene, Kaitlyn watched them pretend to change bikinis. She was already feeling flustered at the thought of seeing them naked at some point, but she kept her cool and tried not to show Gavin that she was stressed in any way. She glanced over at him and studied his chiseled features. He was very handsome with brown hair, brown eyes, and a strong jawline. She had seen him shirtless in a show once before and knew that he had a chiseled physique. His chest had a small amount of hair on it, and he looked damn good. He started to turn his head her way and she quickly returned her gaze to the stage.

The play ran smoothly and when they got to the first sex scene, Kaitlyn began to fidget in her seat. When David and Caroline were ready to begin, she hit ‘play’ on the CD player she had propped up in the seat next to her. She watched Caroline dance sexily in front of her husband, who was seated at the edge of the stage, and when she dropped to her knees and pretended to suck his dick, Kaitlyn held her breath. Watching the woman pretending to blow her husband in front of them seemed extremely intimate and it was highly erotic. Kaitlyn rested her clipboard on her lap as she covertly rubbed a finger over her mound, feeling the sensation through the soft material of her sweats. She was getting really turned on, but she forced herself to stop. Glancing over at Gavin, she saw that he thankfully hadn’t been paying attention.

Caroline was sitting in David’s lap, bouncing up and down and moaning, pretending to have sex with him. He was equally animated, looking as if he were about to come. Kaitlyn swallowed, trying to moisten her dry throat, as she wiped her forehead. She could feel her stiff nipples chafing inside her bra and it took all her willpower not to reach up and squeeze them.

Finally, the scene was finished, and the play progressed normally, giving her the respite she desperately needed. When they reached the end of the first act, Gavin called for a ten-minute break. Kaitlyn ran to the bathroom. She entered the stall and peed. After she was finished, she ran a finger between her lips and felt the profusion of slippery wetness. She was dripping. Checking inside her panties, she saw they were a mess. The gusset was soaked with sticky white discharge covering the entire area. She wanted to take them off, but she was afraid that she would soak through the crotch of her sweatpants by the end of the rehearsal. She took some toilet paper and wiped them out the best she could, then pulled them back up, feeling the cold, damp material against her pussy. She grimaced and headed back out to take her seat.

When David and Caroline began pretending to tear off each other’s clothing for the flashback scene, Kaitlyn had to cross her legs. She glanced over at Gavin, but his attention was focused on the scene. Kaitlyn returned her gaze to the action on the stage just in time to see Caroline pushed down into the chair with David’s face buried in her crotch.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes as a shiver ran through her body. Caroline was a great actress and less than a minute into the scene she started pretending to have an orgasm. Gavin told her to go longer, so she continued pretending to receive her husband’s oral ministrations. When Caroline finally got the order from Gavin, she let loose. It appeared to Kaitlyn that she had had an actual orgasm. Her face was red and her whole body was shaking and bucking into her husband’s face. Kaitlyn’s own face felt hot and the tingles between her legs were nonstop. She was extremely happy when the scene was over, and Gavin called a timeout to give them some direction.

Thankfully, there was a long stretch of non-sexual scenes after that, and by the time they got to the last scene of the show she was calm again. But watching Caroline climb on top of David and pretend to fuck him once again had her shivering. Kaitlyn squeezed her legs together and felt the strain of need inside her body.

She did everything she could to think about something else as David pretended to come inside of Caroline. Then the woman began touching herself through her pants, acting like she was masturbating. Kaitlyn was thankfully distracted as she watched Quinn and Dusty pull David through the bed and into the crawlspace in the stage. The transition was a little awkward and she could see plenty of room for improvement, but it was fascinating to watch. The bed was back together and the trapdoor in the stage was shut by the time Caroline reached her fake orgasm. Once again, Kaitlyn was impressed by how realistic it was.

After the end of the scene, with Caroline lying on the floor crying, Kaitlyn joined the others in giving a loud ovation. It really was a good show and Caroline was amazing.

When Gavin released them for the evening, Kaitlyn headed directly home, driving too fast. She ran inside the house, waving at her parents, and immediately locked herself in her room. She whipped off her hoodie and sweatpants, then yanked her panties off, discarding everything in a trail leading to the edge of her bed. She shakily dropped into a squatting position, spreading her knees far apart and resting her forehead on the edge of her mattress as she feverishly rubbed her dripping pussy.

She pictured Caroline at rehearsal, pretending to masturbate on top of her husband. Then she imagined them naked, with David’s dick buried in his wife’s pussy as she strummed her clit. An audience suddenly manifested in her fantasy and Kaitlyn groaned. The sloppy sound of her masturbation was loud in her ears, but she couldn’t imagine it could be heard outside her room. A little bit of concentration had her back at the theater.

In her mind she watched Caroline, naked and straddling David on the bed, playing with herself in front of a packed house of around 300 people. She saw the woman’s breasts–what she imagined they looked like, anyway–as her chest heaved, breathing heavily from the humiliation of her public sexual display. The blonde woman’s cheeks were flushed, and her eyes roamed the faces of the audience members, catching Kaitlyn’s gaze as she watched from the north-side seating. She nodded at Kaitlyn, granting her permission to take her place.

Kaitlyn slipped a hand under her bra and squeezed her large breast as her fingers continued to fly across her splayed sex. Her sweaty forehead was pressed hard into the bed, and she struggled her way back into the fantasy as the impending orgasm began to radiate throughout her core.

Suddenly Kaitlyn was looking at the audience from the middle of the stage. She glanced down past her heavy breasts and saw David, naked, with his hard cock deep inside her body. Her fingers rubbed her clit frenetically as she brazenly masturbated in front of the entire audience. Each person’s eyes were locked onto her naked body and the public display of her most private act. It took only moments for the pressure between her legs to release with a thundering intensity.

Kaitlyn pressed her face into the covers and let out a muffled scream as the contractions decimated her womb in a series of internal explosions. She pictured the shocked faces of the audience as she came in front of them, giving them a first-hand look at what she looked like during orgasm. As her fingers extracted the last of the aftershocks from her body, she relaxed and collapsed onto her bedroom floor.

That had been one of the most powerful orgasms she could remember ever having. As she thought about the fantasy that had caused it, her cheeks grew hot, and she wiped a hand across her sweaty face. Did the thought of doing that stuff in front of people really turn her on that much? She couldn’t quite wrap her head around it. But she couldn’t help wondering what it might be like to be cast in a role like that.

*****

Friday evening, 2 weeks before Opening Night — first (un)dress rehearsal

Kaitlyn was jittery and on edge, but she tried her best not to let it show. She had spent the last couple weeks watching David and Caroline dry hump each other, and finally felt acclimated to it. But tonight would be the first time they were taking their clothes off.

Kaitlyn wasn’t a virgin, although she’d only had sex once with one boy. Other than him, she had never seen a naked male in real life. She had changed in the locker rooms at school and had been naked in front of a lot of girls, but never with boys. Of course she had seen nudity in movies. And even in porn. But that was the extent of her exposure to other people’s naked bodies.

She knew Carly and Caroline were getting into their bikinis in the dressing room right now. And within a few minutes, they would be changing out of them on stage in front of everyone. The thought gave her butterflies in her stomach and a tingle in her sex.

She had wanted to be a Hollywood actress for as long as she could remember. And Kaitlyn knew that many of the really good roles included some level of nudity, even if it wasn’t explicitly shown on camera. There were pasties and modesty patches for those women who wanted them, but technically they were still getting naked and pretending to have sex with another actor. And many times, the nudity was required to be shown. Violence in film was all faked, but a naked girl was a naked girl. She just had to accept it if she wanted to be a star. And she was sure she would warm up to the idea eventually. Seeing it in front of her tonight might be a great step forward. If she could only stop trembling.

She took her usual seat a couple over from Gavin on the south side of the theater. Within a minute, Carly and Caroline were standing off to the side in their bikinis. Kaitlyn’s mouth became dry, and she swallowed nervously as she ogled their bodies. Carly’s breasts were easily a large C-cup. Maybe bigger. Caroline’s were slightly smaller. But they had incredible, trim figures, and Kaitlyn suddenly felt self-conscious about her own body, which she kept hidden away most of the time.

As Gavin had them take their places and they started the scene, Kaitlyn watched both women boldly strip out of their swimwear. They ran through their lines as they changed, but all Kaitlyn could hear was a buzzing in her ears as her blood pumped furiously through her head. Their naked bodies were there on display for everyone to see. She glanced over at Gavin and watched his eyes roam over the bare flesh in front of him. Across the theater, Dusty and Quinn sat together staring as well, burning the sight of Caroline’s and Carly’s tits, pussies, and asses into their brains. She looked back at the women on the stage and watched as they acted professionally, not seeming to be bothered by their state of undress. Could I ever be that casual about it? Kaitlyn wondered to herself.

The next few scenes flew by, and Kaitlyn was able to relax until she realized the first sex scene was approaching. Her heart started pounding and she began trembling again as she saw Caroline standing at the edge of the stage dressed in her extremely revealing red lingerie. David was in nothing but boxer shorts. They took their positions and Gavin had them start the scene. Kaitlyn hit play on the CD player next to her and watched Caroline dance provocatively for her husband, who was seated in the chair. Kaitlyn felt her nipples stiffen as Caroline pulled his boxers down, exposing his semi-erect penis, and began pretending to suck it. When she actually took it in her mouth, Kaitlyn thought she might pass out. She felt light-headed, as if the air had been sucked out of the room.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes. What was Caroline doing? They weren’t supposed to have actual sex during tonight’s rehearsal. By the time she looked again, Caroline had stopped, glancing over at Gavin with an embarrassed look. Then she continued the scene, sitting down in his lap and pretending to ride him. It was obvious they weren’t really doing it, but Kaitlyn’s face felt hot, and she could barely look at them. She closed her eyes again, thinking to herself that she needed to calm down. This could be her life at some point in the future. She needed to face it head on.

After the intermission, came the next sex scene. Kaitlyn forced herself to watch as David and Caroline walked onstage, tearing at each other’s clothes and undressing each other. When David forced his wife’s legs apart and began kissing her pussy, Kaitlyn didn’t look away. Caroline acted like he was really going down on her, even though he wasn’t actually making that much contact. Then, to Kaitlyn’s surprise, she saw him push his face right in there. Caroline’s face took on a look of shock, then her eyes rolled back in her head as she followed his lead, continuing with the scene.

Kaitlyn felt the familiar tingles in her sex and to her dismay, she felt a small release of warm wetness in her panties. As embarrassing as it was, she knew that it wouldn’t soak through her panties, shorts, and sweatpants. She wanted more than anything to masturbate. She had never seen another girl get her pussy eaten in real life, and it was super freakin’ hot. As she watched David going down on Caroline right there in front of the whole cast and crew, Kaitlyn squeezed her thighs tightly together. The tingles increased and she her pussy began to throb. Her face was hot and sweaty, and she wiped a hand across her forehead as she rubbed her thighs together, trembling. Checking to see that no one was watching, she closed her eyes, knowing what was happening. The orgasm hit Kaitlyn suddenly, and it took all her willpower not to show any outward signs of the blissful euphoria spreading through her body. She held her breath as the contractions pulsed over and over inside her sex, and her whole body became rigid as she forced the muscle tremors down. Just as her Kaitlyn’s orgasm was waning, Caroline reached hers. Kaitlyn watched, still feeling the aftershocks, as the blonde cried out in ecstasy. It was one of the hottest things Kaitlyn had ever seen.

She glanced at Gavin, who looked over at her and smiled awkwardly. She didn’t think he had noticed that she had come in her pants just a couple seats over, but she was sure her face was red and damp.

Excusing herself, she went to the public restroom in the front of the theater, knowing that Caroline would be using the one in the ladies’ dressing room. Kaitlyn pulled down her sweats and shorts, and discovered her panties were soaked. Her pussy was swollen, and her clit was still throbbing and sensitive. She knew from experience that she could easily achieve another orgasm quickly, and she wanted it desperately, so she went for it. Keeping an ear out, Kaitlyn rubbed her throbbing clit fast and hard. It took less than a minute for a huge orgasm to arrive. She let herself go, exploding into contractions and jerking back and forth on the toilet seat. She held her breath, so she didn’t make any noise, and rode the orgasm to completion.

Kaitlyn sat there for a minute afterwards, trying to catch her breath. After she had regained her composure, she slipped out of her sweats and shorts and pulled her panties off. She cleaned herself up with toilet paper, then pulled her shorts and sweats back up. She wadded her messy panties into a ball, then stepped out of the stall and wrapped them in paper towels before shoving everything in the pocket of her hoodie. She washed her hands and face, then made her way back into the theater. Dusty caught her eye as she passed by, and she smiled at him. If he only knew she had just masturbated a couple minutes ago…

She retook her seat and Gavin glanced over at her. He nodded, then returned his attention to the stage as they watched the rest of the show. Kaitlyn wasn’t nearly as nervous for the final scene as she thought she might be, considering David and Caroline were pretending to fuck. From her vantage, she saw not only David’s erect penis, but Caroline’s pussy and asshole from behind as she rode him. After David dropped through the mattress, Gavin went to the other side of the theater to watch.

Kaitlyn continued to watch Caroline from behind as she knelt on the bed and pretended to masturbate. She faked her orgasm very convincingly, then acted out the rest of the scene, ending up naked on the floor next to the phone. Kaitlyn joined in the applause afterwards and Gavin called an end to the rehearsal. The actors went backstage to change, and Gavin returned to his seat near Kaitlyn.

“How are you doing with all of this?” he asked.

Kaitlyn was surprised by the question and felt her face flush. “Uh…I’m OK…” she said without much confidence.

“Are you sure?” he asked. “We can always have someone take your place if this is making you uncomfortable.”

“No!” she said quickly. “I’m good. I want to continue with the show.”

He studied her for a moment, then said, “OK. But tell me if you are feeling weird about anything. Promise?”

Kaitlyn smiled, reseating her glasses on the bridge of her nose, and said, “I promise. Thank you.”

Fuck, he’s hot, she thought to herself, then became immediately embarrassed. Her eyes grew big, thinking he might be able to tell what was on her mind, but he just smiled and nodded as he walked away.

Gavin dismissed everyone and walked back to his office with David and Caroline. As Kaitlyn drove home, she realized she was proud of herself for how she was handling things. She had been extremely nervous when tonight’s rehearsal had begun, but after her orgasm–and her subsequent masturbation in the bathroom–she felt much more relaxed. She had sat there and watched the end scene without even flinching or looking away. In just over a week, on Tech Day, they would be incorporating actual sex into the show. That would be the true test for her. If she could watch it, she would be one step closer to actually being able to accept a role like that in the future.

*****

Sunday morning, 5 days before Opening Night — Tech Day

Kaitlyn rolled out of bed and showered, then went back to her room to get dressed. She looked at her drawer full of sweatpants and baggy clothes and sighed, recalling why she had started wearing things like that to begin with. It was because when she was younger, she was a tomboy. She played with the boys more than the girls, and as she got older, they began treating her differently. So, she downplayed her looks. She hid under layers of clothing, and when most girls her age were doing their hair and getting contacts, Kaitlyn wore a plain braid and glasses with thick frames. The boys stopped paying as much attention to her and it grew into a safety mechanism for her. She was smart, and most people just thought of her as a nerdy girl who dressed like a slob.

But she didn’t have to dress that way. Not anymore. She had graduated high school. What schoolboys thought of her didn’t really matter at this point. And she should be updating her look for college. Her mom had bought her a bunch of nice clothing recently, but she hadn’t really even looked at it. Making a decision to change her appearance, she rifled through the pile of new clothes and pulled out a pair of jeans.

Kaitlyn stood naked in the mirror and took a long look at herself. Her curly red hair hung in damp ringlets around her face and shoulders. Her green eyes shone brightly, and freckles covered her face, neck, and chest, as well as her arms and legs. Her natural D-cup breasts, which she had kept hidden away for years, hung nicely on her slender frame and her light pink areolae almost blended into her natural skin color.

She studied the way her hips flared out from her slender waist. A small patch of red pubic hair sat at the top of her vulva. The rest was shaven clean, even though her body was seen by no one other than herself on a regular basis. She just enjoyed the feeling of being smooth down there. Why she didn’t just shave the bit at the top, she wasn’t sure. Just a habit, she supposed.

Kaitlyn turned this way and that, checking herself out from all sides. Her ass wasn’t large, but it was nice and round–the only boy who had seen it had called it a cute little bubble butt. Her thighs were just thick enough not to be called skinny.

Kaitlyn actually thought she had a very nice body. She had just never had the confidence to show it off. But Hollywood actresses didn’t hide their bodies. They were constantly having their pictures taken in form-fitting dresses and skimpy clothing. She desperately needed to show some courage and break out of this fashion rut she was in. She took another look at the skinny jeans and thought, Do I dare?

*****

Kaitlyn walked into rehearsal that evening and all heads turned to stare at her. She still wore her curly red hair pulled back into a ponytail, although she had loosened it, so it wasn’t so severely tight against her head. It looked much more stylish than usual. She also still wore her glasses. One step at a time, she thought to herself.

But the jeans she wore hugged the curves of her ass and thighs, accentuating her form. Up top, she wore a loose-fitting sweater. Her large boobs were still somewhat hidden, but not as much as they were in her hoodie. She wasn’t completely happy with what she had chosen, wanting to be even more daring, but she figured it was a good first step. Judging by the stares and smiles of her friends, they agreed.

After a few nice comments from the girls and a smiling nod from Dusty, everyone got down to business.

Gavin had decided at the last minute not to include the sex in the first run-through, instead wanting to concentrate on the light and sound cues. Kaitlyn made it through without too much nervousness, since it was basically the same things she had seen previously. But the anxiety of knowing that the next run-through would include actual sex had her heart rate up and she was beginning to sweat a little. Thankfully, they took a lunch break, and she was able to relax for a while.

After lunch, they began to run the show again. Carly’s and Caroline’s nude bodies in the first scene didn’t faze her nearly as much anymore. She was getting used to seeing them naked. But when they got to the seduction scene, Kaitlyn felt her throat tighten.

She watched on pins and needles as the lights and music came up. David was seated and Caroline was dancing sexily in front of him in her lingerie. His penis was already semi-hard and tenting inside his boxers. Caroline sat down on his lap and began to grind on him. Then she turned around and went to her knees. Kaitlyn swallowed nervously.

Caroline opened David’s fly and pulled out his penis. With a seductive smile, she lowered her mouth onto him and began to suck him into a full erection. Kaitlyn immediately squeezed her thighs together and glanced over at Gavin, whose attention was riveted to the action on the stage. After David was fully erect, Caroline turned back around. She pulled her thong to the side and sat down on his lap. Kaitlyn watched as the blonde woman guided her husband’s penis into her pussy, then lowered herself down, taking him fully inside. She began riding him hard and Kaitlyn could hear the slapping of their intimate flesh even over the loud song.

Kaitlyn felt slightly light-headed as she watched her married friends fuck in front of the rest of the cast and crew. She looked across the theater at the seating on the other side and pictured it full of people. The thought of herself naked and having sex onstage crossed her mind once again and she glanced over at Gavin nervously, imagining he could read her mind. Why was she thinking about this? Did she really want to be seen naked by hundreds of people? Her natural answer would be no, but then…why was she fantasizing about it more and more?

After David faked his orgasm, the scene ended, and the lights and music went down. Kaitlyn used the darkness to wipe her face. She placed her hand over her breast and felt the strong thumping of her heartbeat. The tingles were back between her legs as well and she hoped she could make it through the rehearsal without any embarrassing physiological reactions.

At intermission, they took the full fifteen minutes, then started back into the show. Caroline was doing a wonderful job. She was really engaged, emotionally, and Kaitlyn was very impressed with her acting. She knew herself to be a good actress as well and could only wonder if she would be able to tackle the scenes with as much raw vulnerability. She found herself really wanting to try, surprising herself once again. After all, thanks to her eidetic memory, she had memorized the entire show weeks ago.

The cunnilingus scene began, and the couple stepped through the door kissing and pulling at each other’s clothing. Caroline was bottomless in no time and David began eating her out. There was no music this time, and Kaitlyn could hear the wet sucking and licking sounds as David worked his wife toward orgasm. She once again pressed her thighs together, trying to suppress the tingles, but only succeeding in exacerbating the problem. By the time Caroline moaned loudly, bucking against David’s face as she came, Kaitlyn was trembling. Thankfully, the scene was over, and after a few minutes, she began to calm down again. As always, she did her utmost to completely hide her reactions from Gavin, who seemed unaware of the sexual struggle happening two seats over.

The rest of the show went off fantastically. Kaitlyn caught a couple flubbed lines and an awkward blocking error here or there, but they were things that the audience would never catch, and she thought the show was going extremely well. She hoped Gavin felt the same.

As the final scene opened, David was lying in bed with a blanket covering his midsection. Caroline stepped onto the stage and went to her husband. As they delivered their dialogue, Caroline stripped all her clothes off. She pulled the sheets off David, then removed his boxers as she begged his character, Josh, not to leave her. Stroking his semi-flaccid cock until it was hard, she climbed onto the bed and straddled him. Kaitlyn watched as they began to fuck, having a totally unobstructed view from behind as David’s stiff dick plunged in and out of Caroline’s wet, shaven pussy. She leaned forward, kissing him as she rode him, and Kaitlyn could clearly see the graphic penetration, along with Caroline’s pink rosebud.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes and breathed slowly, trying to center herself. She knew she was getting highly turned on, not only watching the sexual display in front of her, but also imagining that it was her on the stage. She pictured herself on the bed, straddling David or whoever her male co-star might be, and looking into the shocked eyes of hundreds of audience members. She glanced over at Gavin and was happy to see that he wasn’t paying any attention to her. Covertly, she reached up and felt her nipple through the thick material of her sweater. It was as stiff as could be. The tingles in her pussy were back with a vengeance, along with an obvious wetness in her panties. She really hoped she didn’t leak through her jeans. That would be mortifying.

Finally, David came. He thrust upwards into his wife and bucked spasmodically as he moaned. Caroline spoke lovingly, telling him how much she adored him and wanted him to stay. She took all of his cum, which was clearly leaking out around his dick, and then he lay still, catching his breath. Caroline reached down and began to masturbate as the stage lights faded out. The only light in the whole theater was the spotlight on her face. Gavin made his way over to the other side of the theater so he could watch her from the front as she played with herself, and Kaitlyn was left alone on her side of the stage in complete darkness.

An absolutely crazy idea popped into her head, and she was shocked and appalled at the thought, yet unbelievably turned on. She could masturbate right there, in the seat, and no one would know. She was so close to orgasm anyway that it wouldn’t take long. But her body was frozen in place with indecision. Could she really do it? Caroline wouldn’t take long, she knew, so if she was going to do it, it had to be right now. Kaitlyn literally shook with fear as she glanced around the darkened theater. There wasn’t a bit of light on her. Quickly, she reached down and fumbled down the zipper of her jeans.

She stuck her fingers inside the fly and pulled her panties to the side. Her pussy was completely soaked and dripping, and her fingers were immediately covered with the slippery lubricant as she began to rub her clit fast and hard. She continued to watch Caroline from behind, only seeing the silhouette of her head in the spotlight from the other side of the theater but imagining what she looked like. Kaitlyn wished so badly that she could take on the role just once. There was a strange, burning need inside her to be seen naked and do the sexual things that Caroline got to do in front of an audience. Kaitlyn stifled a moan as her orgasm closed in.

The contractions hit suddenly, and she jerked and twitched in silence, her eyes forcing themselves shut as the euphoric bliss washed throughout her body. She forced her eyes open as the aftershocks continued to assault her insides, and her fingers languidly stroked her sopping wet pussy. Suddenly, the stage lights slowly began to come back on, and she practically squealed in fright, grabbing her clipboard and holding it over her lap. She tried to covertly pull her zipper up beneath the clipboard, scanning frantically for anyone who might be looking her way. Thankfully, everyone’s attention was on the naked blonde in the bed who was now bawling. Kaitlyn wiped her wet hand down the underside of her thigh, then held her fingers to her nose. They smelled musky with the scent of her sex, and she looked around again to see if anyone could tell she had just frigged herself right there in the theater seats. No one even glanced her way and she quietly let out the breath she had been holding for longer than she realized. She ran a hand across her sweaty forehead and tried to collect herself. A smile came unbidden to her face, realizing she had gotten away with it. She had masturbated in public for the first time in her life and no one was the wiser. The sheer thrill was intoxicating, and she felt like she was high on adrenaline.

After Caroline’s performance was finished, they all applauded. Kaitlyn sat through the bows and then it was over. Gavin walked onstage and began talking to the leads, so Kaitlyn quickly went to the restroom and cleaned up. She washed her hands and face before returning to the main area. Gavin looked like he was about finished talking to David and Caroline, so Kaitlyn walked up and hugged the blonde woman.

“That was an amazing performance! You were so good!” she told Caroline as she pushed her glasses up on the bridge of her nose. She glanced at Gavin and said, “This whole time, I thought that the sex scenes would be awkward and somehow take away from the narrative, but Caroline and David were amazing. They made it so believable. I’m almost…” Kaitlyn blushed as she cut off her words, then congratulated Caroline again.

She walked away, completely embarrassed that she had almost admitted that she was jealous. No one seemed to have caught on, though, and she was glad for the half hour break before they were to run it again. She went out to her car and ran the air conditioner, thinking about what her feelings meant. Kaitlyn was surprised and a little shocked to admit to herself that she would almost definitely fill in for Caroline if given the chance. Not like it was a realistic possibility. There were only two shows this Friday and Saturday night, then two more next weekend. It would take a twist of fate for Caroline to miss a performance.

They ran the entire show two more times that afternoon and evening, before Gavin called it quits. Understandably, David and Caroline were exhausted. But Kaitlyn was proud of herself. Each time, she watched unabashedly as the leads interacted sexually. By the time they ran through the last rehearsal, she was still turned on, but she was no longer flustered. There was nothing left to be flustered about. She had seen it all and imagined herself doing it.

Kaitlyn drove home that night smiling to herself as she recalled masturbating in the theater right under the noses of all her friends, and dreaming of doing it in the bright lights of the stage in front of hundreds of spectators.

*****

Monday evening, 4 days before Opening Night

The next evening, Kaitlyn was feeling excited to go back to the theater. There were only four days until opening night and she couldn’t wait to experience the audience’s reaction to the show. She had decided that she liked feeling more feminine, so she had dressed in yoga pants, which she hadn’t really ever worn before, and a tight-fitting t-shirt. She was quite nervous, but excited to see her friends’ faces when they saw how she was dressed.

She walked through the front doors and found most everyone already there. Gavin didn’t seem his usual self, and there was an unmistakable air of anxiety in the room. As she searched her friends’ faces, though, she realized they were just as clueless as she. Sharon walked in after that and she was the last, except for David and Caroline.

“Are we still waiting on the stars of the show?” Grant said with a smile and an eyeroll. “They are such divas.” Kaitlyn chuckled along with everyone else.

“About that,” Gavin said somberly, “David and Caroline won’t be coming.”

Carly’s face dropped. “Did they drop out of the show? Why wouldn’t Caroline tell me that?”

“I asked her not to say anything to anybody. I wanted to have you all together.” Gavin sighed heavily and began to explain. “Last night, on the way home from rehearsal, they got into a car accident.”

Kaitlyn covered her mouth with her hand in shock and disbelief.

“Caroline is OK. She is banged up a little but doesn’t have any serious injuries. David, however, broke both of his legs and a couple ribs. He will be out of commission for a long time. And Caroline needs to be there for him. So, unfortunately, their involvement in this production is over.”

Kaitlyn met everyone’s shocked glances as the realization began to set in that the show would be canceled.

“It’s way too late to find replacements for them even if I could. I was prepared to step into the role of Josh as a last resort, but there is no one to replace Caroline.” He glanced at Carly and her eyes dropped immediately as her face reddened. Kaitlyn could tell that she wouldn’t do it.

“I’m sorry to make you guys drive here with the expectation of having a rehearsal, but I wanted you all here in person to tell you. And to thank you for all the hard work you have put in. For what it’s worth, this was going to be a fantastic show.”

Kaitlyn swallowed the lump in her throat as her mind reeled. Her hands began to tremble. In her mind, she wanted to do it. But she was far too scared to admit it aloud–to herself or to Gavin. Her breathing became quick and shallow.

Kaitlyn knew the role inside and out. She had memorized the dialogue and the blocking of the whole show. Technically, she could fill in for any one of them. But could she actually take her clothes off onstage? Could she have sex with…with Gavin? He was thirty years old. She was only eighteen. Would it even be believable? She had played roles that were older than her age before, but those were in musicals. It wasn’t super important if the ages were off in those kinds of shows. Could she realistically play a woman who was in her late twenties?

Gavin told everyone they were free to go, and a couple people left immediately. Carly and Grant both hugged Gavin, expressing their sincere sadness at the loss of the show. He seemed to take it in stride, even though Kaitlyn could tell that he was devastated. She waited until everyone left, hoping to work up the courage to tell him that she could take on the role, but her nerves wouldn’t let her. She opened her mouth a couple times, dying to blurt out her secret, but no sound would come out. Finally, she just leaned up and gave him a hug.

“Thank you so much for this opportunity, Gavin, even if we didn’t get to see it through. I learned a lot, and that was my main objective in doing this. Thanks again for the experience of working behind the scenes. I’m so sorry about the show.”

“Thank you, and you’re welcome,” he said. “It was my pleasure to work with you. I hope to see you around again before you leave for school.”

Kaitlyn blushed as he suddenly noticed her clothing. His eyes widened momentarily and then he looked up and smiled, nodding his head. She drove home almost in tears, frustrated with herself for not admitting to him that she could single-handedly save the show.

When she arrived at home, she deflected her parents’ questions about why she was home so early and went directly to her room. She cried into her pillow for a while, cursing herself for her cowardice. Why couldn’t she admit that she wanted this role? Why couldn’t she just be brave? If she was going to make it in Hollywood, she needed to be OK with nudity. She hadn’t thought she would ever be faced with the decision to disrobe in front of an audience at this preliminary stage in her burgeoning career, but here was the perfect opportunity, handed to her on a silver platter. She just needed to reach out and take it.

Of course, there was no guarantee that Gavin would even consent to letting her accept the role. Or her parents. But there were only four days until showtime. If the show was going to continue, she needed to make things happen. Tonight.

First things first. Was she sure she wanted to do this? It would mean exposing her naked body to friends, family, and the people she knew in the town she had grown up in. There was an excellent chance that boys from school would see this show. If she did this, they would all know what every part of her body looked like. And they would also see her engaged in sexual activity. That same view she had had of Caroline’s pussy and asshole as she was fucking David on the bed would be enjoyed by hundreds of other people. Only this time, it would be her private parts on display. The thought made her chest hurt from nervousness.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes and pictured the future that had been in her mind for years. Starring in big name Hollywood movies. Walking the red carpet. Attending the Oscars. Hobnobbing with movie stars she had grown up watching. If any of that was to happen, she needed to become more assertive. Those people didn’t get where they were by being meek and scared. They went after roles no matter how many times they were turned down. They didn’t take no for an answer. And Kaitlyn needed to be the same way.

She stood in front of the mirror and took all her clothes off. Standing there, looking at her naked body, she imagined herself on stage. She began to recite Josie’s lines as she pulled her bra and panties back on, pretending they were a bikini. She continued, taking them off again, picturing Carly standing next to her with the seats of the theater filled with people. Reciting the lines by heart, and nailing the blocking, Kaitlyn realized she could do it. She could take her clothes off in front of other people as long as she was focused on the role.

Kaitlyn could do this. And she wanted to do it.

Next thing was to tell her parents. Hoo-boy. She put her yoga pants and shirt back on and walked down to the living room. Her dad paused the show they were watching as Kaitlyn sat on the other sofa and cleared her throat.

“I wanted to explain why I’m home early,” she began. “When I got to the theater this evening, Gavin told us all that David and Caroline had gotten into a bad car accident last night. They hit a deer on the turnpike.”

“Oh my gosh,” her mom exclaimed. “Are they OK?”

“I guess Caroline is OK, but David has two broken legs and some broken ribs.”

“Oh, wow,” her dad said somberly. “I guess the show is canceled, then.”

“Yeah,” she said sadly. “That’s what I wanted to talk to you about.”

Her parents gave each other a curious look before encouraging her to continue.

“You guys know my dreams,” she said. “I want to do whatever I can to become a famous actress. It’s all I’ve wanted for as long as I can remember.”

They both nodded and her dad’s face suddenly grew suspicious.

Kaitlyn took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Centering herself, she looked into her dad’s eyes. “Nudity is something I’m going to encounter as some point in my career. It’s something that has been in the back of my mind for a while. Could I do it? Would I do it? Well, I’ve come to the conclusion that I could and would. I would do whatever is required to make it.”

“Go on,” he said seriously.

“You know about my memory. I have this show memorized. I know all of the roles inside and out, including Caroline’s. I could do this…”

“Absolutely not!” her dad interrupted angrily.

“Dad!” she pleaded. “Just hear me out!”

“There’s nothing to hear! You are not going to be naked onstage in front of the whole town! And having sex! Are you kidding me? Who would you be having sex with…Gavin?”

Kaitlyn nodded, unable to meet his angry glare.

“For fuck’s sake, Kait! Why would you think that would be acceptable?”

“Think about it logically for a moment, dad. I’ll be going away to college in a couple weeks. I’m going to be in the theater program. If I was offered a role that required nudity and/or sexual situations, I would probably take it and there is nothing you could say or do about it…especially if you didn’t know about it. And with the way you are reacting, I’m not sure that I would tell you.”

Jerry Crosby glared at his daughter. “At least that would be in a place where no one knows you. Or us!”

“Is that what this is about?” Kaitlyn retorted with just as much fire. “Is this about you? Are you embarrassed to have a daughter who would take a role like this? Are you ashamed of me?”

Her dad blew out a breath and tried to calm himself. “No, Kait, I–we,” he added, glancing at her mom, who so far hadn’t said anything. “We are not ashamed of you. Or embarrassed by you. But I can’t pretend that it wouldn’t be uncomfortable for my co-workers or our friends to have seen you naked and doing…what you would be doing.”

“If I become a Hollywood star, they will probably see me naked at some point anyway,” she said.

“But at least that would be on the movie screen, not in person,” he said quietly, the edge having worn off his shock and anger.

“And on the internet forever and ever,” Kaitlyn replied. Don’t think that I haven’t thought about what being naked on screen means. I have. My naked body would be out there for anyone to look at any time they wanted. At least with a stage production, it happens for a few shows and there is no record of it. Gavin is very cautious about security, especially with this type of show. If he sees anyone recording anything, they are quickly and quietly escorted out by security.”

“But you are only eighteen, Kait.”

“Some actresses have their nude debut at eighteen, dad. It happens more than you might think. And I’m planning to go to college for four years. So, I wouldn’t even be going to Hollywood until I’m 22.”

“How am I supposed to be OK with you having sex with Gavin Dillinger? We’ve known him since he was a kid. But now he’s like thirty years old or something! Isn’t that going to look pretty creepy for him to have sex with an 18-year-old?”