Eva

Over the next four weeks, Eva and I didn’t spend as much ‘fun’ time together as we would have liked or as much as we were used to. There were exams to take and some final papers to write. We joined an informal study group of about 15 that got together a couple of afternoons each week to share information and help each other in general. New York State back then (and still today) was the only state to mandate Regents exams in various subjects. You didn’t have to take every subject, but you had to take English and Social Studies, a foreign Language and you needed to take a three course group in either science or math (algebra, geometry and trigonometry, or biology, chemistry, physics and/or earth science) to get a special type of degree for graduation. Why this was important I can’t remember. But it was. And the nicest part was Eva made some friendly connections, even as late in the year as it was.

Eva already had all her Regents taken over the previous years and she was taking all AP classes, college level classes to earn college credits. I was taking a couple of AP classes, two, English and History, but she was taking five. My girl was brilliant, after all. So with all the studying and my job, we really only had our regular Friday nights to have fun. Sometimes it was just a bite to eat and a movie, sometimes there was a party to go to, and sometimes we still found time to enjoy our sexual lives, but not as often as we had gotten used to.

Finally tests were all over for Seniors on Friday June 15th. Graduation was scheduled for the 19th. That Friday night was a huge party, not exactly legal, as anyone who wanted to join chipped in to get 4 kegs which we schlepped to a NYC public park, off the parking lot and there was considerable drinking and a lot of music. More than a few joints got passed around. I limited myself to two beers….well, two and a half….since I was driving but Eva let herself go a little wild, something she almost never had done before, and got pretty drunk. She wasn’t falling down drunk, but by midnight she was pretty well buzzed.

Eva draped herself around my neck and said, louder than she normally would have in public, “Hey, sweetheart. Feel like taking me somewhere and taking me hard?”

A few people nearby heard her and chuckled loudly. This was a side of Eva no one from our class had seen before. Word was bound to get around.

“You seem kind of bombed, honey. I think we should go get some coffee into you before I take you home.” I didn’t want to take advantage of her, girlfriend or not. Besides, this was not Eva at her most attractive.

In a more discreet voice she said “The only thing I want to get into me is your big hot cock. So, are you going to take me tonight? I’m very, very horny, Jon.”

“Honey, I think we should get you sobered up a little. After that, we can figure the rest out. Come on my love.” I semi-dragged her to my car and got her in her seat and put on her seatbelt. I got in and headed to yet another diner (there were dozens of them throughout Queens back then, all owned by Greek-Americans, like it was a law or something). When I pulled into the parking lot Eva saw where we were and said in a whining voice I never heard from her before “Hey! I thought we were going to get laid!” I couldn’t help myself; I started laughing hysterically. It was just so damn funny. “What’re you laughing at?” she slurred. It took me a while to get past my laughter. Eva didn’t see what was so funny. “What are you laughing at, Jon?” she demanded.

“Sorry, honey. You’re just being very funny at the moment. Let’s go inside and get some coffee and toast.” We went in, and I made sure she drank two cups of coffee and had a toasted bagel. I had tea and a bagel. We didn’t talk much; we took our time and let time and the coffee sober her up. After about an hour and a half, Eva was sobering up but she was definitely not feeling better. “I can’t believe I got so drunk” she said, looking paler than usual. “I feel like death warmed over.”

“I’ve been there once or twice. I’m not a big fan of getting drunk, which should help me when we get to college. Now smoking pot, on the other hand…that’s better as far as I’m concerned. You don’t get sick from it or get a sickening hangover after.”

“Yeah, I’m sure it’s great, except it’s illegal. You get caught, your life can be ruined with criminal record. I don’t think it should be illegal, but it is. Anyways, thanks for taking care of me, sweetheart, and not taking me for sex. I would have regretted it when I sobered up, so I appreciate you not taking advantage of my drunken state.”

“Honey, you weren’t in a position to make a competent decision. I love you too much to do that to you. We have plenty of time for intimacy in the next two weeks. After that….”

“Yeah, not so much. At least my next period isn’t due until the first week of July. I want you as often as we can before I leave. Just not tonight” she said, smiling weakly.

“You’ve got a deal. What do you think, are you ready to go home? Think you’re sober enough?”

“Yes, Jon. Please take me home. And thank you again. Yet another reason to love you.” She took my hand. I paid the check and we got in the car and headed home.

When we got there, to her house, Eva said “You don’t mind if I’m not up to making love with you tonight? I hate saying no to you.”

“Eva, honey, you should never feel like I’m pressuring you. If you ever do feel it, please let me know. There are always other nights, other days. I’m really fine. If you can’t kiss me goodnight, it’s ok too. I know you’re feeling a little unwell.”

“More than a little, actually” she tried to smile. “Not too bad, I guess. I don’t think I’ll be sick. Thank you for being so good to me, Jon. I love you so much.” She leaned closer and hugged me tight. But no kisses, except for a brief peck.

“You get some sleep, honey. You’re working on your speech tomorrow, right?”

“Yes. Salutatorian. Big deal.”

“Hey, it is a big deal. I told you that day in the hall, when I first noticed how lovely you are, that so many of us wish we had your smarts and would love to be giving that speech. You should be proud. Your family will be proud of you. Well, except Will and Walt.” We both laughed at that; they would be very proud of their sister. “And don’t forget I’ll be proud of you. My heart will be bursting with pride, I promise. And don’t forget about my parents or Camilla. Especially Cammy.”

Eva held me tighter. “I wish I didn’t have to leave you, or that I could invite you in to spend the night. I want to hold you all night long.”

“I wish we could too. We’ll go out tomorrow night.”

“Or we could stay in. My parents are going out tomorrow night and Will and Walt will almost certainly go out for a few hours. Call me tomorrow afternoon. I love you, Jon.”

“I love you too, Eva. So much.”

We said our goodnights and I walked her to the door, making sure she wasn’t too unsteady. She went inside and I went home, missing her. Before I went to sleep, I snuck out a pair of panties she had given me and I jerked off furiously thinking about my lovely, beautiful and brilliant queen. Cumming like that wasn’t nearly as satisfying as being with Eva, but it was what I had that night. Thinking of her was always a huge turn on in itself. I hid her panties again and turned over and went to sleep.

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We talked when I got home from work (tired as hell!) before I took a two hour nap. I needed it, especially if I was going to spend the evening with Eva without falling asleep on her. Literally. The way I felt, I could have fallen asleep while we were making love. I got up at 6:30, took a shower and dressed and spent a little time with my family.

“What are you doing tonight?” Cammy asked with her biggest, somewhat brattiest smile. I think she was looking to tag along if we went out somewhere.

“Sorry, Kiddo, we’re just hanging out tonight. I promise we’ll take you with us one night before Eva goes away for the summer. And you’ll see her at graduation on Tuesday.” They were eating and I was hungry, but Eva and I were bringing in Chinese food for dinner. But mom’s potted chicken smelled sooo good…..

“As a matter of fact,” my mother interjected, “Would you mind watching your sister next Saturday? You father and I have plans to spend the day up at Sandy and Marvins’. You wouldn’t be able to come with us?” She looked at me closely.

“Mom, I don’t see how. The only reason for me to go would be if Adrienne was going to be there, and right now, we’re not talking. We may be done as friends.”

“Jon, what happened with you and Adrienne?” Camilla asked. My dad knew the problem and I assumed he told my mother, but Cammy…well, I couldn’t exactly explain it to a 12 year old.

“Sorry, Cammy, it’s not something I can talk to you about. It’s kind of for adult ears only.”

“Is it about sex?” my precocious sister blurted out and I was suddenly very glad I wasn’t eating or I would have choked on something. I shouldn’t have been that surprised; my sister was as smart as Eva, or almost. She was also very perceptive.

“Camilla Rose!” my mother said in a very firm voice. “That is not an appropriate question for you to ask your brother! His personal life is his business and besides, anything about sex you want to know, you ask me! And then I’ll decide what to tell you or not!”

Cammy looked upset. She really didn’t do anything wrong. She was approaching adulthood and she was curious. But some things were too personal, certainly between an older brother and his little sister. I said, gently “Cammy, Adrienne and I had a fight. The reasons are very personal, but it was a bad fight and I don’t know if we can make it better between us. I hope we can because I miss her. Time will tell, I guess. But it’s something I can’t tell you about.”

Cammy seemed to accept that, even if she wasn’t happy about it. I told my parents I’d look after her, no problem. Eva and I would do something with her for the day. Then it was time for me to go to Eva’s.

As I got to my front door, Camilla came up to me before I left. “Jon? I’m sorry if I asked you something I shouldn’t have. I didn’t know.”

I knelt down so we were eye level, which was requiring less and less bending all the time. She was shooting up every day. “No, you didn’t know. So there’s nothing to apologize for. Most things I’ll be glad to answer for you. That’s what your big brother is for. But there are some things I just can’t talk about. Maybe some day when we’re older. A LOT older. Like when we’re in our 60s.” She giggled and hugged me.

“Say hello to Eva for me!” she yelled as she ran up the stairs to her room.

“I will!” I called after her and got going to Eva’s. Five minutes later I was getting a big kiss from my favorite lips in the entire world. Right in view of her family. She was making up for the night before when I got no kiss goodnight.

“Hi sweetheart” Eva said softly with a gentler kiss. “Miss me?”

“All day long. Seeing you helps ease the pain” I said with a smile.

We went to the living room and sat with her family and I talked to her parents, primarily, for ten or fifteen minutes until the twins left for a friends house after their father told them to be home by 10. Eva told me she already called for dinner and it should be there soon. The advantage of a girlfriend who knows you so well is she knows what to order for dinner without asking.

Dinner came ten minutes later and then her parents went out a few minutes after that. We were alone, eating dinner and looking forward to alone time after. “How did you sleep last night?” I asked while we shared a chicken and shrimp dish and rice.

“I fell asleep as soon as I hit the pillow, but then I was up at 6, peeing and feeling nauseated. I got some water and drank it slowly and I finally felt better around 7. Then I slept until 10 and I felt fine.”

“You’re lucky. Some people would have been sick all day. Hey, be glad school is over except for graduation. You kind of made a scene last night” I said with a big grin.

“Why? What did I do or say?” Eva asked with alarm.

“You said something about taking you somewhere and taking you hard. Loud. I mean LOUD. Then when I said we needed to get some coffee into you, you said you wanted to get my big cock into you, and you were very horny.”

Eva stopped in the middle of chewing what was in her mouth. She turned white as a sheet. “I didn’t.”

“Ok, you didn’t. Except you did. Honest to God.”

“Oh my God! I’m not going to graduation on Tuesday! I can’t show my face in front of those people!”

“Sure you can. It’ll humanize you to all those people who think you’re some sort of stuck up genius. You’re human like the rest of us.” I was smiling, on the verge of laughing.

“I’m glad you think this is funny. Why didn’t you stop me???”

“I couldn’t stop you. You were smashed and I had no idea what you were going to say. I got you out of there after that, but people heard you. Don’t sweat it. You’ll laugh about it with them at our ten year reunion.”

Eva was not getting the humor. She was doing a slow burn as she threw out the paper plates and put the leftovers in the refrigerator. I came up behind her and wrapped my arms around her tummy as I kissed the side of her face. At first Eva was trying to ignore me, but as I kissed my way from her cheek to the side of her neck, then the back of her neck and her shoulders, Eva’s ice cold demeanor melted away and soon she turned to face me as she returned my kisses with all her desire. Her arms were around my neck and her lips were meeting mine kiss for kiss. Then she kissed the side of my neck and my throat and I was responding back to her advances.

“You know, sweetheart, I never got to be the serving wench to my king. Why don’t you take me upstairs, my King, and do with me as you please? I can be very amenable.”

“Amenable? Let’s see just how amenable you are” I said as I picked her up and carried her over my shoulder and up the stairs to her bedroom. Eva was laughing hard as she bounced with my strides.

“Jon! Put me down!” she said laughing hard, her earlier anger forgotten. “I just ate! You’re going to make me throw up….all over your back!”

“Then you’d better not throw up! Vomiting on the King is punishable by death!” I tossed her on her bed and she was giggling like she was Cammy’s age.

“Sire, did I displease you in some way? Have I said something to displease you?”

“No, my wench. We just decided we must have you. And have you we shall” I said, in a commanding voice, as I started pulling off my shirt and undoing my pants. “Well, what are you waiting for, girl? Get your clothes off for your King!”

I thundered. Or what I tried to pass off as thunder.

“Yes, my King. Forgive me my delay.” Eva got out of her own clothes as quick as she could. Her skin tone was pinkish as her arousal showed throughout her body. When my briefs came off, my own excitement showed through my raging hard dick. The head was reddish, on its way to purple. Eva licked her lips involuntarily. Her sexuality was almost overpowering.

“Come here, girl, and service your King. You know what to do, don’t you?”

“I believe so, my Lord. If not, I will figure it out.” I stood by the side of her bed and Eva was on all fours in front of me, her mouth wet and wanting. With just her mouth, she pursed her full lips and let the head of my cock glide over the fleshy part of her mouth.

“Yes, my wench, that is wonderful. Just wonderful” I said again, then again, I kept repeating my words, encouraging Eva to use her oral talents to give me great pleasure. She shifted down to my balls, still without using her hands at all. I had a great view when I looked straight down at Eva working on my cock or my balls, and a great view when I looked along her back to the great curves of her hips narrowing before flaring wide from the breadth of her terrific ass. I kept wondering how I had missed her sexiness and her beauty all those years.

I could smell her, soft, sexy, feminine, filling the room, and as horny as she must have been, she kept playing the role, totally submissive. But I couldn’t leave her so needy, so, chivalrous King that I am, I pulled away, and a small dribble of spittle connected my cock to her lips before falling to her breasts and her bedding. She looked up at me quizzically. “Did I displease you, my King?”

“Not at all, my dear girl. I just want to sample you as well.” We both giggled; the language was a bit florid, to say the least. But it was fun and a little kinky and we were enjoying playing the game. “Don’t move, just stay right as you are.” Then I broke character and I kissed her a few times and got a big smile in return.

I moved behind her and, getting on the bed, I put my hands on her cheeks and touched her gently and lovingly as I started to kiss her ass all over. Maybe a real king wouldn’t have bothered to be so loving, but I wasn’t a real king. “My King, that feels so good” Eva said with a long, deep sigh. “You could demand to do this any time.”

She was wiggling around, her soft ass in my face, as I narrowed in on her pussy, fragrant and moist. When I took my first taste, Eva moaned and shuddered, then as I licked and kissed her gash and lips more aggressively, her lower body moved around a little more wildly and the groans I heard were driving me to devour her sweet slit.

“More, my King. You’re so kind. Oh, ohmygod” Eva cried out as she came, grinding back into my face, getting me wet from the bridge of my nose to my chin. I couldn’t wait any longer; I got up on my knees behind her and my cock parted her pussy as I drove it deep into its favorite home. My groin was right on her ass, my pubic hairs tickling her as she clamped down tight on my dick.

“My lovely wench. You’re so amazingly tight” I groaned. “You’re wonderful.”

“Thank you my King. You feel so good.” I started thrusting, slowly at first, leaning over her and kissing the back of her neck which made Eva shiver all over. She giggled, a lustful laugh, that made me burn even hotter for her. As I moved faster, we talked less, to just enjoy our sexual pleasure. I had a coating of perspiration on my body, the scent of which was blending with Eva’s womanly scent. “Harder, my King” she grunted. “Please fuck me harder!”

“As you wish, my dear” I said as my body moved faster. The sensations traveling from the head of my cock all through my body, from my toes to the top of my head, were incredible. Every time Eva and I were together, whether we were behaving like two depraved sex maniacs or being as loving and tender as we could, was a wonderful experience. This time, it was definitely the former. Wicked and dirty and so much fun. I gave her a moderate spank and she yelped gleefully from the surprise and the light sting.

My orgasm didn’t creep up on me; it suddenly exploded from me. My balls suddenly drew closer to my body and my cock twitched the way Eva loved and I let go of my seed inside her. My hips kept pumping, churning our cream into froth. Eva fell forward gently and I moved with her, so her soft ass was nestled to my lap. We were breathing hard and Eva said, very softly, “Thank you, my sexy King. You’re so benevolent” and we both chuckled. I nuzzled her neck and shoulder and Eva stretched catlike before reaching back over her head to caress the back of my

head. My hands found her breasts and her hips and she sighed from my touch while I moaned from hers.

“You are so much fun” I said right next to her ear, making her tilt her head back towards me. “Sexy too.”

“You’re a lot of fun too, sweetheart. And you can be my King anytime” Eva said as she turned her head to kiss my lips. “Well, almost anytime.”

We cuddled for a while when I remember to tell her “I almost forgot. I told my parents we’d look after Camilla next Saturday. They’re going away for the day into the evening.”

“No problem. We’ll find something fun to do. Just keep in mind, it’s our last weekend before I go away. Staff has to be there the following Thursday for 4 days of orientation, even if you’ve worked there before. So it’s our last Saturday night for the next two months.” It was sinking in; Eva was going to be gone for over 8 weeks. I’d get to see her once a week, if our schedules worked out. I held her as tight as I could without hurting her.

Changing the subject, I said “You know what else? Tuesday, at graduation, our families are going to meet.”

“You know, I didn’t even think about that. Do we have anything to worry about?”

“I can’t imagine so” I answered. “Maybe we can all go out to lunch afterwards. I’ll suggest it to my parents tomorrow.”

“I’ll do the same. Why am I nervous at the prospect?” she asked me.

“I don’t know. Me too, but there shouldn’t be an issue.” Still, the idea was weird.

We got up and cleaned up, then straightened her bedroom before getting dressed before her brothers came home. She brought the notes of her Salutatorian speech downstairs with her and she read it for me, asking my opinions on some aspects, wording and concepts. I gave her some input, some she accepted and some rejected. It was fine with me; it was her speech to give and it had to sound and feel right to her. Will and Walt got home about 20 minutes late, just as Eva was getting nervous, but she promised not to tell her parents about them being late. They sat with us and they were really warmed up to me by that point. They weren’t as tight with me as Cammy was with Eva, but we were getting along fine.

When her parents came home, we went out to get something to drink. After the night before, it was strictly something soft, but we went to another small local club with live music and, between drinking a couple of club sodas, we danced for a couple of hours, some fast songs but mostly when things slowed down. We held each other close as we shuffled on the floor, Eva’s head turned sideways on my chest, her head coming right to my lips for easy kissing. After our earlier activity, it was perfect, just loving each other.

I took her home at 2:30 and, after a lot of kisses goodnight at her door, I went home. We went to the Mets game the next day and we brought Walt, Will and Camilla. We sat way up top in the $1.50 cheap seats (1979, remember?) and we all had a great day, with my parents giving me the money for hot dogs and Cokes. Cammy, not a big baseball fan, was on her best behavior and got along fine with Eva’s brothers. It was just a fun afternoon, and it felt so natural. When I dropped Eva and the boys home, we asked her parents about having lunch with my family and they said it sounded like a good idea. And when I got home, my parents also liked the idea, saying it was high time they met her family.

Monday we each did our own thing; I played softball with friends, then a bunch iof us got haircuts (every barber and hair salon was busy that day!) and Eva did some shopping for camp clothes with her mom. Tuesday morning was our graduation at the auditorium at Queens College at 10. I got up, showered and shaved, and put on my best suit and tie. I was kind of nervous so I skipped breakfast, just drinking some juice. My family was all dressed up, even Cammy wore a dress. While we waited for our parents in the living room while they did a few things, she sat next to me and said “I’m so proud of you, Jon” and she gave me a big hug. I was caught by surprise and I had a small tear while I hugged her back.

“Thanks, Cammy. You know I’m proud of you too. I’m very glad you’re my sister. Even if you can be a creep sometimes.” I smiled down at her and she giggled. The other woman in my life, so to speak.

We left early enough for me to stop at the florist, and I got mom yellow roses to thank her for, well, for being my mom, and I got a single white rose for Camilla because she was my sister and I didn’t want to leave her out. They both were deeply touched and my dad gave me a proud glance. We got to graduation at 9:30, a half hour before the start. I floated around, saying hi to various friends before I found Eva and her family. We kissed lightly, me in my red cap and gown, and Eva in her white set. We walked over to where my family waited and we introduced everyone. I got the dozen red roses I got for Eva from my dad, and Eva started crying. “Dammit, Jon, now my makeup will be a mess!” She hugged me and gave me a huge kiss in front of our parents and the senior class. She whispered in my ear “I am so going to make this up to you tonight!” Of course, more pictures were taken, of Eva and I together, of both of us with each family, and we even got someone to take a couple of everyone all together. It was like we were a big extended family.

We sat next to each other (we both had “G” last names, Glazer and Grossman) and locked fingers while the beginning of the ceremony droned on. Then she was called up to give her speech and I sat there, probably as proud as her parents were as she delivered a great 10 minute speech. When she sat back down with me again, I couldn’t help myself from kissing her in front of everyone, and we got some cheers and catcalls. Then after Elizabeth gave her speech we took our turns by last name getting our diplomas, everyone flipped their tassels, as we were officially graduates. The class shook hands and kissed cheeks. It was over. The rest of our lives were about to begin.

Our parents got along fine at lunch, a very crowded Italian place, where my parents invited them all over Sunday for a small barbeque. But that night there was a big party at a local bar that the class rented out with a DJ and it was a blast. Eva and I kept fairly sober (neither of us wanted a repeat of the previous week) but that didn’t keep us from having a great time, talking and laughing with friends and dancing up a storm.

My friend Mike came over, moderately drunk, and said “I’m so happy for you guys! You make such a great couple!” He was slurring his words and I was thankful he lived 2 blocks away and would walk home. We thanked him, laughing, but I got worried about people who drove there and we drinking heavy. Eva and I talked about it and we rounded up about a half dozen sober people to volunteer as a driving service for our classmates who were too drunk to get behind the wheel. Starting at 1AM, we took turns loading up our cars with anyone who needed a ride and drove them home and came back. It took us each two or three trips to get people home, but we did it and there were no accidents that night.

When we were done, it was after 2, and as much as Eva and I wanted to ‘celebrate’ alone, we were pretty damn tired. The day started 18 hours ago. In my car alone, Eva turned to me and said “Sweetheart, would you mind just taking me home now? I think I’m too pooped to pump”.

We smiled together and I said “You took the words right out of my mouth. We’ll make it up tomorrow. Maybe we’ll splurge on a room and have a few hours together.”

“I’ll treat. You’ve been so generous with me. Those roses were the nicest gift anyone’s ever given me, even nicer than the neckless my parents gave me for my 18th birthday. My first roses from my boyfriend. You spoil me.”

“Come on, honey. No way were the roses nicer than that neckless. It’s beautiful.” It was, a thin gold chain with a Jewish star with small diamonds at the six points.

“But the roses were such a lovely surprise, and they told me so much about where your heart is. You’re a wonderful boyfriend, and such a loving man.”

We were huddled in my front seat in front of her house. cuddling and kissing. We were tired but we needed a little romantic time just to kiss and talk. About ten minutes later I said “I have to go, honey. Either that or I’m sleeping here. In your bed. With YOU.”

“As easygoing as my parents are, I don’t think they’d go for that, not with my brothers home. So go, and drive home carefully, please? Promise me.”

“I promise. I’ll be home in five minutes. I’ll call you around noon. Maybe a little later. I love you, honey. Thanks for a great day.”

“No, thank YOU, my love. You made this extra special. We’ll make up for things tomorrow. Count on it.”

I had a little scare on the way home. I could barely keep my eyes open and I almost drifted into a parked car, but snapped awake just in time. That really woke me up, long enough to get home and slip into bed. The only thing I was missing was Eva. I would have given almost anything to cuddle with her in bed.

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Wednesday I had to work. I was still on my part time schedule but I did work a few more hours than usual, from 12-5. I raced home, jumped into a hot shower (I sweated up a storm in the print shop, especially during the summer) and by 6 I was ready to go. I told my parents I’d be home late. Camilla asked me if I could drop her off at her friend Wendy’s house and though it was a little out of my way, I said sure. I would have done it even if it was a half hour out of the way. Anything for Cammy.

I took her to her friend and then got to Eva’s a little late. She didn’t mind; she was the most easygoing woman I ever dated. “Hi, sweetheart” she said, slipping into my arms in the foyer of her house. By this point we were completely at ease being affectionate publicly, even with her or my family. We were openly in love with each other and everyone knew it. Even her brothers had stopped busting our balls about it. “I missed you. And I’m starving! I deliberately skipped lunch so we could enjoy a big dinner. How about chicken cacciatore? Our first date?” Eva looked at me with hungry eyes, not just hungry for food.

I smiled back at her. “Chicken cacciatore sounds great. And dessert to be enjoyed a little later?”

“Enjoyed twice, at least. Let’s go, before I faint from hunger!”

Over dinner back at Marco’s, the site of our first date (we even got the same table), we talked and we held hands when we weren’t actually eating, We had our carafe of the house wine. We were a couple, a loving couple, for not a lot more than three months at that point, yet we felt like we’d known each other for years. Technically, we did know each other for years, but we didn’t KNOW each other most of that time, and when I thought about it, I regretted every day wasted. It made me determined to have as much of a future as we could, for as long as we could. I was convinced Eva and I were meant to be together, and I was pretty sure she felt the same way.

After dinner, we drove to that same Holiday Inn that we stayed at prom night. I gathered Eva in my arms and we kissed a few times. “We have plenty of time together tonight” I said, rubbing my nose on hers lightly. “I want to love you tonight, honey. I want to enjoy you and let you enjoy me.”

“If that’s what you want, then that’s what I want too” she said in a soft voice, full of her love for me. It made me shiver a little, not from cold or fright but from a place of overpowering love. We each disrobed each other as we stood there kissing. Our shirts came off first, no rush. I massaged her breasts in her bra and Eva sighed in my mouth, holding the back of my head with her hands, her fingers going through my hair. There was so much desire in her touch and it just excited me more and more the longer she touched me.

I nibbled at the side of her neck and Eva said “Jon, you know what that does to me. You’re driving me crazy! Help me out of my bra!” But I was going slow, teasing her, and she both loved it and felt frustrated at the same time. I traced the tip of my finger along the line where her breast met her bra, both breasts, and she got a little forceful with me. My 5’3″ 105lb girlfriend was forcing her 6′ 180lb boyfriend to back up to the bed until the back of my legs hit the mattress and I toppled backwards, with her jumping on top of me. “Jon, I want you tonight and every night we can make it work. I don’t care if you want me sweet as sugar or dirty as mud. I think about leaving you next week and it breaks my heart. So I want as much time with you as we can get. I love you, sweetheart. More than anything.” Her eyes filled with tears and Eva fell against my chest and cried her eyes out.

I stroked her hair and I started crying as well. She perfectly expressed the same things I was feeling, the fears and the desires and everything in between. I wasn’t bawling like she was, but this was a very emotional situation. We couldn’t get a room every night for the next week, But we had to find alone time every night if we could, whether in my car or at one of our homes. Even to just share intimacy, holding, touching, and talking. Sex was almost second place to our other needs, but sex was going to be part of that night. We just had to get past the current emotions aching in us both.

“We’ll do what we can, honey. Lets take each day as they come, ok? Like Bob Seger says, we’ve got tonight. As he doesn’t say, we’ll worry about tomorrow tomorrow. Let’s just take it one day at a time.”

Eva sniffled away her tears and just nodded with me. We kissed, just as a loving couple, then gradually our kisses grew hotter and more passionate. It didn’t take long before we were undressing each other, very lovingly, kissing each other all over our bodies. Soon we were just in our underwear, me in a black pair of briefs and Eva in a rainbow pair of cotton panties. She got up on her knees over me, her crotch just a few inches from my face, touching herself in a very slow and sexy way. She flicked her nipples with her fingertips before letting her hands wander down her tummy to the elastic of her panties. Then she slid just the first few knuckles of her fingers under the band and she smiled down at me, as aroused now as she was sad before. “I need you, Jon. You wouldn’t deny me would you?” she asked playfully.

“I thought about it” I teased. “But you look too good to say no to.” I grabbed Eva and she laughed out loud as I turned her on her back and pinned her upper arms to the bed. I finally found an opponent I could beat.

“Mmmm someone’s feeling very frisky” Eva said in a soft, seductive voice. “You can do anything you want to me tonight, sweetheart. I am all yours. I’m always all yours.” I leaned down and kissed her hard while holding her down at her upper arms. She didn’t exactly try to get away. “So what do you want to do to me, big fella?”

“I hope you’re hungry still” I said with a horny grin and tone. I moved up her body, my legs then holding her arms down, as my throbbing dick and heavy balls hovered over Eva’s face, contained only in the thin cotton of my briefs. Her eyes were glassy and she deliberately licked her lips, very naughty.

“Starved, baby. I need feeding. Feed me, Jon. Feed me your big hard dick.” Her dirty words just fueled my fire. I put one hand on the mattress next to her head as the other hand pushed my briefs down to below my ass. My cock was sticking out from my body, almost perpendicular with a slight upwards curve. I held it in my hand near the base and pushed down so the head, leaking a dribble of precum, traced over Eva’s full, fuckable lips, giving them a sticky, creamy look. It didn’t last because Eva’s tongue slithered out and, after giving the head of my cock a swirl, she cleaned off her lips of my clear fluid. “Everything about you is so delicious” she said. I could have cum right then if I let myself, but I wanted to share so much more with her.

“Look who’s talking. I could taste every inch of you. But first, taste a little more of me”.

“Gladly.” I pressed my head between her lush lips and Eva willingly, eagerly brought my cock into her mouth, looking up at me with warm, loving eyes. I leaned over her like I was doing pushups, slowly feeding her my cock, in and out, while her tongue did amazing things to me. I moved my legs to free her arms and her hands immediately grabbed my ass, spurring me on. Then she used her right hand to spank me, and I mean a good hard slap, making me yelp as she did it again, much harder than I ever spanked her. I didn’t mind at all because it turned me on so much and I fucked her mouth with long strokes. My balls were slapping her chin and Eva kept spanking me, encouraging me to keep going faster. She sucked me like a demon and soon I felt the familiar signs of impending orgasm.

“Honey, I’m going to cum…..!!!” I howled and she popped me out of her mouth, jerked my dick hard in her hot little hand, and aimed my spew all over her face, leaving sticky ropes and trails on her cheeks and her chin and across her nose. I was blown away, literally and figuratively, from the wicked, wonderful treatment she gave me. The only downside was I knew I’d have to find a way to treat her just as great.

When I caught my breath, I moved back down her body and kissed her, cum on her face be damned. It got all over both of us, making us both a sticky, creamy mess.

“You’re amazing, my love, so sweet and sexy and naughty all at the same time. I’m so in love with you” I said between kisses and my caresses of her body.

“It was my pleasure, sweetheart. I’m in love with you too and I’d do anything for you….or to you” she smirked. “I still can’t believe you don’t freak out about getting your own cum in your mouth or on your face. I thought guys hate that.”

“I don’t know about other guys; it doesn’t come up in conversation” I said and we both laughed. It was always fun laughing with her. I kissed her again. “Wait there, honey. I’ll get us a warm towel to clean up. Then I get even.”

“Goody! I can’t wait! I’m so hot for you, Jon!” she called after me as I went into the small bathroom. I grabbed a towel, soaked it in hot water, wrung it as dry as I could, then brought it into the bedroom and I cleaned her face of my seed. Then she took the towel and did the same for me until both our faces were all clean again. We tossed the towel to the floor, sat up facing each other, and kissed over and over.

“Now, how can I please my beautiful lady?” I asked, letting the back of my fingers trail over her upper chest.

“That feels great. But I need more. You got me so hot. You could return the favor” she said hopefully.

“Anything you like, my love. I’m here to please.”

“Just what I was hoping you’d say.” Eva kissed me quick before getting on her hands and knees, wiggling her ass at me, rainbow panties covering her cheeks and her pussy. I could see a small wet spot in the crotch and a faint trace of her lovely scent was in the air. It drew me to her like a bear to honey. I got behind her and my hands moved smoothly over her ass before I kissed her all over the back of her thighs and her cheeks. Eva sighed and moved a little, enticing me to get my face in there. “You’re making me so hot, Jon. You’re the best lover!”

“Compared to whom?” I taunted her. She laughed and spread her legs a little wider for me. I took the hint and first I licked at the crotch of her panties, soft and moist from her natural lubrication. My nose was by her ass as I licked with more and more pressure until Eva was whimpering. I could taste her, I could put pressure on her lips, but I couldn’t really suck on her or the pearl of her clit like that. I pulled her panties down over her ass, leaving them around the middle of her thighs. She could only spread her legs so wide like that but it was more than wide enough for me. I dug in, licking all around her pussy, leaking juice and that magnificent scent like her own unique perfume. I couldn’t get enough.

“Baby, you’re so good to me. I love how you love me” she said softly, rubbing her tits with one hand, holding up her body with the other. She kept pushing back into my face, bouncing around and fucking my tongue. I mixed it up, licking around her asshole too while thrusting two fingers into her pussy. Eva arched her back and said loudly “Pull my hair!” I reached with my right hand and grabbed her long mane, tugging her head back and causing her to thrust out her tits. I used my thumb to press on her clit and Eva came, grunting hard as her pussy got very slippery. Her muscles kept gripping my fingers and her anus kept winking open and closed.

I could tell when Eva had enough and I disengaged, easing my fingers free and the kissing her all the way up her spine, giving her a last shiver of pleasure. I turned us on our sides and spooned her, one of our favorite things to do when we had the room to spread out. She nuzzled up to me, kissing my chin and cheek. “Sing to me, Jon. I love it when you do.”

“I don’t know what to sing for you, honey.” I still wasn’t very comfortable singing for anyone, even Eva.

“Something soft and pretty.” So, unable to come up with anything else at the moment, I sang ‘Ripple’ by the Grateful Dead, one of their sweeter songs. Eva’s eyes went wide, pleasantly surprised. When I was done, she said “You covered that so well! I love that song. I didn’t know you were into the Dead.”

“I could say the same about you. We’re still learning great things about each other.” I kissed her neck and Eva giggled softly. “Too bad you’ll be away. They’re playing Radio City mid July.”

“I could see if I could take a second day that week. If I had a good reason.”

“They’re playing three nights. I know they’re not sold out. I’ll get tickets tomorrow so you can tell them when you get there for orientation.” It was a great idea, but it reminded us of the looming separation. “I’ve seen them twice already. Have you seen them at all?”

“No, the only concert I’ve been to was Billy Joel last year. I think our whole class went to one of those shows.”

“Except me. Not a big fan of his.”

“Are you kidding? All of New York loves Billy Joel!”

“Again, except me. I don’t like him.”

“Oh I don’t believe this! You’re crazy, you know that?”

“So I’ve been told. You think this is worth having our first fight about?” I kissed her lovingly and with desire. I was ready again and so was Eva.

“No, I don’t want to fight. I want to love you, sweetheart. Love me too.”

I couldn’t say no to that offer. We kissed and touched more and more passionately, and in just a few minutes I was good and hard and Eva was very ready herself. Without talking we moved so I was on top of her and slipping my cock into her pussy with audible gasps from both of us. I sank all the way inside her and held very still. My chest touched hers with my face just a few inches over hers. Eva touched my face with her soft fingers and I kissed them and sucked them into my mouth. “My sexy man” she whispered as I just pressed harder, grinding her clit on my pubic bone. She gasped and her eyes went wide open as an orgasm blew through her body. She pulled my face to hers and we kissed hard as I started thrusting into her warm and wonderful pussy.

When our lips separated, I said, through deep breaths, “I love you, honey. My beautiful love. My gorgeous Angel.”

Eva was leaking tears, this time tears of love. “My handsome, Gentle Bear. So sweet and sexy.” And so our pet names were born, names that lasted a very long time. Yes, I’m giving something away, but that night Eva became my Angel and I became her Bear, or Gentle Bear when we were alone.

I kept thrusting harder and faster, bringing Eva to another climax, then we changed positions with her on top of me. She rode me slowly again, then she ground her ass in tight circles on my hips with her hands on my chest. Soon she started moving faster, her lovely ass rising and falling, not that I could see it. But I knew it, knew what it looked like to the smallest detain, including a small birthmark low on her left cheek. She was bouncing, riding me to a throbbing climax, then a minute or two later was my turn. Eva sat on me hard, squeezed my cock with a great grip that made me cum as I arched my back and lifted my ass off the bed. My sperm sloshed inside her as she found one last orgasm within her before Eva collapsed on top of me as I kissed her head and held her to me.

“I love you, my Gentle Bear. So much.”

“I love you too, my Angel. I like these names. I especially like being your Bear. Your Gentle Bear.”

“It fits you. You’re big and cuddly and warm, and you’re so sweet and…..gentle.” Eva kissed my chest and neck, her body warm and glowing.

“And Angel fits you. You’re the best thing to ever happen to me. Like you were sent from heaven for me.”

“Now you’re just being silly and mushy, Jon. But I kind of like it. You’re so sweet. No wonder you were a lousy wrestler.” We both laughed hard at that. It was cute, the way she said it.

“Not tough enough?”

“Nope. But I love you just the way you are, tender and sweet.” We kissed again and again. And again. We had a couple of hours still and whether we would make love again or not, we still could spend the time loving each other. And that’s exactly what we did. We spent the next two hours just laying in bed together being intimate. Touches, kisses and such as well as talking about everything and nothing. We shared our secrets, nothing I’ll share here, but they were things that brought us even closer than we already had been. And when we cleaned up around 12:30, we made love in the shower, with the hot water cascading down our bodies. It added to the warm feelings coming from within us, and when we were finished, we clung to each other like strands of rope. It was the perfect finish to our night.

We got dressed quietly, got in my car, and I drove Eva home. When we got there, a little before 2, we held each other for a long time. “I wish we could spend the night together, Angel. Every night, actually” I said, hating the idea of going home to separate beds.

“I know, my Gentle Bear. I would love to wake up next to you every morning. Maybe next year we could live together off campus. Though that feels like a long time from now.”

“It is. It feels like forever. Let’s get through the summer, honey. I think we’re being a little crazy.”

“I know. It is crazy. But I just know my heart wants you all the time.”

We kissed goodnight at her door, as always, and forced ourselves to stop and to end the night. I got home and got into bed, and, not for the first time, wondered how we were going to get through the summer apart. Despite the hour, sleep took a while to come.

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Over the next few days, I worked (still part time; I got Sy and Marilyn to agree to let me start full time when Eva left on Thursday. They were good people.), and I got together with Eva every night and on my days off. We had sex most nights or we just shared affection, which was just as satisfying. Well, almost as satisfying. Saturday my parents visited Adrienne’s parents and Eva and I took Camilla to Jones Beach during the day, then after we all cleaned and took showers at my house, we took her to dinner at her favorite burger joint.

While we were eating, Cammy started to feel unwell. She went to the bathroom and, after she was gone for a long time, Eva went to check on her. They were both gone a while, and I was beginning to worry when Eva finally came back.

“Is Cammy all right?” I asked, very worried by then.

“She’ll be fine” Eva said with a slight smile. She dropped her voice and whispered to me “She got her first period. She was so upset and she didn’t have anything, so I gave her a napkin. She wanted to be alone for a few minutes. I remember how upsetting the first time can be. She knew what was happening; your mom explained it to her well. But still….. Just do me a favor? Don’t make a thing about it. She’s kind of embarrassed.”

“Of course. I would never make her feel uncomfortable. My sister is growing up. Hey, Angel, thank you for being there for her. I don’t know what I would have done if it had been just me and her here.”

“It’s no problem. I’m glad I was here to help her.” Then Cammy came back to the table, looking a little upset. I just asked if she felt all right and she just nodded her head. We got out of there as quick as I could get the check and we took her home to let her lie down. Eva went with her to make sure she was ok before joining me in the living room.

“She’s ok. It was just a little rough on her. The first time can be traumatic. She’ll be ok. I’ll tell your mom when they get home.” I kissed her with all my love, not just grateful that she was there with me, but especially that she was there for Cammy. My parents got home about an hour later and right away, Eva took my mom aside and let her know, and mom went right upstairs to check on my sister while I let dad know what was going on. He just nodded his head and let mom take care of it. He did thank Eva for her help and she just said it was not a problem.

Then when he got me alone in the kitchen, getting drinks for Eva and myself, he told me “We saw Adrienne today. I think she was expecting you to be there. She seemed upset when you weren’t.”

“Dad, how could I see her? The last time I did we had that fight and I haven’t heard from her since. Considering it was her fault, she needs to contact me. I’m sorry, I miss her, but I’m not going to make the first move. Besides, I have Eva’s feelings to consider. It’s not fair to her; she knows what happened. I’m not going to do anything that could hurt her. She comes first.”

“I understand. I just feel protective about Adrienne. I’ve known her since she was three. So I feel bad about this rift between you. But I do understand your point, Jon. Just think about it, will you?”

“I’ll think about it, dad. Best I can do.” He nodded to me and I went back to the living room with two glasses of iced tea. Mom came down a few minutes later and kissed Eva’s cheek, thanking her over and over for helping Cammy, who was sleeping.

“You’re a dear, Eva. I can’t thank you enough. And Camilla adores you.”

“I was just glad I was there to help. Not that Jon couldn’t have helped her, but it was easier for her with a woman to help her. And I adore her too. She’s like my little sister.”

We stuck around for another half hour before I took Eva home; it had been a long day and the sun can take a lot out of you. Besides, she was coming with her family for a barbeque at my house Sunday. Not that I wouldn’t have wanted to spend the night together.

When we were saying goodnight I asked her “Angel, do you think we could spend the whole night together either tomorrow night or Tuesday? It’s not like we haven’t spent a night together.” I was looking at her with almost pleading eyes.

“Tomorrow night. My parents won’t give me a hard time. They know how important you are to me. Tuesday I need to spend alone with my family but Wednesday we can spend the day together, as long as we have dinner with my family. Then we’ll spend a few hours alone, but I can’t stay out too late, Bear. I have to be up very early Thursday. Like 6AM.” We were very quiet as we held each other. “I can’t believe I’m leaving you for eight weeks. I’ve looked forward to this every summer for the last six years. By this point each year, I can’t wait to get there. And this year, I’m almost dreading it. What am I going to do without you all summer?” Eva was crying again and I was crying with her. But I had to support her and help her go away with a positive attitude.

“Honey, what’s done is done. I know you could change your mind and stay with me all summer. But I’ll be working during the days so you’d have to find another job, something that wouldn’t give you as much pleasure as working at Surprise Lake will. And you’ll be unhappy. I don’t want that for you, my Angel. We’ll miss each other, a lot, but it’s just the summer. We will see each other. I promise. I’ll move my days off if I can. Whatever I have to do to see you. Eva, I love you. With all my heart.”

She kissed me all over my face, soft and gentle and sweet. “My big Gentle Bear. I love you too, with all my heart. This is going to be a test. If we get through the summer…..”

“Then we’re really meant to be. We’re going to pass this test with flying colors. You’ll see. And when the summer’s over, watch out. I may lock you in a room and fuck you all day, every day.”

Eva laughed loud, a sound that did my heart good. “You won’t have to lock me in. I’ll be the one attacking you!” We kissed a few more times, then I had to get home. I had to go to the supermarket in the morning for my parents to get things for the barbeque. Some of our neighbors and friends would be there as well, kind of an informal graduation party. Mom had ordered hot dogs, burgers and Italian sausage for 40 people, plus breads, salads and condiments. Others were bringing beer and wine and soft drinks, paper goods and desserts. A big blast of a party.

I got home and my parents were still up, waiting to talk to me despite it being after midnight. After they again expressed their gratitude for how Eva and I handled Camilla’s situation, mom said “Jon, you have to try to make things right with Adrienne. She was crushed when you didn’t come with us today. I know, she was the cause of the fight, and what she was expecting was completely unreasonable. We’re proud that you stood your ground and stayed faithful to Eva. But Adrienne isn’t just the daughter of our friends, she’s been your friend for years. Sandy and Marvin aren’t coming tomorrow because of this. Our best friends. Because of the two of you.”

That really cut me, maybe not my mom’s intent, but it did. “Mom, you can’t lay that on me. I have to think about Eva. She’s first in my life now. Aside from my family. We’re already kind of skittish over her going away for the summer. I don’t want to do anything to make things more tense between us. She’d probably understand if I worked things out with Adrienne, but she’d be insecure about it, and besides, Adrienne should make the first move. This wasn’t my fault.” I tried to take a stnand.

Dad spoke then. “Jon, I know this sounds a little sexist, but be a man about it. Step up if you can. We raised you to be a gentleman. Call Adrienne tomorrow morning and try to make things right with her. We want them to come tomorrow. All three of them. Please?”

I sighed. I was tired and I needed some sleep. “I have to talk to Eva first. I won’t do it without making sure she won’t get hurt. You have to understand that.”

“All right” dad said. “I can understand that; I would do the same if it was your mother. And we see what a special girl she is and how you feel about each other. Just call as soon as you can.” With that settled, I kissed mom good night and we all went to bed.

The next morning, first I ran into Camilla in the kitchen and made sure she was feeling all right. She said she was and she apologized for ruining my night. I sat with her while she ate her bagel and I told her not to be silly, she did no such thing. Eva and I had both been glad we were there with her when it happened.

She smiled at me and said “I love Eva, Jon. I’m so glad you found her.”

I smiled back and told her I was glad I found her too. She gave me a hug and I held her back, gently. Then I went back up to my room with a glass of juice. I had two difficult phone calls to me.

First Eva. After exchanging our I love you’s and a little small talk, I told her about my conversation with my parents. “Honey, please don’t feel pressured here. If this makes you uncomfortable, the thought of seeing Adrienne later, tell me. My parents know you are the most important to me. I told them I won’t do anything that hurts you.”

“I admit, I wish this wasn’t something I have to think about. And I feel like the whole thing is on my shoulders. I almost wish you had just called her and told me afterwards. But I’m glad you didn’t. Screw it, call her. I can’t say I blame her for being so attracted to you” she said as light as she could. “Maybe the three of us can find a quiet corner and talk a little. If she’s important to you, she’s important to me.”

“I really love you, Angel. Thanks for being so understanding. I’ll see you at 2, my love.”

“We’ll be there. And I love you too, Bear.”

Next was the harder call. Adrienne picked up on the third ring. “Hi Ade. How have you been?”

“I’ve been all right. Well, mostly. I’ve been feeling like shit over the way I treated you, Jon. I’m so sorry for how I acted and for not calling you before now.” Then she started crying and I let her go for a minute or two. Women were crying all around me lately.

Finally I told her “Ade, it’s ok. What’s past is past. We’re good, I promise. I’m sorry I didn’t see you yesterday. Do you think you and your parents could still come to our barbeque this afternoon? We’d all love to see you. Camilla’s been missing you too.”

“Well, if Camilla wants to see me…I’m sure we’d be glad to come. Could we talk with Eva? She’ll be there, right?”

“Yes she will. My parents met hers at graduation and they all hit it off. So her whole family will be there, her twin brothers included.”

“Oh? Are they cute?”

“Sure, if you like 15 year olds.” We both laughed and it felt great to laugh with her again. It felt like it had been forever.

I told my parents, who thanked me for helping them out. The me and Cammy went to the market to pick up the meats, breads and salads. She was doing much better that day; a little TLC and some help from mom went a long way for her.

We had our big grill plus dad borrowed a couple of charcoal grills from neighbors who were invited and at 1:30 he lit the coals to give them time to get white hot. I took a quick shower and by the time guests started to arrive, we were ready to put food up. Eva and her family got there a little after 2 and we held each other and kissed warmly, if not too passionately. We grabbed a couple of beers and then about ten minutes later, Adrienne arrived with her parents. We kissed on the cheek and then she and Eva did the same, kissing cheeks and hugging. That made me hopeful for the future for us all.

While dad, Marvin and some of the other men ran the grills, I sat with Ade and Eva and we all had a heart to heart talk while we had something to eat. There was no acrimony and we did a good job of clearing the air. Maybe they’d never be close friends, but they could at least be friendly for as long as Eva and I lasted as a couple. Maybe a lifetime.

I got up and gave my dad and his friends a break to sit and eat, and I worked with Walt and Will at the grills. They had some experience from their father and we kept the food going. Then some other men gave us a break, and so it went. When I wasn’t cooking, I was with Eva and Ade, and Cammy hung with us since we were all among her favorite people. And since we all loved her, we were glad to have her hang around.

The evening went on and Ade and Eva and I were buzzed but not drunk. It was fun and they got along fine. When the party broke up, I walked Adrienne to her parents car, just a few minutes for us to talk alone.

“Thank you for calling me today, Jon. I feel terrible for not calling you first.”

“Forget it, Ade. It’s history. We’re good.”

She hugged me and kissed my cheek and I returned it. It was a relief to have my friend back in my life and she was getting along with Eva. Things could be much worse.

When Eva and her family left, she and I walked to her home. It was only a 20 minute walk each way and it was a nice night out. We walked, holding hands like 15 year olds in love for the first time. We talked about nothing important. It was great.

When we got to her house we sat on the steps together and kissed and laughed. Then she said “Bear, do you mind if I tell you something?”

“You can tell me anything, Angel. You know that.”

“I still don’t like Adrienne.”

That knocked me for a loop. “You got along so well tonight. What’s wrong?”

“Nothing I could put my finger on.” Eva looked down to where our fingers were entwined between us. “I bet if you asked her, if she was honest, she’d say the same thing. It’s a girl thing. I’m never going to forget she tried to seduce you not only when you were committed to me, but when you told her you wouldn’t cheat on me, And she didn’t apologize to you; you had to call her. It’s just not something I can forget. I’ll never tell you we can’t see her. She’s your friend and I trust you completely. But I doubt I’ll ever be able to do better than to tolerate her.”

“Wow I must be blind as a bat. I thought everything was fine with you two. When I walked her to her car, she didn’t say a word. Are you sure she felt that way too?”

“Pretty much. Women’s intuition ain’t no joke” Eva said like a joke, but the humor didn’t touch her voice or her eyes. This was serious stuff.

“Fuck. How can I keep being friends with her? You mean the world to me, Angel.”

“I told you, we can see her together, you can even visit her over the summer while I’m gone, but we’re never going to be friends in our own right. I’m sorry Jon. That’s how I feel.”

“If that’s how it is, then I’ll have to deal with it. You”…a kiss to her nose….”will always”…. a small kiss to her lips…”come first.” A huge kiss, eagerly returned.

We spent another ten minutes together and I had to get going. The next day, Monday, we planned to spend the night together, so I needed to get home, help my parents with whatever was left to cleanup, and get some sleep. I had a feeling I wasn’t going to get a lot the next night.

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I worked a few hours Monday. I needed to, since I took off Tuesday and Wednesday to spend as much time with Eva as possible. Sy and Marilyn were very understanding about my situation; they had met in high school as well before getting married at 20. They also were very appreciative that I was keeping my word to work for them full time during the summer, letting them work out vacations for their other employees. More than once they let me know I’d be missed when I went to school at the end of August.

I took a long hot shower when I got home, shaved carefully, and got dressed nice but casual. Tan slacks, a blue and red striped button down shirt (it was fashionable 40 years ago), and shoes, not sneakers.

Cammy checked me out when I came downstairs and said “Hubba hubba!”, laughing out loud and rolling on the couch. I had to smile myself; she was having her fun.

“I’ll remember that some day, squirt. When some boy comes to pick you up for a date, I’ll make him so miserable, he’ll run off crying.”

“Whatever. I’m going to have my choice of boyfriends!” she said, batting her eyelashes. I couldn’t help laughing with her. I was going to miss her more than my parents when I went away.

I had a small bag in my hands as I kissed mom by the stove and reminded her I wouldn’t be home until the next day. She nodded, understanding, not fully approving but not disapproving either. If Eva had been just some girl I was casually seeing, it would have been a very different thing. They never would have let me stay overnight with Eva, 18 or not. But they knew our relationship was deep and very loving and they knew the eight weeks would be hard on me.

I picked Eva up and, after pulling around the corner for a few kisses, we went to dinner at a Japanese place we decided to try out. Back then, Japanese food wasn’t as ubiquitous as it is now. Very few people had any idea what sushi really was, nor cooked food either. So it was going to be an adventure.

We sat down Japanese style, shoes off, legs under the table, leaning on cushions. We got a quick lesson on how to use chopsticks, which we managed fairly well eating some pickled vegetables. We looked kind of cluelessly at the menu, of which nothing was familiar. We talked it over and over and finally decided we weren’t brave enough for raw fish. We settled on something called Shabu-Shabu, a dinner for two people. The description mentioned how it is cooked at the table.

We assumed that meant that a waiter would cook it for us, but that wasn’t how it worked. They set up an electric pot between us to boil water and then came two trays, one of raw meats and the other of raw vegetables, all sliced very thin, as well as bowls of sauces for dipping. Eva and I looked at each other warily; we were expected to cook our own dinner. We had no idea how to boil meat, how long it would take, what the sauces were, and the staff didn’t speak much English. To say it was a memorable experience is a mild statement. I was a disaster for us, with meat that was chewy, vegetables that got overcooked and sauces that were completely unfamiliar.

We got through dinner, I paid the check and we got out of there. As soon as we were out the door, we were laughing like crazy people. “Oh my god, that was something else!” I said trying to keep a calm voice and failing.

Eva was no better. “Never again! I’m never eating Shitsu-Shitsu again!” and we both laughed even harder. “Are you still hungry, Bear?”

“Starving! Let’s go to Amore and get some great pizza!” So we went to Amore and topped off our Japanese adventure with great pizza (nowadays, I can barely go two weeks without going for sushi or some hibachi chicken and shrimp. But that’s now.) We saw a few friends from school getting slices and had them sit with us, talking about summer plans.

When we were in the car, I said “That was the most expensive pizza dinner I’ve ever had.”

“Yes, thirty bucks for four slices. What a bargain.”

“I don’t mind. Not when I can be with you, my Angel. Every moment is precious.”

Eva looked at me with those soft blue eyes that made my heart pound. “You are such a sweet man. My Gentle Bear.” Eva, my petite sweet girl, pulled me to her and kissed me with sweet and loving kisses. It was a good thing we were both very affectionate people; it worked out very well for both of us. “Take me someplace where we can be alone, sweetheart. I want to get you out of your clothes and get you inside me. As many times as possible. We may not even sleep tonight.”

“That is very, very tempting, Angel. Do you mind someplace a little cheesier than the Holiday Inn?”

“Right now, you could take me to a closet and I wouldn’t object.” She kissed my neck with her soft, red lips and I shivered in her arms. I drove as quick as I could while staying safe to a cheap motel by LaGuardia Airport, less than ten minutes away. When I pulled up by the office, Eva said “When you said cheesy, I didn’t know you meant Limburger” she said laughing. As long as it was clean, neither of us cared. But this place was on the low end. I was trying to live back on a budget.

The room was clean but it really was cheesy. Fake wood paneling on the walls, a small dresser and night tables and a bathroom smaller than a walk in closet, toilet, bathtub and sink all included. If we had been travelers it would have been impossible. But we were there just for the night.

Eva excused herself to the bathroom while I waited, sitting on the bed. It made some small squeaking sounds when I sat down, so I bounced a little and the springs protested. I thought I should have splurged a little for a better room. Eva came out of the bathroom in a slinky off white negligee and sheer panties. I forgot about the mattress, for the moment. “Eva, my Angel….you always take my breath away.”

“I hope just for a second. I’d hate to kill you so soon after finding you.” She smiled as she walked to me and kissed me tenderly. “Do you need to use the bathroom before I devour you?”

“Yes, a couple of minutes. Don’t go anywhere without me!” I kissed her back and took my small bag with me. I had a little surprise for her. I used the bathroom for a minute and then changed into something fun for her, a pair of black satin boxer shorts. I’d been saving them for just the right night and this seemed to be it.

When I came back out, Eva was laying back on the bed and said, before she saw me, “You really went all out on this bed, didn’t you, my Gent…..” She stopped speaking when she saw me in my boxers. “Wow. Now it’s my turn to be breathless. That is very sexy, Bear. Maybe you don’t want to be so gentle this time?” Eva said, raising her eyebrow.

“I can be your Gentle Bear or your big, bad Bear. You can be my Angel or my little Devil. But right now, I just want you, my love, my perfect love.” I climbed on the noisy bed into Eva’s wide open arms and we embraced in a series of long, loving, intense kisses. Our bodies moved against each other, increasing our sexual desire and hunger. My satin shorts slipped all around, which with the pressure of Eva’s body, felt great on the underside of my cock. We were kissing and nibbling, even biting gently as our heat kept growing. At least the air conditioner in the room worked or we would have melted together.

“Get my negligee off me, Bear. Suck my breasts please” Eva pleaded. We were aching for each other but we wanted to make it last, to get as much pleasure from each other as we could. I took the flimsy top piece and lifted it over her head and I sucked immediately at her left nipple. I felt her hand slither into my boxers and then I felt something much better than the satin caressing my dick,

“Oh my God” I moaned as her soft hand moved slowly up and down along my shaft. I returned the pleasure by putting my hand in her little, equally flimsy panties where I found a warm and wet opening. Eva kissed the top of my head as she moaned her approval. We were sitting up facing each other and Eva was rocking back and forth on my fingers as one, then two eased into her pussy. She cried out and then bit my shoulder gently and her fingers gripped me tighter. We played just like that, my mouth moving back and forth between hers and her breasts as we masturbated each other. It was different and it was incredible, erotic and beautiful. We were moving together, my fingers deep in her pussy and her hand stroking me more urgently.

“Don’t stop, baby” she kept saying over and over and I had no intention of stopping.

“You don’t stop either” I whispered into her ear.

“I won’t, I won’t.” Her eyes were closed tight and then they opened wide, her mouth found mine and Eva came on my fingers in her panties. The scent was fantastic and I found myself ejaculating thick, creamy strings of cum in my shorts and all over her delicate hand. It wasn’t quite as great as fucking each other, but it was damn close. We were spent for the moment, but not nearly for the evening.

We huddled together, sticky all over, and very happy. We kissed all over each other’s faces and upper bodies. “That was so incredible, my Angel. Very exciting. I love you my darling.”

“Oh, I agree, my big sexy Bear. That’s something we have to do again. And again” she said with a soft and sexy laugh. Then she fell backwards on the bed and it creaked loudly. “I appreciate you’re trying to save money, sweetheart, but I get a feeling this bed isn’t going to like what we’re going to do to it later.”

I laughed with her and said “If we break it, so be it. They don’t have a credit card from us. Let’s do our damnedest!” I then attacked her, kissing all over her chest and stomach, and Eva laughed from the ticklish feelings from my lips and mustache.

“Stop, you crazy animal! You’re going to make me pee!” She couldn’t stop laughing and playfully swatted my back.

I jumped up and said “I don’t want THAT in our bed! This isn’t exactly the kind of place that will send housekeeping during the night! Go, pee in the toilet!” She got up and I spanked her lightly as she walked by me, giving me a funny/dirty look as we went.

When she got back Eva got into bed with me as carefully as she could. We were both afraid any brisk sexual moves would break the bed. For the time, we snuggled together, both in our very sticky underwear, which was getting uncomfortable, so we got naked, both for comfort and for practicality. We shared some pillow talk, mostly Eva telling me about the friends she was looking forward to seeing as well as her campers, some of whom were kids when she started and would now be old enough to be Counselors in Training. Her enthusiasm was so obvious that I knew asking her to keep her plans was the right thing to do. Missing her would hurt but we would be together all year long after the summer. Eva couldn’t get the summer back if she lost it.

I guess I let her do most of the talking. After a while, she said “Bear? Are you with me?” Her hand was caressing my chest.

“Of course, my Angel. I was listening to every word. I was just thinking that going to camp is the right thing for you to be doing. I wish you could see how your eyes light up when you talk about it. I couldn’t take that away from you. I’d feel like a bastard if I did. I’m going to miss you, but this is what you should be doing. I know it in my heart.”

Eva sighed, holding me tight. “Dammit, Jon, why do you have to be so sweet? This would be so much easier if you were just a little bit of a prick.”

“Yeah, but aren’t you glad I don’t have a little bit of a prick?” I said with a devilish smile, twisting my mustache like an old time film villain.

“You can’t imagine. You’re just right for me. Like a sword in a scabbard. In fact,” she said while moving to straddle my torso, “why don’t we put that sword to good use? I’m not done with you tonight.” Eva bent forward to kiss my lips, then my neck, then my throat.

“I think that’s a wonderful idea. But first,” I pulled her up towards my face, “let me get a taste of something delicious, other than your kisses.” I softly nibbled on her right thigh.

“Oh, you naughty boy. I can’t say no to this offer” Eva said as she brushed her long, straight hair back and she brought her pussy within a couple of inches from my mouth. I kissed her thighs, tasting the trace of her juices gathered there, then she leaned over and held the headboard as I kissed her mound with the soft hairs there. “Bear, you’re teasing me” Eva mock complained.

“Don’t you like my teasing you?”

“Usually. But right now I want to feel your wicked tongue on my pussy, you bad Bear.” Eva shifted forward a bit more until her pussy, moist and warm, was on my mouth. I started licking away, flattening my tongue and licking along her slit. Eva gasped, grinding her hips down to my face with my hands holding her ass tightly. She grasped her tits roughly as I held her and ate her pussy, getting my tongue all over her folds and creases, nuzzling her clit sometimes, then poking the tip of my tongue into her gash. She was dripping sweet nectar into my mouth and she was grinding down on my face harder as her orgasm got closer.

“Don’t stop, baby! Don’t you dare stop!” A couple of minutes later Eva came, a rush of lust overcoming her body and mind and she thrust down hard, once, twice, and on the third time the bed gave way and collapsed to the floor. We both laughed our asses off as we were now about eight inches closer to the floor. “Fuck, I KNEW this bed wasn’t going to make it through the night!” We couldn’t stop laughing. It was just too damn funny.

“We’ll have something to tell our friends, how we’re such animals we broke a bed having sex!” Eva fell onto my body, still laughing loudly. That bed would have probably broken if some guy stayed there alone and jerked off,

We cuddled through our giggles and kissed little kisses, but our laughs never went fully away. This was something we’d remember for as long as we were together. Soon Eva had her hand between my legs and had a soft but firm grip on my cock. She alternated between squeezing me and stroking, bringing my cock to its wonderfully stiff state. Then she did something new; she rubbed the ball of her thumb in circles on the glans of the head of my dick. My eyes went wide open as this new, incredible pleasure, went through my body. When things got a little dry, even with my precum leaking, Eva licked her thumb seductively, then started rubbing again, changing directions.

I reached for her, to hold and kiss her, but Eva said, simply “Uh uh. Enjoy. For now.” I got a head of steam, getting close to a trembling climax, and then she stopped, letting me shake with both frustration and joy. She sat there smiling at me, all innocent looking, then she started again, this time using her skin cream for lubrication and again, I was working up to blowing my balls all over when she stopped again. My cock was going from red to purplish as her teasing, incredible handjob continued.

“Honey, if you don’t let me cum, I’m going to fuck you like never before! Please don’t torture me any more!”

Instead of finishing me, she quickly climbed aboard my dick and bounced on me hard. This was not making love; this was a hard and dirty fuck, aggressive, wanton, wicked. I had my hands gripping her hips, kind of moving Eva up and down on me, as her ass slapped my thighs. “is this what you want? You want to fuck your dirty little Angel? Fuck my hot cunt hard and nasty!” Her head was tossed back, thrusting out her small breasts for me to grab and molest.

“Yes, my wicked woman. Fuck my hot cock with your wet cunt! We’re so nasty together! God, I’m throbbing inside you, so fucking close!” I rolled us over so I was in control, my legs wide apart so I had leverage to pound away in her pussy. Her legs were splayed and flailing, her heels kicking my ass cheeks, and I cried out as I thrust deep into her waiting cunt and flooded her with my burning hot cum. Eva screamed next as her body shook all over in her own mind numbing orgasm. My cock kept twitching and spewing, making a real mess of Eva’s pussy. I never knew I could cum so much but I clenched my ass cheeks and shot every drop from my heavy balls, now somewhat lighter.

Her hands were grasping my upper arms, my upper body was about a foot off hers and I held that pose while we silently stared into each others face. I don’t know how long I stayed like that, either a minute or five. I had no idea; we were both overwhelmed by the bliss of our love and lust. Eventually I rolled to the side so I wouldn’t fall on top of her and hurt her. I could never do anything that would hurt Eva, intentionally or not. Never.

We huddled together, our perspiration making the room seem cold. Still we were silent, communicating with our eyes and our kisses. Eva whispered “You really love kissing me, don’t you? Don’t worry, I’m not complaining.”

“I’m making up for all the years we knew each other but never kissed. I figure we’re still about nine years behind.”

“You want to make up for all nine tonight? Because that works for me.” My Angel kissed me a bunch of times and we giggled again. This was turning into one of the best nights of both our lives, the sex, the loving and the pure fun and funny circumstances all contributing. We were making the best we could of that night that would be possibly our last night together for a quite a while.

We laid in the collapsed bed, staring at each other and kissing on and off. It was late by then, but we weren’t tired. We decided we needed to take a shower to wash off the stickiness before going to bed, so we squeezed into the small shower stall and managed to get clean with the weak water pressure and not-so-hot water. We used the threadbare towels to dry off (barely) and Eva said “No offense, Bear, but if you bring me back to this dump again, you’ll be playing with yourself for a long time.” It would have been very funny if it weren’t for the fact that we realized I would be playing with myself a lot over the summer. “Shit, Jon, I’m sorry. I didn’t think about what I was saying.”

“It’s fine, Angel. I kind of deserved it. This place is so bad it’s funny, like an Ed Wood movie. I should have spent the extra 20 bucks for a decent place. I figured we just needed a bed and a bathroom. Serves me right for trying to be a cheapskate.”

Eva came behind me, with her towel wrapped around her body and hugged me from behind. I held her hands as she rested her head on my back. It was romantic and touching. Her love flowed into me and I cried softly over how I messed up the night. She made me turn around to face her. “This has been one of the best nights of my life, Gentle Bear. We’ve had so much fun, and a lot of laughs to go with some pretty awesome sex. And we’re not done yet, if you’re up to some more. So no more tears. I love you more than anything in the world, my big sweet Gentle Bear.”

“I love you too, Angel. You are my world. My everything. I am going to miss you like crazy. Let me take you back to bed….such as it is.” I scooped her up in my arms like a groom carrying his bride across a threshold as Eva giggled. When we got to the dilapidated bed I let her down easily before pulling off our towels and feeling the excitement take us over again.

“Lay back, Bear. Let me do something wonderful for you.”

“You’ve already done wonderful things for me.”

“Not this, not yet this evening. Shhhh just enjoy. Let me, please.” Eva proceeded to cover my chest with kisses, taking extra time at my nipples, not as sensitive as her’s were, but it was still very thrilling for me. She slowly made her way down my torso, teasing me at my sensitive area between my belly button and my pubic hair which made me shiver and shake. And moan like crazy. My aching cock was rubbing on her throat and her nipples scraped my thighs.

“You’re amazing, my naughty little Devil. You make me feel great. Always.” Eva just winked at me and then she took my cock into her mouth. engulfing me slowly until she worked the head into her throat. “Unnngggghhhh” was the only sound I could make, especially when she swallowed, an incredible feeling that took me to another level of pleasure. My body was shaking all over, a quivering mass of jello. That’s how amazing my Angel was at pleasing me. She kept pulling me back so she could breathe, then back into her throat until I was hers to do with as she pleased. If it hadn’t been for my two previous orgasms I would have been long finished off. I managed to get her off of me before I gave her a big creamy load and said “What can I do for you, my Angel? I want to do whatever you want. Anything.”

Eva turned and kissed me before lying prone on the bed on her front. “Use your talents to get me all steaming hot before you fuck me just like this, my sexy Bear. I’m tingling just thinking about it!”

Whatever she liked. I kissed her from the back of her neck down to her upper back and then down her spine. All the while my fingers from my right hand were between her open thighs, moving gently over her lower lips. She was squirming around, a big smile on her lovely face, her eyes closed in a peaceful pose. “You’re doing wonderful, Bear. Just wonderfully.”

“Thank you my darling Angel. It’s my pleasure as much as yours. Maybe even more” I said, kissing the cheeks of her ass.

“Somehow I doubt that” she sighed, both relaxed and mellow as well as wildly turned on. It wouldn’t take much to make her explode. I pulled her cheeks apart and slid my tongue down the crack of her ass, stopping to twirl the tip in her tight little hole. Eva’s hips rotated side to side before I dipped my tongue into the swampy slit of her juicy pussy. “Oh, God! Please don’t stop, you big sexy Bear!” I licked away, very hungry for what was gushing from her pussy and in a minute or so Eva came, pushing her ass in my face as her pussy opened and closed around my tongue. “Now, Bear, take me!”

“Oh yeah, can’t wait” I said urgently and from behind I eased into Eva’s warm, wet, soft pussy as she lifted her hips off the mattress. I hovered over her as she whimpered with lusty desire, my hips grinding against her ass. I thrust in and out a few times before Eva closed her legs, trapping my cock inside her. It was like a velvet vise; I couldn’t move and I didn’t really want to. “Angel, you’re driving me wild! I can’t move!”

“Good. I want you to stay inside me forever” she said with a soft laugh. “I never want you to leave me. I’ll even bring you to camp with me just like this” she laughed louder while wiggling her cute little ass.

“They might fire you” I grunted, kissing her shoulder.

“Oh well, then we’ll be together all the time!”

I gave her a light spank and she let me loose enough to move, and my Angel moaned as I held her hips and pumped her slowly, letting the fire build up in both of us. I gradually picked up my rhythm with my groin making slapping sounds when it smack on her cute round ass. My legs pushed hers wider again and I fucked her faster and harder, both of us grunting and moaning, and then she came, “Jon, my sexy Bear! Please, don’t cum yet! Pull out, quickly!”

I moved like on autopilot, pulling out because that was her order, and Eva turned over and immediately swallowed my cock again, sucking like she was starving and I just let go a torrent of my cum. She swallowed in time with my ejaculations, taking every drop down her throat, savoring my salty treat. My body felt as drained as my balls and I wanted nothing more than to hold and kiss my love and get some sleep.

Eva let me free and we immediately moved together to do just that, hold and kiss each other. I stroked my fingers through her hair and I whispered “I love you, my Angel. I’m pretty damn sure I’m always going to love you for the rest of my life.”

Eva looked up at me, smiling sweetly. “I think I’m always going to love you too, my Gentle Bear. Forever. And you’re such a great lover. Always my Gentle Bear, except you always seem to know when I need something more. I never have to tell you. My sexy man.” She kissed my chest. “I can’t imagine any other man being so in sync with me.”

We settled down, took turns using the closet, I mean bathroom, and we got back on the low to the ground bed. We laughed about that again. If we lived to be 90 and were together still, we’d be laughing about it. It had been one of the most fun nights either of us ever had but it was time to get some sleep. We looked forward to waking together.

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We got up after 9, and after again using the bathroom, we laid in bed and talked, about nothing important. It didn’t take long for our libido’s to take control and we made love, slow and sweet. It was the best way to end our overnight together.

In the aftermath, we hurried to get dressed, not realizing we had to check out by 11 or I’d get hit for a second day. Not in that dump of a room. After checking out, we went out for breakfast on Eva. I got a big stack of pancakes and she had the short stack. When we were finished, we talked earnestly over coffee and tea.

“Am I going to see you tonight? I know we agreed tomorrow you’ll be with your family. We could keep it simple, just go to a movie.”

“That would be fine with me. A movie sounds great. Maybe that Alien movie everyone is talking about? I like a good scary movie.”

“Will wonders never cease? Sure, I can take it if you can.” We were silent for a minute, sipping our drinks. “I’m going to miss you, Angel. I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like without you. We can’t even talk every night on the phone. How often can you call me?”

“Maybe twice a week. I can call my parents and you, Mondays and Thursdays. Five minutes each. Just enough time to try to coordinate our days off.” She looked into her coffee. “I’m going to hate that. It’s worse for you; I have my campers and friends all day and night. I’m feeling like shit about it. I really hope you can come each week.”

“Same here. It’s the only thing that’s going to keep me sane. Wanna leave me another pair of panties?” I said with a sad grin.

“With pleasure. That way I know you’ll always think of me when you….you know.”

“I wish I didn’t have to….you know” I said wryly.

“At least you have plenty of privacy to….you know.” It was becoming a funny euphemism for us for masturbation . “I have a separate room from the girls in my bunk, but you can hear everything. I have to stuff a pillow in my mouth when I….you know.” By now we were laughing over it. “Seriously, I wish neither of us had to either. I wish we could have every night, every day, to be together when we want to. Or to just cuddle when we want. Even just to talk.” Eva was crying, just tears falling down her lovely cheeks, but it hurt me to see her hurting herself. I took her hand and our fingers locked.

“Look at me, Angel.” Her eyes came to mine as she wiped her eyes with a napkin with her other hand. “We’re doing this. You’re going away for the summer, but it’s not like I can’t get there in a reasonable amount of time. We may not see each other every week but we WILL see each other. I will come there every week I can. When you get home we’ll have more than a week to spend before we go to school and then we’ll be together as much as we can. We’ll make it ok.” I was saying it for Eva’s sake, but I was really dying a little inside. I hated this as much as she did. But we had to make peace with it.

We walked to my car, arms around each others waists. When we got to the car, Eva turned quick and hugged me tight. “Thank you, my Gentle Bear. I know you’re just as upset as I am, that you’re just trying to make it easier for me. I appreciate it very much. You’re one in a million.”

I held her, right there in the parking lot, not giving a damn if people stared or not. Nothing mattered to me more than Eva did. My family, maybe equally as much. It would have been a very hard choice that I thankfully didn’t have to make. “I can’t fool you can I?”

“Not a chance. I know your heart like you know mine. But I appreciate you trying so hard. I love you, Jon. My big, sweet Bear.”

“I love you to, my Angel. To the moon and back.”

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I took Eva home and, after doing some things around the house and changing the oil in my car, I cleaned up with a shower, got into some jeans and a t-shirt, and actually had dinner with my family. They understood why I hadn’t been around much all week. I took Eva to see Alien (Cammy wanted to go but my parents said no way, no R-rated movies for her yet) and, aside from being scared out of our socks, we had a good time just seeing a movie. We went for ice cream after (it was a very hot night) and called it a night after. We both needed sleep. Tuesday we didn’t see each other. I had to work and she needed to do some last minute shopping and she spent the night with her parents and brothers playing a board game and watching a movie, something they did a lot before I came into her life. I went and hung out with Mike and a few others, something I hadn’t done much recently but would be doing a lot during the summer.

Wednesday we spent the whole day together. Her brothers were going to a teen days only sports camp for the summer (Cammy was going to the same camp, in their Tweens program) so they were out of the house seeing friends and Eva and I took advantage, having very uninhibited sex in her bed. Then she spent the afternoon packing her bags from a list and I helped as best I could. We didn’t say a lot; it was weighing heavy on us. We had dinner with her family, then we stopped by my house so Eva could say goodbye to my family for the summer. Cammy was very sad. She and Eva were somewhat like sisters and Eva was feeling sad as well. They agreed to write each other and then we left to spend a few hours alone. I had to bring her home by midnight so she could get some rest.

We parked in “our spot” and made love in my car. We went slow, it was tender and it was loving. We kissed a hundred times. Her nipples rubbed on my hairy chest, her legs caressed my thighs and cheeks. We made it last as long as we could since it could have been weeks before we’d get the chance again. When we did come together, it wasn’t mind blowing. Instead it was beautiful. It felt great and, emotionally, it was even better than great. And then when we were cuddling and it was after 11, when we knew we had to start getting ready to go home, we both fell apart. We cried in each others arms, the ache we each felt inside.

At 11:30 I said “Angel, we have to get going. You need some sleep tonight.”

“Bear, do you really think I’m going to get any sleep? Maybe a couple of hours. I’m so scared I’m going to lose you. Terrified.”

“That’s not happening, honey. I’m not going to touch or eve look at another girl. I can’t. I won’t.”

Eva kissed me once more, hard. “I know, Bear. But I’m still scared.”

“I know. I’m scared too. Scared of losing you. You’ll meet all those good looking guys, some a year or two in college already. They could be very tempting. I can see it.”

“No way. I don’t want anyone but you, Jon. Not now, not ever.” Very reluctantly we got disentangled and got dressed to go home. Eva thought she wouldn’t see me for at least a week, but I was going to surprise her and be at the parking lot where the staff was gathering to take buses up to the camp. One more quick goodbye.

We got to her house and we stood by her door saying our goodbyes. We couldn’t say very much, not much more than I love you.

I didn’t want to catch her off guard. “How about if I pick you up and save your dad the time and take you to the gathering area? We can say goodbye once more.”

“Are you kidding? Look how hard it was tonight. You want to go through this again in the morning?”

“Yes I do. I’d take every last second I could get with you. I’ll pick you up at 7 and we can pick up breakfast on the way.”

“Ok. Do it. Pick me up. Bear, I love you so much. More than I believed could be possible.”

“Same here. I never thought I could love someone the way I love you. Go home. Be here at 7. Try to get some sleep.” One more kiss and I went home, hurting terribly inside. One more chance to see her. It was my saving grace.

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I was at her house at 7 sharp, gently knocked on the door, and Eva let me in with a kiss, looking like she had about as much sleep as I had, about 2 hours. She hugged and kissed her parents and her brothers and I brought most of her bags to my car. The big ones. Her parents waved goodbye; they would see her on parents day first weekend in August. We drove to a local deli where they served what you can only get in a New York deli :Two bacon, egg and cheese sandwiches on hard rolls, aka Kaiser rolls. With coffee. Neither of us were hungry but we had to eat. So we ate a little.

When we got to the parking lot, I pulled at the furthest place from the assembling point and we said a more subdued goodbye. It still hurt like hell. After running the time down to almost zero, I drove to where the buses waited for the staff and I helped get her bags out. Someone put them on the bus and our final goodbye was emotional, but without the tears in front of her friends. “Call me Sunday, Let me know when I can see you. I love you so much.”

“I’ll call. I will. I love you Jon. All my heart.” The horn honked; she had to get on the bus. She got on, went to a window and called to me “I love you, Bear!!!”

“I love you too!!! Safe trip!!!” I could hear some of the other counselors teasing her “Eva’s got a boooyyyyyfriend!!!!!” and I smiled at her predicament. They only bust your balls if they love you. She was with friends. For me it was going to be a long hot summer. LONG.

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