After the mediocre sexual coupling, both of them sought only sleep. As she spooned against her husband’s back, she thought, “I’m right. He can’t handle it… he forced himself to make love to me tonight. I’m never going to fuck Ray, no matter what Mike says. We are already in grave danger; I can’t lose him, I won’t.”
The following week, Mike was back on afternoon since he had traded shifts with another cop that needed a favor. He would be on three straight weeks of afternoons, but then the favor would be paid back, giving three weeks of daylight in a row.
The Hunters would have been able to reflect on the most recent activities with Ray, but didn’t, at least not with each other. By Wednesday, she met her virtual twin Kate for drinks, intending to enlist her sister’s support and advice.
Two more weeks of working evenings, his regularly scheduled shifts, passed without any change, as Allie was nearly always asleep by the time he came home and he hesitated to wake her for discussion. Mike wanted to talk to her, tell her that maybe he was wrong, but a new thought interfered with his being able to opt out of this thing that he had started.
Thursday night, of the last week of afternoon shift Mike was unable to relax and get needed rest. Feeling the enormous pressure of what might happen the following week when he was back on daylight, he got up out of bed and went to the kitchen. Four fingers of Jack was poured into a glass, then some ice was added. He spoke softly, out loud, but only he was listening.
“I wish that I had never started this. I don’t know if I can back out now… things have changed. Allie really likes Ray, hell… even I like him. I’m nearly certain that, at this point, she would really like to go through with this… all the way. Damn.
“I’ve egged her on, telling how I’ll be OK, and now that I’m getting cold feet, is it fair to deny her having this? I know she has said that she can walk away, but does she really want to now?
“And what about Ray? He’s spent a lot of time and money while a carrot was dangled for him. Should I have concern for Ray? No… I can’t be concerned for him, fuck him. What he wants is to screw my wife, maybe even take her away from me. No, this is between Allie and me, he was put on notice that there was no guarantee from day one… Fuck.”
Another four fingers of Jack was poured and another debate with only himself to argue with began, with no solution.
The following night was an identical replay, still no answer presented itself in the debate Mike held with himself in the wee hours before dawn. That weekend, Mike was determined to not allow his anxiety ruin his relationship with his wife. He made love to her with renewed enthusiasm, and she would have been fooled, had she not known him so intimately.
Beginning a daylight turn that Monday, the couple both knew that the matter needed settled one way or another, the walking around each other on egg shells had to stop.
The subject was first brought up by her husband, “Baby, would you say that I passed all of your tests?”
“Yes, you passed them all, I guess.”
“Did I do something wrong? Are you upset that I made you shower before I touched you that night?” he couldn’t bring himself to say, ‘before you washed his cum off of your body.’
“No, it’s not that. I just get the feeling that you’re not as pleased seeing me doing things with him as you thought. What are you saying now? Did you change your mind? Do you still want to watch me have sex with Ray?”
Mike had arrived at the point of no return. He could have admitted to being uncertain about the joys described in Lit stories and punch out of this dangerous game, but instead, he tried to draw out and measure his wife’s desire to complete the act.
“No, I haven’t changed my mind, I was just wondering what your thoughts were… that’s all.”
“My thoughts? Baby, this has all been about your fantasy, so I guess I have to ask; any changes?”
“No, I guess not,” he replied, realizing that his bet had been called. In his mind, her willingness to ask him flat out like that reinforced the notion that she would be disappointed, at minimum, if he wrecked the game right then.
Because of a questioning stare from his wife, he rephrased his answer, with forced certainty, “No changes.”
“Alright then, I’ll do it. Is Friday night OK, if Ray is available?”
Trapped in the avalanche of his own making Mike replied, “Yeah, that’s as good as any. Where? Do you want me to book a hotel?”
“No. I want it to take place here, where I’m the most comfortable.”
“In our bed?” Mike asked with some alarm sneaking out in his voice.
“No. I don’t want any memories of this lingering in our marital bed. That place, that bed is special for us, only you can take me there. We have that new mattress for the spare room that we haven’t swapped out yet. Friday we’ll do that and bring the old one into the living room and lay it on the floor. Use it the one time and throw it away.”
“You’ll use it… you and Ray.”
“Yes, unless you’re calling this off.”
“No, sorry, I didn’t mean it like that.”
But he did and she knew it. “OK then, I’ll go call him and see if he can come over Friday.”
“Go call?”
“Yes. I’m going to go place a call and ask another man to come and fuck me… I don’t want my husband listening in, if you don’t mind.”
“No, you’re right. I’ll pass on that,” he answered with defeat in his voice.
After a bit, Allie came back from the bedroom and said, “It’s set, he’ll be over Friday at about nine.”
When Mike got home from his shift that fateful day, dinner had been prepared and as they ate, he noticed that something about her was changed.
“You look different… Your hair; it’s shorter or something.”
“I went to the beauty shop today, it’s been a while,” she said, hoping the conversation would end.
“Looks good on you, I’m sure he’ll like it,” he said, wanting her to know that he was aware that she had done that for Ray, not him.
“Thank you, Baby,” she answered, her face turning red with embarrassment, fully understanding her husband’s implication.
They still had a few hours to prepare and it seemed to Mike like his wife was going all out. The mattress was placed in the center of the living room and the sofa that had seen some of the recent action was moved out of the way. Some chairs were also rearranged, with one placed to give Mike a vantage point that would allow all to be witnessed, but not so close as to ruin the experience for her. Several candles were placed to give the room a darkened, sexy appearance, but still provide enough light for Mike to see his fantasy fulfilled.
Allie excused herself to get ready, Mike poured a stiff drink. It was somewhat unnerving to know that his wife was taking a scented bubble bath, shaving her legs and perhaps her pussy, all to impress the man that was coming to fuck her.
It was taking some time and he wondered if she made as much of an effort to dazzle him, when she prepared herself for their lovemaking. Paranoia was distorting his thinking, she always took a good deal of time making herself up to please her husband. Finally, about 10 minutes before Ray was to arrive, she came out dressed only in a short, sexy bathrobe.
“He’ll be here soon; you best get whatever you are going to wear on.”
“This IS what I am wearing,” she said, catching Mike by surprise.
“But you are naked underneath that robe.”
“He’s coming here to have sex with me, at your request I might add. It just seems to me that it would be awkward to be fumbling around removing my clothes. I expect to have him down to his boxers 10 minutes after he arrives. No sense in dragging it out now, am I right?”
“I guess…” came an uninspired reply from her husband.
“We started this with dancing, so after a drink or two, I expect to be guided around the floor, while shedding his clothes and giving him peeks of me. When we get sufficiently worked up, we’ll go at it.”
For Mike, this had now turned into a runaway train, he wanted to stop it, but felt that he just couldn’t. In his mind, he had started this, and now things were just too far gone and he was left hoping that he would be able to live with it. He had a very sick feeling about his chances of that.
A vehicle pulled up out front, shortly there was knocking. Allie looked over at Mike and nodded that he should answer the door to receive their guest. Like a condemned man being forced to select the bullets that would be used by the firing squad, he opened the door, shook Ray’s hand and invited him in.
“Care for a drink?” Allie asked, as her husband’s tongue seemed to be stuck.
“Sure, why not?” Ray replied.
Mike nodded and began pouring Jack in the three glasses that were already laid out.
“Nice outfit.”
“Thanks, Ray. I picked it out especially for you… But you are over dressed,” she said, teasing them both.
His boots were off in a flash, as was his shirt. Ray was eager to finally achieve his goal, and Mike felt that Allie was just as enthusiastic to get started.
After finishing that round another was poured. Then looking at Mike she said, “Baby, I want you to take the ice, Jack, and the cokes to the end table next to your chair. You may want more as we begin dancing, and then when we’re… well you know.”
He caried the requested refreshments to the table, then she came up to him, and wrapped her arms around his neck.
“Mike, I love you with all of my heart. You requested this of me and you have passed all of the testing. I truly hope that you enjoy it as much as you believe that you will, however this is the last time we are going to touch or speak to each other for perhaps hours.
“Kiss me and let me know that you love me, one last time,” she said as her robe opened and her naked body pressed into her husband as they kissed.
Mike sat in the chair. The remote was clicked to a romantic dance channel as Allie turned out lights, leaving only the burning candles. When she embraced Ray, they began to sway. The scene would have been extraordinarily romantic, if it weren’t for the fact that the woman’s husband was seated 12 feet away, trying to prepare himself to watch his wife give herself to another man.
As they danced, Allie pressed her exposed chest against Ray’s. Wasting no time, she unbuckled his belt causing his pants to fall to the floor. Two kicks of his legs dispatched them leaving the couple naked except for his boxers and her opened robe.
When encouraged to lay down on the mattress, Ray was a bit clumsy, giving away his overanxious desire to get down to business. Allie told her soon to be lover to relax and lay there for a minute, that she would be right back, and disappeared down the hallway to the master bedroom.
Mike assumed that she had gone to do a little touch up of perfume and would return naked, yank Ray’s boxers off and go to town. He gasped at the thought that now he was only seconds away from seeing his wife taken thoroughly.
Reappearing, toying with the robe, causing it to intermittently display bare flesh, she kneeled and yanked the boxers away revealing an impatient, throbbing male appendage, which was reached for and caressed.
Rather than continuing with his penis, she moved around his reclined body and straddled Ray’s face, giving him a lovely view of her pussy.
“Jesus, you’re magnificent. I want to taste you… Please,” Ray begged.
The robe was so short that she hardly had to hold it up as she squatted down to press her pussy lips to Ray’s mouth. She humped herself at him as his tongue danced deliciously on her sex. Leaning forward gave him access to her tits, stimulation of which was known by Mike to be one of his wife’s hottest “ON” buttons.
With her titties receiving perfect nipple play, the robe was tossed to the couch leaving the entwined couple completely naked.
Feeling that it was only fair to reciprocate, she moved to engulf his cock and began licking and sucking. They continued the 69, becoming more aggressive with each other, until Ray took it up a couple of notches. He pushed her further toward his dick to improve his access, then slid his tongue from her clit all the way up to her brown hole.
She went freakin’ crazy. Squirming like never before, she tried to speak, but every time a word got to the tip of her mouth, moaning was all that would come out. This was something Mike had never done to Allie and it struck a nerve with him that this guy, this fucking Ray was taking her somewhere he never had.
Even harder for him to stomach was the next move. She was loving the ass licking so much that she had gripped her butt cheeks and pulled them wide apart so that Ray could get his tongue even deeper. When he stuck his tongue out like a little dick and jabbed it into her forbidden opening, she came violently.
Instead of taking a break to recover, her response was to wrap her arms around Ray’s thighs, pull his butt up, and plunge her tongue into his ass, causing him to exclaim, “Fuck, I’m going to cum.”
His ass was quickly abandoned and his cock engulfed. Mike couldn’t actually see the cum shooting into her mouth, but the twitching pulses of the baby maker made it undeniable that the hot, sticky substance was being shot down her throat.
Instead of taking a breather, Ray stayed on his back while the couple repositioned and began kissing, sharing their newly found treasure in each other’s mouth. Rocking her hips, dragging her cunt lips up and down his dick revived it. She raised up and took his entire length in one stroke, letting out a satisfying groan.
As her tempo increased, Ray slipped a finger into her ass. A fantasy of being double teamed took ahold of the young woman’s mind causing her to mutter obscenities. Worse of all, for Mike, she quietly exclaimed, barely above a whisper, “I love your cock; I’ll never be able to give it up.”
Mike had enough. He got up out of the chair; the two going at it on the floor didn’t seem to notice. He slipped past them back to his bedroom, gathered some things and packed them into a duffle bag that was always in his part of the closet. On his way out, he stopped in the kitchen, sat down with a pen and pad, to leave Allie a note:
My dearest Allie,
I am such a fool. You were right, I can’t take it. Seeing you with him, doing things with him that we never did and especially having to accept that you loved them has broken my heart. I now realize that I will never again be enough for you, that you will always need at least one “Ray” to satisfy your needs.
I can’t live like that. It’s all my fault and I accept that fact. When you said that you were afraid that I’d never be able to look at you again without seeing his cock in you, his cum going into you, I thought you were wrong — but it’s me that was so mistaken.
I realize that I have failed the final test – miserably.
I’ll do whatever I can to make your transition to a new life with Ray, or whoever, painless.
I’ll treasure the memory of what we had forever,
Mike
He picked up his bag and eased out of the door, while sounds of animalistic rutting sex continued. Glad to be able to get away without a scene, the thought of Allie screaming at him that she was right and that he had fucked it all up made him sick. He felt that was the truth, and that she had every right to lash out at him, but he wasn’t ready to take those blows. All Mike wanted was to go crawl in a hole and mourn the loss of his love.
As he approached his car, there was a form… a person leaning against it. Allie.??
For a moment he was totally confused, how could this be?
“Going somewhere sailor?” she said.
A few more moments of confusion, then looking back toward the house, and hearing faint sounds of love making, he said, “Kate?”
“Yeah, Kate.”
“How?… Why? I don’t understand.”
“In some ways, it was simple. I couldn’t chance losing you by having full on sex with Ray. In fact, I’m terrified that I’ve already crossed a line that you won’t be able to handle. Now, I realize that I should have paid more attention to my instincts.
“I realized after that episode in the parking lot with Ray, that you did not really pass that one or the earlier tests. Too late, I realized that you were not getting off on it.”
She paused for a moment, as Mike looked like he wanted to respond, but couldn’t, so she continued, “I let you sell me on the idea that you were still good to go. Maybe, I was starting to want you to be OK, so that we could continue, so that I could do those things. I suppose that I was starting to get caught up in the excitement of it all and allowed my judgement to be clouded. I am sorry for that.”
“Don’t apologize to me. I’m the one that kept saying that it was all good, that I could handle it,” he replied, trying to show her that she was innocent of causing the rift.
“Yes, you were saying that you were OK, but I could feel you withdrawing and after the last test, I knew the truth. What I don’t understand is why you tried to hide your dissatisfaction with what we were doing. Why didn’t you end it? I kept expecting to hear ‘Armageddon’, but you kept saying ‘no changes.’ Talk to me. Please.”
“Baby, I don’t know what to say. I’ve made such a mess of this.”
“Do you love me?” she asked, as tears spilled down her cheeks.
“You know I do; I love you as much as the day we married, in fact, more,” he assured.
“Are you willing to fight to save our marriage? Because I’m ready to do whatever it takes to keep us together,” she said, desperate to get a positive response.
“I do want us to stay together, it’s just what I saw tonight, thinking it was you having the best sex of your life has my head all fucked up.”
“It isn’t me in there. I set this all up to shock you into admitting that sharing me with another man IS NOT something you really want. I wish that Kate had suggested substituting for me sooner, and not done any of that third test at all.”
“This was Kate’s idea?”
“Ever since we followed her suggestion that we add spice by reading Lit stories, she’s been asking how it’s working. I confided my concerns to her about your request, including my fears about why you were asking.”
“You discussed what we were doing with Kate?”
“Yes, I did. I’m sorry, I know that our sex life should be private… only between us, but she and I have always shared secrets. In this case, I’m really glad that I crossed the line.”
“You’re telling me that you’re glad?” he questioned, a mild irritation appearing in his voice.
“If it weren’t for Kate, it might be me in there right now,” she answered, causing his irritation to vanish as her point sunk in.
“I have to agree, I’m also glad that it isn’t you. I was not handling that scenario in there very well at all… and I’m still messed up in the head.”
“Listen, we have a lot to talk about and I’m praying that our discussion will be about how we get past this together. Did you have a plan for where you were headed?”
“No, no plan. I just needed to get out of there… I couldn’t stand watching you being so thoroughly satisfied by him any longer. I mean, watching Kate, but thinking it was you.”
“Let’s both go… together… please… can we let them have the house and go off somewhere, anywhere, just the two of us?” requested Allie.
“Let’s go,” was his speedy reply, with no need to think it over.
“Give me a minute to throw some things into a bag and tell them the house is theirs for the weekend,” she said and ran back in the house.
The delay was short, Allie was back in a matter of minutes, with a large gym bag in hand that she had packed earlier, just in case. She flew into her husband’s arms, kissed him with as much passion as could be summoned and said, “I love you, take me away from here. I need you to fuck my brains out.”
With no destination planned, Mike asked, “Where?”
“Just start west on the interstate and I’ll do some internet surfing.”
A search with the words, romantic getaway near me, produced a place that they had talked about going to, but never had. That night, after about an hour’s drive, they would christen every corner of a log cabin.
While enroute, Allie decided to begin some of the hard conversations that would have to be had.
“I suppose that you have a bunch of questions,” she said, opening the topic.
“I guess about a million of them. How involved has Kate been in all of this? Why would she agree to allow me to watch her getting screwed? Why would Ray?”
“Every time I spoke to her after you and I met Ray, she’s been bugging me to introduce her to him. I’d been putting her off because it just was too awkward, I mean her meeting the guy that I might be having sex with while my husband watched, yuck!
“When we discussed what I might do for your 3rd test she got really excited and encouraged me to be very naughty. After I told her how it went, I think that she felt guilty for having encouraged me to do what might cause the end of my marriage.
“She’s always had a bit of a crush on you. The very day I introduced you, she told me that if I ever decided to kick you out of my bed, her’s was ready. That and you already know what an exhibitionist she is. Do you remember last summer when Kate came over for a swim and her top ‘accidently’ came off?”
Mike nodded.
“It was no accident, she wanted you to get a good look. I gave her shit for it after, but she claimed that she only wanted to tease you. If you recall, I didn’t speak to her for months, until she begged forgiveness and promised to never do anything like that again. Truth be told, I’m pretty sure she’s getting off at the idea of you seeing her naked and being so thoroughly fucked,” Allie said recalling how turned on it had made her feel during test 2, knowing that Ray was watching her being screwed by Mike. The next day Allie had mused to herself, “I guess that I’m more like my slut sister than I thought. Why didn’t I scream when I saw Ray watching? I guess I know why.”
Then Allie added, “Anyway, when you didn’t call it off after I got so naughty with Ray out in that parking lot, I didn’t know what to do. I felt trapped; you had done as I requested and even though I felt that you didn’t pass 100%, you insisted that you were still OK, answering ‘no changes’ every time I asked. I called my sister for more advice.
“Kate told me that if she was to be of any help, I had to introduce her to Ray. Since you were working in the evenings for three weeks in a row, that was no problem to arrange.
“The short story is that we played a trick on him, her pretending to be me. We all got a big laugh at how well she could ‘imitate me’ and Ray said if our hair hadn’t been different, he may have never caught on. We talked and drank a few and the two of them really seemed to hit it off.
“When they went out to the floor to dance, I was approached by a couple of men, protesting that it wasn’t fair that ‘the other guy’ (Ray) should have a set of twins all to himself. I declined all offers, I already felt sleezy being out without you. I was seeking a solution to saving our marriage, and was absolutely not willing to do more to jeopardize it.
“Even though he was loving his time with Kate, Ray reluctantly begged off, and headed home before us, needing to be at work early the next morning. She and I stayed a little longer. It was no secret that she really liked Ray.
“The weekend came and went; I talked to Kate daily, mostly about ‘my problem,’ but also about Ray. She was infatuated with him, which was no surprise. That they had started seeing each other, also, no surprise. You have to admit, Ray is a nice guy.
“What was a shock was when Kate said, ‘I think I figured out a solution to your dilemma.’
“When I asked what that was, she went on to explain that she should fill in for me and have sex with Ray. When I broached the obvious, that she would be displaying her naked body, being ravished in full view of you, she only responded, ‘And?’
“Then after some more thought she said, ‘I feel somewhat responsible for encouraging you to act more like me, you know… slutty. So, maybe it’s only right that I use my, shall we say, free thinking, to help extricate you from this mess with your marriage intact.’
“At first, I didn’t like that part of her solution, but then I realized that her doing Ray didn’t bother me at all. I like Ray; he’s a good looking, well-mannered guy. Fact is, he could get any woman’s juices going if allowed to, but I don’t have any feelings for him.
“We met Ray again and cautiously brought up the plan. He said that he could see the despair in your face that last time and had anticipated that there would be no more play between he and I, so having a substitute so nearly identical to me was a pretty good deal.
“With everyone on board, except you, naturally, we perfected the plan, including for Kate and me to get identical hairdos. I was to press you if we were going to continue. If you said no, I would be thrilled, but if you said, ‘no changes,’ I was to arrange for a Friday night tryst, including the switch with Kate.
“You didn’t say no.”
“I wanted to… I really wanted to, badly, but… I had begun to believe that you really wanted to see this through, that you wanted to fuck him, at least one time. It seemed to me that I had pushed you down this path, and now that you were wanting to do him, saying no, now, wasn’t fair to you,” Mike said, trying to explain himself for allowing this thing to go on.
“I had told you all along that I don’t need any other guy. You are my man, my only love. Why did you doubt that?
“I didn’t doubt your love. I just came to believe that, given that I had encouraged you to take a break from our vows one time with this guy you obviously liked, you would be disappointed to not see it through.”
“Doing Ray… Yes, I would have enjoyed it. Thoroughly enjoyed it, until I saw the look of disgust and despair in your eyes that you had as you were leaving me tonight. I had got a glimpse of that after that parking lot test. That’s why I was so much in doubt, even though you didn’t put a stop to it.
“It would have made me ill knowing that I had done that to you. The act that might have been wonderful only moments before, would be forever tainted with a festered wound that was once our loving marriage.
“I want you to know that it was not an easy decision for me, deciding how to test you that last time. I need to be honest with you, and I am so sorry that this might hurt you… but in the days prior to that evening in the parking lot, part of me was hoping that you remained steadfast and wanted me to continue, because at that point I had come to want Ray to touch me. Everything that had been done up to that point had caused arousal within me. With you still professing to be OK, and Kate pushing me to have the permitted experience, I had come to want it also. I’m sorry. So sorry, that I had desired another man to touch me like that,” she confessed.
“I’m sorry too. Again, I have to accept the blame,” Mike pronounced, then continued, “I began to realize during the second round of testing that I didn’t like it as much as I believed I would. I wasn’t certain though, some of it did stir me like the Lit story characters. I wondered if I would become accustomed to the negative feelings, and then free to enjoy the lust and satisfaction that you were experiencing.
“I considered calling it off many times, but I didn’t… that’s on me,” Mike declared.
“I wish you had called it off. It had already gone too far, before that weekend in the parking lot. As we continued, I became increasingly worried why you wanted it,” she said introducing her fear of what her husband’s true motives for having her do such a thing might be.
“I thought that I explained that. Seeing you experience such ecstasy; being in a position to fully absorb the intensity of your total release, without the distraction of being engaged in it myself was what I understood the characters of the stories in Lit were raving about; what the authors of those accounts were getting at. Why? Was there something else that you supposed I was seeking?”
“Yes. I was deeply worried that wasn’t the entire truth,” she answered with trepidation.
“What was it that bothered you so much?”
“Baby, I was worried that you wanted what some of the other story characters wanted. I was scared to death that you were maybe interested in exploring… a man… experiencing contact with a man and using me as a reason to get close to, and maybe engage with a co…” she couldn’t say the word.
“A cock? You thought I wanted to suck a man’s cock?”
“In a couple of the stories that we read; the husband wants to go right there. I was afraid. I didn’t really think that you wanted that, but I wasn’t as sure as I needed to be.”
“You thought I wanted to suck a man’s cock?” he repeated, dismayed at the mere idea that his wife could even think that.
“Baby… I allowed that cum bath because I needed to know if that’s what you really wanted, to experience another man’s cum.
“After I hustled you out of that parking lot and over to our motel room… Well, I guess it was another test, of sorts. If you had desired to hug my sticky body against yours, touch it in any way, or worst of all, attempted to lick it, I would have lost all respect for you and we would have ended up divorced.
“There would have been no way forward for us if you had any craving for contact with it. I was elated that you wouldn’t touch me until I showered.”
“Jesus, I had no idea. I thought that you did that because you were starting to be more concerned for Ray’s needs, than mine. And to be clear, I have NO desire for another man’s cum! I nearly threw up seeing you invite him to hose you down.”
“I’m so sorry that I did that, please forgive me.”
“It did disgust me. But how can I possibly condemn you for that, when I asked you to do much worse? If you had done exactly what I had requested, you’d be inside our living room right now, with a mouthful of his cum and a pussy full of his dick. I am so pathetic, are you sure you want me?”
“Yes, I’m sure. We’ll have a lot to work through, and I think professional counseling will be needed. But all that I really need right now is for you to say that you are willing to do whatever it takes.”
“I love you. I couldn’t survive without you, I’m all-in, whatever it takes,” Mike answered.
Their conversation had reached a point to pause and reflect, also they had reached their destination and it was time to check in and get settled in the cabin. Having brought their belongings from the car to the cabin’s porch, they hugged and cried in each other’s arms as the weight of the crisis was lifted.
“We’re going to be OK, aren’t we?” Allie asked.
“Yes, I think so, but you were right before, it’s going to take some serious work by both of us. Let’s go inside,” Mike suggested.
“Any other questions for me tonight?” she asked.
“Actually, yes, but the mosquitoes are getting too much to eat… inside, OK?” he urged.
“Sure, they’re chewing on me too.”
The Hunters went inside, and as soon as the door closed Allie embraced her husband and kissed him, then led him to the bed, where they sat to continue the discussion.
“Next question,” was whispered as she nibbled at his neck.
“What about the stories? Do we need to never log on to Lit ever again?” he asked.
“What we NEED to do is NEVER try to do what the characters in the stories do for real. Reading and getting excited is OK, but let’s never take it out of our own bed. Never involve another person, just me and you. Reading stories to enhance fantasy — OK, as long as it stays just that, fantasy… agreed?”
“Agreed. Just fantasy,” he answered.
“Next question,” she asked.
“This may be moot now, but what would you have done if I would have enjoyed watching? If I seemed excited, then perhaps disappointed when I realized that it was Kate and not you?”
“I really hadn’t given that much thought; I was so convinced that you were hiding revulsion at the idea of me with Ray. I suppose, if you had demonstrated that you really were OK with it, then, I would have had to make good on my promise and fuck him for you.”
“I’m so glad that didn’t happen,” Mike replied with relief.
“So am I. Any other questions?” she asked.
“I only have one more… would you make love to me?”
Allie didn’t answer with words, instead she ran into the bathroom. He heard the shower turn on so he went inside to join her.
“We usually shower after, but this is nice. What caused…” he began to question the change, but was cut off.
“Because I want to be squeaky clean… everywhere, in case you get ideas,” she answered, giggling.
They soaped and explored each other’s bodies, concentrating on erotic areas, all the while exchanging devilish smirks. Having rinsed and thoroughly dried each other off, Allie swiftly went to the bed, pulled the bedspread down, and held her arms open to invite her love to take what was only his.
After several minutes of groping and exploring her mouth with his tongue, Mike felt the urge to taste his woman. He kissed his way down to her pussy.
Wanting to show her appreciation for his efforts, Allie rolled into a 69 position on top of her husband and took his cock into her mouth. The two of them were as eager as 20-year-olds, then a vision from earlier in the evening entered Mike’s brain.
As he worked up and down her vagina with his tongue, the image of Ray hunching up to lick Kate’s asshole flashed into his mind. He remembered how the woman, who, at the time, he thought to be his wife, responded so intensely. In a split second he also mused that Allie’s actions in the shower might have been a request, or at least an invitation.
Without further thought he used his forearms against her thighs to improve his position, spread her butt cheeks apart and included her brown hole in the next lick of her pussy.
Allie froze at the new sensation. When he repeated the move, the next time spending more time circling her other hole, then flicking at it, she went crazy. This new action caused her to pull her mouth off of his cock and nearly scream, “Yesssss!”
She began squirming her butt so erratically that Mike had to forcefully pull her body into his to keep his tongue on target. The manner and intensity of her response forecast that a world class orgasm was imminent.
Then, something distracted her, she was doing something unrelated to their mating. This caused him to wonder if he had gone too far. In seconds this thought was dispelled when she reached back and pulled her own cheeks apart, begging him to continue.
He did as the request urged. The previous height of pleasure was passed as she moved her hands forward to support herself. Urgent movements of her ass and quivering throughout her body signaled a climax that was second to none in her sexual past.
At that moment, he extended his tongue, stiffened like a small cock and shoved it in her rectum as far as he could.
She exploded. Shaking like a level 8 earthquake was in progress, Allie squealed and thrust her ass at him over and over until she collapsed on top of her husband.
With his dick in her face, she began nursing on it, partly as a thank you and partly because she just wanted to hold his manhood in her mouth. As her senses slowly returned, so did the intensity of the BJ that was being provided.
Feeling a need to please her husband with as much pleasure as he had just bestowed on her, she leaned forward and began tonguing his forbidden spot. Mike reacted nearly as intensely as Allie had and within seconds announced that he was about to cum. Immediately she engulfed his cock and stuck her finger into his ass, hoping to spur the largest eruption of his life.
Neither was disappointed. She pulled at his arm to get him to spin around to face her as a show was made of swallowing his cum. With remnants of his spunk on her face, and his slick with hers’, they entered a deep soulful kiss causing a restoration of his dick.
As he entered her, she smiled and said, “In the future, maybe not tonight, but someday, put more of that stuff in my womb. I want to have your baby.”
Instead of using words, he responded by savagely pounding her pussy, she answered by begging him to take her even harder, as she forced him to change his position. He was spun so that his head was at the other end of the bed. Then, she climbed aboard, slammed herself down on his dick cowgirl style, resuming the intense coupling.
They went at each other like crazed animals, until Allie began to tremble, signaling what would be the most shattering orgasm of her life. The one from minutes before had been awesome, but it was surpassed. Her husband’s need to take her in such an aggressive manner, one that had a primal purpose for a man to overwhelm his mate with the knowledge that she belonged to only him, drove Allie to the peak that it did because that was exactly the way she wanted him to feel. That she was his, only his… and he belonged to her alone.
With the deed finally completed, they lay sated in each other’s arms until morning, where they awoke bruised, but content that they had survived a disaster.
As the morning coffee was poured, she asked, “Where did that come from?”
“What?”
“Don’t be coy, lover. You know what I’m talking about.”
Knowing exactly what she was getting at, but wanting to force her to say the words out loud, he replied, “I don’t have a clue what you’re talking about.”
“Alright… I know you know, you just want to make me say it. The ass play last night. Where did that come from?”
“OK, I just couldn’t resist. It really struck something inside me when Ray did that to yo… Kate. And it made me feel so inadequate to see what I thought was another man giving pleasure to my woman in a way that I had never done. Worst of all, how he was ringing her bell in a way that I never had, and considering the circumstances, would never be able to equal, let alone surpass. It was at that point when I was certain that I had lost you forever.”
“Hold me Mike, I want to tell you something, and I want you holding me close and looking into my eyes while I say it.”
When he embraced his wife, she stared deeply into his soul, and said, “Husband, I love you with all of my heart. Last night you rocked my world more than it has ever been rocked in my entire life. You surpassed all of your previous efforts, which were quite remarkable in their own right. No one could ever come close to what you achieved, nor will any other person ever get the chance.”
Lost in those eyes, he knew she was telling the truth. Allie had had the best sex of her life and it was with him.
“You saw them too, and it excited you. In the shower you were hinting… admit it,” he challenged.
“Yes… I saw. It was dirty, and kinky, and sexy. When Kate went ballistic, I knew I wanted you to do that to me, make me that crazy. I can’t believe that I just said that.”
“It’s just between us, our secret. It won’t be your last time,” he predicted.
“Good,” was her only reply.
Two days later, they were back at home and as they walked in Allie spotted the note that Mike had written the night of the switch. Tears ran down her cheek as she felt her husband’s pain in the words. She slipped it into her pocket, intending to keep it, at least for a while to remind herself of the depth of his love.
After dinner, from the living room, she said, “Honey, come here. I’ve got something for you.”
“I’ll bet you do,” he said as he slid next to her on the couch and reached under her top to fondle a breast.
“Well, don’t stop that, but that’s not what I’m talking about.”
“What’s up Baby?” he asked.
“Well, you know how you said the reason you wanted to do what we almost did was to watch me in the throes of ecstasy?”
“I don’t know that we ought to talk about that anymore, it might be better to just leave it in the past,” he responded pensively.
“I don’t want to dwell on it either, but I think we need to be able to speak to each other without guilt or shame. Pretending that it didn’t happen won’t work. Besides, that’s not what I want to show you.”
“OK, I did express desire to be able to witness you that way.”
She picked up her phone in one hand and the TV remote in the other and began casting a video on their wide screen.
“Watch me,” Allie said as she put her hand on top of the one he was holding her breast with.
“You recorded us?” he asked.
She shushed him, and repeated, “Just watch me.”
It wasn’t as though it had been shot by a professional videographer, but it was good enough for Mike to witness the incredible release that his wife had experienced that first night at the cabin. She had placed her phone on a shelf near the bed, and hit record, hoping to capture something special.
When it was over, she said, “Baby, if that wasn’t the best ever for me, I don’t know when it could have been better. I’ve put it on this encrypted thumb drive, so you can watch it whenever you want.”
“That was incredible. The look on your face, the surrender of your entire body, I’ve never seen anything so intense. I love you,” he said. It was also realized why she had been distracted and then repositioned him after her first orgasm, it was so he could witness her face as she came.
“Baby, no man, not Ray, or anyone else but you could get me off like that… so powerful, so complete,” she said, stoking her husband’s ego. She didn’t really know if any other man was capable of taking her to that Nirvana, but she did truly believe that nobody could surpass Mike’s effort. She reasoned that after all that had gone down, she needed her husband to believe that only he could do so.
Epilogue:
Mike and Allie’s initial assessment did turn out to be correct. The road back to what they had was not easy, especially for him.
His self-loathing was difficult to overcome. Allie could only contribute a minor amount of help for her husband. Her actual activities with Ray were the catalyst that triggered Mike to see himself as pathetic, and unworthy of her.
That he had encouraged his wife to do those things had become an unforgiveable breach of their marriage. That he had allowed stories on the internet to lure him to believe that he would actually enjoy watching the love of his life having sex with another man seemed impossible. Yet, he had nearly done just that.
Months of therapy, weekly sessions, attended with and without Allie eventually succeeded in Mike being able to forgive himself. Understanding that many people are drawn in by others saying how wonderful something is, only to find out the reality is much different than the sales version.
He had been caught up in an idea where most men would not have accepted the premise, but others would have. Mike was made to see that he had been lucky that the experimenting had not gone beyond the ability for them to recover. That no boundary had been crossed that he and Allie couldn’t overcome.
With time and professional support, but mostly with help from a loving wife, Mike’s regressions into self-hate diminished.
One of the recovery exercises was for them to continue reading stories to enhance their lovemaking. A crucial test in this exercise was for them to be able to read, become stimulated, and have very satisfying sex absent of regret after selecting a story in which the wife was shared. That particular version took a couple of years to successfully accomplish, without having to torment themselves in the aftermath.
Kate and Ray dated pretty steadily for a year. Allie and Mike started to wonder if a wedding was in the near future when Kate’s tendency to “shop around” reappeared. At a party, when Ray was unable to attend, she had gotten overly frisky with a guy.
Unknown to her was that the guy was married and his wife had been having him followed. The truth came out and Ray was devastated. An engagement ring had been purchased, but it was never offered to Kate. He had been OK with screwing another man’s wife, but sharing his girl with another man was not acceptable. Though she swore that it would never happen again, the decision he made was to cut his losses and move on, and once dumped, so did Kate, albeit, full of regrets.
A year after the testing incident, Allie delivered Mike’s son, Rick Hunter, the first of three children that they would have together. Their sex life remained healthy, with the normal disruption that having children causes. Reading Literotica stories continued to be an occasional supplement for them, though they stuck to the pledge that they would only be used to generate extra spice through fantasy.
The End
Author’s notes, and recap with some explanation,
If you stuck it out to the end, I hope you enjoyed it.
I thought I might share what I left out of the foreword at the beginning, being that I did not want to spoil the twist at the end.
I am neither defending nor attacking wife sharing. Make your own decisions about that.
What I wanted to do was explore what might happen if a man gets convinced that he desires something because of other people’s claims of a satisfying outcome. Further, that his wife is very much in love with her husband and cautious about the potential damage to their marriage; but she is human and not immune from temptation of a free thrill without fear of retribution from her husband.
As he becomes disillusioned with what he had asked of his wife, he resists putting an end to the experiment for a variety of misplaced reasons.
Fortunately, for them, she snapped out of it before it was too late and set up a ruse to shock him into reality. In the end both agreed that while fantasy was OK, including another person in their sex life was never alright for them.
For those that may be set to accuse me of lying to the reader, concerning referring to Allie by name when it was actually Kate. I tried to be very careful, intentionally only Mike and the reader did not know the truth. Allie, Kate and Ray perpetuated the ruse to achieve a goal.
The line between what is acceptable and what is not, as far as contact between a spouse and another person would vary for every couple, no one size fits all answer would work. Who the other person was would matter greatly, as would whether or not the spouse is present during the contact. Ask 100 people about married spouses dancing with others and you’ll get 100 different answers including different scenarios which are OK and those which are not.
Partners should always be aware of, and in agreement with what those rules are. If they are broken, that’s cheating.