Once he’s inside, he grabs hair and rolls his hand to wrap it around his fist. She winces as he forces her head hard into his stomach, driving his full length into her throat.
It’s that moment that tells the story. Will they make it or won’t they. I watch her with a practiced eye. Dispassionate. Professional. In that it’s something I’ve seen a hundred times and I know how it goes. Some girls will make it. Those who come in as natural born fuck sluts who go on to build a successful career in porn. They’re the ones that can choke on a dick, gagging with tears ruining their mascara then until their face is a mess of tears, makeup and drool – then beg for more.
This aspiring starlet isn’t a natural born slut. I watch as she tries, gags, struggles, fails, coughs and recovers. Then she takes the cock again but not like a champ. She’s trying. That’s better than nothing. I’ll get this movie out of her. Probably a couple more. Maybe five. Then she’ll break. Probably. In a month or two. Decide it’s not worth it without realizing that the time to decide that was before she started. I’ll have her on tape. She’ll quit just when her cute face gagging on cock is making the rounds of the porn sites. No. It’s not worth it. Not unless they go all the way. All in. But they don’t know until they try and I need them to try. I need the supply of fresh meat. Dumb young cunts who sell out their dignity for a few hundred bucks.
It’s only after they give up they realize what they’ve done. The porn will follow her more permanently than a tattoo or a brand. Haunting her mercilessly – a stalker. Every job she takes, she’ll always be looking over her shoulder. Are the guys in the office staring at her new dress or picturing the cum that oozed out on the last video they watched. Is the guy at the table ordering lunch looking at her face because it’s cute or because he’s remembering how it looked covered in sperm. That’s the real price she paid. The internet never forgets. Never forgives.
It only costs me a couple of thousand bucks. More money than these bitches have seen in one place at one time. A few grand to strip her of her dignity forever.
It’s not that I try to do it. It’s just the way it works. True fucksluts are rare and special and I need a constant supply of fresh meat. It’s a market and I need to sell it when it’s fresh. Once she breaks, she’ll become worthless. Dead inside and unresponsive. Well, not completely useless, there’s always humiliation porn. Not that they want to do that before they quit. No, she’ll quit when she breaks. But the humiliation porn will be waiting for her once she comes back. Broken and useless for anything else. Meat to abuse so that guys can get off on her pain and shame.
I watch her naked struggling body. Her tits are too small for tit binding. No. When she’s ready she’ll be anally fucked and abandoned in public.
The third guy is throat fucking her now and she’s starting to fade. Unable to handle the relentless assault on her throat. A couple of months ago there was a girl, Rebecca, who was laughing and begging as they brutally facefucked her. But this waif, she’s gagging and coughing. Tears streaming down her face.
The director orders the guys to switch it up. Gagging sells. Coughing doesn’t. The guy with the cock in her mouth grabs her hair and pushes her head down onto the floor pushing her ass up, her face turned towards me. I watch dispassionate as one of the guys lines up behind her.
On a whim I order him to fuck her ass. This bitch isn’t going to make five movies. Fuck, I’ll be lucky if she’ll make three. There’s no point in trying to look after something that’s not going to last the distance. I want her ass taken. I reckon she was bluffing and it’s her first time. An anal virgin. Their reaction is the precious commodity they have to sell. Their panting, the puffing, the begging or the screams.
Her eyes widen and mouth opens in shock. I’m right. This cunt is an anal virgin. She won’t be for long and I’ll capture my line of studs breaking her anal cherry one by one. Fuck. Maybe this will be her first and last movie. Hey, that’s not my fault, you dig the mine where the diamonds are and her ass is my diamonds.
He rams his cock in hard. Unlubricated. She screams and begs. I get hard. I like it. If I get hard then it’ll fucking sell. She’s screaming then she begs him to stop but he carries on taking cues from the director. The director keeps the scene going, after all, it’s what she’s signed up for.
Her hands are claws as she grips the mattress as her ass is pillaged. Her eyes plead. Wide brown orbs begging me to intervene to do something. She’s reaching out to me with her eyes.
I can’t waste this. Not this. I stand and wave the guy off her. She closes her eyes and mouths something silently at me. I place my hand on her ass, her rosebud is red. Raw. I call out and the director tosses me a bottle of lube. I pop the lid. She blinks and waits, still, not even breathing. I turn the bottle upside and squeeze. A dollop of the clear liquid lands on her skin. She grunts and flinches. I press a finger into the clear liquid, then, with a slow circular motion, I smear the lube around her hole. The cool liquid soothing the burn. She sighs. I keep going, my finger reaches her hole and she sucks in her breath as the tip of my finger touches her raw puckered flesh. I add another dollop and rub this onto the rosebud, sliding it around. Then I press. She swallows then holds her breath as I slide it inside. I keep moving. Turning. Smearing. Probing. She groans. Her ass is perfect. Tight, small, smooth and with a perfect symmetrical pucker. I work her ass with my finger. She moans.
I harden.
My finger works her ass until she relaxes, her breathing regular. I probe deeper and deeper. I look down at her. Her cheek is on the floor, her eyes staring off into the distance as I work her ass. For a moment, her eyes flick back and our gaze connects. Only for a moment but enough to see the hope in her eyes. She trusts me. Somehow.
By now, the camera is in close capturing the work I’m doing. Zooming out to make sure that the viewer can make the uninterrupted connection between the innocent face and her violated ass. That’s the secret of good porn. Blending the person with the object. The violation of her most intimate places displayed next to her most publicly recognisable feature. Face and holes. Girl and whore.
I slide my finger out of her ass and wipe on on her cheek. Then I slowly unbuckle my belt. Her eyes are on mine now. Watching, biting her lip. I hope they get that on camera. The fresh face of a trapped animal caught between flight and acceptance. I drop a cold dollop of lube on my cock. I reach down, grab her dainty hand and pull it up to my shaft. Then, guiding her hand I slide it up and down, smearing the lube on the head. I let go and she continues rubbing it in. It’s important that she’s part of the process. I pull her hand away and line my cock up against her crack, sliding the head until it touches her now closed rosebud. She swallows hard as it touches that most sensitive of places. There’s a camera on her ass and another capturing the whole event from another angle, connecting her fresh young face with her cute puckered ass.
I press. She swallows hard and grimaces but she’s still. Letting me violate her tender raw hole. The lube helps a little, but not as much as the trust. Less trust perhaps than Stockholm syndrome. The best port in the worst storm. I’ll use that and I press deeper. She grunts as the head of my cock forces its way inside. That’s the first sensation she’ll endure. The unnatural stretching of her tight ring. Something that’s normally under her complete control violated by my will. And my cock. The next challenge is something getting pushed into that most private of places. Deeper and she grunts as my hardness stretches and fills her. Pushing against the natural direction of travel.
That’s what make anal so special. A woman’s cunt is meant to take things in. Her ass isn’t. It’s using control to violate something so personal. My cock is halfway in. The cute pucker is stretched wide into a smooth ring of skin, with my hard cock right in the middle. Taking a girl in the cunt is just fucking her. Taking a girl’s ass is taking her. I own her right now. She’s given control to an almost stranger for the price of some lube.
I stop pushing and start thrusting, the little ring of skin pushing in and out as my cock slides back and forth in her hole. Her tight body squeezing my cock as her body protests trying to push me out. But she’s not protesting. She’s holding still. Accepting. As the camera captures everything, her face and her ass full of cock. Yes, she has potential as a porn whore.