Our Back Story

I met my wife, Tianna (not her true name), when I was 33, in 2002. She was 18 and we’d met online. lived in my hometown in north Georgia but was at that time with her father in South Carolina. Due to the age difference, I had her pegged as a friend only and continued my ways of dating women for my own reasons. As the weeks went by, the other ladies gradually disappeared and one day I got an email from Tianna saying “We’re home!” Soon afterward she asked if we could meet.

I knew then she was interested in me, and the more I thought about it, I decided what the heck. She’d sent me pics of herself. She was cute, chubby and blonde, and I could tell she wasn’t your everyday 18 year old. I didn’t know then, but she grew up under some pretty rough conditions and had problems with her self-esteem.

As a couple of weeks passed, I never made an effort to meet her. One night, we were chatting and she confessed she’d had a boyfriend a few months earlier and had lost her virginity to him, but that he’d hurt her and was long gone. That didn’t bother me too much as I’d certainly had my share of girls and had even been married before. She then said her friend had set her up on a blind date the following evening with a young black guy she knew. That kind of hurt as I felt I’d waited too long and messed up any potential thing we may have had. Still, she was talking to me.

The next night, she wrote me saying she’d been stood up. I decided I wasn’t gonna let it pass me by again, and told her “I’ll take you out!” When I met her in person she was even more beautiful than her pics. A beautiful blonde with big blue eyes, probably weighed about 210 and was the most beautiful girl I’d ever seen. We were married 6 months later, and are about to celebrate our 19th Anniversary.

The early days of our marriage were very hot. We had rented a 4 room block house. There was a living room and kitchen, then a bedroom and bathroom.

She had quite a libido and we had sex all the time. She was eager to please and eager to learn. We would stay up all hours, fucking, oral, anal, eating each other’s asses, you name it. It was always nice leaving work, as 30 minutes later, even before dinner, I would be sitting in my recliner with a beautiful 18-year-old naked blonde bbw on her knees in front of me, sucking hungrily on my cock. I asked her for nude pics as one point and she readily agreed. They were taken on a cheap Polaroid camera. I’d never gotten pics so easily from a girl before, but she loved me and wanted to give me everything.

I got a scare one day when I got off work early. Upon arriving home, I quietly unlocked the door, leading into the living room, as I was going to surprise her. To my surprise she was nowhere to be seen, but sounds were coming from the bedroom. That door was shut, which was strange for that time of day, but I heard Tianna’s familiar bedroom noises. At that time, I was as possessive as any guy would be, and I walked quietly over and tried to open the door a bit without anyone hearing. I got it open enough to see my wife, laying on the bed naked, her eyes transfixed to the tv. Her fingers moved vigorously over her shaved pussy as she watched an old porn movie I’d had. I breathed a sigh of relief and I found it quite exciting to catch her masturbating. I looked at the TV and saw a black guy giving his big cock to a white girl and saw my wife’s hand bring her juices up to her mouth to taste.

It was then that she caught me catching her and let out a scream. The mood was ruined for a bit and she was screaming all over the place. I felt like I’d been caught. It seems I laughed it off and got her to lay back onto the bed, as I hung my cock over her mouth, she gave in and sucked, and told me she’d been missing me. I wondered, but not too much.

The newlywed part of our marriage played its part, soon we became parents (no more on that subject will be said)and the relationship changed as they always do. With that, the sex life became virtually nonexistent for a few months. Then one night I had a dream, which turned into a fantasy for a couple of days. It kept returning to my mind.

It was around our 3rd anniversary, It was one night soon after that, my wife and I ended up alone in a pitch black room, forcing ourselves to be quiet where we once could be as loud as we wanted. We lay beside each other, occasionally touching each other, but mainly whispering to each other as we pleased ourselves together. She asked me about fantasies and I told her I’d had one the last few days.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah….”

“Tell me…”

I was ashamed, I figured she’d think I was insane but the bigger part of me was dying to blurt it out, to spill the beans. I could always say it was the heat of the moment later, right? She kept prodding me for it as we played. Finally, I let it be known. “I want to take naked pictures of you.”

“Really? No problem…”

“No, I want to post them online. I want to show you to strangers. Old guys, virgins, guys of every color, old perverts…. I want them to see you naked…”

I found it seemed we were both rubbing more furiously. “Yeah…”, Tianna whispered. A hot pleasant surprise, the exact opposite of what I’d feared.

“I want strange guys to look at you. While they jerk off,” I continued, we were both getting close. Her breathing was getting heavier. “I want them to see your titties, your pussy, your ass. And imagine fucking you. To see your naked body when they cum….”

“Oh yeah….” Her breathing was heavy. We were almost there.

“Will you do it?”

“Ohhhh yesssss!”

We both exploded. I felt my hot cum hit my stomach. I barely remember a goodnight kiss, no words and we were both asleep.

The next day, I didn’t know how to face her. I stayed busy. As the day wore on, we would be talking about other things and she’d say something like, “Hey did you mean…” and I would cut her off and change the subject. Finally, in the evening, she grabbed my arms and forced me to look at her and said, “Were you serious about what we talked about?”

” I dunno. I’m not sure…. what do you think?”

“I’ll do it, if you are serious about it.” She was genuinely interested. She actually gave away how hot the idea made her. What luck!

“Well, Hell Yeah then!” We would soon turn in and as we lay in the dark we discussed our fantasy and our plans. I felt at ease to speak freely about my desires, and spelled it out in detail as we played with ourselves and each other. Finally I was going to get on top of her, but I felt some warm lube being rubbed into my cock with her hand, then her shy naughty voice. “I want it in my ass…” I accommodated her, or vice versa, and slowly pushed into her tight hole. I painted a mental picture for us of strange men jerking off while looking at her. She told me she couldn’t wait. Very soon I was cumming deep inside Tianna’s tight asshole.

It was very soon after that she borrowed her parents’ camera and we bought her a sexy red and black negligee, with thong. We came up with a screen name, Savannah, as well as a fake last name. She even wrote a nice hot introduction while I was at work, then showed it to me when I got home. I got hard reading it, my wife, telling men to think about fucking her anyway they liked, in whichever hole they preferred, or having her kneeling in front of them to suck their cocks, and of course she would be a good girl and let them cum on her, or she would readily swallow their hot load because, she’s here to please them. Very hot!

That night we started with a small set. Becoming a mother had filled out Tianna’s tits nicely. The first set was ready to go and we went about posting them and she brought up another possibility. She had a friend named Luke from Australia, who was in his mid 40s. He’d been crushing on her beautiful friend Vanessa for years, way before she turned 18, but hadn’t paid Tianna a second glance in that way. I told her she was welcome to do as she liked with him, just be honest with me.

I went to bed, which was across the room. They chatted when he came on, and the pics were sent to him. They had a few fun nights, with me sometimes participating, including her sucking me on cam while he watched. He told her he liked the pics, and pleasured himself to them, but his promises to send a cock pic was never kept. Then his wife found Tianna’s pics and they had words, and the friendship was over.. Que sera sera.

We checked into a seedy motel for another set of pics. They turned out well and were popular as well. One night, I talked to her about playing with someone online. She agreed and struck up a friendship with another guy in his mid- to late-40s. He liked younger bbw’s and was also into feet, so my wife went on cam with him. I got to watch.

He didn’t mind showing his cock at all. I think because of her low self-esteem she didn’t think guys really went for her. This proved they did, and she was noticeably wet, watching him masturbate to her soles and toes. He had a nice thick cock with a big bulbous head, and I enjoyed the desire in her eyes as she stared at him touching it. She handed typing duties over to me and I would read to her and respond. At his request, she opened her shaved pussy for him, touching it, Soon, he was cumming and she came after seeing his huge load shoot out for her. When she saw that, I think it really hit home that mean found her attractive.

After this incident, she grew cold to this type of entertainment. I’d press her t do more, she’d remind me it wasn’t MY face being posted on the internet. Nor my body. We went out to eat at the buffet one night, and a guy approached her and asked if her name was Savannah. She told him no. She later told me she wanted no more to do with posting pictures on the internet.

Bummer.

But I understood.

Although I didn’t accept.

A few months later, I approached her about a threesome with another guy. I would have been happy just to watch her perform oral sex on another guy. She told me no at first, but I persisted. She allowed me to post her pics again, and I began chatting to guys, as myself, reporting my findings back to her.

I’d also show her any pics that were sent. I was having fun, and her firm “No!” became, “Well, I don’t know…” and she warmed up from there.

There was one black guy who had a nice big dick. She even described it as beautiful. It fell through as he saw oral as nasty. He wanted to fuck her without a condom and that was on our No Way! List. To my surprise, she started to bend on that, but I wouldn’t.

Another white guy stood us up. Then there was a married black guy who was crazy about her. He wanted a foursome but we didn’t. Also wanted way more mingling beforehand, which sounds nice but we really didn’t have a lot of time for that.

Finally it happened. One guy we’d never met, and he was up for anything, to go as far as we wanted and our yes would be his yes and our no would be his no. So, he and I worked out a plan for him to film me and Tianna, and if it went further than that, fine. If not, fine too.

We met at his house on a Saturday afternoon. On the car ride over, she told me she’d do what I wanted. I told her if the chemistry wasn’t there, no big deal. At least we’d be filmed making love. She reiterated she was going to do as I’d wanted, to make me happy. In other words, she was ready to shut me up,

Once there, he invited us to sit in his living room. His name was Larry, he was in his mid-20s, like Tianna. He was stocky, overweight and shy, definitely not a lot of experience with girls, although previously, he’d promised me he’d filmed a friend fucking his lady before. That I seem to remember had progressed to a threesome. Many years ago, I don’t remember.

We made small talk then I had Tianna stand and take her blouse off. Although I tried to warm her up to him, her eye contact and body language told me she didn’t like it. She did, however kneel in front of me to suck my cock in front of him. Her pouty eyes, I noticed glanced over at him many times while she sucked.

He was an instant fan, vocally reacting to every part of her body shown to him. He wasn’t shy about it either. “Oh yeah… she does that so well….god I wish I had a wife like that!” She seemed to warm to that, much to his, and my delight. She put on a hell of a show, looking from my eyes to him as she masterfully pleasured my cock. That’s one of her strong points!

When I requested her to take off her shorts, she obliged. She wore a thong underneath, and did a twirl so that our friend could see her ass cheeks. I rubbed her ass and squeezed it for him. He liked, and told her so. She gave him a pouty, bad girl look. I called it her slutty look. “Thanks baby,” she told him.

I kissed her hotly in front of him. “Now let’s get you out of that thong. I wanna eat your pussy…”

“Mmmm yeah, I’m ready” I sensed a lot of acting on her part. Of course I didn’t mind. I slid the thong down her legs, and she was nude. As he filmed, she sat in his chair, opening her legs. She spread her bald pussy, there were thick globs of her white cream that I had rarely seen. She allowed him to move in close with the camera, then I started tonguing her as he filmed. She was indeed excited.

Soon, he suggested we go to his bedroom. I led her down the hallway by her hand, and told him it was okay if he touched her. The look she gave me was like ice, but he did grab her butt cheeks a couple of times anyway. Once in the bedroom, he told us to do as we liked. He stood beside the bed and I climbed between her legs. She was hot and I easily slid in, getting my rhythm up. “Oh yes!,” she wailed. “Fuck me baby!” I did just that, our friend going around the bed filming us. She let go of her inhibitions, her arms spread wide as I pumped. Her big tits bobbed and she seemed to loosen up a bit, being real slutty for the camera. I silently nodded to our friend to make a move.

He was cool as far as knowing his place however, never overstepping his boundaries. His hand slyly reached out and grabbed one of Tianna’s breasts as I pounded her.

“Oh yeah…,” she breathed. It could have been in response to me, or him, or both. I think it was both. Either way, she didn’t mind talking dirty in front of him as I pounded her, but when he started touching both breasts she pushed his hand away, giving me a look. Mixed signals. I mean, I knew she was doing this for me, to shut me up. Her looks reinforced that. But at least she was doing it. That’s what mattered to my selfish brain.

Soon he was sitting on the bed, and to my surprise, my wife was soon laying her head on his lap as I fucked her. Her blonde hair fanned out over his crotch and she was giving him more liberties in touching her titties.

I think it was her who asked for doggie-style, and as we got into position, I pulled her up to her knees and we looked at the camera. Kissing passionately in front of him, our tongues reaching for each other as I caressed her breasts. Soon she was on all fours and I slid into her again, holding her hair back in a ponytail. “Ooh yeah, baby… fuck me…yeah…oooh…”

He had an old bed, with a mirror at the head. Soon I noticed our friend reaching underneath her to touch her swinging titties, giving them a squeeze. More than that, her hand moved to his crotch. It dawned on me she actually was gonna do this!

“Maybe we should take a break from all this filming,” I began. “What you say honey?”

“Mmm yeah let’s take a break,” she purred as Larry turned off the camera, handing it to me.

“You wanna get to know our friend better?”

“Mmmm yeah….” Her hand was unzipping his pants, he reached down to help her. I sat back and watched. Soon, he pulled his cock out, and I watched my wife waste no time in grabbing it and pulling it to her mouth. It was curved and short, but very fat with a big bulbous head, which was oozing lots of precum. “Mmmmm,” she hummed as her tongue licked around the tip. Her eyes glancing at me with THAT look, she opened her mouth and took it inside. Sucking, then licking, giving me the show I’d been craving. I quickly grabbed the camera to film.

She had actually become my slut, sucking a stranger’s cock for me. Tasting him, and swallowing his precum, tonguing the hole, and swirling her tongue around his fat cock head, (it felt like a water ballon, she later confided) her eyes never leaving mine.

Larry was very vocal, moaning and groaning, pulling his pants down more. He had a huge scrotum and Tianna pulled on it, even going down to suck his balls when I asked. For his part, he gently stroked her hair as she pleasured him. I kept noting him getting close, but also noticed her pop his balls just enough to keep him from coming.

From there, I re-entered her as she sucked, briefly giving her 2 cocks at once, then we stood in front of her and she took turns with our cocks, sucking one, then the other. She then started rubbing them together, and licked the heads, then sucked them both into her mouth. It actually felt very nice. As a straight guy, I definitely crossed a bridge. He enjoyed it too. (Later,as gentlemen, he told me he admired the thickness and firmness of my cock. I told him I admired the girth of his). She enjoyed it, it seemed, like, she’s only gonna do it once so go all out. Her makeup long washed away with sweat, and the camera battery dead, she allowed me to cum in her mouth and in her face.

Then she allowed him to finish himself as he lay on the bed. She stood in front of him touching her titties, or turning around and showing her cheeks until a huge wad of cum erupted from his penis, back onto his belly.

We couldn’t have left soon enough for her. I knew that, but was grateful. Nevertheless, we watched the film next night. She was obviously ashamed, and also hated the way she looked. She told me she’d never do that again. I had to accept it. This is the end of the first 6 years of our marriage. Year 7 was very rocky and we ended up totally different people, or so we thought. 10 more years passed.

Part 2 is coming up!