“Got your charger?”
“Yes.”
“Passport?”
“Dad! I’ve got everything I need. Don’t worry.”
“Okay, well… you call when you land alright?”
“Yes. Definitely.”
“Okay. Have a safe flight.” I hugged my daughter as she got ready to leave.
“Oh, I’m going to miss you!” said Maci.
“It’s only six months Mace. I’ll be back before you know it,” replied Alice.
“Just kidding. Get the fuck out of here.”
“Maci! Language!” I interrupted.
My daughters hugged and I gave a nod to Alice as she walked into the airport and out of sight. I stood there a few seconds to check the flight details on the big screen. It was the first time she will be in a new city all by herself. I guess my little girls are growing up.
I looked at Maci, wondering how soon she will leave for college too. I am a little worried about Maci, she doesn’t look as determined as her elder sister. But all in all, I am proud of my daughters. They have grown up well without their mother.
“Ok let’s go,” I said.
Maci and I made way to our car. I saw the Aston Martin from a distance and felt a little old to be driving such a car with two grown daughters. I should probably change it for a good old-fashioned BMW.
“Are you sad about your sister leaving?”
“Nope,” replied Maci scrolling through her phone.
“Drop the phone, you’ll ruin your eyes,” I said frustrated at her lack of emotions.
Without saying anything she connected the Bluetooth and blasted her pop music through the speakers.
We didn’t talk too much as usual on our ride home. She was busy with her phone the whole time and I was mentally preparing for my presentation at work tomorrow.
We reached home and saw the cook waiting by the entrance. “Did Alice leave already sir?”
“Yes Sam, she’s off to college now.”
“Big girl!” said Sam.
“Indeed.”
Maci hopped out of the car and rushed out. Sam and I talked about dinner as we walked into the house. It felt a little empty without Alice. I asked Sam to make something simple tonight and went into my room to complete my presentation.
An hour passed and it was time for dinner. Sam went up to call Maci while I took my seat. Sam has been our cook for about five years now. Apart from his great cooking skills, he has helped us in many ways since I got divorced. He is a divorcé himself and has a daughter who is almost the same age as Maci. He loves both my daughters as his own.
Dinner was served. Sam always waited till we tasted the food. “All good sir?”
“As always Sam,” I said.
He nodded and left. His home is just a fifteen-minute walk and at his age, he should exercise more than he does. Although he is only fifty-five, ten years older than me, he looks sixty. He had had it hard in life, married late and unable to find a stable job for years. But lately he’s looked happier.
Maci turned the volume up on the home entertainment system, which by the way I installed to sit back and relax, but rarely ever get the chance to use it myself.
“Your sister landed half an hour ago,” I said.
“Cool,” replied Maci without looking up. She looked busy as if she had a meeting to attend. I guess after a certain point, your children outgrow you. Maci had turned eighteen a few months ago and within no time she will be off to college too, hanging out with her friends and no time for daddy.
I wanted to spend more time with my daughter so I suggested, “How about we watch a movie tomorrow after dinner?”
“What movie?”
“Your choice.”
“Aaah… I don’t know.”
“Oh, come on it will be fun,” I said.
“Maybe, I’ll decide tomorrow.”
“Okay good.”
She went back to her room and I changed the music to something slower while I cleaned the dishes.
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The next morning, I lay in bed looking out the window. I felt alone and depressed. The birds looked so happy flying around in the open air, while I felt like I was in a cage. My work demanded a lot from me, and being in the position I’m in, it’s tough to just quit and find another job. A lot of projects are yet to be completed and without me the company will surely suffer. Although I couldn’t complain. The salary was great and I was lucky to live such a luxurious life. You lose some you win some, I guess.
With a robotic movement, I got out of my bed and into the washroom. I washed myself quickly and went down to the kitchen to make breakfast. The big presentation was today, and I needed to get my head straight.
I looked at the watch and it was seven o’clock. I suspected Maci might still be asleep as Alice usually woke her up in the morning. I went up to her room and there she was, sound asleep.
I called, “Maci wake up, you will be late for school,” but she didn’t move. I shook her by her shoulder and she gave a little, “Uhm” and turned to the other side. I looked at my watch again and it was seven-ten. There was no way I would let her miss the bus today as I couldn’t be late for work. I called again, “Come on, come on, it’s almost seven thirty.”
She still didn’t make any effort to wake up. I was getting a little irritated and removed her blanket in a swift motion to wake her up. “Oh! Fuck!” As soon as I removed her blanket, her naked body presented itself in front of me. I didn’t realize she had slept naked and was taken aback. I should have put the blanket straight back on, but I didn’t. I couldn’t. I looked at her white, little, naked body lying on the white sheets. Her ass was facing towards me while she was hugging a pillow with her legs.
I snapped back to reality and covered her with her blanket. Without saying a word, I went back down and composed myself. “What the fuck was I thinking? That’s my daughter up there. Fuck!”
I hoped she didn’t know I did that. “Why the fuck couldn’t I have put the blanket on sooner. What the hell were you looking at dumbass. She is you daughter. God. Damn.”
I looked at the watch again and it was seven-fifteen, her bus will be here in fifteen minutes. I didn’t know if I should wake her up again or just let her skip school today. But after about ten minutes, she came down fully dressed and ready for school. I gave her a smile nervously. She smiled back and said, “Good morning.”
“Good morning. No coaching today, right?” I said, trying to make everything seem normal.
“Nope, tomorrow.”
“Okay.” I didn’t know what else to say. It was getting really awkward, so I played some music to fill the silence.
“Oh, the bus is here.”
She took a sandwich in her hand and left for school. I breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed like she didn’t realize it after all. “God that was a close call.”
After she left, I increased the volume and listened to my favorite song to calm myself down. The presentation today was important and I couldn’t be thinking of such things.
I left for work after preparing a little. And by the time I reached the building, these thoughts about my daughter and how bad of a father I was for even thinking about her body were almost completely out of my mind.
The meeting was in an hour and my colleagues and I got together to discuss the operations. There were some really talented people working under me and I was proud to be their boss.
The presentation was a success and the rest of the day was as mundane as any other. I tried to get some work done but the thought of my naked daughter kept creeping up my mind. I felt disgusted at myself for even thinking about that. I realized I needed a girl. It was too long since I’ve been with anyone and that must be why I was getting these feelings.
I scanned the office through the glass. There were some beautiful girls around but most were pretty young for me. And the ones my age were not attractive at all. I wondered if I should go on these dating apps, but I laughed it away.
I drove home taking the longest route possible as I did not want to get home too soon, but I didn’t really have anywhere else to go. I stopped drinking a year after the divorce and since then I’ve tried to stay away from pubs and bars as much as possible.
Once home, my thoughts intensified. But I calmed myself saying that it was nothing and I was overthinking it. Maci was in the living area watching tv.
“Did Sam leave?” I asked.
“Maybe, he could be in the garden,” she replied.
Sam was supposed to get his paycheck today but it seemed like he had already left. The garden was empty and I took a seat there lighting my cigarette. Our house was on a hill and I looked down on the millions, all content within their families and living their meaningless lives. But sometimes I wished if I could swap mine with theirs and live a life of laughter.
I finished my cigarette and looked at it and said, “Fuck it!” and lit another one.
I spent the time reading a book on finance until it was time for dinner. Sam was back and preparing dinner for us.
He had made a special pasta noodle kind of a thing that he called ‘the pâtes maison‘, whatever that meant.
“Today’s special with tomato sauce sir,” he said.
I tasted it and said, “Excellent!” He really was a good cook.
“How do you like it miss Maci?” he said.
“It’s good,” said Maci without looking up.
He looked at me and smiled and hung there for a little too long. It was his cue for his paycheck that I almost forgot. Sam is too kind for his own good sometimes.
“Oh yes, hold on Sam.” I searched my back pocket and my front and realized I must have left it in my coat. “Can you pass me that coat right there?”
Sam handed me my coat and I gave him his paycheck. He smiled and put it in his pocket.
“Come sit with us, have some of your maison,” I said to Sam.
“No, I got to go home, Elli will be waiting.”
“Sure.”
Sam left and it was me and my daughter at the dinner table. I fidgeted a little wondering what if she was awake when I removed her blanket. “No, I don’t think so. She would have said something. She would definitely have shouted at me or something, right?” These thoughts crowded my brain as I had my dinner.
“Anything new in school?” I said breaking the silence.
“No,” she replied in her casual one-word way.
“I was thinking how about we watch Fire Ring today?” said Maci.
“What?” I said confused.
“Fire Ring? With Harvey Stone?”
“Oh! The movie,” I remembered that we had talked about watching a movie yesterday. “Yeah, sure, okay, good.”
“Okay cool,” said Maci.
We finished our dinner and she set the movie up while I cleaned the dishes. I was much calmer now because she definitely had no idea about today morning otherwise, she wouldn’t have brought up the movie.
I took a seat on the couch and laid back to watch a movie with my daughter. Everything was fine. “Did you talk with your sister yet?”
“Dad! The movie has begun!”
“Oh yes.” She is really uptight about movies. Never lets anyone talk once the movie begins.
It was a theft movie with major plot holes. But it was still an enjoyable watch. The acting was good enough and the action scenes were over the top. I saw that Maci was really enjoying the movie. I shook my head and wondered about the golden age of cinema, and how much the modern generation was missing out on.
It was a long movie and two hours into it, even Maci was getting a little bored. Within the last half an hour she had changed couch, changed pillows, and changed position multiple times. But once she starts a movie, she will definitely end it no matter how bad it was. I was actually enjoying it now; the characters were taking shape and the action scenes were over.
I was about to make a move to the washroom when she laid down on the couch beside me, with her head on my lap. I brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ear. She was getting sleepy I suppose. I stroked her head while we watched the movie.
Then, unknowingly, my eyes got dragged towards her breasts. I saw her nipples were poking out of her top. I closed my eyes and shook my head and focused my attention to the television. “Did she change her top? I don’t remember her wearing this during dinner.” I wasn’t sure. My heart started beating rapidly as I looked at her breasts again. Her pink top was tight to her chest and shaped her little breasts prominently. I realized she was not wearing a bra and seeing her so close was making me a little uncomfortable. I felt my blood rush to my penis and it was taking shape. I looked down and her head was an inch away from my bulging trousers. I tried thinking about other things but my erection was not going away.
She shifted a little and I felt her head touch my erect penis. And that shifting shook her breasts making me ever harder. I poked her shoulder and asked her to move. I stood up with my hand in my pocket trying to hide the erection and made way to the washroom. She laid there watching the movie, totally unaware of her father’s ill thoughts.
“Holy fuck. What the fuck was that about?” I was losing my mind. “How could I get aroused by my own daughter? This is so wrong.” I looked at the mirror in the washroom and tried to contemplate things. “I need to get my head straight. I probably should try those fucking dating apps, I guess. Fuck!”
I went back to the living space, making sure my erection was gone by now and adjusted my trousers. Maci was still laying on the couch and smiling at something when I arrived.
“Did I miss something?” I said.
“No, you know how weird Harvey Stone gets.”
“Oh yeah.” Although I didn’t.
I took a seat in a single sofa this time. I tried to stay away from her as much as possible.
The rest of the movie was extremely fast paced and I couldn’t catch up with what was happening, but Maci seemed to enjoy it. That was the whole point anyway.
“Woah that was something huh?” she said after the last scene ended.
“Indeed. The ending was totally unexpected.”
“Really? I saw it miles away,” she said.
“Wow! okay,” I exclaimed in a sarcastic tone. She didn’t seem to notice and looked at the clock and said, “Okay, good night dad.”
“Alright. Good night.”
I was unable to sleep properly that night. So many thoughts bombarded my mind. I got up and did some office work to take my mind off things. I could only catch sleep for a few hours before it was time to wake up again.
The next morning, I prayed that Maci got up on her own, but she didn’t. I waited till around seven-fifteen, but she still wasn’t down for breakfast yet. So, I went up to her room but her door was locked. I knocked, there was no answer. I knocked again and called out, “Maci! Come on, time to wake up.”
“Yes!!” she shouted.
“Breakfast is ready! Come on you don’t have much time!”
“Alright! Alright!”
She came down for breakfast in just five minutes, all ready for school.
“Hey! How many times have I told you not to lock your door when you sleep?” I said angrily. She had missed school on multiple occasions because her door was locked and she overslept, so we decided that she will never sleep with her door locked.
“I know, I know, I forgot.”
“Don’t forget again.”
We talked about the movie last night while having breakfast. I tried to educate her on the more classic movies, but she looked absolutely disinterested.
Her bus arrived and she left.
My day in office usually began with an early morning meeting, a list of stuff I plan to get done, and a lunch with my colleagues in Eggy, a nearby restaurant. But today was different. I couldn’t take my mind off the things I was thinking last night. I pictured Maci’s breasts, how her top was so tight that her nipples were poking out of them. I was a little surprised and expected her nipples to be a little bigger, like her mother’s. I even thought maybe her other nipple was touching my legs, maybe not. I was getting hard thinking about my daughter, and the more I tried to focus on something else, the more I started imagining.
I started sweating and feeling really bad for myself. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before. I looked outside my office through the blinds and saw Alena, my junior, walking through the hallway. I thought about going up to her and starting up a conversation, but I didn’t. Then, my colleagues came into my office and we all went out for lunch. Their jokes and random discussions helped me ease my mind and relax a bit.
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I got home and saw that Sam was still there. He was watching TV with Maci.
“Hello Sir,” said Sam.
“Still here I see Sam?”
“Elli is out with her friend, Mrs. Lambert’s daughter. You know Mrs. Lambert sir? We met her in the café?”
“Oh yes. How is she?” I asked.
“Fine,” he said and looked at the TV commercial that was playing. Maci was just sitting there busy with her phone. I saw that she didn’t have her bra on and her nipples were still poking out of her top. But today her top looked a lot thicker than yesterday and I couldn’t make out her nipples as prominently.
I breathed in filling my lungs as I tried to remove these thoughts from my head. I couldn’t believe I was trying to figure out my daughter’s nipples from her top. I rushed to the garden and lit a cigarette and looked at the stars. “What is happening to me? I really need to focus my attention somewhere else. This is not me. I need to stop.”
I took my phone out and installed two dating apps. I tried to pick a perfect photo, but all the recent ones showed my belly. I realized I must have gotten a little fat and probably should hit the gym again. In my older photos, I looked so much leaner. I looked at Sam and his big fat belly that he carried around everywhere, but him being a cook probably justified it. I set up my profile and swiped at everyone, got a few matches in no time, but didn’t feel like talking. I lit another cigarette and turned my phone off and looked at Maci still watching television. I shook my head and smiled and told myself that this was nothing and that I was just tired.
Sam called for dinner after some time and it was like any other day. He asked how the food was and I said it was fine. Sam left while me and Maci had dinner. Those cigarettes really helped me get my thoughts in place. “Maybe the matches in the dating app helped too. I should get a date soon,” I thought.
Maci rushed to her room after dinner as usual and I sat on the couch and played some soft piano through the speakers and relaxed. The day went well. I realized I was having these weird thoughts lately because I felt lonely. I took out my phone and started a conversation with one of my matches. She was called Kal.
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The next morning, I woke up later than usual. I ended up talking with Kal and a few other girls for a long time, but none of them seemed attractive to me. I quickly washed and dressed myself up and went down to make breakfast. I thought Maci would wake up on her own today, but she didn’t. And before it got too late, I went into her room to wake her up. Her door wasn’t locked.
As soon as I stepped in, I saw her leg dangling from the bed and her bare shoulder creeping out of the blanket. I realized she was sleeping naked again and I started getting nervous. My inner dialogue started going crazy. “No. Don’t do it. Don’t. Turn back around and go down. But she’s naked right there! Just a little peak? She wouldn’t know. Oh my god what am I doing?”
I silently stepped towards her. “No, no, no, fuck no! What am I doing?” But I couldn’t control myself. She was sleeping face down. I slowly, as slowly as I could, slid her blanket. While doing so I felt my penis getting harder. First her back, and then her naked ass appeared in front of me. I licked my dry lips and stood there for a full ten seconds. Her ass was small and cute and pink and smooth. My heart beat hard but slow as I moved a little closer to her. I bent closer and tried to smell her. She smelled like strawberries. I wanted to look closer, spread her legs and touch and grab her, but I didn’t. I took the blanket and just as slowly slid it back on her. I intentionally glided my hands on her ass as I covered her back. I felt the smoothness of her ass on my hands. I noticed a bead of sweat falling from my face as I slowly stepped back. I tiptoed my way out of her room and closed the door behind me.
With my head heavy and eyes weary, I stepped down the stairs. My heart still beating in the same heavy manner, I picked up the remote with trembling hands. I pressed play and increased the volume to maximum, hoping she would wake up. I took a seat in the sofa and looked out the window lost in thought. I realized how late it got when I saw the school bus arrive. I went out and told the bus conductor that she will not be taking the bus today.
I sat down at the counter and tried to have my breakfast. A few minutes passed before Maci came out of her room. She was wearing a short plaid skirt, and it swung up and down as she hopped down the stairs. I could have almost seen her panties if I tried to. As she came closer, I saw that she was wearing a sheer top and her nipples were almost clearly visible underneath. Her breasts looked small and her nipples tiny, but they wobbled as she made way to the kitchen counter.
“I’m sorry. I overslept again,” said Maci.
“Umm hmm,” I mumbled. I was still gathering my thoughts.
“What? Can you please lower the volume? My god!” she shouted over the deafening noise.
My hands still trembling, I took the remote and lowered the music volume. I tried to not look directly at her, because I knew my eyes would automatically fall down on her breasts. My throat dried up and I failed to utter a word to break the awkward silence. I ate quietly looking down at my phone.
A few minutes passed and I looked at the time. It was seven forty-two and I knew I needed to drop Maci off at school, she had been absent too many times already. “Come on Mace, it’s getting late. Get dressed, I’ll get the car ready.”
“Yeah okay,” she said.
I didn’t want to share such a small space with her after what I had just done, but I had no choice. I had to drop her at school.
Once in the car, things seemed normal again. I tried to seem as casual as possible, although my thoughts were still there.
Halfway through, she took her phone out of her backpack and started scrolling.
“Hey! Why do you have your phone with you?” I shouted, unable to control my emotions.
“Oh, come on, everyone takes their phones to school.”
“What? You’ve been taking your phone to school?”
“It’s fine. Really. They never check,” she said.
“This is unbelievable. You need to learn to respect the authorities little girl. Give it to me,” I shouted. I didn’t know what I was so angry about.
“This is crazy.”
“Give,” I said.
She handed her phone over to me and I kept it on the dashboard. “Never take your phone to school. It’s not allowed. You shouldn’t break rules like that.”
“Yeah, okay,” she said disinterested.
We reached her school and when she got out of the car, I noticed her skirt was a little too short. I had never noticed it before. I thought I should talk to her about it too.
On my drive home, I felt a little clearer in my head. “It’s nothing. Don’t worry. It is normal for a straight man to feel aroused in front of a cute naked girl. Everyone would feel the same. She IS cute, and she was naked. That’s all. That’s it. You don’t have feelings for you daughter you dumb fuck. Go and watch a strip show if you want to confirm that, you crazy guy. It is normal.” I consoled myself and felt a little less disgusted at myself.
The day in the office was going normally when these thoughts started to cloud me again. I took out a photo of both Alice and Maci in my phone and looked at them to make sure that I didn’t have any feelings for either of my daughters. I even went a step further and opened a picture of Alice from our day in the beach. She was in her bikini and I zoomed in on her breasts. Her breasts were bigger than Maci’s and looked much firmer. And as expected, I didn’t feel aroused by looking at her. Thus, my conclusions were true. I wasn’t a bad father and these were just momentary fleeting emotions that will go away just as suddenly as they arrived.
The rest of the day went quite well. I felt a certain kind of control over my emotions and even during dinner, when Maci’s nipples were poking out of her sheer top two feet away from me, I didn’t flinch. Although I did get aroused, and although I did look at them a couple of times during the course of dinner, I felt a sense of calm. I knew I wasn’t going to suddenly grab them or anything. They were my daughter’s nipples and it didn’t matter how she dressed; I knew how to control myself.
At night, I resumed my conversation with the ladies from the dating apps; but the more I conversed, the more disinterested I got.
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The next morning, I made sure to not go into Maci’s room to wake her up. I knocked on the door a couple of times and she finally answered. I told her to come down and said I had made macaroni and cheese, her favorite. She came down dressed and on time. The atmosphere around the kitchen today was much lighter than yesterday. We talked normally and I even thought about saying something about her short skirt but decided against it.
Her bus arrived, and she was about to leave when I asked, “Do you have your phone with you?”
She looked disappointed and clumsily took her phone out of her backpack. “Here.”
“What did I tell you?” I said.
“Sorry,” said Maci looking down at her feet.
“You better be sorry,” I exclaimed.
“Please, I am so sorry. I will listen to you from now on,” she said.
“Ok good. Now go.” I felt confused why she got so scared. She always took my words lightly and never really listened to me before. I guess I shouted a little too much this time. I felt bad.
I took her phone while she left for school. I went to her room to keep the phone on her desk, when I noticed a book slightly peeking out from under her pillow. I walked towards it and sat on her bed. It was a purple bonded notebook, beautifully designed on the front page. I opened to see what was inside, “Dear diary, Today was the same. I failed to get any new…”
It was her diary! I felt extremely curious and wanted to read. I know you shouldn’t read someone else’s diary without their permission but I couldn’t control myself. I shuffled to the last page and started, “Dear diary,
“today was even better! I slept naked again and as expected, dad knew I was naked under the blankets. He made a move today! I never expected him to have the balls to do that. Lol. But oh, it was so hot! He watched me naked as he removed the blanket and stared at my ass. He also came close to see my pussy, but he probably couldn’t. I will have to spread my legs a little more next time. He even mistakenly touched my ass today. I wish it wasn’t a mistake. But then the most exciting part happened. He was dropping me off to school when he suddenly started scolding me for taking my phone to school. He had never scolded me before. It was so hot!!! It felt like he was in control of me and I couldn’t do anything. I think I even got a bit wet when he said, ‘Little girl,’ to me. It was then or maybe before, not sure. But I couldn’t hold the conversation much longer, will have to try again tomorrow. Probably will take my phone again and see what happens.”
My head was spinning and I started to sweat uncontrollably. I sat down on her bed and looked around unable to understand what I had just read. “She knows? She is doing this on purpose? What the hell?” I couldn’t believe the words she wrote. How can my own daughter be teasing me like that? “She knows?” I couldn’t get my head around the fact that she knew I watched her naked yesterday. “And she wanted me to see her naked? No, no, something must be wrong. She must mean something else; she must be writing fiction or something. Right?”
I nervously turned the page over to read what she had written about the day before.
“Dear Diary, the morning could have been better but I left the door locked today, so dad couldn’t come in. I had a lot of tots last tight, so it was late and I forgot to leave the door open. Shaving yesterday was a waste. Such bullocks of me!! Anyways, Mr. Maguire said I did well in my art class, so that’s awesome. I hope to get at least an A. On the bus ride home, I saw a weird looking dog… he was looking at me in the traffic……,” I stopped reading and flipped the page again to a day earlier.
“Dear Diary, Holy fuckkkk!!! You wouldn’t believe what happened today. I never thought it would work but it did!! Dad came to wake me up in the morning and I as I said yesterday, I slept naked. He didn’t know that and removed my blanket!! HE SAW ME NAKED!! Oh my god! It was so fucking hot. I almost trembled in excitement but somehow controlled myself. He put the blanket straight back on and went away but oh my god I could have cum if he touched me. Lol. The whole day I couldn’t think of anything else and wanted to do that again. I will definitely try again tomorrow. I think he will come again. Hehe. Because I think he liked my body. At night while we were watching ‘Fire Ring’, I wanted to tease him and so I didn’t wear my bra today. After half the movie was done, I went and laid near him and put my head on his lap. His dick so near to me, I was getting so wet. But then, I felt his dick was getting bigger. Heheheh. Oh my god it was so hot! I couldn’t hold back and pushed my head towards his dick and I touched it! And it really was hard! Hehehe. But then he got up and sat in a different sofa. I didn’t do anything after that because I don’t want him to know this. Lol. Damn… this is so hot!! I am going to shave my legs and pussy now and hopefully he will remove my blanket again tomorrow! Hehe. Or maybe I will sleep naked without the blanket. Oh, I don’t know, I will see… Bye.”
My mouth was drying up reading my daughter’s diary. My whole world seemed to turn upside down in an instant. I never realized Maci was so naughty. She seemed a little aloof, but I never even imagined her watching porn let alone talking about such things. I needed a drink. I couldn’t read anymore. My hands were trembling and I was feeling dizzy.
I left her diary the way I found it and went down to the kitchen to get me a glass of wine. I took a seat on the couch and sipped some water. I poured some wine but I was getting so sweaty and lightheaded that I thought I should have a shower.
The cold water hit my body like a million darts striking their pray as I jolted back to my senses. I could think now for a change. I pictured Maci lying on my lap and watching the movie the other day. Now knowing that she was intentionally trying to seduce me, I looked at the situation from a very different angle. I didn’t feel ashamed anymore. I had nothing to be ashamed about. She was the one doing everything and I was just reacting. That’s all. I thought I needed to talk to her about this but I couldn’t think of a way to start the conversation. I wished for the first time in many years that her mother was here. She could have talked to her, but now it’s got to be me. I felt at least a little calmer than the last few days knowing that I was not thinking about Maci in such a way for no reason.
That day in the office I felt restless. I wanted to know what else she had written and everything she was getting herself into. And even though I wanted to discuss this with my colleagues and ask their advice on how to talk to her about this, I knew I had to do it all by myself. The day rushed away and I didn’t get almost any work done.
Back home I saw Maci watching television from the couch. She was lying on her side with a hand supporting her head and was wearing a t-shirt and a skirt. She waved a hi to me and I waved back. I stood there thinking about talking to her, but I couldn’t get my words out. I was getting nervous thinking about the conversation. I turned towards the tele and calmly gathered the words. I looked at Maci and saw that her skirt had “accidentally” lifted itself enough to show her pink panty underneath. I realized what she was doing and walked away. I’ll talk to her later.
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Later that night, I watched from the garden as Maci ran across the house and up the stairs. Sam was watching the television, and dinner was ready. I imagined all the scenarios in which I talk to her about this and how it was not the way to behave, but I couldn’t find the right words to say. I got nervous even thinking about talking to her.
I lit a cigarette and took out my phone absent mindedly. It was later than usual, and I realized I had carved through my cigarette pack at a much faster rate. I thought I should really get this thing under control. I just had to talk to her no matter how embarrassing it was.
“Staying for dinner Sam?” I asked as he clumsily got up from the couch, still unable to remove his gaze from the tele.
“Yes sir, I could,” he said absent mindedly, “Elli is staying over at her friend’s house tonight. But I don’t think it will be necessary. I already have some lasagna ready; I’ll have that,” replied Sam.
“Oh, come on don’t be foolish. You’ll have dinner with us tonight. Sit I’ll bring you a plate.”
“No Sir, it’s okay, I’ll get one myself.”
“Maci! Dinner’s ready!” I shouted.
A few minutes passed and Sam and I talked about random happenings around the globe. I really respected how soft spoken he was. I was telling him about Alice’s new college and her studies when Maci came running down the stairs. As she came closer, I saw that she was wearing the same pink t-shirt that she had worn the day before when we were watching the movie. It was so sheer, that anyone could make out her breasts underneath. Her nipples were almost clearly visible and when she sat down at the dinner table, the light above our heads made it even more prominent.
I saw she was uneasy and had her arms crossed to cover up her breasts. I sat at an angle from her, but Sam was seated right across her.
“So, you’ll be having dinner with us today Sam?” she said.
“Sir suggested, so…”
Maci nodded. I almost chuckled at what was happening. She didn’t know that Sam was going to have dinner with us and now it is too late for her to change.
She had one arm across her chest at all times during dinner. She felt so ashamed in front of Sam that she didn’t even look up almost the entire duration. She didn’t even take out her phone. But I was having fun. I felt like this will be a lesson to her and she will stop acting so childish.
I looked at Sam and saw that he was stealing glimpses of my daughter’s breasts. He would look at me and whenever we stopped talking, through the corner of his eyes, he would ever so slightly look at her. I found this so funny and thought about having some fun of my own.
“Mace pass me the salt please dear,” I said to Maci. I knew she had to use her other hand to pass it to me.
She looked displeased at the situation, but she had to move her arm. As soon as she stretched to get the salt, I looked at Sam. He had his head down, but his eyes were up, and was viewing Maci’s breasts. She quickly covered her again and Sam acted like he wasn’t doing anything wrong.
I felt like my work was done. I was pretty sure Maci will learn her lesson from this embarrassing situation.
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The next morning, I felt a weird urge to wake Maci up and look at her naked body again. I knew she was sleeping naked, or maybe not after what had happened last night. I started coming up with excuses to go and wake her up. “I have to check right? Or how would I know that she will not do it again? If she sleeps naked again today, then maybe I will have to talk to her. But if she is not naked, then my work is done. No. Come on. No! What if she is naked? Fuck man!… Oh yes! The diary! Ok, ok good. Just call her from outside her room.”
So, I did just that. I didn’t step inside her room and knocked till she answered. Soon she came downstairs ready for school and on time for the bus.
As soon as she left, I went to her room looking for her diary. I had to read more. I just had to. I looked all around the room but couldn’t find it. I sat at her bed trying to imagine where she might have hidden it away. I looked at her drawers, and her wardrobe, but I couldn’t find it. Going through her drawers, I stumbled upon her underwear. I felt my heart racing again but I wanted to see. I took out a blue bra from the pile and I smelled it. It felt weird smelling my daughter’s underwear but I liked it. I looked at the tag, and it said 30B. It was cute. I liked her small frame. I liked her breasts. I liked to see them through the t-shirts she wore. I wanted to see them naked. I took her panty in my hand. It was soft and cold.
But suddenly, this heavy feeling took over me and I kept her stuff in the drawer and rushed out of her room.
I couldn’t believe what I was just doing. This was so wrong. I felt angry at myself but placed some of the blame on Maci for trying to entice me. I was losing my mind. Maybe Alice leaving left a certain kind of void in the house. I went down to the kitchen and made myself some coffee. I still wanted to go and find her diary, but I didn’t. Instead, I got ready for work.
As the day passed, I felt little to no urge to talk to her. I felt that she was a grown girl and that she would understand what she was doing was wrong.
When I reached back home, I expected her to be on the living room couch, but she wasn’t. I looked around the house and heard music playing in her room. There was a different kind of energy in the house and after last night, even Sam seemed hesitant to stand too long in the same room as me.
I too didn’t feel like talking too much and spent the remainder of the day in my room reading and relaxing.
It was dinner time and Maci came up to my room to call me.
“Dinner’s ready dad.”
She was wearing shorts and a t-shirt as usual. And even though her top was sheer, I saw that she had her bra on today. I felt relieved. “It will be an easy dinner after all!”
I washed my face and slapped myself awake and sat down on the dining table. Maci was nowhere and Sam had already left.
And then, to my utter surprise, or maybe I wasn’t even surprised at all, that Maci had ditched her bra and sat right across me at the table. That was not her seat, she never sat there. I quickly glimpsed at her tits, and they looked fabulous. I wanted to remove her top and see her tits naked. Other such thoughts crowded my mind. I thought maybe she didn’t have her panty on too. But I wasn’t going to find that out.
A few minutes into dinner, I felt a certain sense of calm. I knew that she wanted me to see. So why shouldn’t I? I asked, “So what’s new with school?”
“Nothing. The same,” she replied looking down at her phone.
“Oh, I see. How are your grades this semester?”
“Really dad? Do we really have to talk about this?” she said looking at me.
I looked at her and gave her a smile and looked down at her tits. I kept my gaze at them for just a split second more to let her know that I saw what she was trying to show me and then looked down at my plate. I saw her flinch through the corner of my eyes. I liked making her flinch.
I was so preoccupied with these thoughts that I was eating much slower than usual. Maci finished before me and took her dishes to the sink. I watched her walk away from the table. Her legs were white and slender. Her ass looked firm and small. Her mother too had a tight hiney.
As she was walking towards her room from the kitchen counter, her tits shook under her t-shirt. Her eyes were glued to her phone and it made me confident to keep looking at them. As she approached closer, she shouted and jumped up and down a couple times, “a cockroach!” she shouted.
“What? Where?” I said looking at her bouncing tits. They looked so soft and sweet.
“Oh, it just disappeared,” she exclaimed.
“What you afraid of a little cockroach? Get your ass back to your room!” I said and spanked her. She was startled a little and so was I. I didn’t know why I did that. It was pure instinct. She blushed a little and without saying anything, smiled and ran to her room.
I liked it. I had only spanked her when she was a child but now, she has grown. It was different now. It felt different. Her ass seemed softer than I had previously imagined. I wanted to spank her again!
I finished dinner thinking a lot of thoughts. That night I felt a bombardment of emotions rising up from the deepest corners of my brain. I couldn’t sleep till morning and I contradicted myself again and again throughout the night.
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The next few days were torture. There was a certain kind of detachment between Maci and I since the spanking incident and we hadn’t talked too much. Although Maci still wasn’t interested in wearing her bra in the house and openly walked around in tight t-shirts parading her perfect young tits, I felt like she wasn’t trying to show them to me. Sam soon returned to normal, but since that day I had seen him looking at Maci multiple times. He is becoming very shy around her and escapes any kind of conversation with her.
But the more the time passed, the more I liked what was happening around the house. The thought of scolding her for her behavior was changing into the thought of scolding her for fun. I liked being aroused by my daughter and I think she liked it too. I wanted to see her naked again, but lately she’s been waking up on her own and leaving me disappointed.
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It was a Monday, and Maci wasn’t up for school. I went to her room to wake her up. I was just about to knock, but I didn’t. I stepped inside and to my wonder, she was sleeping naked, face up. The blanket covered the lower half of her body, but her tits were free to the air. I tiptoed closer to her and felt my pants tighten up, my heart slowing down. I looked at her and how beautiful she looked. Her tits looked perfect. It was the first time I had seen them naked. They were perfectly round and bubbly, and her nipples were pink and tiny, placed perfectly in the center. They’ve been hidden from me and were teasing me from such a long time, but now I can see the beauty underneath her tight, sheer t-shirts.
I wanted to touch them, but I knew I wouldn’t be able to control myself. I touched her shoulder and made sure she was indeed asleep. Then, I slowly ran my fingers across her nipples. They touched my hand and I felt a jolt of electricity run through my body. Then, I carefully placed my hand on her breast and gave it a soft squeeze. They were so soft that they melted in my hands and I could feel myself trying to ease the pressure. I knew that this could get out of control very soon. I gave her other breast an even softer squeeze. I wanted to lick and suck on them but I knew I shouldn’t. I looked at her and she seemed totally asleep. My mind wandered again and I wanted more. I slowly lifted the blanket and peeked underneath. And I saw. Her pussy looked soft and tender. It was smooth and almost shining. I wanted to touch it but she moved ever so slightly, and I quickly placed the blanket on her and practically ran out of her room. I knew what I wanted when I saw her pussy and her tits exposed in front of me, but I also knew that it was not going to be that day that I get it.
To calm myself down I went out to the garden. The sun’s rays felt good on my skin. I imagined Maci’s skin shining brightly in the sunlight, how smooth her pussy was and how beautiful she looked. I knew I was throwing caution to the wind as soon as I removed her blanket the first morning; but today, it felt like I had flipped a switch. It felt like I crossed a line and there was no turning back. Now, I was hoping that she was awake when I touched her tits. I wanted her to know.
I forgot that I hadn’t woken her up and waited for her by the kitchen counter. Her breakfast was ready. I was going to have mine later, I couldn’t eat right then. She came down right on time to not miss her bus.
“Here, take your breakfast,” I said.
“No, I am not hungry.” And she left for school.
I felt maybe she knew that I had touched her. Maybe not. But I didn’t waste any time thinking and rushed to her room to find her diary. I had to read it one more time. I needed to know what she was thinking. “Is she done with these acts? Or is she still teasing me?”
I looked around the room hurriedly and didn’t waste any time smelling her underwear. But this time I was a lot more thorough and found it between her books. I turned to the last entry and read, “Dear Diary,
“I am feeling much better now. My fever seems to have rescinded and I feel fine. Maybe it’s time to tease Dad again, lol. I hadn’t done so in a week and I think tomorrow I will try to show him my boobs. I have a feeling he will like them. I hope that he doesn’t touch them or anything, lol. It will be a little dangerous I know but it will be fun. And oh, I saw Sam looking at my ass again today. He looked so old. Ewww… He is so fat that I don’t think he can even see his own dick. Lol!!! Hehe.. But yeah, he is getting very weird lately. I shouldn’t have let him walk in on me sleeping naked in the morning. If he hadn’t seen my ass, I don’t think he would have become this weird. Got to be more careful next Sunday. Reminder: (Set an alarm next Sunday — Sam stays in house on Sunday, no foolish). And other than that, I don’t know… School is so fucking boring I wish I didn’t have to go. Ok. Bye.”
I liked what I read. I didn’t know that Sam too was enjoying my daughter’s presence in the house. I hoped I had seen his reaction on seeing Maci naked. That would have been fun. I turned to a few other pages and read them too. The more I read, I realized that she was much more perverted than I had previously imagined. She got into all kinds of situations intentionally. I wondered if she was still a virgin, but I knew that was not going to be the case by a long shot. One entry in particular was really naughty, “Dear Diary,
“Something really amazing happened today while I was going over to Ethan’s house in a taxi. I think the driver was married, I saw a ring, but oh my god he was so hot!!! I thought about having some fun. I asked him if I could change as I was going over to my boyfriend’s house. He said yes and I quickly removed my top and my bra and acted to search for something in my bag. He couldn’t take his eyes off my boobs and I had to tell him to look at the road. Lol!! He even complimented my boobs, “Nice tits,” he said. It was so fucking hot! I squeezed them together and said thanks. Then of course I knew I was doing too much, so I acted as if I had forgotten to bring my dress and wore the same top again. I was so nervous but it was so fucking fun! But then after the ride was over, he asked if he could hug me. We hugged and he put his hands on my ass and squeezed them. Oh my, I was so scared there for a second. I didn’t know he was going to do that. I didn’t have my panties on and he could have put his hands under if he wanted to. Thank God he didn’t. That was really close! Lol! Then, the regular shit happened at Ethan’s. Not too fun, but it was okay. Something better than nothing right!”
Oh man I misjudged her for so long. Reading her diary was eye opening for me. It was like peeking into someone’s secrets and they all turned out to be so vulgar and erotic. And she being my daughter was even more thrilling to be honest. I was about to close her diary when I suddenly saw a note in the last page. It read,
“little lips. password: alm0nd23t. honeytime”
I didn’t understand what it was. I thought it was the password to her computer and got excited to see what other secrets I will find there but it wasn’t, her computer wouldn’t sign in. So, I wrote it down on my phone and took off to work. All along the way I was thinking what that cryptic message might mean but I couldn’t think of anything.
Once in my office, I searched for ‘honeytime’ on my computer but no results matched. I was not too savvy with new tech and so, after failing to decode it myself, I called my fellow friend Sergio to my office and tasked him to find out what this meant. He was my junior and worked in the web department, which meant that he knew computers inside and out. I omitted the password and gave him, “Little Lips, honeytime”.
By the end of the day Sergio came in with the information, and to be honest I was a little embarrassed at what he had to say. He said that it was an adult video chat website that had time slots for different performers. ‘Honeytime’ was the time after midnight and that the website pulled the highest traffic in that time as expected. He said that ‘little lips’ was the name of a performer on that website.
“That’s all I have. Why are you searching this for? Some side interests?” he said winking at me.
I was so embarrassed that I didn’t know what to say. I said, “No it’s for a client. I can’t disclose information. Sorry!” and told him to leave. I was scared because if little lips was who I thought it was, I could be in trouble for exposing this information to Sergio.
I was so angry at Maci, that on my way home, I had to calm myself down to prevent any accidents from happening. I couldn’t believe that she would do something like this. I hoped that ‘little lips’ wasn’t her, but I knew the possibility was slim after all. I reached home and Maci was in the living room couch watching tv. I didn’t say anything to her and went straight to my room. I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t talk to anyone about this and giving Sergio this information felt like a mistake, especially since he had met Maci multiple times before.
I went for a walk to clear my head, but it ended up being more crowded by the time I came back home. Dinner was served and I locked the entrance as Sam left. It was only me and Maci, and I knew I had to talk to her. The entire dinner was uncomfortable for me, but I thought about checking if it really was her before doing anything rash. So, I waited.
After dinner I went straight to my room and turned my laptop on. I quickly browsed to the website Sergio told me. It really was an adult website with naked photos everywhere. ‘honeytime’ was blinking at the top right corner of the screen. I clicked on it and I was redirected to another website that had a much darker theme going on. The entire page was filled with photos of girls of all ages, with ‘live’ written on some of them.
I wearily took the cursor to the search bar and typed in ‘little lips’. Only one result was found, and I hesitated to see the photo. It was a girl that looked like Maci and had her bodily features. She was wearing a black dress that showed a little cleavage and a lot of her legs. Nothing private was really shown on the photo and even her face was out of frame. I was still unwilling to believe that it was Maci, but I knew that I was wrong.
I scrolled down and looked at some other photos. Some girls were completely naked, while some were fully clothed. I scrolled up again and now there was a tiny red ‘live’ under her name. I clicked on it and I was taken to a short video of the girl seducing the camera and slowly exposing her cleaving more and more. And just when she was about to take her tits out, a message popped up explaining that I needed to pay to see more. I didn’t want to pay. And if it was Maci, I was never going to pay at all. I waited, unsure what my next move should be, when the live symbol changed to ‘commited’. I didn’t know what it meant.
I waited for a couple of minutes but I was getting anxious and couldn’t wait any longer. I decide to pay and see who little lips really was. I clicked on ‘pay to watch’ and was taken to the login page. And only then I realized, I already had the password to ‘little lips.’
I filled out the details on the page and was taken to a black screen. A video was loading. There was a ‘live’ blinking on the bottom right corner of the screen and I heard a faint audio come from the laptop. And then, the video started. The girl was totally naked and jumping up and down on the bed. And of course, it was Maci. Although she had a face mask on, I knew it was my daughter. Another video, much smaller towards the bottom of the screen, had a man jerking off. She was showing her naked body to some stranger from her own room. The painting that she drew was hanging from the wall behind her, while she squeezed her tits and danced around. I increased the volume and heard the man telling her to do things. He sounded like he was really enjoying telling my girl to do what he liked.
I wasn’t thinking about being angry anymore. I was just watching what was happening. I realized that I was logged in through Maci’s account which meant that the man would hear anything I said. So, I turned my computer’s mic off and put on some headphones. I watched as Maci came close to the camera and spread her tight little pussy for the man. She could barely put a finger inside her cute pink pussy. I realized that there was a possibility that she might still be a virgin. It didn’t look like she had had a lot of sex.
Watching my little girl moan silently in the microphone and finger herself, the man was jerking off at a rapid rate. He wanted her to open her mouth to make it seem like he came in her mouth but she said no. She instead asked him to spank himself using a wooden ruler. The grown man did as she pleased. I found it absolutely fascinating how easily she was controlling him. I watched them play for a few minutes more. She denied fulfilling almost any of his wishes, but he did as he was told. She was having fun and masturbating along with the man. It looked like he came soon after.
The video ended and she disappeared from the screen. I waited and within two mins, another man appeared on the bottom of the screen. He was a young boy, looked almost the same age as Maci. I didn’t feel like watching everything again and shut the computer down. My penis was so hard that I had to change into something more comfortable. I felt disgusted at myself for watching. But I knew I was powerless. She had my mind for a very long time now. And ever since Alice had left, something in this house changed.
I tried sleeping, but knowing what Maci was doing in the other room, it was difficult. I thought about going to her room to stop her, but I knew I wasn’t really going to do that. Nevertheless, I tiptoed my way to her room and placed my ear on the door. I listened intently, but I couldn’t hear anything. She was careful not to let me know. I quietly went back and prevented myself from watching again.
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The next day, my first thought after waking up was last night’s events. I had dreamt about Maci the entire night and unfortunately, the other gentlemen also found his place in my dreams. I was fighting a losing battle. I knew that I was not going to talk to Maci or try to change her behavior. Because I liked whatever she was doing, and that was the truth. I enjoyed being teased around the house and after watching her in all kinds of acts, there really was no turning back now. I didn’t like to say it out loud, and I didn’t even say it to myself; but, I knew, I wanted to fuck Maci. I wanted to fuck my daughter.
I wanted to wake her up and see her naked body first thing in the morning, but she was already up and walked down the stairs as I was preparing breakfast.
“Oh, you are up early today?” I said.
“Yeah.” She smiled. “Breakfast?”
“Yeah 5 mins. Here, play some music,” and handed her over the remote.
She took a seat beside the kitchen counter. She was wearing a white sleeveless t-shirt, but she had her bra on underneath. I realized it was the blue bra that I had smelled the other day. Her shorts were pulled up high as she had her legs up on the chair.
“So, have you got anything planned tonight?” I said, trying to calm the situation, although there was no situation to calm. I was the one who needed to calm down.
“Like?” she replied.
I realized it sounded bad. Especially now that I had known what she’d been up to. I feared that she might suspect something from my side. “Oh, I don’t know… Any new movies in town? No plans?”
“Not really, no. Why you want to watch a movie or something?” she said.
“Nooo… Too busy,” I said making a sad face.
“It was fun last time, right? We should watch one again. I know you liked it,” she said.
I just smiled at her because I knew what she meant.
I cut the meat and served her a plate. “Can you pass me the juice?” I said.
We had our breakfast and talked about some random stuff. All the time, I had yesterday in the back of my head. I pictured how different she was with that man than how she usually stays at home. Alice was gone for almost a month now, and I felt like Maci was slowly becoming freer around the house. Her perversions were growing more prominent. And so were mine.
She finished her breakfast and as she walked up to her room, my eyes were glued to her ass. They were small and round and bounced as she ran up the stairs.
I cleaned up the dishes and stared at the mirror for an unusually long amount to time. I tried to justify my actions and Maci’s. I pulled my pants down and looked at my penis. “Will she like it if she sees it? I am probably too old for her, aren’t I? Well fuck that. No one’s too old really! Right? I mean I am not even fifty. Sam is old. I… I still have a good few years. Why should I prevent myself from getting the pleasures. I should probably shave though, wouldn’t want her to see me like this.”
Maci came down when her bus arrived a few minutes later. I was done washing the dishes and was responding to a few emails on my phone.
“Good to go?” I said.
“Yeah!”
“All right. See ya then.”
Maci left and I knew what I had to do next. I still wasn’t sure if she knew that I touched her yesterday morning and I needed to make sure of that. So, I went to her room and opened her diary,
“Dear Diary, today was one of the weirdest days ever. Today, I slept naked again as planned to show dad my tits. I mean he should see how beautiful his daughter’s tits are right? Anyways, I had already moved the blanked away from my tits so that he didn’t have to do that himself. I was actually hoping he would just look and leave. But the craziest thing happened. He actually TOUCHED THEM! I mean, Oh my god!! I didn’t know what to do. I couldn’t show that I was awake or anything! But honestly, it was kind of fun. He groped them slightly and maybe smelled them? I don’t know. But then, he fucking pulled my blanket up and took a look at my pussy!! Thank god he didn’t touch there too!! That would have been weird. I don’t know how I feel about daddy looking at my pussy. I was scared there for a second. I mean what if he touched it, or fuck, if he tried to put his finger in or something? Lol. So, I moved a little to scare him and he left. Maybe I will wake up on my own tomorrow. I’ll see. I thought about it a lot in school too actually. Now writing this, I actually wished he had touched me. Lol. Hehe. Maybe not. I don’t know. I am wet right now thinking about it though. Shit. This is crazy.”
So that was cleared. She knew that I had touched her yesterday. Reading this I knew she liked it; she just wasn’t sure. Like I wasn’t sure in the beginning. I found it extremely funny that she thought I wouldn’t want to see her pussy after all she’s been doing in the house. But then again, she was only eighteen. When I was eighteen, I was running around girls in my college, failing to bring anyone to bed with me. And here she was making grown men weak and ordering them to dance to her tunes. And to be honest, she was doing that to me too to some extent.
I was running late for work, so I had to hurry.
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Back home at night, I couldn’t wait to finish dinner to watch my daughter perform for some stranger. But unusually for her, she wore her bra under her dress at all times that day. But I didn’t mind. I was going to watch her naked soon anyway.
Soon after dinner, I finished doing the dishes and hurried to my room. I quickly logged in to ‘little lips’ and waited for Maci’s first customer. I realized that I should have been angry at her for doing what she was doing, but in reality, I was just happy to watch Maci naked and dancing.
A few minutes passed and her first customer, a middle-aged man, appeared naked and ready for some action. He asked her to spread her pussy for him and told her to finger her; but she denied fulfilling any of his requests and instead kept on slowly moving her naked body to a soft music that was playing in the background. He did not mind too much as he probably was too excited anyway. She did eventually finger herself for a few seconds and the man came uncontrollably. And then the screen turned black again.
I had my hand on my dick the whole time but felt weird jerking off to my daughter. I didn’t like watching her show her naked self to people she didn’t know and wanted her for myself. I wanted her to fuck me instead and dance naked for her daddy whenever I wanted. But of course, I knew I was losing my head more than what I had already lost.
I saw a few more requests pop up on the top of the screen, but she kept ignoring most of them. But then a lucky customer got accepted.
I got ready again, hands in my pants, and waiting for the show to start. She appeared in a white t-shirt that I had never seen and a black thong. She had her hair in a ponytail and it seemed like she put some more makeup on. But, then, to my utter and sheer surprise and shock, the new customer was Sergio. “What the fuck? No, this can’t be happening! I cannot let Maci show herself to Sergio! I work with this guy!” I was dumbstruck. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. My mind rushed with numerous thoughts. “On no, no no. He will figure it out it’s Maci. Has he already figured it out? I got to stop this somehow!”
I started thinking and sweating rapidly. I was running out of time, and Maci was starting to dance for Sergio. I needed to stop this!
Without thinking, I rushed to Maci’s room and knocked strongly. She shouted, “Yes dad! What’s up?” in a nonchalant manner. I was getting angry at this point. I just wanted her to stop.
“Open your door Maci! Come on!”
“I can’t now. Come back later!”
“Open your door!”
“Fuck off!” she screamed at me.
That was it. I couldn’t let my little daughter dance naked in front of my co-worker. I had to do something. So, I rushed to my desk to look for the spare key to her room. I knew I had one, I just had to find it. And within no time, I did.
I walked up to her room, with my heart in my mouth, with no words to describe anything, I opened the door. She was standing on her bed, wearing the white crop top, and naked below. As soon as she saw me, she rushed to her laptop to cut off the connection. As she fumbled at the keyboard, I heard a voice say, “What’s up Maci?”
That voice changed everything. It changed the direction of my actions and the events that followed. That voice was of course of Sergio. He knew it was Maci. And I wondered if this was the first time she got naked in front of him. I rushed towards her while she was still at her keyboard and grabbed her by her arm.
“Stop! What you doing?”
I didn’t reply and pulled her towards me. For a second I wondered if should let her cut the connection first but decided otherwise. With Sergio watching, I pulled Maci and laid her on my laps. I remembered when she was a child and I used to spank her, but it’s been more than ten years now and now it felt so different. She had grown and she was making my hormones flow. First, I caressed her soft butt before spanking her. She was still trying to get away from me, but I didn’t care. I knew she wanted it, I knew Sergio wanted it, and I was sure I wanted it. I spanked her and she screamed, “Daddy please, I am sorry!”
“No you are not little girl!” I said as I spanked her again. Her butt fitted entirely in my giant hands. She quivered and I spanked her again. Her soft butt was taking the blow of my hands and slowing turning red.
“Daddy no! I will be a good girl from now! Don’t spank me anymore!”
I squeezed her butt with my hands and grabbed hold of it and said, “Are you sure? You know what this is for right?” I grabbed tighter.
“Yes yes I know. Sergio wanted to do it I had nothing to do with it!”
She lied again. But, I let her go. “Ok. Get up.”
As she stood, one of her nipples had slipped out of her top and that made me even more horny. I looked at the screen, with Sergio still watching, “Get the fuck out of here. I will deal with you tomorrow.”
“But…” I cut the screen.
Maci was embarrassed and rubbing her naked butt. I could see the embarrassment on her face. “Go get dressed.”
Without saying anything, she took out a pant and a t-shirt from the closet and stripped out of her current clothes. I sat there at her bed watching her undress.
“Okay now sleep. I don’t want to find you doing anything like this again.” I knew I was letting her go cheap, but I didn’t tell her that I knew about ‘little lips’ because I didn’t want her to know I had read her diary.
“Okay,” she said.
I walked out of her room feeling turbulent emotions. I wondered if what I did was right. I knew I let it get out of hand and I wasn’t able to control myself. And letting Sergio watch while I spanked my daughter was something I had never expected to do. But, truth be told, I liked that he watched it. It turned me on even more.
I reached my room and took out the spare key from my pocket. I wished I had never found the key, I didn’t know what the aftermath will be, also I was weary of the conversation the day after.
I slept like a baby that night.
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The next morning, as soon as I woke up, I was getting ready to continue our talk. I rehearsed all the things I was going to say to her and also thought about saying sorry for spanking her. I didn’t go to wake her up, because I knew she would wake up on her own today.
As I sat down on the dining table, she came down the stairs still wearing last night’s cloths. She sat down without uttering a word. I didn’t say anything too.
After a few minutes, the first words, “My ass still hurts,” she said.
“Well it should. I should have spanked you even more to be honest.”
“Why did you stop? Did your hand hurt?”
“No it didn’t.”
“Really?”
Where was she going with this? I thought she would apologize this morning but it seemed like she didn’t even care. “Yeah, really. My hands are quite strong. You don’t have to worry about my hands,” I said.
“But my ass is soft. And now it is red because of you.”
I wanted to say sorry but now I didn’t feel like it. “Okay. Finish your breakfast.” I was getting a little weirded out by her nonchalant way of talking to me.
As soon as she left for school, I rushed to her bedroom to read her diary.
“Dear diary, today was special. So much to say. Okay, lets start! I was doing my tots at night when daddy knocked at the door. I told him to fuck off and he got angry. I thought he left, but then he opened my door with his key and saw me dancing naked. I was so scared for a second. And also, Sergio was totting today. So, daddy grabbed me and started spanking me in front of Sergio. I was so embarrassed at first, but then I started liking it. He didn’t spank me too hard, I wish he did though. I was getting so hot. Oh my Goddd! I couldn’t believe it was happening. I opened my legs, and wanted him to touch my pussy, fuck I was so wet, he would know if he touched me. But he did not. I felt his dick getting like really hard, but I did not touch it because then he would know I liked him spanking me. I did not want him to know. Oh fucckkkkkk! fuckk! It was so hot! Then he told me to strip in front of him and change my clothes. I did it of course. I am touching my pussy right now! Oh my god it was so awesome. I wish he comes again tomorrow night. If I do it again, maybe he will spank me again? hehe maybe. Fuck. Okay okay. Let’s see what happens. bye.”
Okay that was good. Much better than I had expected. My thoughts were all wrong and there was no need to apologize. It was like reading a manual on what she wanted. I was going to follow it and do as she had written. I couldn’t wait!
I skipped office that day and planned a bunch of things for that night. I knew this will be the night that I probably fuck Maci. I wanted it so bad now. I knew she was wet when I spanked her last night, but I wasn’t so sure, so I didn’t move forward with it. But now that I know, I will do as I please. I was drowning in my imagination.
And at last, it was nighttime, and we sat at the dinner table eating in silence. I knew exactly what was on her mind and wanted to tear her clothes off right there right then and take her, but I knew I had to wait just a little longer.
As she hopped to her room, I left the dishes as they were and ran to my room, logged into little lips, and got ready. I waited in my room, like a caged animal ready to get loose. The minutes took longer and longer and I was already getting hard. Finally, little lips was online. I waited for her to go live before I make my entrance. And the wait wasn’t long. I took my spare key and went to her room. Without knocking, I unlocked the door and stepped in. She was just sitting and slowing moving her body when she saw me.
I saw a slight smile before she said, “Oh my God! Sorry daddy!” in a scared voice. But, I had read the manual this time and I took charge. Grabbing her by her arm, I dragged her towards me and lifted her up on my shoulders. She weighed nothing and was almost half my size. Holding her there, I turned off the computer.
I wanted her entirely to myself that night.
Her butt was so close to my face that I tried to pull her pants off with my teeth, but it was too slow. She was shaking her legs to get free, but by the manner she was telling me to let her off, I could tell that she wanted it just as much as I did. She still on my shoulders, I pulled her pants down with my hands and her panty came off together with it. With her naked butt 2 inches off my mouth, I gave it a kiss before proceeding to spank her. Her butt wobbled and made a sweet high-pitched sound on impact. She spread her legs open again and as I spanked her, I touched her pussy a little. It was soaking wet and her juices were flowing across her thighs. I was continuously spanking her at a rapid rate and she wasn’t trying to get away anymore.
I picked her up and brought her face closer to my face, “Are you going to be a good girl?”
“Yes daddy, yes.”
“Are you sure?” and spanked her again.
“Ah! Yes of course.”
“No you are not,” and I turned her over and laid her on the side of the bed. Her ass facing towards me, I started spanking her again. I spanked her in the middle of her butt cheeks and slowly got more and more aggressive. I touched her wet pussy and said, “What is this? Were you masturbating for the man on the screen?” I knew she was wet for me, but I liked scolding her.
“No daddy! I wasn’t doing anything. We were just taaaahh!” and I put my finger in her tight pussy. My index finger seemed enough for her as she cried in pain. “Ohhh… Ahhhh..” she exclaimed. I pulled It out and tasted her. She tasted heavenly and fresh. I turned her around and lifted her up in the air. Her legs around my head, she sat on my shoulders. Her hands holding my head for support. Like picking fresh cherries of a tree, I held her by her butt and placed my mouth in between her legs and sucked on her. Her juices flowed from her pussy and into my mouth like a stream. Tasting my daughter was making me shiver. She was shivering too. She was making so much noise, but there was no one in the house to hear. She screamed even more as her whole body shook from excitement.
“Yeah you like that little bitch? You gonna do this again?”
“No daddy. Please stop.” A pause. “Let me,” she said.
I understood what she meant and put her down from my shoulders. She got on her knees and unzipped my pants. As her hands touched my penis, goosebumps ran across my body. This was the part that never crossed my mind. I wasn’t sure how I would feel to let my daughter suck my penis; but, as soon as her soft tongue wrapped around my rock-hard penis, I knew what I was missing all these years. She slowly licked the top of my penis before tasting my balls. She licked around my dick and spat on it to lick it again. Then, she moved from the side to the front and took my dick in her mouth. She put it in as much as she could and took it out again. She did it again. She sucked on it like a lollipop and made a ‘tsip’ sound as she let my dick out of her mouth. I pulled her up and kissed her. That was the first time I had kissed her like a lover. She tasted sweet like honey. My hands were at her ass pulling her towards me as we kissed, while her hand was stuck in between our bodies holding my dick.
She moved away and stood there gasping for air. Taking a breath. I took my pants off and my shirt. She was about to take off her top when I stopped her. I pushed her towards the bed and she fell like a feather on the bed, slowly and gracefully. Her legs curled up and her hands squeezed in. She became even more tiny and sweet. I crawled up on the bed, kissing her from the toes. She giggled as I kissed her feet. Then, I moved slowly, up and up, until I reached her little lips. She was still so wet. I kissed her there and put my finger in her again. This time she was moving with every turn of my finger. I kissed and fingered her and she moaned, “uuuhhhh… haaaaa… ummmmm hmmmmmm….” I was careful not to let her cum and stopped suddenly. Then, I moved further up, caressing her breasts from above her top. They were soft just like the other day, but this time I was not as gentle. I put my hands inside her top and squeezed her tits a little hard, and she squealed. I let go and did it again, this time the other tit.
I tore her buttons off and threw her top somewhere. She laid completely naked in front of me, squirming and shivering at my gaze. I kissed her nipple softly at first and kissed her on her mouth. A few kisses later, I came down for her breasts again. Her breasts were soft and buttery. They were small and each fitted completely inside my grip as I squeezed them again. Then, I put my mouth on her nipple and sucked on her sweet sweet breasts. My daughter’s breasts melted in my mouth and made me want to bite them and eat them up. I bit on her nipple and she grabbed my head as she suppressed her scream. My tongue on her breasts, I slid my finger in her pussy making her ready.
Then kissing her, I, slowly, as slowly as I could, pushed my dick inside her. It felt tight and she was definitely in pain but she wanted it. She whispered, “Ohh, yes, slowly, slowly, yes,” in a trembling voice.
“Have you done this before?” I asked.
“Yes, yes. Ohhh…” she said.
I pushed it in with a little force and she screamed in pain, “Ahhh! Oooohhh!”
And it was in. I was inside my daughter. She kissed me again and moved my penis inside her as she slowly moved along with my movements. I started fucking her slowly and softly at first. But then my body was out of my control. I rammed my eight-inch dick in her tiny little lips and she screamed in pain. I bit her nipple once more and she kept screaming. We locked our tongues together as I thrusted my dick inside her harder and harder. She was making all kinds of noises in her sweet and girlish voice. I knew I was getting close and so was she, so I pulled out just in time for more. I picked her up and made her sit on me while I laid on the bed. She herself took my pulsating dick and slid it in her now red, inviting pussy. She adjusted herself as I watched and let her do as she pleased. Once firmly inside, she moved her hips and initiated the intercourse again. I pinched both her nipples and pulled them to every direction. She wasn’t worried about the pain anymore, maybe even liked it.
I held her by her ass and sped up the fucking. Her shaved pink pussy was throbbing at my immense thumping. She gave out a moan, “uhhhhhh…. haaaa.. ummhhhhaaa…” as she orgasmed and fell on my body. I held her tight and thrusted my thirsty dick once more and it was enough for me to orgasm too. We made millions of noises as we travelled through our emotions and back to each other’s arms. I kissed her and she kissed me. I held her tighter than ever and rolled her around on the bed.
Her eyes were watery and delightful. Mine were, hers. I kissed her on her forehead and all of a sudden, Alice’s face flashed in front of my eyes. I snapped to this world in a fraction of a second and saw myself from outside my body, laying naked, arms in arms, with my naked daughter, who had just turned eighteen a few months ago. I saw a sad old man taking advantage of his daughter to fulfill his own desires. I saw her face and it looked sad all of a sudden. Her beauty, smoked. Maybe it was because I was feeling sad, maybe because I regretted what I had just done. I wasn’t sure.
I loosened the embrace and sat up on the bed. Looking the other way, I saw her entire room was decorated to fit the dancing that she did every night. I looked at her and she still looked like the cute little daughter that I remember.
I couldn’t stay in that room any longer.
I said I needed to leave and left her there, naked, unaware of my thoughts, and probably a little confused, but happy.
I turned off the lights and wanted to sleep as I couldn’t think of this anymore. And surprisingly, I fell asleep soon after.
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The next morning, as I woke up, I saw Maci hugging me tightly. She probably came to sleep with me after I had left her. I hugged her tight too and those confusing feelings were not there anymore. I saw her breast was red with bite marks. I realized I probably went overboard last night. I grabbed her by her ass and pulled her up to adjust my penis which was getting stuck under her leg. Her hair smelled wonderful.
Then, she opened her eyes and looked at me. “Good morning,” she said.
“Come here,” and I rolled her on top of me.
“Again?” she asked.
“Yes,” and I inserted my dick in her. It didn’t go in that easily, but I pushed it in anyway. “Aaaahh!” she shouted, “No wait!”
“No. I need you now!”
“Okay daddy.”
She moved her body in a circular manner, stimulating my penis inside her. I was enjoying it, delighted with her. Then, I pulled out of her and pushed her head towards my dick. She understood right away and happily took it in her mouth. I held her hair and she proceeded to give me a blowjob. She was not wasting any time licking around and over and had the head of my dick firmly in her mouth. I wanted her to go deeper, so I pushed her head in a little bit more. She resisted and held my hand for me to release the pressure. I did. She looked at me surprised and again got busy sucking her daddy’s dick. But it wasn’t enough. I pushed her head again, and this time she had more than half my dick inside her mouth. I could feel her head trying to get loose, but, I pushed it in even more. I could feel her throat on my dick and held her tightly around my crotch for a few more seconds. I came in her mouth before releasing her. She quickly got my dick out of her mouth and gasped for air. As she took a few long breaths, I grabbed her by her jaw, and pulled her closer for a kiss. I could see my cum in her mouth.
“Drink it. Don’t spit it out,” I said.
She did as ordered. Then, I placed her on the bed in between the soft white linen sheets and stripped her naked. Her pussy was now very wet. She looked at me, with her round glowing eyes, telling me to go down on her. I did. I pulled her legs up, wrapped them around my head, and licked her pussy once. She tasted different than last night. I licked her pussy again, inside, and out. She moved around on the bed, unable to control herself, as I kept eating her up. I could feel her emotions intensifying, and before long, she came too. Her orgasmic juices flowing through her and into my mouth, and I took it all in.
We slept off again, and she missed school and I missed work two days in a row now. We woke up at noon when we heard Sam come in the house. It was lunch time and he was always on time. I quickly got up and got dressed. Sam probably didn’t know that both Maci and I were in the house. I tried to wake Maci up, but she was hesitant. So, I picked her up, covered her with a sheet, just in case Sam came up, and moved her to her room.
I went back to my room and took a long cold shower. I was feeling better than ever. It felt like a totally new day, a new chapter. I once again visited the thoughts that popped up in my brain last night, but, decided to lock them up and just enjoy the moment. The cold water was refreshing and felt good on my body. I got dressed up and went down to greet Sam. He was surprised to see me and smiled.
I took a seat in the living room sofa, turned on some music, and drifted off to last night and today’s morning. I thought of Maci and her soft pink skin and how smooth it was, her lips when she kissed me, her wobbling butt when I spanked her, her small little breasts with her tiny little nipples, her beautiful hair. While I was lost in dream, I heard her walking down the stairs. She was nicely dressed, in her pink t-shirt and white shorts. I kept looking at her as she made her way towards me. She took a seat beside me and turned on the tv. I placed my arm around her and looked at her again. She smiled.
Sam came up to us and served us glasses of juice. “Oh, what a beautiful family,” he said. We looked at each other and Maci blushed. I replied, “Indeed.”