Author’s notes: I had this story stuck in my head for month and it wouldn’t leave me in peace until I wrote it down. It might be utter nonsense but maybe you will like it. This is a longer story (>58000 words), not part of a series and not related to my previous uploads. I find it hard to put a label on what kind of tale this is. It has a lot of sci-fi/cyberpunk elements. It’s mainly about the personal journey of the protagonist and exploring the world he lives in. The setting is a rather simple version of a not so distant future without aliens or faster than light travel. Humans started mining asteroids, commercialized space travel, built space stations around multiple planets and established a moon base and two extraterrestrial colonies, but did not come close to spreading beyond the solar system yet. Humanity is split into two classes called Workers and Naturals. This class system is the main theme of the story. Sex plays an important role, but isn’t the main focus of the plot. Most of the sex scenes happen later on, so some patience is required.
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1
The entire production facility erupted into thunderous applause when the space yacht slowly made its way out of the assembly dock. The completion of the first test model for the new XG3 was celebrated with exuberant enthusiasm all across the shipyard space station Zukunftsfabrik in orbit around Mars. Robert, a 28 year old engineer and software specialist was part of the crowd, clapping and cheering like all the others, while they watched the vessel venturing out into open space on large screens. Seeing the fruit of his work come into existence instilled a profound feeling of pride and accomplishment within the employee. He was happy.
After the countless hours of work he and his colleagues had invested into the vessel’s development it was a natural reaction; or it could have been. The truth was more complicated. Robert was a Worker. In the context of his time that meant that while he looked like any other human being on the outside, his insides were outfitted with various bio-cybernetic implants which controlled almost every aspect of his life; including his emotions.
Like most positive feelings they experienced, the cheerfulness of the Workers was a product of the Cybernetic Emotion Regulation System (CERS for short). Consisting of a network of intercommunicating devices distributed throughout the body and brain of a human being, this system influenced what its host felt, thereby manipulating what the person thought and did. An artificial intelligence residing on a tiny computer within the Worker’s skull constantly monitored all brain activity and gathered data from hundreds of connected sensors. Based on the acquired information it decided upon necessary measures and triggered the corresponding implants to execute them. Those implants could influence their host in various ways. They could increase or decrease the body’s production of different neurotransmitters, hormones and enzymes, making a severe impact on the human bio-chemistry. Signals transmitted via the nervous system could be strengthened, weakened, intercepted or created artificially. The system even regulated basic body functions to some degree and was capable of releasing a broad range of potent substances into the bloodstream.
With the CERS it was possible to control what a person felt at any given time. The uses for this technology were manifold. Like most companies of their time, the spacecraft manufacturer Vereinigte Raumschiff Werke (VRW for short) used it to control its workforce. Due to this technology the motivation, diligence, industriousness and work ethic of the employees were extraordinary. Completing their tasks and whatever else was beneficial to the company brought happiness to the staff; anything which might harm it caused great displeasure; the vast range in between was met mostly with indifference. The Workers were conditioned to delight in their occupation and not care for much else.
Robert was an exemplary employee of VRW, as passionate about his occupation as any employer could ever hope for. Maybe he would have even liked his occupation without the CERS compelling him. He worked in quality assurance and currently focused especially on developing sophisticated simulation software for predicting what would happen to a spacecraft in different situations. With the first test version of the latest model available now, a lot of new data would come in soon, meaning a lot more work. He was already excited.
That would have to wait though. Right now it was time for his obligatory lunch break. The same applied to many of his colleagues. The CERS modules of all those employees automatically reduced the induction of positive feelings; the celebrating subsided quickly and the crowd dispersed. Breaks were always a dull event. Workers were not supposed to feel good about leaving their tasks, so the CERS made sure they remained in an unfulfilled, languid state throughout recess. Despite that fact, no Worker ever skipped a mandatory recreation time. The one thing which made everyone feel worse than interrupting their occupations was a breach of the given daily schedule. This kind of transgression was automatically punished with depressing sensations by the implants, making sure that nobody even dared to consider it.
Breaks were important for staying healthy and productive. Cases in which employees had worked themselves half to death during the early adoption phase of the CERS-Workforce had shown that it was more cost efficient for the company to enforce regular periods of rest. Besides, it was important to ensure that people’s moods had their ups and downs throughout the day. Otherwise the emotion control could become ineffective over time.
Robert despised the breaks just like everyone else. With his elation diminished, he made his way to the canteen in order to collect his food ratio. This was done by using one of the automated dispensers. A Worker’s implants kept track of the body’s nutrient needs and a small chip embedded in the forearm could transmit this information to external devices. When the dispenser recognized such a chip in its reading area it put together a meal which provided exactly what the person needed from a biological point of view. Being well fed was important to stay productive, so the company made sure everyone ate properly. Due to the meddling with natural sensations of humans, the physical hunger was often not sufficient to keep Workers properly nourished. Therefore the CERS needed to create some additional incentives. This was done primarily by punishing a lack of ingestion with a feeling of discontent instead of rewarding the desired behavior. Through such an approach eating became more of a routine procedure than something to look forward to. The meals consisted mostly of an almost tasteless nutrient paste, so it wasn’t really appetizing either.
Gaining no joy from it, Robert’s main focus during breaks was rarely on eating. During lunch he usually occupied himself with something on the side which coerced his CERS to provide some pleasant feelings. He selected a relatively isolated area of the vast canteen hall, crammed with instances of the same set of tables and benches. Once he was sitting, he retrieved a small machine called a universal interface device (UID for short) from his pockets and placed it on the table. The UID was a small computer which was capable of connecting to all kinds of devices via physical ports as well as wireless connections. It was outfitted with various input capabilities, audio hardware and a screen which could be adapted in size. In terms of earlier technology the dimensions ranged from those of a common mobile phone to those of a smaller TV screen. Like everyone else Robert used it to operate all the different computers and other machines which he used during work and his everyday life.
Currently the UID was connected to the station network. Among many other things this network provided a collection of recent news about the corporation. Knowing that the XG3 model was approaching its release, Robert browsed for articles about VRW’s latest creation. Just as he expected, the company was doing well in the light of its upcoming flagship product. Prizes on the stock market were up, experts praised the innovative design and promising specifications, consumers expressed their intense anticipation for the vessel.
Robert didn’t really understand much of what he read. He didn’t know how stock markets worked; raised to be an engineer from the very beginning, that knowledge was useless and boring to him. Employees working in the financial department, who were designated to know and understand the economic aspects of the company, took care of handling that stuff. He also had no idea about what was so special about the design. He hardly cared about the appearance of other spacecraft and had no idea why this one was supposed to be more or less aesthetic. The designers were the ones allowed to enjoy these things.
The whole concept of using a space yacht was utterly alien to Robert. Almost his entire experience with the vehicles was limited to testing purposes. The engineers who were responsible for the specifications could muster a lot more enthusiasm for the topic. They loved to try out and compare space faring vessel, arguing over trivial details among themselves. Allegedly it was a prerequisite for devising a proper concept, so their CERS encouraged this behavior.
His ignorance of these fields was of no importance though. Robert didn’t read those articles because he was interested in the information they contained. What made them appealing was the simple fact that they held a positive notion about his employer and the product he had helped to create. He was conditioned to delight in any good news about the company, regardless of whether there was any rational thought behind it. Therefore he felt a pleasant rush of artificial excitement when he read about VRW’s successful fiscal year, their ambitious advancements into new market segments in the logistics industry and the construction of new production facilities on Titan station, even though half of the words meant nothing to him.
“Good news?” someone asked from the side. Ripped from his perusal, Robert looked up into the familiar face of a woman standing to his right with a tray of food in her hand. “Do you have a seat for me?”
“Of course,” Robert answered, making room for her. “It’s really great news.” He handed her the UID and pointed at the text passage he had just been contemplating.
“The number of preorders for the XG3 already exceeds that of the previous models in the series,” she read aloud. “Great news indeed.” She returned the UID to Robert, showing him a warm smile. He smiled back at her. The woman by the name of Lisa was a colleague from the quality assurance department and a good friend of his. They had been working together for years and made quite a good team. Productive collaboration caused pleasant common emotions and memories; an ideal basis for a solid friendship among Workers.
The company encouraged friendly relations between their employees. It had shown to improve cooperation in the workplace and increase the motivation of Workers. So the CERS did not only allow but boost sympathetic feelings towards colleagues. Not every employer was as generous. In some branches friendships were considered a distraction, so these companies kept their staff from feeling too amicable about each other.
It was a general rule applying to the majority of CERS-controlled Workers though, that interpersonal relationships were kept strictly platonic. In most cases all feelings associated with sexuality were completely inhibited. Sexual activity among Workers would only entail unnecessary complications. Due to the fact that Workers were created in laboratories, based on a large variety of genetic material collected throughout the human population, there was no need for them to procreate either. The easiest solution was to avoid the topic altogether. Sexual education was simply left out in the training programs for young Workers and the CERS took care of the rest: Keeping the offending hormones at bay and preventing any undesirable thoughts from an early age.
Accordingly, the relationship between Robert and Lisa was purely professional and innocent. They were completely unaware that it could be any other way.
“Have you read the report about the recent crash of one of the shuttles from our Model 5 line on earth?” she asked casually while eating.
Robert nodded. Every time there was some incident involving a VRW vessel, the information eventually arrived at the QA department for the purpose of learning from the case and figuring out whether there was some flaw in the ship’s production process or design. In this particular case a shuttle entering earth orbit had been hit by space debris, a tiny piece of aluminum, at high velocity. The collision had caused serious damage to the ship’s engine. Subsequently it could not produce enough thrust to ensure a stable descent to the surface for a controlled landing, leading to a fatal crash.
“The investigations concluded with high confidence that the accident happened due to a combination of very bad luck and inadequate safety measures by the operator,” Robert summarized his takeaway of the report “No technical deficiencies or fault of the ship.” In other words: not their problem.
“I know, but the gathered information is quite interesting,” Lisa claimed “I ran some simulations with the data from the collision. In one of the scenarios I modified the shuttle by adding a reinforced hull layer, similar to that used in the XG3. According to the results there is a good chance the shuttle would not have sustained critical damage with this addition.”
“That is interesting,” Robert confirmed. “Unfortunately the additional layer will significantly elevate material and production cost; it also comes with more weight leading to a decrease in fuel efficiency. With a yacht that is acceptable, considering the steep market prices and demanding target clientele; but the mass-production shuttles need to be cheap and efficient or they will not be competitive. It is unlikely operators in this market segment are willing to accept the higher price; other shuttles wouldn’t have survived such an incident either.”
“That is the point,” Lisa continued undeterred. “There are rumors that the Terrestrial Space Traffic Organization might soon increase safety standards around Earth due to the recent climb in accidents. This would force all shuttle manufacturers to revise. If we already have a working concept by the time the new regulations are established it will be an advantage over the competition.”
Considering this point of view, Robert nodded. “If the TSTO is really working on new regulations it makes sense to prepare in advance. You should come up with a concept and present it to management. I wouldn’t invest too much time in it as long as there is no affirmation from above though.”
The pair continued chatting idly, mostly about work (what else was there to talk about?), while consuming their tasteless meals; until the break was over and they were allowed to return to their workstations.
“Will I see you in the exercise facility this evening?” Lisa asked while they made their way back to the QA department.
“No I will be working on my side project again,” Robert informed her. For a moment he believed to recognize a brief expression of disappointment on her face, but it was gone immediately.
The rest of Robert’s shift was uneventful and passed swiftly. The official workday had twelve hours. Most employees stayed longer. The actual time a worker spent on the job was an individual choice; which of course meant it was mostly dictated by the CERS, depending on factors such as concentration, stress, tiredness or urgency of their tasks. The system encouraged its host to do as much work as was justifiable while being careful not to over-strain mind or body. The objective was not only to maximize short term output but also to avoid mistakes, accidents, long-term health risks and maybe worst of all, a lasting decrease in productivity. When the CERS noticed a decline in the condition of its host, it gradually reduced the motivation and satisfaction gained from the occupation and steered towards desiring some rest. Concluding the workday was done simply by leaving. The implants took care of time tracking, which had mostly statistical purposes. There was hardly any need for monitoring the schedule of a Worker. The CERS made sure they arrived at their stations on time, fulfilled their duty with diligence and stayed as long as was reasonable; no additional enforcement necessary.
On this day Robert finished his regular duties early. Usually he would have kept working for a few more hours but he had other obligations. A few weeks ago he had been assigned to an additional project which required him to put in some more hours every now and then. He didn’t mind at al. It was an interesting project and he had gained a lot of new knowledge through it.
For his assignment he was expected in the research labs. Robert left the QA department and walked out into the hallway. There were two types of corridors: The straight ones, leading from one end of the station to the other and the round ones, which curved upwards and went in a circle. The entire space station was basically a huge rotating cylinder. The outer layers of that cylinder contained all the offices, production halls, control rooms, canteens, laboratories, accommodations and other essential facilities. The rotation created a force pushing everything within those layers outwards, which served as a simulation of gravity. When upright, the passengers and inhabitants stood on the outer walls with their heads pointing towards the central axis of station. Other parts which were not commonly occupied by people, like the fusion reactor, storage rooms and much of the technical infrastructure were placed farther in the center. On both ends of the cylinder there were large docking areas, where space ships could be attached to the outside of the structure. One side was designated as the assembly dock, where larger ships were put together from the individual parts created deeper within the station. The other side was for incoming and outgoing traffic, such as transports delivering passengers, goods, parts or raw materials.
In cheerful anticipation Robert hurried down the hallway along the length of the station in direction of the traffic dock, with the research labs as his target.
2
A knock at the door broke David’s concentration and shifted his focus from the screen in front of him. He took a look at the time. The Worker was punctual to the second as ever. He unlocked the door, let Robert in and locked it again. The project team was complete. It consisted of three people, who had been working together in this crammed lab for the past few weeks. Besides David, who was the project supervisor, there was Catharina, a female Worker currently sitting in a chair in the middle of the room and Robert, an engineer from the QA department.
Unlike the other two, David was not a Worker. He belonged to the second category of humans, the ‘normal’ ones, generally referred to as Naturals. Anyone conceived and born by conventional means, as the offspring of two parents, instead of being created artificially in a lab from a collection of genetic material was considered a Natural. In contrast to the Workers, those people were not outfitted with a CERS. Only they were eligible for owning property, earning money, signing contracts as well as citizenship from nations.
Workers basically existed purely for the purpose of performing labor for the Naturals. They were protected by certain laws, but were also strongly bound to their employers, received no monetary compensation for their services and did not have the same rights and freedoms as regular people.
Despite this obvious inequality, Workers generally felt no anger, loathing or envy towards the Naturals; nor did they experience any desires for a better or different life. The CERS ensured that all of them were content with their designated fates and didn’t dwell on thoughts of being exploited, no matter how unfair the situation was. Some claimed it was a form of slavery, but there was little objection to the situation due to the fact that all the slaves were happy; in most cases probably more than the average Natural. It was artificial happiness, but to them it made no difference.
Part of the vast wealth generated by the entirety of the CERS-Workforce was redistributed among the population in form of a universal basic income (UBI for shot). Every Natural had a claim to a UBI, covering the fundamental needs, effectively eliminating severe forms of poverty in this era of humanity. The larger part of humanity didn’t have any occupation and just lived from the UBI. Few companies still employed Naturals for a job which could be done faster, better and without a salary by a Worker. Only the kind of work which Workers were not good at, not capable of doing or not allowed to do by law was still widely available to Naturals. Most of those jobs were either high management posts, had some artistic nature, required a good understanding of the peculiarities of Naturals, could only be done with certain privileges or involved the administration of Workers.
The latter was the case for David’s occupation. He worked as a CERS overseer, which meant that he was responsible for administrative tasks regarding the workforce in his company. This included the duties of procurement, assignment, supervision and training of Workers, configuration, maintenance and updating of their implants, as well as ensuring their health and wellbeing in compliance with the international Worker laws. It was forbidden to delegate these tasks to other Workers, so the corporations required Natural staff. Depending on the number of employed Workers, every company was obligated to have one or more such overseers. In the case of a huge corporation like VRW, which employed thousands of Workers throughout the solar system, there was a whole department of overseers dedicated to this purpose.
David was part of this department and usually worked at its headquarter in Munich. He had been sent to Zukunftsfabrik station temporarily, for the research project assigned to him. The project revolved around space ship maintenance and repairs. Such tasks were done almost exclusively by Workers. They could be trusted to fulfill those crucial necessities with utmost diligence, precision and effort. That was also partly a problem. When Workers were told to ensure that a vehicle was safe and fully functional, they tended to make absolutely sure that all standards were observed to the tiniest detail. That was not always what employers wanted because extensive checks and maintenance work led to long down times and inefficient usage of resources. The job required finding a reasonable middle ground between minimizing risks and keeping expenses at bay. A certain feeling for what was appropriate was needed. Workers were not always well suited for that, especially when they lacked practical experience. Making independent decisions about crucial measures instead of just following instructions often posed a challenge.
For David the goal was to improve the decision making process in such scenarios by developing advanced functionalities of Worker’s implants. In this particular application the intention was to make the CERS deliver certain impulses on what was important and what wasn’t during ship maintenance tasks. Part of the prioritization would be done by an artificial intelligence based on a continuously growing collection of past data. For the Worker it should manifest like a feeling; as if caused by an inherent instinct rather than a piece of software. If successful, this technology could ultimately be used to implant parts of the proficiency usually only acquired through experience, into Workers without any existing know-how. Many companies conducted such research, trying to further enhance the capabilities of the CERS-Workforce in an effort to make it ever more efficient.
David wasn’t particularly fond of his position or this project, but his options were limited. On a job market saturated by artificially created humans who did everything better, faster and for free, it was not easy for Naturals to find and keep an occupation. Rising through the corporate hierarchy to a point of notable salary and influence was even harder. There was just too much competition. The project was a chance for David to distinguish himself, a stepping stone for bigger things; if he managed to succeed. In case of failure it could just as easily be his demise. Without proper results he might be back to depending purely on his UBI; reason enough to get to work.
“Alright, let’s start,” he proclaimed. “We will continue from where we left off. There are still plenty of bugs and imperfections in the behavior guidance CERS extension. Before the basic software isn’t stable it makes no sense to continue with the advanced features, so we will focus on that for now. Go through the results of yesterday’s test runs and start with the most critical issues. In the meantime I will train the pattern recognition system with the updated ship diagnostic data and see how it performs.”
The Worker got to it immediately. The commitment he displayed was outstanding, even for his kind. Robert was an invaluable asset for this project. His original purpose had been rather simple: As one of the leading quality assurance engineers, he knew exactly what the common flaws, problem areas and pitfalls of the company’s products were. Through all the internal tests and the real world data fed back to his department, he knew exactly where to put the focus in inspections. Robert was supposed to act as an advisor, offering his knowledge and experience. By now his participation ran much deeper.
Within the first few days of the project David had realized that he was in over his head. Progress had been painfully slow and some obstacles had seemed impossible to overcome. It had been pure coincidence when Robert had first noticed that his supervisor was struggling with the implementation and offered his help. David had reluctantly accepted the offer, knowing that he was not supposed to. Any involvement in CERS related development was prohibited for Workers. Only Naturals with an overseer license had the right to perform such tasks. Teaching or ordering Workers to do parts of their job was strictly forbidden. The same applied to providing them with the necessary tools for modifying CERS settings or the software for creating extensions. However, the more common and widespread the CERS-Workforce and with it the demand for overseers had become, the less respect these rules received. While the potential repercussions for violations were severe, the supervising authorities lacked the resources to ensure punishment of all offenders. Especially in isolated facilities like space stations, the risk which came with breaking some rules was small. Companies often turned a blind eye on such mischief; monetary interests usually weighed stronger than other concerns.
Fully aware of all that, David couldn’t resist the temptation of utilizing Robert’s abilities. It began modestly, with some assistance on challenging problems and delegation of minor implementation tasks. The collaboration was so successful and Robert’s skills and ingenuity so impressive that David had become gradually more daring in his infractions. At some point he simply gave the Worker full access to all the CERS development resources and the instructions on using them, allowing for more independent work. From then on the advancement had been tremendous. Delighting in this assignment, Robert had no problem with being misused, mainly due to the fact that he wasn’t aware of it. Everyone was happy with the arrangement.
Affirmed and emboldened by the success and lack of consequences, David had recently crossed an even more serious threshold. In order to remove the last impediment keeping Robert from using his full potential, he had made a small but severe change in the configuration of the Worker’s CERS. The system was outfitted with a feature which effectively kept Workers from any attempts of changing their own or another Worker’s CERS settings in any way. So even with the means to do so, a Worker would never even think of meddling with the implants; as long as this function was active. In Robert’s case this safeguard was a hindrance in his assignment, so David deactivated it. That was a risky move. Someone might notice in case the CERS configuration was checked, or Robert might do something he wasn’t supposed to do. The chances of that happening were very low though, especially for the latter case. Workers hardly cared about anything but their job; it was unlikely the idea would ever occur to him. As long as David reset the CERS changes and made the Worker remove all the software from his device once his work was done, nobody would find out.
Robert himself was blissfully unaware of all these illegal activities and their implications. He just did what he was told and enjoyed every moment of it. His ardor for the job was a significant part of what made him so effective. When fully focused on a task he worked with astonishing speed. Within less than an hour he identified and fixed some of the most severe issues in the software, a feat which would have probably taken David the rest of the day.
“Ready for another test run,” Robert announced with a satisfied smile.
“Alright, compile and deploy it,” David ordered. “You know the drill.”
Indeed Robert was familiar with the procedure by now. Once the software was compiled and ready for deployment, he approached Catharina, who was still sitting quietly and patiently on her chair. Walking up behind her he put his UID to the back of her head and triggered a signal to her CERS. A small patch of synthetic skin slid aside and revealed a port built into her skull. A small rectangle, commonly referred to as Plug came sliding out of that port. Robert retrieved it and inserted it into a connector of his UID.
Every Worker was outfitted with such an access port. The Plug was essentially just a data container. On it was a copy of the entire configuration and setup information for the Worker’s CERS. The overseers could retrieve it and put configuration changes as well as software updates onto the device. Upon reinserting it, the CERS would recognize the changes and apply them.
As soon as Robert had put the software update onto the Plug, he slid it into the back of Catharina’s head again. The woman didn’t even seem to notice. She had gone through the procedure a lot lately. Her temporal main function at the moment was as a test subject for the research. There were test environments which emulated CERS functionality for verifying the quality of new software, but to find out if the effects on Workers met the requirements there was no way around trying it out with a real person.
With the update installed they ran a series of routine diagnostics and tests as they had done plenty of times before. The woman sat through it with unwavering patience. Most of her current job consisted merely of waiting and enduring the procedures she was subjected to. It seemed like a dreadfully dull experience, but she never complained and she always looked content. The CERS made sure that even doing nothing was a pleasant occupation as long as it was in line with her instructions.
David gazed at Catharina’s face while the implants within that pretty head ran the tests. She noticed his stare and showed him a bright smile. The woman had been assigned as his personal assistant a while ago and had come with him from Munich. They had spent a lot of time together lately and David had grown quite fond of her. He had already suffered from feelings of loneliness and isolation back on earth; since his relocation to Zukunftsfabrik station those had become a lot worse. Her companionship had been a great comfort, despite the obvious differences which set them apart. In fact he had found dealing with Workers to be easier and more pleasant than with Naturals in many cases. At the same time he was aware that his affection for Catharina had reached a rather unhealthy dimension.
“The tests are done,” Robert reported, interrupting David’s thoughts. “Stability has improved significantly but there were still some inadequate results. I will continue the development.”
David approved with a nod. Reminded that he should also be focusing on his work, he directed his attention back to the display in front of him.
Over the next three hours Robert went through two more cycles of implementation, deployment and testing. Meanwhile David made frustratingly slow progress on his own tasks. When the Worker announced that the latest version of the software satisfied the quality criteria for stability, David was more than willing to leave it at that.
“I think it’s enough for today,” he declared with a yawn. “Only the cleanup left to complete.”
Cleanup meant removing the experimental software from Catharina’s implants and undoing the changes to her CERS. For that purpose David had created a copy of the original data on Catharina’s Plug before the initial start of the project. Applying this backup after each session was another routine procedure Robert had taken over. Once again he removed the Plug from her head and connected it to his UID. The backup function came with a series of confirmation prompts, each of them listing changes which would be undone when the procedure was completed. Most Naturals would just skip through these as fast as possible. For a dutiful Worker that was unthinkable; so it was not surprising to find Robert meticulously reading through each and every listed change. In the middle of doing that, the Worker’s expression changed from a look of concentration to an irritated frown; not a good sign.
“What is a Sexual Inhibitor?” he asked David.
David was startled by the question “Why are you asking?”
“It says here that the Sexual Inhibitor is currently deactivated and that the backup will activate it. I didn’t touch that setting. I don’t even know what it means.”
The color drained from David’s face when he realized his mistake: He had forgotten to undo the change last night. It cost him significant mental effort to keep from panicking. As calm as he could possibly act, he walked over to Robert and took the Worker’s UID into hands he barely kept from trembling.
“Hmm… that is odd,” David mused as if he didn’t know exactly what this meant. “Maybe I changed it by accident.”
“What does this inhibitor do?” Robert wanted to know.
“That is not important, just forget about it.” David removed the Plug from the UID and handed the device back to Robert. Before the Worker could ask any more uncomfortable questions in his boundless curiosity, David said: “That is all for today, I will finish up. You can go.”
Robert’s expression indicated that he was discontented with the sudden dismissal and lack of information but his CERS would not let him push the topic any further. Seeming rather irritated he walked to the door.
“Don’t talk about this to anyone,” David added, intending to be commanding, but making it sound more like a plea.
Robert nodded obediently and left the room.
As soon as the door closed, David let out a deep sigh of frustration.
“You seem distressed,” Catharina observed with concern, as she rose from her seat and walked over.
“What? No, I’m fine.” David claimed quickly, trying to appear certain.
“Are you sure?” she asked coming really close. “Are you worried that Robert might tell somebody about us?”
He shook his head. “No; I told him not to say anything, so he won’t. He doesn’t even have a choice; his CERS compels him to follow my instructions.”
“So what’s the problem?” Catharina wanted to know. She was strangely observant and empathic for a Worker.
The problem was that he had maneuvered himself into a situation from which he didn’t know how to escape. Controlled by his libido and improper yearnings he had done things he couldn’t justify. It had started harmlessly: To cope with boredom and loneliness he had played with Catharina’s CERS configuration, trying to give her personality some more color in comparison to the average assistant. It was not uncommon that Overseers tweaked the characters of their direct subordinates so they would be pleasant company and work well together. This practice was sometimes frowned upon, but not forbidden. In David’s case however, he found himself increasingly drawn towards his assistant as he continuously idealized her to his preferences.
When indecent fantasies started creeping into his mind he should have known this wouldn’t end well. For a while he kept resisting the urges, but they only grew more intense. On multiple occasions he watched her while she was partly or fully naked. Knowing no shame in a lack of clothing Catharina didn’t mind. While morally questionable, this wasn’t officially prohibited either. He crossed that line when the woman accidentally walked in on him masturbating one day. In an irrational, lust-affected state he instructed her to finish it for him. She was clueless about anything related to sexuality of course, but she was also willing to follow each and every command and eager to please her superior. Her movements were clumsy at first but she was a quick learner. Afterwards David was ashamed of his rash actions and determined to never let it happen again; a resolution which was already broken the next day when Catharina offered to give him another hand job. He could resist neither the tempting offer, nor the opportunity to show her other ways of satisfying him.
Incorporating some sexual services into his assistant’s usual occupation was a clear improvement for David, but it still wasn’t enough. He wanted something which felt more real. The decision to deactivate her sexual inhibitor in order to let her experience sexual sensations came easier than he would have expected. It felt right at the time. Now that he had properly introduced her into the world of sexuality and they had become something like a couple he regretted ever giving in to the impulse.
This situation was doomed to end badly. Catharina was property of VRW. She wasn’t licensed for any sexual activity and even if she were, this kind of relationship between a Worker and Natural was highly inappropriate; even more so for an overseer. If the company found out, they would immediately sack David and report him to have his overseer license revoked. He had grossly misused his authority, which was a serious breach of contract. Catharina would just be assigned to a new purpose. Even though it seemed almost like she was in love with David now, after her configuration was reset, she probably wouldn’t care about him in the least anymore. The right thing to do was ending it immediately; but instead of following reason he just plunged himself deeper and deeper into this mess, incapable of stopping.
The way Catharina looked at him didn’t make it any easier. There was so much affection and passion in those pretty green eyes. David had craved for someone to look at him like that for so long. He delighted in that gaze, but at the same time it reminded him how wrong it was. To her these emotions might have felt real, but they were still a fake. The CERS had compelled and conditioned her into feeling that way. David didn’t deserve that affection, he wasn’t worthy of her longing gaze. It tormented him. He needed to tell her that their affair had to stop; that her feelings were not real; that this relationship could never work out.
Instead he just said: “I’m not sure; it’s probably just the stress.”
“Maybe I can help with that,” she proposed while she swiftly opened his pants and grabbed his dick.
“That’s not a good idea,” he claimed with a voice carrying hardly any determination. His organ growing rapidly in the woman’s hand suggested a different opinion.
“Why not?” Catharina inquired with innocent naivety. If he had clearly told her to stop she would have interpreted it as a command and quit immediately. But the way he had configured her CERS, she would not react to such a hesitant statement, so she kept groping his genitalia.
“Because we are not supposed to do that.”
“If we are not supposed to do it, why does it feel so good?” Catharina argued while she continued indulging him. For a Worker that logic actually made sense. They rarely had to make the decision between what they wanted and what was expected from them, because the CERS made sure it was one and the same. Their world was so delightfully simple; it was enticing to forget that Naturals had to live by different rules.
“It’s more complicated than that,” David tried to defend his position with futile effort.
Catharina stopped arguing with words. She just pressed her body against his, kissed his neck and stroked his phallus to its full size. Overwhelmed by her sensuality David was unable to resist any longer. He grabbed Catharina’s hips, lifted her petite body up and placed her butt on his desk. With impatient hands he peeled her out of her cloth. The supple, slender body revealed underneath was not unfamiliar to him, but it excited him each time anew.
David’s hands greedily roamed over her enticing flesh. His desire for her increased by the second. He knew that she felt the same for him; because he had basically configured her to lust after him. The film of wetness he encountered once his hand inevitably slid between her legs and the way she pressed herself against him in yearning supported that notion. It drove both of them even wilder.
Absolutely incapable of delaying any longer, David pulled Catharina’s waist to the very edge of the desk. She eagerly spread her thighs wide, presenting the target of his desire. Though she uttered no word, her demand was unmistakable. They both sighed in unison when David finally pushed inside of her. After a moment of reveling in her tight, grasping embrace he started to move. Soon he was pounding her with fast, eager thrusts, driven by an overflowing need.
While deeply lost in the throes of passion, David was oblivious to certain circumstances he should have been aware of. First of all he had just exceeded the time slot in which the lab facility was officially provided to him. In the last few days and weeks that had never been an issue because he had always been the last one to occupy the room for the day. Now there was another research team which required the lab directly after him. None of that would have mattered if he had stuck to his usual habit of always locking the entrance. After Robert’s departure, he had forgotten to do that though.
All these facts came rushing back to the front of David’s mind when he heard noises from the door. By the time he had drawn the correct conclusions from them it was already too late. When his head jerked to the side he saw four people standing in the room, two of them Naturals. The initial expression of simple surprise on their faces turned aghast when they realized that the woman to whom he was joined at the hip was actually a Worker.
With a strange calm and lack of emotion David acknowledged that his career was over.
3
Robert was in the middle of his shift the next day, when the message arrived. In very brief words, devoid of any details, it informed him that the side project he had been working on with David had been terminated. His assignment was over and his assistance no longer needed. This came as a surprise and disappointment. Robert had enjoyed the project and hated leaving a task unfinished. He knew that the software was far from complete and the fact really bothered him; especially after they had made such great progress lately. It made him wonder why the research would not continue. He even considered the possibility that the termination was a lie and that David had just kicked him out. This scenario was particularly vexing. Had he done something wrong? Perhaps it was related to the Sexual Inhibitor setting Robert had encountered during the backup. David had seemed rather distressed about it. If this was the consequence of some fault of Robert, he desperately wanted to know. Knowing and understanding one’s mistakes was important for Workers in their constant strife for improvement.
The whole affair put Robert in a bad mood, which the delight in his occupation couldn’t fully redeem. His mind kept wandering to speculations about the project termination and an extensive analysis of his own behavior. Sensing his distracted mental state the CERS steered him towards ending his shift uncommonly early. He used the additional free time in pursuit of more information.
First he went to the lab in which he had been working with David. There was no sign of the Natural or his assistant. It even seemed that every trace of the project’s existence had already been thoroughly erased. Afterwards he tried to find David at his flat in the station’s accommodations for Naturals. To his astonishment it turned out that the place was vacant. Apparently David had moved out a few hours ago. From a Worker at the front office Robert learned that the Natural was no longer on Zukunftsfabrik station. Getting more and more perplexed by the whole matter, Robert kept asking around among Workers who had something to do with David or his assistant. The only piece of information he managed to acquire came from an employee of the human resources department. The woman had overheard two Naturals saying that David was charged with allegations of sexual misconduct towards a Worker. She didn’t know what exactly that meant other than that it apparently was a serious offense which would probably lead to a discharge and loss of his overseer license.
After Robert’s investigation he was hardly wiser than before. The only real clue about what was going on was the term sexual misconduct, but he had no idea what it might mean. The sexual inhibitor he had encountered the day before was the only other reference to the unfamiliar word. Surely there was some connection, but he just could not see it; an incredibly frustrating condition.
Standing at an intersection of two corridors he considered what to do now. There were plenty of options where to go, but few real choices. Much of the decision-making was done by the computer in his skull by influencing what he did and did not want to do. There were few prohibitions and hardly any areas of the station were strictly off limits to Workers. The CERS just kept them where they were supposed to be by suppressing ideas of wandering off and discouraging any improper intentions. In theory Robert could even access the traffic dock to look for a way off the station. That was a very unlikely scenario though. Like most of his colleagues, Robert never left the space station orbiting Mars. It wasn’t officially forbidden, nor would he have been actively prevented from boarding one of the shuttles which frequently arrived and left. The CERS merely made sure that the idea had no appeal. Why would he leave, when all he liked and enjoyed was within the station while the outside world was a scary, unfamiliar place with nothing desirable in it?
Generally the CERS not only prevented undesirable activities but also encouraged beneficial ones, but at the moment there were no particular obligations to enforce, so the system allowed for some freedom of choice. This remnant of individualism was an important part of the whole concept. It left room for making independent decisions about more trivial matters, maintaining a feeling of self-determination, while more crucial matters were heavily influenced.
Lacking a better idea, Robert went to the Worker habitat with the intention to do some more research on the mystery which currently haunted him. Robert’s room was tiny, little more than a closet. It barely fit a narrow bed, a shelf and a cupboard, with just enough space left to stand in between. Still, for a Worker it was quite the luxury. Employees from lower categories than Robert’s usually slept in bunk beds lined up in large sleeping halls. Those Workers had synchronized schedules, meaning that they all went to bed and got up at the same time. The higher classes had more sophisticated systems for regulating their sleep, optimizing the time-frames individually, depending on current constitution, personal preferences and phases of maximum productivity. Robert’s optimal sleeping time for example started and ended a bit later than for most others and it varied in length by about an hour. In order to ensure an undisturbed night-rest and grant some individual space, the higher-ranking employees were placed in separate rooms which were still far from luxurious. Of course the CERS made sure that whatever accommodation was assigned to them, they were absolutely content with it.
Perfectly happy with his modest little chamber, Robert placed himself on the bed and focused on his UID. In a quest for more information he searched the station network for the term ‘sexual’ and anything related to it. The results were scarce: an old, outdated company guideline stated that sexual relations between employees were discouraged; a medical document mentioned sexual organs without specifying what they were or what purpose they served; there was also one reference to the sexual inhibitor of the CERS with a very short description saying that it suppresses hormones, thoughts, urges and body functions related to sexuality.
None of that was particularly helpful. Wherever sexuality was mentioned it was treated as something obvious and common, suggesting that the reader was expected to know what it meant. This notion just added to Robert’s frustration. Having exhausted all other options, there was only one more source of information left. Putting the UID to the back of his own head he triggered the signal for releasing his Plug. He had never done that before. The idea of making any alteration to his CERS configuration had never crossed his mind. He hadn’t even thought of the possibility before. There was no reason why he would want to change anything either; why should he when he was happy with how it was. The only reason he considered it right now was a thirst for knowledge and a severe aversion against not understanding something.
Once Robert had connected his UID to the Plug, it didn’t take long to find the ominous setting. As expected the sexual inhibitor was active in his configuration. He stared at the screen for a while, contemplating what a modification might entail. It was called an inhibitor, so its purpose was to prevent some feeling, trait or behavior which would occur otherwise. No matter how hard he tried to imagine what a sensation he had never experienced might be like, it seemed impossible; it was just too abstract. Predicting possible negative repercussions wasn’t easier. Naturals lived their entire lives without such an inhibitor, so how bad could it be? For Catharina the setting had been turned off during their last project session and she had seemed just fine.
It took some long minutes of internal struggle but eventually his curious side managed to rationalize a temporary deactivation of the inhibitor sufficiently to justify it against the side which would have preferred not to diverge from familiar paths. The final decision to make the change came with a sudden determination. Workers were always encouraged to evaluate their choices thoroughly but there was also a need for resolve and certainty once a verdict was reached. In line with this habit Robert banished any doubts as soon as he was sure what he wanted. If anything bad happened he could always reset the setting.
After he had reinserted his Plug with the modified configuration he just sat on his bed waiting for the changes to take effect. Nothing happened. Or at least he didn’t perceive anything happening. There was no noticeable change in his state of mind, nor any unusual feelings. Robert was partly relieved, partly disappointed. So far he was no closer to a revelation than before; therefore he left the altered setting as it was, in the hope that at some point he would notice a difference.
Following some more research with little to no yield Robert decided that it was time for his bedtime routine. He left his room and went to the sanitary facilities of the habitat. Plenty of other employees were there. Many of them were also preparing for sleep, some come from the exercise facilities, and others had just awoken and were getting ready for their shifts. Men and women shared a common facility dedicated to bodily hygiene. With the Workers manipulated to feel neither sexual urges nor shame for their bodies, there was no need for separating by sex. Having them combined was cheaper and more efficient for the company, which was always the primary concern.
The facility contained all the necessities for basic hygienic needs: toilets, showers, sinks, mirrors and shelves containing the common articles for keeping the body properly groomed. There were also chutes to dispose of used laundry as well as stacks of towels and fresh cloth for everyone to take from. Like in most other rooms on the station, everything was rather crammed. There was never much space between people. While this would have been unacceptable for many Naturals, the Workers didn’t mind.
The visit of the sanitary facilities was a fixed point in every Worker’s schedule but nothing which granted much pleasure. Therefore the employees were usually in a solemn mood. They focused on fulfilling the obligations to hygiene as quick as possible and left as soon as they felt like having done what was necessary. There was hardly any chatter or social interaction, no unnecessary lingering; just self-centered Workers rushing from one point to the next.
Usually that also applied to Robert. This time was different though. As soon as he entered the room he noticed that something was off. At first he thought the difference had something to do with the other occupants. Gradually he discovered that it was his own perception which was unusual. He was uncommonly aware of the other Workers around him. There was an inexplicable interest in the people standing around and passing by. There was an aesthetic to the human body which had only now revealed itself to him it seemed. While he crossed the room his gaze involuntarily wandered from one person to the next, trying to decipher the mystery behind the strange attraction. How could this kind of beauty have eluded him entirely so far? Primarily the female colleagues drew his attention; especially when they were partially or fully naked. His eyes tended to linger on their chest and groin areas in particular.
A room full of naked Workers was quite a stunning sight. Employees for spaceship production facilities were not selected for their physical beauty of course, but the optimized gene-pool from which Workers were generally bred was considered as a cross-section from the most superb specimen humanity had to offer. That came with a lot of the properties which were considered attractive. Despite their accelerated development through childhood and adolescence, the primary and secondary sexual characteristics of Workers were fully developed. Their wholesome lifestyle, well-balanced diet and regular exercise lead to a healthy body, adding to its physical appeal. Furthermore the CERS-Workforce project had only been started a little more than three decades ago, so even the oldest among the employees were in the prime of their life.
So even if attractiveness wasn’t a concern in the every-day life of these Workers, the nude body of a young, healthy, fully developed human, blessed with great genes, was more than enough to arouse the opposite sex; a little too much for Robert whose sexual urges had just been awoken for the first time.
He tried to attend to his dental health but found it unexpectedly difficult to focus on the trivial task. Even the reflections of people walking by in the mirror were incredibly distracting. It didn’t matter where he looked, there was no escape. At the sink to his right stood a female colleague who had just returned from the showers and was still unclothed. Robert didn’t know her and normally wouldn’t have given her a second glance. No he found himself studying her body meticulously, analyzing the previously unseen loveliness in it. His gaze traveled up and down over her curvy shape before locking onto her breasts. There was no logical reason why he should enjoy looking at those simple, objectively unspectacular mounds; yet he did.
Robert felt a stirring in his loins; an entirely new sensation. When he looked down and brought his hand to the front of his pants he realized in shock that his penis had grown in size and become somewhat rigid. That hadn’t happened before. Of course his genitalia had been subjected to small changes in size, mostly due to temperature, but nothing like this. It was worrying, yet it didn’t feel unpleasant or harmful. On the contrary, his organ pressing against the fabric keeping it restrained was even slightly enjoyable. He might have been more concerned if his mind hadn’t been clouded by the unfamiliar hormones in his system.
All he wanted to do at the moment was to keep watching the woman next to him. Unfortunately she left shortly. Robert’s longing gaze followed her, mesmerized by the slight swaying of her buttocks. Once she was gone he searched for a new target to admire. The showers were the logical choice. As soon as he reached them he was overwhelmed by the rows of wet naked bodies lined up before him. The water running over the gorgeous figures somehow amplify their beauty. In the meantime his erection grew even further. It was confusing and alarming but not enough to make him leave yet.
Robert was entranced by the display. It was strange how entertaining the supposedly banal sight of bare skin could be, even though he had witnessed the exact same scenario countless times before. The longer he stood and stared, the weirder the whole situation felt and the more aware he became of how anomalous his behavior was; it made him uncomfortable. The sensation was amplified when he noticed passing persons giving him inquisitive glances. They didn’t question or complain about his conduct, nor would they put much thought into it. While naturally curious about everything related to their job and their basic interests, Workers didn’t care much about the affairs of other people or in fact anything which wasn’t relevant to their occupation. Still the looks made Robert feel self-consciousness and even a little ashamed.
After a while he couldn’t take it any longer and fled towards the exit. Just when he wanted to leave the facility, a he an encountered someone familiar; it was Lisa. She greeted him with a friendly smile.
Robert was stunned, as he felt like he was seeing the woman’s face for the first time, even though he recognized it immediately. How had he never realized how pretty she was? Her delicate features, bright blue eyes, cute little nose, short sandy-blonde hair, smooth fair skin, that heart-warming smile; he had seen all that a thousand times and yet it seemed that only now he found the beauty in them. He was absolutely baffled, almost forgetting to greet her back.
Robert’s intentions of leaving vanished immediately. Now his thoughts went in a completely different direction. At that moment all he wanted to do was watch that wonderful woman. It was all he could think about. Lisa was returning from exercising, which meant she would take a shower. He had to wonder: had he ever seen her naked? It was likely, but he could not remember. Usually he didn’t care about trivialities like that. Now it seemed like the most important thing in the world.
Lisa walked past him and proceeded to one of the laundry chutes with the intention of undressing. Robert turned around and walked after her, trying to come up with some pretext to stay near her.
“About those shuttle reinforcements we talked about yesterday,” he took up the topic from the previous day’s lunch break.
“Yes?” Lisa asked him to proceed. She seemed slightly irritated that he would bring up the topic here and now, but talking about work was a welcome distraction during the boring evening routine, so she was willing to participate in the conversation.
“I recently read about some experimental debris shielding used on satellites. They recently launched a trial version of such a satellite on Venus. It’s cheaper and lighter than the solutions we use for our ships; with some adaptations it might be a good middle ground for the shuttles.” Robert was impressed by himself. The idea was not bad considering that he had just come up with it on the fly for the sole purpose saying something.
“Interesting,” Lisa considered while taking off the top of her exercising cloth. Beneath was a tight undershirt which clearly presented the outline of her sizable breasts. That was more than enough to spike Robert’s excitement. “It might be worth a shot. Repurposing such a technology sounds like an extensive project though.” The shirt was also removed, leaving her chest bare for her colleague to admire. He did so with greedy eyes. Two delicate pink nipples demanded all of his attention.
“Yes, of course,” Robert commented, struggling to concentrate on the conversation. “A prove-o- concept might be required first; but we should definitely look into it; maybe consult some experts.”
“We?” Lisa asked with a frown. She stepped out her pants, revealing long, well-toned legs and curvy hips. Robert didn’t know where to look; the situation was overwhelming. “You seem a lot more enthusiastic about the idea than yesterday. Didn’t you suggest not to spend too much time on it? Now you want to develop some entirely new concept for hull reinforcement; what changed?”
“Nothing changed,” he blurted out, feeling like he had been caught at doing something wrong. I just thought about it a lot…” While waiting for her to remove her remaining underwear, Robert experienced the paradoxical situation that he desperately desired her to do it, yet he wanted to savor the moment for as long as he could. Oblivious to his struggle, Lisa shed the piece of fabric unceremoniously. Seeing her fully nude form, Robert was presented with exactly what he had wanted, yet he still wasn’t satisfied. He craved for something more but had no idea what it was. There was an urge to touch her, a need to feel something. But then what? There was a deep desire within him, but how to fulfill it was a mystery to him.
Meanwhile Lisa had discarded all her clothing through the laundry chute, turned around and walked to the towel shelf. Robert craved for her to stay, to come closer to him instead of walking away, to present herself instead of turning her back on him. He resisted the impulse to reach for her, kept himself immobile, just following her with his gaze.
Lisa went for a towel on the bottom shelf, bending over to reach it. While doing so she extended her lovely, heart-shaped buttocks in Robert’s direction, granting a revealing view of her backside and part of her labia. At that alluring sight his arousal reached a new peak but in absence of any physical stimulation and lacking the knowledge how to deal with this strange sensation the experience was more frustrating than rewarding.
Torn between bliss and agony, Robert’s discomfort with the situation finally got the upper hand again. After a final glance at the body which was the main cause of his confusion, he made a hasty escape. As soon as he was back in his room he reactivated the sexual inhibitor, determined never to turn it off again.
4
Robert’s resolve on never meddling with the sexual inhibitor again didn’t last long. With the restriction back in place the obsession about female bodies and the unusual behavior of his genitalia were gone without a trace, but the memories and impressions remained. His mind kept drifting back to the strange experience multiple times over the next few days. While confusing and even frightening there had been something deeply appealing about it. He was sure that there had to be more to this unfamiliar aspect of human life. Besides, he was still no closer to understanding what happened to David.
His curiosity just kept on growing until about a week later he couldn’t resist trying to lift the inhibitor again. He stayed in his room that evening. Nothing happened at first, but after a while some particular memories came to mind. As it turned out, certain thoughts alone were sufficient to trigger the same responses his body had shown before.
Sitting on his bed, naked from the waist down, he inspected the curious condition of his organ for a while. The state of his penis appeared grotesque, swollen far beyond its usual size and protruding from his body on its own. The head showed a somewhat darker shade of its regular color and the blood vessels along the shaft were more prominent than normal. There was also a slight bend to it now, which wasn’t apparent in its flaccid form.
Despite an undeniable urge to touch it, Robert was hesitant at first. It seemed strangely inappropriate, as if the organ, undoubtedly attached to his body, somehow did not belong to him. Eventually he dared to reach for it, carefully feeling with two fingers at first. When nothing bad happened he started probing more thoroughly, exploring the details of the newfound body part. The phallus grew even more rigid under his touches. He kept on playing around for a while. There was a fascination to it, something very appealing; but at the same time it was kind of frustrating. As if he was missing something or not doing it the right way, keeping him in constant, unfulfilled desire for more. After some time, drops of transparent, sticky liquid started leaking from his urethra. While it surprised and worried him at first, he came to the conclusion that, like everything else he had discovered, there appeared to be no harm to it. Still it raised even more questions and left him more aware than ever that he had no idea what was going on.
At some point he decided to quit the experiment and reactivated the inhibitor. With a sensation of incompleteness he watched his erection fade while the entertaining memories suddenly appeared as trivial as they had always been.
Like before he intended to leave it at that and never remove the inhibitor again. Like before he ignored his own resolution and did it again a few days later. It went on like that for a while. Despite the fact that he didn’t find real satisfaction in his experiments, for some reason he wasn’t capable of stopping. It made his lack of insights into the matter even more annoying. He needed to know more about sexuality, but all the sources at his disposal were exhausted.
It was obvious were he could get more information: from the Naturals. Lacking a CERS and subsequently any inhibitors, they had to live their entire lives with these sensations, so they certainly knew what this was about. The problem was that Robert didn’t really know any person he could ask such questions. There were plenty of Naturals on the station, but Robert rarely interacted with any of them. As far as he was aware of, there were no common friendships between the two classes of humans. In fact, the most contact with one particular Natural he had ever had was with David. Otherwise there was nobody he knew who qualified. He couldn’t just walk up to a random Natural and start asking questions. It would immediately raise suspicions. Besides, the knowledge that this topic was somehow related to David’s departure and that there was so little information available to Workers made Robert really careful. He didn’t want to make any mistakes which might entail serious consequences. Still he was looking for ways to learn more about the world of the Naturals.
The solution to his problem came by itself, in the form of a message from management, broadcast to all employees fitting a certain profile. The XG3 space yacht was nearing its release and was due for its final tests. Some of those would not be done exclusively by Workers. There was a simple reason for that: the average Worker strongly differed in many ways from the clients for whom the expensive yachts were produced. Therefore it was advisable to let some Naturals who were not involved in the development process test the final product. Five sample vessels would be provided to candidates chosen by VRW for up to three weeks. The testers were supposed to spend this time living in the yacht, try out all of its features and do some piloting exercises. Their feedback would be used to make some final adaptations.
In order to assist and supervise the testers and to help in case of potential defects, an engineer from the workforce with extensive knowledge about the ship would be assigned to each yacht. For this job the company needed volunteers from the applicable staff. There was a reason why these types of assignments were always handed to volunteers: A Worker’s CERS was always configured specifically for the current job. Assignments usually came with some reconfiguration. Even for rather trivial changes in positions, tasks and responsibilities, some modifications to the CERS were necessary to ensure that the Worker stayed happy and productive in the new occupation. A drastic change like this, which involved taking the Worker from the familiar environment and assigning him or her to a completely different job and setting, also required substantial alterations to the mental state. How well someone responded to such changes varied from person to person. Studies found that Workers, who voluntarily chose a reassignment, responded a lot better to the necessary reconfiguration.
Robert usually didn’t volunteer for jobs which would take him away from the station or diverged too far from his usual job. This new task however, was a good opportunity for him to perhaps find some answers. He would be working closely with a Natural, which might present an opportunity for asking questions. Beyond that there was a chance he would learn more about the outside world.
He immediately replied to the request for candidates. It was not surprising when his application was accepted almost as fast. He was an exemplary employee, well suited for the job; his quick response suggested a good fit for his mindset and the number of enthusiastic applicants was probably not that high.
After being accepted for the assignment, things happened fast. Robert received an appointment with an overseer who made some changes to the configuration of Robert’s CERS in order to prepare him for the new task. A little anxious about having his accustomed settings changed, he made a complete backup of the old configuration the night before. Nobody knew that of course. Neither did the overseer realize that Robert’s safeguard against modifying CERS settings was disabled. The necessity to check that would usually never occur.
Once the preparations were done, Robert was assigned to a ship and a Natural. The person he would team up with was a 29 year old woman by the name of Julia Fischer. He could not judge whether the fact that she was female was a good thing or not. On the one hand he was interested in peculiarities of the male body and was worried that she might not have the insights he required. On the other hand there was this weird obsession with women which haunted him as soon as the sexuality inhibitor was gone.
Robert met her for the first just hours before the scheduled departure from Zukunftsfabrik station. Even if he hadn’t known, he could have immediately told that Julia was a Natural. One clear giveaway was her cloth. Workers wore uniform, purely functional clothing with little regard to design and aesthetics. Colors were used mainly for indicating a Workers position and profession. The company uniforms usually also covered the body from collar to toe, there was no point in exposing skin.
The attire Julia wore was a distinct contrast to that. Her appearance was in no way provocative or salacious by Natural standards, just a common outfit in line with the current fashion. Compared to the chaste Worker garments however, the tight fitting fabric accentuating the shape of her body and the slight display of cleavage might have been considered daring.
Another significant difference was her hair. Workers of both genders usually kept their hair rather short and practical. There were automated hair cutting units in the sanitary facilities with a couple of cuts to select from; when and how to use them was left to the individual. Preferences differed somewhat but most Workers put hardly any concern into it and had their hair cut whenever it became impracticable. Beyond cutting and cleaning there was no interest in additional care. Being subjected to the beauty standards of the common population, Julia had her brunette hair hanging down past her shoulders well groomed and styled.
Of course there was no point in applying makeup for Workers, whereas Julia supplemented her angular facial features with a decent amount of cosmetics. Studying her appearance Robert guessed that he would probably be attracted to her if his sexual inhibitor hadn’t been active at the time. While his sexuality was repressed, it was not so easy to tell what might arouse him about a person once the inhibitor was inactive. Through his previous experiments he had gotten a rough idea about what caught his interest though.
The woman introduced herself as Julia and offered to call her by that name, dismissing the need for formalities. That was fine by Robert; he had no other name to offer anyway. Workers had no parents, no family, therefore no family name. The real identifier of a Worker was a complex serial number unique to each individual ever created. The calling names were just given for convenience reasons.
Julia’s greeting was friendly and casual. Unlike many Naturals her conduct towards Workers was hardly affected by an attitude of superiority. Still Robert felt somewhat humbled. The notion that Naturals were of superior status and importance was omnipresent. He automatically acted submissive around her. With David it had been different. It took Robert a moment to realize that the primary reason for that was the recent change to his CERS configuration. Unlike David, Julia was neither an overseer nor a direct employee of VRW. That meant that she was not able to make modifications to his personality and was likely not accustomed to the idiosyncrasies of Workers in engineering. In the previous assignment the company had simply left it to David to make the necessary adaptations to Robert’s settings so he fit the requirements. In the present case that was not an option so they had given him a configuration closer to that of the average assistant, like Catharina, to ensure he treated the Natural with proper courtesy and obedience.
“So this is the plan,” Julia announced. “Over the next three weeks we will take this yacht to Venus and back. On the way we will swing by Earth and stock up at Hawking station. The distances between all three planets are conveniently small at the moment; so if this ship holds what it promises in terms of speed, we should be able to make the trip with a day or two to spare. We will do the specific piloting exercises the company has provided at regular intervals in between.”
Robert acknowledged the idea without comment. He was not particularly proficient or interested in astronomical navigation, so he had no real opinion on the matter.
“When will you be ready?”
“I can depart anytime,” Robert answered promptly. “All preparations have already been completed.
“Great, give me two hours then I will be ready as well. Let’s say we meet at the ship at 15:30 local time.”
Robert nodded obediently. Having nothing to do in the meantime he headed back to his room and took a closer look at the current settings of his CERS. He wasn’t particularly fond of the new condition of his mind. While the implants made sure there were no unpleasant feelings about it, he found it disagreeable on a rational level. The manipulations of his attitude towards and interaction with Naturals seemed pointless and counterproductive to him. Usually such thoughts would be prevented by the CERS, but with the alteration safeguard disabled Robert was free to build his own opinion on the matter.
Surveying the current configuration he quickly found some parameters which looked tempting to change. Even though he had done it before, he was hesitant at first. His previous modifications had been limited to temporary experiments with the pursuit of knowledge as the main motivation. Now he intended to do persistent changes for his own benefit. After a moment of inner conflict he compromised on a small set of simple measures which wouldn’t have too much of an impact as a first test. He briefly considered deactivating the sexual inhibitor as well, but decided against it. Satisfied for the moment he put his Plug back in place.
As usual there was no immediately recognizable effect after the new configuration was applied. Once he met with Julia again, the difference became obvious. Talking to the woman immediately came easier and more natural; to Robert it felt like he had much more freedom in what he could say and do.
They met at the traffic dock area on one end of the space station and ventured to one of the smaller air locks. On the other side of it, the assigned yacht was already waiting.
“No luggage?” Julia asked when she saw that Robert came empty-handed.
He shook his head. “The company provides everything I need on the ship.”
“Makes sense; I guess we can get going then; after you.”
Opening the airlock required credentials, which Robert could provide by bringing the implant in his forearm close to the access panel. With a hiss the thick metal gate opened and provided entrance to the yacht via a short tunnel.
Julia let out a whistle of appreciation when she got aboard after Robert, stepping into the comparatively large living area. “So this will be our shared home for the days to come; quite fancy. If it handles as well as it looks I will have a lot of fun with this crate. Does the ship have a name?”
Robert was confused by the question. “The designation code is VR-Y3-XG-A4C7,” he recited from memory.
Julia shook her head. “That’s not what I mean. A ship needs a proper given name; something with personal meaning. It’s an old naval tradition.”
They spent the next few minutes making a quick tour through the yacht’s luxurious interior while also discussing a name for the vessel. It took Robert a bit to grasp what kind of name they were looking for, but eventually he came up with a proposal which seemed acceptable: Beautiful Mystery.
“A bit cheesy, but I like it,” Julia concurred, while she made herself comfortable in the pilot chair. “Quite poetic; at least by Worker standards; Beautiful Mystery it is.”
Glad that she liked his idea, Robert took his seat in the copilot position.
With the swiftness of someone who had done this plenty of times, Julia’s hands darted across the controls in front of her, preparing the ship and the attached systems for takeoff.
“You seem to be quite familiar with these systems,” Robert commented.
Julia shrugged. “The interfaces of these vessels are all pretty much the same and ridiculously simple. The yachts are particularly idiot-proof.”
Robert agreed, but he had been working with them for most of his life, so he had no real frame of reference. “Sounds like you have piloted plenty of space craft. Do you own many ships?”
Julia chuckled. “No, I don’t own any. Space ships are horribly expensive and I am not that wealthy. Most of them belong to companies or rich people. The common folk have to rent one or pay for individual flights; or, if you have the proper piloting license and training, you can do pilot jobs and test flights; like I do.”
“So this is your job?” Robert asked.
“More like a hobby,” she answered. “The money one can make in this line of work is insubstantial. Getting assignments is tough. Most pilots are Workers and of course they are usually preferred. In the few cases where Naturals are wanted, the competition is huge. I love space travel and enjoy tasks like these; I would even do it for free. The monetary compensation is just a bonus. But don’t tell that to your superiors.” She winked at Robert with a grin.
Meanwhile the ship had detached from the airlock and was slowly moving towards away from the station.
“So what are you doing with the rest of your time?” Robert asked, eager to learn more about the life of the Naturals.
“You are quite inquisitive for a Worker,” Julia observed instead of answering.
Fearing that he had overstepped, Robert instantly regretted his curious questions. The CERS reacted to his pessimistic assessment of the situation by punishing him with discouragement.
“I am sorry, I didn’t mean any offense,” he apologized submissively.
“That’s not what I meant,” she quickly assured him with a chuckle. “I really don’t mind; on the contrary, I am happy to chat. It’s just surprising, that is all. I have been around Workers before and usually they barely speak a word about anything other than their job. Any deviation from that pattern would be a welcome change.”
This clarification immediately restored Robert’s mood; more than that it, made him even bolder than before.
“I might indeed be different from most of my colleagues,” he informed her in a conspiratorial tone. “Unlike them I am very curious about the life of Naturals and would like to know more about it.”
“I’d be happy to satisfy your curiosity,” she informed him.
Now Robert was really looking forward to the assignment. He would take his time, start with some unassuming, general questions, try to get to know Julia better and wait for an opportunity to steer a conversation in the direction of the topic he was most interested in.
While the yacht left Zukunftsfabrik station behind and ventured out into open space, Robert already mused on various scenarios how the following days might play out.
5
Julia pushed the Beautiful Mystery’s engines to their absolute limits as the vessel accelerated through the vacuum towards a target buoy. Once it reached its maximum velocity, she activated the steering thrusters at the front of the starboard flank and at the back of the port side flank. The opposing thrusts made the ship spin horizontally. The thrusters diagonally across kicked in to stop the spinning so that the ship ended up making a 180 degree turn once it was stable again. The yacht’s forward momentum was hardly affected by the maneuver, so it was still moving in the same direction, now rear first. Again Julia demanded everything the engines had to offer, pushing the other way, gradually lowering the speed instead of increasing it. The video feed from the backside cameras showed the buoy still coming closer at a fast pace. For a while it looked as if they would not be able to stop in time; in the end they came to a full halt a few hundred meters before the buoy.
Julia relaxed, leaning back in the pilot chair, loosening the tense grip on the steering controls. She wiped the sweat from her forehead. After hours of testing the manual control capabilities of the yacht and bringing both machine and pilot to their limits, she was absolutely exhausted.
“Well done,” Robert commended.
“Me or the ship?” Julia asked with a tired grin.
“Both I guess.”
“What do the diagnostics say?” she asked, hoping that they had all the data which was required for this particular set of tests. She enjoyed the task but it was really exhausting over a longer period of time.
“Looks good; temperature is slightly above the expected values and one reactor cell is only operating at 78 percent, but nothing critical. I can’t say with certainty before I run a full analysis on the data, but generally I think everything is in the green.”
“Great; then I would say we call it a day.” Julia turned off the manual controls, switched back to autopilot and set a course for Hawking station.
Modern space ships were mainly piloted by computers. On most flights the human crew did little more than put in the destination and preferred route, supply some additional properties, adjust settings if necessary and keep an eye on the system readings in case something went wrong. Everything else was done by the ship itself.
The possibility for manually controlling space craft had two main purposes: An emergency alternative in case the auto pilot was faulty (which was an extremely rare occurrence) and entertainment. Steering space ships by hand was a common pass time for those who could afford it. A yacht like the XG3, needed to be tested for manual piloting thoroughly, because many of the future owners and renters would certainly try themselves in reckless maneuvers, dangerous races and similar folly.
Like most space travel enthusiast, Julia delighted in the pointless but entertaining piloting hobby. Doing it for hours at a time took its toll though and she was overdue for a break. She disentangled herself from the safety belt harness and lightly pushed off the seat. Floating freely in the zero-G environment she turned around and steered herself towards the exit.
“You can keep working if you want to,” she told Robert who was still strapped into the copilot chair with what seemed to be a look of indecision. Telling a Worker that he could stop working was often not a kindness. She had interacted with his kind often enough to know these peculiarities. Robert wasn’t an entirely common Worker though; she had figured that out rather quickly. It was hard to tell what exactly made him different, but there was something off about him. “I think I’m also done for now” he answered and followed after her.
As soon as Julia got out of the crammed cockpit and into the more spacious central room she started tugging at the fasteners of her flight overall. She couldn’t wait to get out of it. The calibration of the ship’s temperature regulator wasn’t quite perfect yet. It couldn’t fully compensate for all of the additional excess heat produced by the energy reactor and the engines when they operated at maximum capacity. As a result the interior air temperature was slightly higher than comfortable after their stress test runs. In combination with the thick, padded flight suit the heat was almost unbearable.
Most of the time she didn’t even bother wearing the overall, but that would be foolish for the current piloting tasks. High velocity and rough maneuvers tended to exert a lot of force on the body, pressing it hard against the restraints keeping it in place. Without proper protection that led to bruises, abrasions and worse. A little thermal discomfort and sweating was a small price to pay for preventing that.
Julia peeled herself out of the overall. With the protective garment discarded she was reduced to wearing panties and a bra. She intended to stay that way until the temperature would stabilize. Being around Robert in just her underwear didn’t really bother her. Like most people she didn’t react to Workers in the same ways she would to another Natural. It had become quite common to consider them more as robots than real humans. As a consequence, some of the most fundamental emotions usually felt towards another person were simply not there. That could include for example empathy, envy, sympathy or shame.
There were plenty of people who had absolutely no problem with being completely naked around Workers. Some didn’t even mind masturbating or having sex in front of them; and some got a thrill out of it. In recent years a whole new type of fetish had developed around the idea of being watched by clueless Workers while committing some naughty act. Julia wasn’t into that kind of stuff; some partial nudity was the maximum extent of what she was comfortable with.
She made her way to the fridge and retrieved two water bottles. When she turned towards Robert to pass him one, she found him still wearing his suit and staring at her with a strange look; strange at least for a Worker. On a Natural the situation would have been obvious.
“Looking for something?” Julia asked, startling Robert from his absent gaze.
“No,” he answered immediately, averting his eyes. “I was just contemplating a personal project.”
The Worker’s odd behavior puzzled Julia. He was definitely uncomfortable about something, perhaps even nervous. She had no idea what it might be. She couldn’t help but consider whether she had said or done something to cause his distraught condition; nothing particular came to mind. The only apparent cause of dismay was the fact that he was still in his flight suit. Perhaps he wasn’t sure whether he was allowed to take it off, she hypothesized.
“You can take off the overall, if you want,” she proposed. “It must be simmering under there.”
He nodded in agreement, starting to open the fasteners, but there was no urgency to it, indicating that it was not his primary concern. Julia watched him undress while she took a gulp from the bottle. Like her, he was only in underwear beneath. Julia wasn’t surprised about the attractive upper body which was revealed when Robert started shedding the suit. He wasn’t particularly muscular, but his splendid genes and optimized diet ensured that there was practically no excess fat to be found on his body and his muscles were well outlined beneath his skin. The same was true for pretty much every male Worker. Julia was used to it and while she couldn’t quite deny a certain appeal to the sight, the fact that she knew he was a Worker ensured that there would be no attraction between them. She was so conditioned on the idea that he was not really human that her mind automatically rejected the possibility of seeing him as a potential partner. That didn’t mean she couldn’t admire the view though.
The Worker’s body was exactly what Julia had expected up to the point when he pushed the overall down past his waist. She was startled to see a significant protrusion at the front of Robert’s underpants. It took a moment for her to acknowledge that her initial perception of the situation didn’t deceive her: The Worker had an erection.
“What the hell is that?” she asked, pointing at his groin.
Once the Robert realized what she was referring to, he swiftly pulled down his underwear and presented his manhood.
“What are you doing?” Julia asked in a high-pitched voice, utterly perplexed.
“You wanted to know what it is,” Robert tried to defend his action, sounding seriously confused.
“I know what it is you dolt, but it shouldn’t be like that,” Julia snapped. She was confused and alarmed yet she couldn’t help but stare. There was nothing special about it, just a normal engorged dick, maybe slightly above average in size, yet it seemed so out of place. As far as she knew Workers did not experience arousal unless explicitly configured for it. Something was wrong here.
“You mean it shouldn’t be like that because I am a Worker?” Robert asked carefully.
“Obviously,” she replied.
“So for a Natural this condition would be normal?” he continued his inquiry.
“I guess so.” Julia was more and more confused by the situation.
“Can you explain it to me?” Robert asked with a hopeful expression on his face.
Once again she was baffled. “You don’t know what an erection is?”
Robert shook his head. He looked lost and confused. Slowly the whole scenario started to make a little more sense. For Workers who spent their entire lives on an isolated station, surrounded mostly by their own kind, there was probably little need for sexual education. Most of them would never have a use for such knowledge. Usually the CERS kept them from having any interest in it. Apparently this had changed for Robert recently and now he was clueless about what was going on.
Julia relaxed a little, but was still uncomfortable about the situation; especially with the Worker’s phallus continuing to point at her. It was like stumbling into the plot of a porn video. She had no interest in letting that story unfold.
“First of all, get that thing out of my sight,” she demanded. Robert complied hastily, stowing the organ back in its confines. At least he still followed orders. More hesitantly she added: “What exactly do you want me to explain to you?”
“I would like to know everything about sexuality,” he requested sounding more like a school boy than an adult.
Julia took a deep breath while trying to collect her thoughts. This day had certainly taken an unexpected turn. She wasn’t sure how to deal with Robert. Never before had she experienced or even heard of a case like that. Some of his behavior had been unusual from the start. Clearly there was something wrong with his CERS. If the system was faulty or wrongly configured there was no telling what might be going on in his head. Was he dangerous? He hadn’t shown any irrational or violent tendencies so far. The safe thing to do would probably be to inform the company. The yacht wasn’t far from earth by now. She could contact the VRW headquarter and confine Robert to his cabin until they took care of the matter.
Julia was curious though. Without a doubt this was an extraordinary occurrence and she wanted to know more about it. She had not received any instructions for such a scenario, so there were no obligations either. After brief consideration she decided on questioning Robert about his point of view, before daring to make a choice.
“Before I can explain anything to you, I will need to know what is going on,” Julia clarified, arms crossed and a stern expression on her face. She hoped to exert an aura of authority, to ensure the Worker’s compliance. The role of the displeased superior wasn’t really a familiar one for her, but for this purpose it should be sufficient. “It’s obvious that your CERS doesn’t work the way it should. Not just because of the bulge in your pants, but also because of your behavior. For example a usual Worker would not be ogling my chest, like you are doing right now.” The Worker quickly averted his gaze, scanning the room for another point of interest to focus on. “Do you have an explanation for that?”
Robert opened his mouth and closed it again. It was plain to see that his mind was hard at work figuring out what to tell her. Either he was trying to come up with a lie or he was looking for the proper way to tell his story. Julia had little patience for either. The fact that he had enough mental freedom to be so hesitant was already disconcerting.
“My sexual inhibitor is deactivated,” Robert stated with some reluctance.
“Sexual inhibitor?” she asked, not familiar with the term but able to deduce its meaning from context. “You mean in the configuration of your CERS?”
He nodded.
“That doesn’t sound like something happening by accident,” she expressed her suspicion with a frown.
“No,” he admitted, “I turned it off.”
“Why?”
“I was curious. I wanted to know what sexuality is; but afterwards I was more confused than ever.”
“How did you even manage to do that?” she wanted to know. “Workers are not supposed to be able to change their own configurations.”
He shrugged. “I just did. I still had the tools for it from a project I had been working on. The rest was easy.”
Somebody definitely messed up there, Julia was sure. She wasn’t an expert in the overseer’s business but it was common knowledge that they were subjected to strict regulations. Something like this was clearly not supposed to happen.
“I didn’t break any rules,” Robert claimed defensively, even though there had been no accusation. “Nobody ever said it was forbidden.”
That sounded unlikely at first but the more Julia thought about it the more sense it made. Companies like VRW strongly preferred relying on the CERS to ensure proper behavior of their Workers, in favor of defining and enforcing specific rules. It had turned out to be more efficient and surprisingly reliable. This philosophy also helped tackle the criticism against the concept of the CERS-Workforce as being slavery. A common counter argument used by companies was that there were no chains, no guards, no locks and no inhumane rules or restrictions. Workers weren’t forced to do anything they didn’t want to, nor were they prevented from anything; they were merely encouraged or discouraged towards the desired behavior. Based on that reasoning it made sense that there was no established rule against modifying CERS settings. The implants made sure that Workers didn’t get any wrong ideas and that was sufficient. Apparently this safeguard wasn’t active in Robert’s case anymore.
“How long since you made that change?”
“The first time was a few weeks ago. I turned it off and on again a few times since. I wanted to stop but wasn’t quite able to. I just need to know what this is about.”
“Wait a second. Did you only volunteer for this assignment in the hope of learning more about sexuality?”
He nodded, looking ashamed of himself. “I am sorry if my behavior was inappropriate, I didn’t mean offense.”
Suddenly Julia felt sorry for Robert. She couldn’t begin to imagine how terrifying it must be for an adult, who hadn’t heard anything about sex in his life, to be plunged into a sudden puberty, without anyone around to talk about it. Clearly this was really important to him.
“It’s okay,” she assured him with a significantly softer tone. “This is just really weird for me. For the future you should know that openly staring at people is considered rude. Even more important: Don’t expose your genitalia in front of someone who hasn’t explicitly agreed to it. That can get you in a lot of trouble.”
Robert nodded. “So would it be possible for you to teach me about sexuality?”
Her first instinct was to refuse. It just seemed inappropriate. Considering the hopeful expression on his face and how utterly lost he seemed she found it difficult to deny him though.
“Possible, yes,” Julia admitted reluctantly. “However, I am not quite sure how to go about it. I might not be the right person for that” She wouldn’t even have known how to handle that situation with a child, much less with a grown man. Much to her private embarrassment, the first method which came to her mind was a practical hands-on way. That idea was quickly rejected of course. Robert was handsome in a way, but the fact that he was a Worker made sure that she felt practically no attraction towards him. She barely even considered him a man. The only reason why she wanted to help was that she felt sorry for him and a little guilty about the CERS-Workforce situation in general. Pity and guilt were not a good basis for engaging in sexual actions; at least not to her.
The most obvious way of teaching him would be a direct conversation. However, the thought of having ‘the talk’ with an adult Worker barely younger than her, who she had only known for a few days, was beyond weird. She had never done anything remotely like that. Where would she even start? How much detail was appropriate?
There had to be a better way. How did kids nowadays learn about sex? The answer was obvious: the Internet. Certainly there were some decent instruction videos on sexuality for young people online. Luckily the yacht was close enough to Earth to access the Internet via one of the many satellites dedicated to this purpose, without too much latency. With Earth’s global network at her disposal, Julia could pick from such a vast collection of sexual material, there had to be something fitting this purpose.
“Give me a few minutes,” Julia said. She picked up her UID and established a connection through the ship’s communication array. Browsing the most popular video streaming sites, her expectations were quickly confirmed: the selection was huge. She shortly sampled a number of videos with promising descriptions and high ratings. It was hard to determine what she was looking for. There wasn’t really a category ‘sexual education for male, adult Workers’. It should be informative, start at the very basics and cover the whole subject, without being too childish or patronizing. Also she realized that she would have to remember clearing her browser history after this. It might raise some really uncomfortable questions if someone saw the suggestions without context.
The video she chose was about an hour long, had received excellent ratings and the instructors in it made a respectable impression.
“This is hopefully a better teacher than I could be,” she announced. She increased the size of the UID’s monitor size and left it floating in the middle of the room after starting the video. The Worker’s gaze immediately fixed on the screen and he watched with undivided attention.
During the first few minutes Julia didn’t quite know what to do with herself. Watching the video with Robert or leaving him alone, both felt wrong somehow. To her own surprise she found the video rather captivating, even though she didn’t really learn anything new. Most importantly it helped her cope with the awkwardness. After a while her eyes started darting back and forth between the UID and Robert’s face to study his reactions. He didn’t even seem to notice.
Julia was quite satisfied with her choice of tutorial. It was rather graphic and detailed, with a fair level of nudity considering that the target audience was adolescents; but it wasn’t too salacious, with a professional, somewhat academic feel to it. Whether it was the right thing to answer Robert’s questions was hard to judge, but all the essentials were properly covered.
Once the video was over, Robert just stared blankly for a while. It certainly was a lot for him to take in.
“Do these things apply to Workers as well?” Robert asked after a long silence. The video had obviously been targeted at Naturals and didn’t even mention that there was another type of human. “Or is this just about Naturals?”
“Well, physically you are not that different from us, so I guess most of it holds true for Workers as well. As far as I know, Workers are sterile though, which means the part about conceiving children isn’t really relevant for you.”
“But a Worker could have sex?”
“In theory, yes; if you find a willing partner; I am not sure how easy that will be though. It’s hard to tell how women will react to being wooed by a Worker.
“What about masturbation?”
“Nothing is preventing you from doing that is there? If you are asking for my permission, I don’t really care, nor am I in any position to forbid it. Just keep it to your cabin, okay?”
Robert nodded. To Julia there was little doubt about what he would be doing with a significant portion of his spare time for the rest of their time on the yacht.
Her expectations should hold true. Over the following days he spent a lot more time in his cabin then before. It was kind of paradoxical that Robert was traveling through the solar system in a luxurious yacht for the first time, seeing incredible views, yet he spent his time doing things he could have done pretty much anywhere. The joys of masturbation seemed to be a significant revelation to him. He had turned off his sexual inhibitor all the time now which proved to be a bit of a problem.
The lesser issue, but still rather awkward, was the extreme obviousness with which he regularly disappeared into his cabin for a very specific purpose during their leisure time. Julia informed him that this, like most things surrounding sexuality, was a rather private matter. Afterwards he at least stopped telling her about his intentions. That didn’t make his activities during those short intervals of isolation less obvious of course. Not that she minded him having his fun, but it felt really weird, knowing that he was jerking it next door.
What troubled Julia more, was that in absence of other inspiration she became more and more the target of Robert’s longing gazes; even when dressed relatively chaste. Being cooped up in a confined space for days with just one person of the opposite sex, after having rushed through puberty in record time, it was not all that surprising. He had the decency not to spy on her, to make his staring not all too obvious and to shamefully avert his gaze when caught. What worried her was that he might develop an unhealthy fixation for her.
The solution seemed simple at first: Julia could lend him her UID. Unlike Robert’s device, which was limited to specific networks dedicated to Workers, hers had full access to the Internet. There were plenty of other women on there to obsess about. She put in a filter for adult content and only admitted a few select sites, with the intention of restricting him to some of the tamer and more realistic material. He was already weird enough, there was no telling what might happen to his mind if he lost himself in the eerie depths of the pornographic wonderlands the Internet so readily offered.
The vast collections of pictures and videos were definitely a significant enrichment for his limited sexual life, but they didn’t quite achieve the intended goal. Julia’s presence still had almost the same effect on him as before. A real woman out of flesh and blood was still something different from all forms of digital stimulation after all.
Julia even considered asking Robert, if he could turn on his sexual inhibitor while they were in a room together. He probably would have complied, but she couldn’t bring herself to do it; commanding someone to alter his own mind, distorting his personality, seemed inhuman to her. Besides, she had no idea what kind of long-term effects these changes might do to his psyche. While she didn’t quite see Robert as a regular person yet, she didn’t consider him as a mindless, inconsequential Robot anymore either.
By the time they arrived at Venus, Julia’s concerns caused her to come up with a spontaneous deviation of their journey plan. The idea had already occurred to her the previous night, but when she found Robert gazing at her absently during another test run, she made up her mind.
“Tomorrow we will go out!” she announced resolutely.
“Out where?” Robert asked puzzled.
“The commercial district of the Venus colony,” was her answer.
He was certainly surprised but had no reason to object.
VRW probably hadn’t intended for Robert to leave the ship during his assignment, but no one had told Julia that he couldn’t. Hopefully the many distractions available in the colony would take his mind off his haunting desires. Even if not, there would at least be plenty of women for him to ogle.
6
The Venus colony was an extraordinary achievement in humanities conquest of the solar system. Robert had read a lot about it, but seeing it with his own eyes was awe-inspiring. A miracle of modern technology, it was unlike any other human habitat. Even the larger colony on Mars, the only other extraterrestrial planetary settlement, looked less spectacular in comparison. While Mars had plenty of challenges in store, such as low gravity, lack of atmosphere, solar radiation and so on, the basic idea of establishing a base there had been straight forward: Get to the surface, establish a structure which separates the inhabitants from all the environmental hazards and establish a steady, reliable supply of all the goods and materials needed.
Venus was a different story. Due to extreme temperatures and atmospheric pressure close to the surface, setting up buildings on the ground was not really an option. That didn’t stop humanity from colonizing its closest neighbor though. Based on rudimentary concepts which had first been developed in the 2010s and significantly improved upon in the 2020s, humanity embarked on one of its most fascinating endeavors: The Cloud City. What seemed like a fever-dream of science fiction enthusiasts at first became reality throughout the decades.
Around 50 kilometers above the surface, temperature and pressure were much less of an issue, the atmosphere was still conveniently dense and there was plenty of sunlight to harness energy from. The colony hovered in that altitude, a cluster of connected floating platforms. Each of those was covered by a wide dome which kept the oxygen-rich, well-tempered air inside separated from the outside and protected from various other hazards.
For plenty of reasons the Venus colony was much smaller than the one on Mars, but it had received a lot of attention lately and was in the process of overtaking the older colony as the most popular destination for interplanetary travel. Of course the floating city was far from being self-sustaining and swallowed gigantic amounts of money. It was financed through a combination of public funding, donations, tourism, scientific research and permanent residents who were willing to pay insane sums in order to be able to call themselves Venusians.
It wasn’t possible to land a space ship on the cloud city. This wasn’t much of an inconvenience, as most ships were not intended for efficient ascent and descent through a planet’s atmosphere anyway. Aerodynamics weren’t much of a concern in that area; nor was it as important to keep the mass of a vessel low. Transfer between Venus orbit and the colony was only possible via shuttles, optimized for this task. A swarm of such vessels constantly moved back and forth transporting people and wares. For this purpose the planet was orbited by a so-called gateway station, which was essentially just a large floating dock, allowing space ships to attach and serving as a main station for the shuttle transfer.
On this gateway station Robert and Julia deposited the Beautiful Mystery and switched to a passenger shuttle which brought them down to the Cloud City. They arrived on one of the largest floating platforms, which was home to the commercial district. This part of the city was the main target for tourists, offering plenty of options for spending their money. It would also be the place Julia intended to spend the day in.
The district was dedicated to entertainment, shopping, relaxation, dining, partying, gambling and other pastimes. Various restaurants, bars, cafes, shops, cinemas, virtual reality stations, casinos, museums, sport facilities, brothels, spas and much more were crammed together in a comparably small space. Due to the limited space, challenging conditions and significant cost of importing wares, these establishments charged much higher prices compared to what similar delights might cost on Earth. Nonetheless plenty of people were eager to pay. Some because they were in the city for business and had no other options; for many more merely being here made everything more enjoyable. The feeling of floating through the Venusian clouds was worth a lot to certain tourists, even while engaging in rather mundane activities.
To Robert it was a whole new world. This was the first time he was truly confronted with the deeply hedonistic, commercial side of the Natural society: all the advertisements competing for his attention; the vast selection of things to do, see, eat, drink and buy; the inefficiency and redundancy of it all; the omnipresence of monetary evaluation, assigning a price to everything. For someone who had never possessed or needed any money, had been provided with all basic needs with very little choice and had never experienced any desires beyond what he was given freely, it was overwhelming. Robert just followed Julia’s lead, trying to process the experience.
Their first stop was a cloth store, where Julia bought him a new outfit. The only attires he possessed were common Worker uniforms from VRW. As long as Robert merely tagged along in the role of the subordinate, it was fine, but it wouldn’t allow him to indulge in the activities not intended for his kind. People would get very suspicious if they saw a factory Worker casually mingling with Naturals. The unfamiliar outfit felt strange to Robert at first, but he quickly got used to it. Despite the disguise he was plagued by the feeling of not belonging. What would the Naturals do if they found out that he wasn’t one of them? Julia ensured him that there was no reason to worry about that. The idea that a Worker might pose as a Natural was so absurd it would never occur to them.
Nevertheless the pair was initially nervous, as they walked through the district, trying to blend in with the other tourists. They quickly relaxed throughout their stay, as it turned out that they didn’t draw even the slightest attention.
Julia introduced Robert to various forms of conventional entertainment. While he was very curious about them and enjoyed trying new things, most of it had little appeal to him. He had been conditioned on what was supposed to be enjoyable and what wasn’t for his entire life. These deeply embedded definitions of fun were not easily replaced, so many of the Natural pastimes were weird and pointless to him. In addition to that his CERS, even though its authority over his mental state had been strongly reduced lately, still had a lot of influence on what caused pleasure in him.
The activities which really sparked Robert’s enthusiasm were those which introduced him to some new form of technology. Being in one of the most technologically advanced places humanity had to offer, there was plenty for him to discover. The actual purpose of the various devices he got to see was often lost on him, but their existence and functionality fascinated him immensely. He would have loved to take some of them apart in order to learn how they worked.
Another strange concept which didn’t really fit into his previous world view was the idea of indulging in meals. He had been living on the same, almost tasteless nutrient paste for as long as he could remember. Factory Workers were not even aware that food could come in any other form or flavor. Therefore he was quite surprised by the existence of so many different restaurants, all of them offering edibles in various forms. Without any idea what Robert might like or dislike, Julia decided to stop at a few different places for small snacks throughout the day. At first, everything Robert tried was bland and unappealing to him. After a while they had an idea what the reason might be: The CERS had a function which detected consumption of unnecessary nutrients, such as excessive amounts of sugar and fat. The implants influenced the taste and caused unpleasant feelings to discourage from such behavior. This feature was activated by default for most Workers. A minor change of his configuration was a quick and effective remedy for the problem. Afterwards he found a lot more delight in the sense of taste. His underdeveloped taste buds did not react very well to spicy or overly sweet dishes and there were some intense flavors he could not stand at all, but he also discovered some very delicious food, he really enjoyed.
In addition to technology and food, there was a third thing which really peeked Robert’s interest: People. At first it was the Naturals who held his curiosity. Strolling around in their strongly varying, colorful cloth, noisily chatting with each other, joking and laughing, eating and drinking, spending money and wasting time; their behavior was so different from that of Workers, so pointless, unpredictable and illogical. It seemed strange to Robert that those people were supposed to be humans in their original, unaltered form, while the Workers were an artificially modified breed.
Watching the Naturals was entertaining but also irritating. They were so alien to him that it felt almost impossible to relate. However, they were not the only humans in the colony; there were also Workers. They weren’t as apparent, but there were plenty of them. Originally the CERS-Workforce had been created for isolated factories and jobs with little contact to Naturals. The enormous success in these fields had soon led to a dramatic expansion of the concept until most service jobs were now done almost exclusively by Workers as well. Waiters, barkeepers, promoters, shopkeepers, ticket vendors, cleaning staff, security personnel and many more occupations found in the commercial district were in the hand of CERS-controlled employees.
This type of Worker displayed some significant differences in comparison to what Robert was used to. Due to the fact that interaction with Naturals was an important part of their responsibilities, there was a strong focus on making these interactions as pleasant as possible. The first consequence of this policy, which Robert recognized, was their looks. For the purpose of luring in customers, many employees were extraordinarily attractive. While even common factory Workers already benefited from a supreme gene pool, those who were intended for the service industry were often specifically chosen based on their appearance. How to style and groom to the clientele’s liking was obviously part of their training. In many cases the uniforms also acted in favor of their natural beauty, especially for women. While still being unmistakably the attires of Workers, tight fitting fabrics, a lot of exposed skin and inviting necklines were a common sight.
Their behavior was also somewhat different. For factory Workers, efficiency was always the topmost priority. This clearly did not apply here. These employees were all about being friendly, polite, inviting, sometimes even humorous and generally pleasant company. They tried to emulate the positive characteristics of Naturals. It made sense of course. Most customers in a restaurant would feel weird about waiters who reduced their communication to the necessary minimum and hurried around as fast as they possibly could. People wanted to feel like they interacted with normal human beings, not mindless robots.
One thing was similar for the varying kinds of Workers, but it manifested in very different ways: The happiness created by their work. Factory staff delighted in its occupations, but rarely expressed these emotions for others to see. Workers such as waiters on the other hand were conditioned to show their passion openly. Satisfying a customer demands filled them with joy and they made sure that people around them were aware of it. They displayed warm smiles, overflowing enthusiasm, sincere excitement for new arrivals and a jaunty attitude in general. In addition to creating a pleasant experience for customers, there was also another important motive behind it. People should be convinced that the CERS-controlled Workers were truly happy about their lives. It helped overcome moral concerns towards the more or less forced servitude.
Seeing the Workers go about their business with glee invoked a multitude of strange sensations in Robert. He knew perfectly well how they felt. They were in the same state of bliss he usually experienced during his shifts. He had so much in common with them. Yet he had freed himself at least partly from the manipulation of the CERS while they were still completely obedient. In a way he both pitied and envied them.
Throughout their tour, the pair encountered a large statue depicting two human figures, one male and one female. Their facial features were somewhat blank and generic, suggesting that they didn’t portray specific persons but a more general group of people. From the back of each head protruded a long, thin appendage resembling a cable. The wires snaked through the air in a winding pattern and ended without connecting anywhere. It took Robert a moment to realize that the statues were supposed to represent Workers. The cables were testament to a concept from earlier, more archaic days. Back then there had been no Plug for changing CERS configurations. Instead, the port which was now occupied by the Plug had been used to establish a direct connection between a Worker’s implants and a computer via cable. It had taken some time and a few very unpleasant incidents until people learned that directly meddling with the brain of a conscious human being could have unwelcome side effects, leading to the development of the Plug.
“This is a memorial dedicated to the Workers who built this colony,” Julia explained. “There is another one just like this on Mars. The CERS-Workforce was crucial in the effort of making the colonies into what they are today. Early attempts on colonization were very slow, costly and ridden with failures. Purely automated missions carried out by machines with sophisticated artificial intelligence didn’t quite live up to the expectations, often failing in properly adapting to unpredictable situations. Manned missions with volunteers from Earth were no more successful. Regular humans had a hard time coping with the immense challenges to body and mind. There were plenty of accidents, various cases of illness or insanity and a fast decline in productiveness for every new team. The projects were on the brink of being abandoned. That changed with the advent of the CERS. Teams of Workers were engineered, conditioned and trained specifically for this purpose. Much more resistant to the physical dangers and almost immune to the psychological ones, the first teams were sent to the colonies about 25 years ago. It was a huge success. The Workers proved to be the perfect middle ground between a human’s inventiveness, ingenuity and ability to adapt and a machine’s resilience, effectiveness and stamina. Building on the primitive basis provided by the earlier operations, they conjured up the colonies with unbelievable speed. For that achievement they are honored here.”
“What happened to the Workers who first came here?” Robert wanted to know.
“Most of them died, unfortunately. Even for them, the harsh conditions on a foreign planet were not without consequence.”
“I thought so,” Robert replied with a sorrowful expression. Julia regarded him with a look of sympathy but had no words to offer. They regarded the memorial for a while, before walking on.
While constantly moving from one place to the next, Robert never had a chance to observe the surrounding Workers for long. That changed when Julia decided that they had done enough exploring for a day and brought him to a pub she had been to before, the last intended stop of their excursion. The pair picked a quiet, somewhat isolated booth in a corner where they could not easily be overheard. The waitress who served their table really caught Robert’s eye. She was a rather short, young red-head with fair skin and a really cute face. With a cheerful, almost giddy demeanor she was more dancing than walking between the tables while going about her occupation. Watching her was addictive.
When the waitress greeted her new customers, her smile was so brilliant and heart-warming that Robert was dumbstruck for a moment. He attempted to return the smile but it felt forced and shallow. It was ironic, despite being the result of intense conditioning and artificially induced emotions, her reaction seemed so much more sincere and genuine. When she walked away, Robert’s gaze followed her, captivated by the sensual sway of her hips.
“You like her,” Julia observed with a grin and yanked Robert out of his stupor.
“She is nice,” Robert admitted. “But that is just because her CERS manipulates her to be that way.”
Her expression became more serious. “Do you think that is wrong?”
“No,” Robert quickly denied, not wanting to sound like he objected to the world view of the Naturals. “I don’t know; it is just strange that she is so similar yet so different in comparison to me.”
Julia nodded sympathetically as if she understood his sentiments. He doubted that she really did; he barely understood it himself; but he appreciated the gesture.
“Are they configured and educated like me?” Robert asked after a moment of silence in a hushed, almost conspiratorial tone.
Julia looked puzzled for a moment, until she grasped the true meaning behind his question. “You mean if they are as clueless about sexuality as you were?”
He hadn’t intended to be so forthright about it, but in essence that was exactly what he was interested in. He nodded.
“I am not sure. Generally it’s discouraged to give Workers any knowledge or emotions which are not necessary or beneficial for their specific occupations. So if sex is not part of her job, she probably has no desire for it. How much she knows about it, I can’t say. It depends on what the employer considers as necessary. Most companies have very strict rules about the way Naturals are supposed to treat them. Staring and some innocent flirting is usually okay, but inappropriate touching, sexual advances or attempts of building an unprofessional relationship are mostly forbidden. Even with less strict employers, the Workers are mostly unaware of the motivation behind customers’ indecent behavior, I think.”
Robert nodded, somewhat disappointed. He let go of the subject, trying to wrest his mind away from the cute waitress. He and Julia had another snack, a dish of fries and artificial meat nuggets with chicken flavor. He found both to be quite agreeable. The beer Julia had ordered on the other hand was not at all to his liking. His inexperienced taste buds couldn’t handle the bitterness. Not surprised, Julia took the beer for herself and gave him the cider she had ordered as a second beverage. That one he enjoyed a lot more. She advised him to take it slow though, since it was the first time he was drinking alcohol.
Shortly after they had finished their food and first round of drinks, a woman walked up to their table and greeted Julia enthusiastically. She was a Natural by the name of Amy and apparently the two women were long-term friends who hadn’t seen each other in a while. Amy was mid-thirty, tall and stocky with long black hair, and a square face. The dress she wore was a lot less practical than the cloth Julia seemed to prefer.
“So who is this handsome gentleman?” Amy inquired looking at Robert. “Your boyfriend?”
“No, not at all,” Julia clarified hastily. “This is Robert; we are colleagues, of sorts.”
“Pleasure to meet you,” Amy said, extending a hand. Robert quickly answered the greeting, nervous about suddenly having to interact with another Natural.
“I didn’t know you had colleagues,” Amy commented, placing herself in a chair at the table without anyone explicitly inviting her to do so. “Do you have a new job?”
“Not really,” Julia answered. “I am still doing piloting assignments and the likes whenever something comes up. Currently I’m testing a new ship. Robert here works at VRW and really knows a lot about the vessel so they offered to send him along for explaining all the details and tracking the performance of the ship.”
“Sounds nice,” Amy commented. She turned towards Robert. “You must be quite the talent, getting a job at VRW,” she assumed.
“So I’ve been told,” Robert replied truthfully. “One might say I was born for it.” As soon as the private joke had left his mouth he felt like it was a stupid thing to say. If Amy thought the same, she showed no sign of it. Luckily she didn’t follow the topic any further.
For the next hour or so, the woman remained at their table and kept talking almost incessantly. At first she discussed some personal topics with Julia but in time her focus shifted more and more towards Robert. Much to his discomfort she kept asking him questions which he couldn’t answer truthfully without revealing who he actually was. Both he and Julia wanted to avoid that at any cost so in a disorganized team effort they fabricated a construct of lies around Robert’s life which became more and more difficult to maintain. Luckily Amy wasn’t of the suspicious kind and didn’t seem to care much for many of the details he provided, so if there were holes and contradictions in the story, she didn’t realize.
The conversation was exhausting and made very clear to Robert, how very different his life was from that of a Natural. He couldn’t make sense of half the things Amy told him. Creating plausible lies about one’s life was really difficult, without knowing what was normal and acceptable.
At some point, she asked where Robert had grown up. That was a really tricky inquiry which could cause many potential follow-up questions he couldn’t answer. Robert decided to attempt a completely different approach. Leaning over to her he said with a low, conspiratorial voice: “What if I told you, that I am actually a Worker, bred in a laboratory, owned by VRW, who secretly broke out of the factory and is now on the run?”
Both Amy and Julia looked at him in irritation for a moment. Then Amy erupted into high-pitched laughter. Robert smiled, happy that his plan for a distraction had worked.
“You really got me,” Amy admitted once she had calmed down. “Acting all shy, solemn and secretive at first and then hitting me with such a punch line. The seriousness with which you delivered that was brilliant; you could be an actor.”
“He really is quite the joker,” Julia confirmed, visibly amused about the exchange. “When I first met him I thought he is just all about work and business, but I discovered a rather devious side about him.”
“Oh I can imagine that quite well,” Amy claimed with a grin. “Alas, I have to be on my way now; I have an appointment coming up. I hope we’ll run into each other again soon.” To Robert she said: “It was really nice meeting you. Let me know if you want to have a drink some time, so we can get to know each other better.” She unceremoniously handed him a business card with her contact information on it.
Both Robert and Julia relaxed visibly once Amy was out of sight. Keeping up this charade had been quite a strain on them.
“What is that about?” Robert asked and held up the business card.
Julia smirked. “Amy is into you. She has a thing for younger men. If you want to have sex with someone, she would probably be your best chance.”
Robert considered it briefly. He didn’t quite feel the same desire for her as for some other women. But even if he had, there would have been serious doubts about contacting her. The conversation had made clear that the Natural’s world was completely foreign to him. He didn’t belong in it and was unsure how long he could fool people into believing that he did. More importantly, he didn’t even want to fool people. He just wanted to be himself. Seeing how dismissively Naturals treated Workers, it was quite obvious that they wouldn’t just accept him though.
“I don’t think so,” Robert finally replied with a solemn tone and they left it at that.
“So what you said about being a Worker who escaped from the factory and is on the run…” Julia carefully brought up a different subject.
“I knew she wouldn’t believe me,” Robert defended his actions, misinterpreting what she wanted to say.
“I know,” she confirmed. “But what I am wondering now is: Are you? A Worker on the run I mean? I know you didn’t really flee from the factory. The question is: Will you go back?”
The question took Robert by surprise. “I haven’t really considered the possibility of not going back. Where would I even go? I have no money, no home and no family; as I have seen today, this world is utterly strange and confusing to me. No, I don’t think there is any other option for me but to return.”
“What about your CERS?” Julia prodded further. “Will you keep it as it is or go back to the previous settings? I mean you know about sexuality now; that was the objective right?”
“I am not sure yet. I will have to try it out. My expectation is that in my current state, the regular life at the factory will not be as pleasant as it used to be. So it is probably better to reset my configuration to default.”
“Even the sexual inhibitor?”
“That would only cause me problems and frustration anyway,” he tried to make it sound like an easy choice.
“Can you really just turn it off and not think about it again?”
That was another question he was not capable of answering. It hadn’t been that simple in the past.
“I hope so. I have lived without any idea about sexuality for most of my life and it hasn’t made me any less happy. Without those biological urges, there is little to miss about it I guess. It was mainly curiosity which made me explore the topic further. Now that I know what it is all about, I should be able to lay it to rest.”
“Even without having tried sex for yourself?”
“Workers are not intended to have sex,” he cast a longing glance at the passing waitress. “Maybe it’s for the best. Not knowing what I am missing might make it easier to live without it for the rest of my life.” Robert tried to sound convinced and confident about this prospect; with very little success.
Julia regarded him with an expression of pity. “There is still a way how you could experience sex before going back to the factory,” she revealed. Robert was unaware of what she meant. She had made very clear over the last few days, that she was not interested.
“I have played with the thought but wasn’t sure if it is a good idea,” Julia started hesitantly. “Do you know what a brothel is?”
Robert shook his head.
“It is a place where people can pay to have sex. There are three such establishments on this station.”
The thought that something like that existed hadn’t occurred to him, but after seeing all the various ways for Naturals to pay for fun, he wasn’t surprised. After all it was a form of entertainment.
“I don’t have any money though,” he mentioned the obvious flaw in the plan.
Julia waved it off. “Don’t worry about that, I will sponsor you. In case you decide that this is something you want.”
Robert thought about it. He felt bad about receiving even more money from Julia, after she had already paid for the entire day. However, he was also curious and after being surrounded by beautiful women all the time, also somewhat horny.
“If you really don’t mind, I would like to visit such a brothel. I will decide whether I go through with it once I have a better idea of what I am getting myself into.”
“Okay, fine; and just though you know: I have never been to such an establishment and I am not at all familiar with the business. I will take you there and be gone as quickly as possible. Afterwards you will be on your own.”
That made Robert a bit more nervous but his mind was already made up. The two of them left the pub and made their way down the corridor of the ring.
“This must be the place,” Julia announced when they stopped in front of a rather inconspicuous entrance with a neon sign reading “Venusian Delights” above it. “Among those I found on the local network, this one has the best ratings and reviews among the available selection. I don’t know if people who rate brothels online can be trusted, but that is all I have.”
The two of them stood in front of the brothel awkwardly, both rather uncomfortable about the situation.
“Are you going to come in?” Robert asked carefully. He really hoped that she would. His limited experience in talking to Naturals and the complete absence of experience with prostitution made him very nervous.
“I didn’t intend to,” she admitted. “But maybe I should make sure you don’t get ripped off.”
“I would appreciate it,” Robert said relieved.
Hesitantly they entered the building. Robert was surprised to find out that the main room of the brothel looked a lot like the bars they had passed throughout the day. The main difference was the many astonishingly beautiful women in skimpy costumes acting as waitresses and barkeepers, dancing on podiums and providing company to the guests. He hadn’t put much thought into it, but somehow he had imagined something different.
Robert and Julia had only taken a few hesitant steps into the facility when they were approached by a barely dressed woman.
“Welcome to Venusian Delights,” she greeted with a brilliant smile. “Are you here to spice up your relationship?”
“No, we are not a couple,” Julia established very quickly. “I am just accompanying my friend here. He has never done this before but he would like to find a nice lady to spend some time with.”
“Certainly; you can take a seat, have a drink, take your time to find someone you like and get acquainted; or you can just approach the girl you fancy and get right to it; whatever you are comfortable with.”
“Thank you, having a drink sounds good,” Robert announced, needing more time to decide.
“Great, follow me.” The woman guided them to a table.
Julia looked uneasy but there was also some curiosity in her expression. Instead of leaving immediately she took a seat next to Robert. “This is less shady than I expected,” she pondered aloud.
“Why would it be shady?” Robert asked.
“Well, this business has a certain stigma to it. For a very long time many people considered it to be immoral; some still do. It used to be tightly entangled with all kinds of criminal activities and was illegal in many countries. In most human domains it is a legal, respected and well regulated trade nowadays. Society is a lot more accepting of this profession than it used to be. Still, it hasn’t managed to lose the bad reputation entirely.”
“So do you consider it immoral?”
“Not really; I wouldn’t have brought you if I did. Still, it is not really my thing and sitting here feels kind of weird.”
“Yeah, I am not completely comfortable about the situation either,” Robert admitted.
“So do you want to leave?”
A part of him wanted to, but the more his gaze wandered through the room filled with all kinds of gorgeous women, the more a different part urged him to stay.
“I think I will stay here a little longer and see how it goes. But you don’t have to stay because of me.”
Julia was clearly not sure whether it was a good idea to leave Robert alone, but also eager to get out of the establishment.
“Ok, if you are certain, I will take a shuttle back to the ship. You know how to get there, right?”
He nodded.
Julia took out a credit chip, which contained a fixed amount of money and placed it on the table. “There should be enough on there. No need to spend it all though.”
“Thank you.” Robert picked up the rectangular chip and took a closer look at it. He understood the concept of money and knew how it worked, but he had never owned any form of currency himself. Workers received no salary or other form of income. Everything they had was provided by their employers.
“Ok, have fun.” Very quickly Julia was gone and Robert was left a lot more uneasy than a moment before.
He tried to get over his anxiety by focusing on the reason for his presence. That worked surprisingly well. His conscious inhibitions were quickly overshadowed by his instinctive desires. For a while his eyes just kept darting from one passing employee to the next, extensively studying their pretty features. At some point his gaze inevitably got stuck to one of them. She looked a lot like the waitress he had seen at the pub earlier: Cute round face, long red hair, fair skin and a slim body. The curves of her shape were not as pronounced as those of many of her colleagues, but fit well to her relatively short, delicate frame. She was dressed a tad more modest in comparison to most of the others, which in Robert’s opinion just added to her appeal. Her looks suggested that she was in her early twenties. A very lively, youthful attitude complemented the appearance. Just like all the other women, she was breathtakingly beautiful, but there was something which made her seem more sympathetic and approachable to Robert. He was instantly enamored.
His absentminded stare didn’t go unnoticed for long. Their eyes met and she came over immediately.
“Hi there; you look lonely.” She somehow managed to appear both coy and forthright at the same time. “Would you care for some company?”
“I would like that very much,” Robert burst out.
That brought a delighted smile to her pretty face “Should I get us some drinks?”
“Sure,” he answered. When he realized that she would also want to know what drink he wanted he quickly added: “Just pick whatever you like, I will have the same.”
She gave him an enthusiastic nod and hurried to the bar. Robert wouldn’t have minded her to take her time, finding the view of her well-shaped behind quite entertaining. She returned shortly, carrying two glasses containing mixed liquids of multiple colorful hues. The drink was mostly sweet with only a slight hint of liquor hiding underneath. The taste was quite welcome and Robert sipped it eagerly, having no clue how to strike up a conversation with the beautiful woman who had placed herself right next to him, leaving very little space in between. Luckily she took the lead.
“I am Sarah,” she introduced herself.
“Robert; pleased to meet you,” he replied, mentally scolding himself for not thinking about an introduction himself.
“You are here for the first time, right?” she followed up.
“Is that so obvious?”
“It is; but I think it’s cute.” To emphasize that statement she gave him an encouraging look and squeezed his thigh with one hand. She might have ventured further but sensing how tense Robert was, she took it slow.
“Where are you from?” Sarah asked casually.
“I currently live on a space station around Mars,” he kind of dodged the question.
“That must be fascinating,” she claimed with what sounded like genuine interest. “What brings you to Venus?”
“I am here on a work assignment,” Robert replied truthfully.
“Oh I love men who work,” she beamed and her hand slid upwards ever so slightly. “What do you do?”
“I work at VRW, a company producing space ships. I am currently testing our latest model.” Talking about his work made him a lot more comfortable and confident. This was the one topic he was really proficient in.
“Sounds amazing; flying through space and visiting different Planets, moons and space stations…”
“Have you ever traveled in a space ship?” Robert asked.
“Oh no, I would never dare. I have been on Venus for as long as I can remember and I am quite happy here.”
Her words caused a sudden realization for Robert: She was a Worker; all the women in this establishment were; of course. Now that he thought about it, it seemed completely obvious; their exaggerated friendliness, enthusiasm for the job and almost unnatural beauty were all plain indications that all of them were bred and conditioned for this. If almost any other service job was done by Workers it was only logical that it applied to this one as well. Nevertheless it hadn’t occurred to Robert before. Maybe it was due to the fact that they didn’t fulfill the cliché of the uniformly clothed, highly efficient workforce he was used to from factory life; or perhaps because Robert had been under the impression that Workers and sexuality were two entirely incompatible things; maybe he had just not cared to think about it.
The revelation caused the emergence of a mixture of conflicting sentiments. On the one hand Robert realized that none of these women were here out of their own volition. They had been sold to this establishment just like he had been sold to VRW. Their entire behavior was just a product of their conditioning. It wasn’t really Sarah who had decided to come to him and offer her company; it had been the computer in her head which more or less piloted her. Each smile, each kind word and each touch was the result of a mental manipulation by the cybernetic implants.
On the other hand it meant that there were actually real emotions behind her actions. It wasn’t just an act with the intention of fooling him into liking her. Just like he enjoyed his work, it was safe to assume that she enjoyed hers; the CERS would make sure of that. Her smiles were the result of actual happiness, her laughs of genuine amusement, and her actions of real desire. Pleasing a customer was her task, so it was only logical that it would bring her joy. It was the very purpose she existed for.
Robert was really unsure how to feel about this situation. Usually his CERS took care of such inner conflicts, but with the control of the system significantly throttled, he was left to his own devices. Sarah noticed his distracted condition.
“Is everything alright?” she asked with a hint of worry in her voice. “Did I say something wrong?”
“No- no, of course not,” Robert quickly ensured her. The idea of seeing anything but a smile on the beautiful girl’s face was abhorrent to him. “I just drifted off into some work-related conundrum. But you have my undivided attention again.”
Somehow, talking to Sarah came a lot easier now that he was aware that she was a Worker. Part of it was a sudden curiosity. He wanted to know more about her life, which was supposed to be similar, yet seemed so different compared to his. “Have you always worked here?”
“No, I was transferred here a few months ago. Before that I was a waitress in a restaurant on the other side of the district.”
“Why were you transferred?”
“I don’t know,” Sarah admitted. “They told me I was needed here and that I would be a great addition to the team.”
“Do you like your new work?” Robert already knew the answer of course but he needed to hear it from her.
“Yes, I absolutely love it. I liked being a waitress, but working here is even better.
“What do you like most about it?”
“Oh there are so many great things; if I have to pick the one I enjoy most, I would say it’s the sex.”
That was the first time she explicitly mentioned the supposed purpose of this business and a good opportunity for Robert to steer the conversation into the direction he was most interested in.
“Did you have sex before you started working here?”
“No, of course not,” Sarah answered as if the thought was completely absurd. “Why would a waitress have sex?”
“Right; did you know anything about sex when you were a waitress?” he pressed on.
She had to think about that for a moment. “I don’t think I did. When I was transferred, I received an extensive training where I learned everything about the topic. Maybe I have already known some of the stuff I learned there, but it’s hard to tell.” Trying to remember seemed to come with an effort. That was no surprise to Robert. Switching jobs entailed substantial changes in the CERS-configuration and from his experience he knew that it could be confusing and leave certain memories hazy and distorted. The effect was probably even more drastic if she didn’t know about the changes.
“I guess by now you must be quite the expert in matters of sexuality,” Robert remarked.
“Do you want to find out for yourself?” she asked. Both her voice and her facial expression suddenly became much more lascivious, a strong contrast to the casual nature the conversation had held so far. It had not been Robert’s intention but the talk about sex had caused Sarah’s CERS to stimulate her physical desires and urge her to speed things up. As a consequence she had moved even closer to Robert and the touch of her hand, now almost at his groin, had become more firm.
Robert didn’t need any artificial enhancement to increase his arousal; the natural stimulations of the current situation were more than sufficient. By now they were also strong enough to wash away any doubts or inhibitions.
“I would like that very much,” he admitted.
With a satisfied grin, Sarah stood up, took him by the hand and led him across the room. Through a door in the back, they left the part of the building which looked like a bar and entered a different part which resembled a hotel. A large reception desk dominated the room. From behind it, a man in a suit greeted the couple politely.
“You will need to arrange the formalities here,” Sarah informed Robert, indicating the reception. “I will meet you in our room.” She gave him a quick peck on the cheek before disappearing through another door which read “Employees Only”
Being left alone Robert was somewhat confused and unsettled, but he surrendered himself to whatever procedure was required. At this point he was willing to put up with quite a lot in order to see Sarah again.
“Welcome Sir, is this your first visit?” the receptionist wanted to know. He seemed to be a Natural but had a formal demeanor which was unusual for his kind.
“Yes.”
“Have you already picked a package?”
“Package?” Robert asked. “I am not sure what you mean.”
“A configuration package,” the man specified. “It determines the personality, behavior, sexual preferences, stimulation intensity and physical responsiveness of your companion.”
“You mean the configuration of her CERS?”
He nodded.
“You are changing the settings of her implants for each individual customer?” Robert asked in disbelief.
“Correct; our employees and their implants are specifically optimized for fast configuration changes almost without side effects. We use the most modern and sophisticated CERS technology on the market.” The pride with which the man explained this suggested that he had misinterpreted the reason for his customer’s disbelief. Robert was less impressed that this was possible and more shocked that somebody would actually do it.
“What kind of configurations are we talking about?” Robert asked, uncertain if he really wanted to know.
The man explained the possibilities with an advertising tone:
“There are many configurable traits and for each of those there is a broad range of possible settings. One of the most important traits is her attitude towards you. Depending on your preferences she could be madly in love with you, have more friend-like feelings, be interested only in your body, treat you with an emotionless professionalism or even despise you; and plenty of other variants.
“You can also choose from many basic personality traits: Shy and timid or confident and wild; well-mannered good girl or dirty-talking slut; nice friend or arrogant bitch.
“Another trait controls whether her behavior is more on the active or passive side. The passive extreme means she will take no action on her own. She will just submit to your will and let you do whatever you want. On the other end of the spectrum she will take the initiative, put in a lot of work and act on her own impulses. Anything in between is possible.
“Then there is the matter of dominance. In most configurations your companion will do what you ask from her if it is reasonable within the situation. There are even more submissive configurations, where she will display a more devote attitude and obey each and every command with utmost precision; as long as it doesn’t conflict with our rules of conduct of course. If you prefer a more strong-willed, more dominant character that is also possible. From a little disobedience and an occasional enforcement of her own will, all the way to her asserting dominance and giving commands, everything can be arranged. Please note that physical punishment beyond what counts as trivialities is not included in the standard services and will entail extra cost and need for clarification.
“Another thing to configure is her libido. The higher you set it the more aroused she will be and the stronger she will crave satisfaction. In addition to that you can increase or decrease the pleasure she will be able to receive. When this trait is maximized, the CERS will amplify stimulations to the point where she can reach an orgasm very easily. On the other extreme she will get only very little satisfaction from the act. It is also possible to grant her normal stimulation but prevent her climax until you explicitly allow it.
“There are some more granular options but those are the most important choices. The available standard packages consist of predefined settings for all of these traits, combining them into a character which is realistic and consistent. However, if none of those suits your tastes, it is also possible to create a custom package at a small additional fee. As this is your first visit I would recommend sticking to the standards.”
Robert had listened to the explanation with increasing perplexity. He really couldn’t tell how to feel about this. Partly he was horrified that someone would constantly make such drastic interventions on the mind of a Worker for the banal purpose of catering to the fetishes of Naturals. He couldn’t imagine a life were his own mind was in such constant flux. At the same time he was fascinated by the technological implications. It proved that with his experiences so far, he had only scratched the surface of what was possible when playing with CERS settings.
“Could you also just leave her with her natural personality?” he asked.
The receptionist let out a patronizing chuckle.
“She is a Worker; she has no natural personality. Everything she says and does and feels is a product of her CERS.”
That statement hit Robert hard. Was it true? If yes, what would that mean for him? Did he have a personality? Were the recent changes to his character really a return to his natural self or just a different version of a completely artificial person? Could he ever be like the Naturals or would there always be a barrier between them?
“If I may make a suggestion,” the man in the suit proposed. “I would recommend standard package number four, a very commonly requested configuration. Your companion will be kind, amiable and very attracted to you. She will put your pleasure above all else and make an effort to deliver it. She will take some initiative, provide guidance and push you a little for your own good, but will also respect your boundaries and pace. Her libido and pleasure will be slightly increased to ensure she will have plenty of fun. It is well suited for new and inexperienced customers, feels quite natural and fits well to Sarah.”
Robert considered it. He really wanted to see the woman again; and he wanted much more from her.
“Will she enjoy it?” Robert asked.
“Of course,” the man claimed with absolute certainty. “All Workers enjoy their jobs. She might even get more pleasure out of it than you.”
Robert nodded. It made sense. He had always liked his work. Why should Sarah not feel the same way?
“Alright, I’ll take it.”
“Great, I will set it up.” He typed something on the terminal in front of him. “How would you like to pay?” the man asked.
Robert handed him the credit chip Julia had provided. The suited man took it graciously and put it into a reading device.
“Thank you very much. You will be charged for every half hour you started, calculated from first entering the room, until you leave. This includes all standard services as listed in our general conditions. Any additional services or companions come at an extra fee. Any more questions or requests?”
Robert shook his head.
“Very well, your companion will join you shortly in room number six.” He indicated the corridor to the right of the reception desk. “Have a pleasant stay.”
Robert took the suggested path and walked through the hallway until he reached a door marked with a six. The room on the other side was small, furnished in warm colors and almost fully occupied by a giant bed. He paced up and down along the side, anxiously waiting for a companion he wasn’t sure he even wanted to join him. After his conversation with Sarah he had been so sure that this was what he desired but after all he had learned in the meantime, a new kind of doubt had taken hold of him. Not just due to nervousness and insecurity, but because he questioned the ethical implications of the entire undertaking.
Those concerns were put aside for the moment when Sarah entered the room. She looked pretty much the same as when he had last seen her, just a few minutes earlier, yet her beauty overwhelmed him anew.
“Did you miss me?” she smirked when she noticed his longing gaze.
“I did,” he admitted.
“So here I am.” She came close and wrapped her arms around him. Robert felt a comforting warmth as she pressed her body against his. “So what do you want to do now?” her lewd expression suggested that she had some intriguing ideas.
“I am not sure,” Robert said hesitantly. He believed to notice a subtle change in Sarah’s demeanor from before. Maybe he just imagined it because he knew that her mind had been altered in the meantime but it was still off-putting.
“In that case, let me give you some ideas.” Sarah slid down onto her knees and started removing the cloth from the lower part of his body. Robert just stood there, frozen between delight and reluctance. While his mind was irresolute, his body had no such inhibitions. When his penis was freed, it had already grown substantially. Sarah’s touches quickly brought it to its full size. She delicately wrapped a small, soft hand around the shaft, slowly pulled back the foreskin and planted a kiss onto the exposed head.
“How about that?” she asked, looking up at him with a grin.
“That’s really good,” Robert confirmed, unable to deny his very obvious arousal.
It was enough confirmation for her to continue. Her lips engulfed the engorged tip of his dick while one hand delicately moved along its length and the other caressed his testicles. Robert could feel her warm tongue slide over his most sensitive part. For a while she kept licking and sucking lightly, teasing him with every contact. The treatment intensified his arousal, vanquishing all other thoughts form his mind and made him tremble with desire; yet it did not grant the full satisfaction he so desperately craved. When he was almost ready to beg for more, she started venturing further. Very slowly but persistently her soft lips came closer, gliding over the skin of his shaft. More and more of his phallus disappeared in the woman’s mouth. He thought she would stop when the tip pressed against the back of her throat; she didn’t. Seemingly without effort she swallowed his entire length. The sensation made Robert sigh with pleasure. It became even better when Sarah started moving again. He soon realized that he wouldn’t be able to endure this for long. Just when he felt the climax approach, Sarah retreated and freed his twitching organ, depriving it of the stimulation which would have been needed to send him over the edge. It seemed she could read his body just as well as he could; and she wasn’t going to let this end yet. Returning to her previous exercises she effectively kept him close to the peak for a while but never let him reach it. It was incredibly frustrating and pleasant at the same time. At some point she let go of his dick and rose to her feet.
“There is still a lot more for us to try,” Sarah commented with a suggestive smile. She took a step back so Robert had a good view of her entire body before starting to discard the few pieces of clothing still covering it. Completely mesmerized, Robert drank in the stunning sight, his eyes wandering between the two small, pink nipples, her hairless groin and the gorgeous body as a whole. After granting him some time for a thorough inspection, she climbed onto the bed. On the far side of it she sat down facing Robert, leaned back and spread her legs wide so he could see her most private parts. A glistening film of wetness covering her labia indicated her arousal. Not his achievement, but that of her implants, Robert knew. The thought made his doubts from earlier well up again.
One of Sarah’s hands spread her nether lips while the other beckoned him to come closer; her lustful gaze challenged him to do so much more. He followed the invitation. When he was close enough she reached for his erection, guiding it to the desired target. She placed the tip against her entrance then leaned back and waited for him to do go the rest of the way. While he hesitated, she put a hand to the side of his face raised her eyes to his and gave him a look which shook him to the core. It was a genuine expression of deeply felt emotion. There was desire and affection and trust in that expression, maybe even love. Surely it was intended to encourage and reassure him but to Robert it was an atrocity. This look had no right to be shared in this situation, between those two people. She was not supposed to give it to him and he did not deserve to receive it. It was unreal and wrong. Terrified by his own thoughts, Robert withdrew from the woman, as if her touch burnt his skin.
He awkwardly retreated back to the other side of the bed. With trembling hands he reached for his pants, lying on the floor where they had been discarded. From their pockets he retrieved his UID. He put it against the back of his head and triggered the quick-reset function. It was a feature of the CERS which made it return to a predefined standard configuration without the need of extracting the Plug. It was a safety measure in case configuration changes caused unintended side-effects. Robert had set it up while experimenting with his CERS so he could quickly go back to a state of which he knew was safe. That included an active sexual inhibitor.
Still shaking he sat on the side of the bed and waited for the implants to do their work. Soon his erection started to subside and the arousal and desire were washed away from his mind. Only once he was sure all of these feelings were completely gone, he dared look at Sarah again. To Robert she looked exactly the same and totally different at the same time. Her features and all the peculiarities of her body were still as he had perceived them before, but their attracting effect had vanished entirely. Now she was just another person, as he had seen so many others before, no more and no less.
The girl was startled by Robert’s sudden reaction of course.
“Is there a problem?” she asked carefully.
“No,” Robert quickly answered, then reconsidered. “Yes; I don’t know.”
“Did I do something wrong?” enquired in an apologetic tone.
“No,” Robert quickly ensured her. He should have known that Sarah would blame herself. She was configured to be submissive and to put her customer’s pleasure above all else. Seeing him recoil from her, as if in disgust must have caused a horrible feeling. Once she was sure that he really wasn’t angry with her, she came closer and sat beside him. The proximity of her naked body was now just a fact, nothing to be excited about
“I am sorry, but I can’t do this,” Robert claimed.
“But why?” the female Worker wanted to know. There was no anger or insistence in her voice; just confusion and self-doubt. She must have felt just as frustrated as Robert. It was paradoxical; he refused to have sex with her, because he felt it was wrong and he didn’t want to abuse her for his pleasure; yet the one thing she wanted, which would make her happy was to have sex with him and please him as best as she could. That didn’t seem to make sense; then again, there was so much which didn’t make sense right now.
“Because what you feel isn’t real; or maybe it is; I am not sure which is worse,” he tried to put his conflicting emotions into words; and failed miserably.
“I don’t understand.”
“Neither do I; this world is so confusing. If you are a real person, what they do to you is weird and wrong and horrible; but if you are not real that means I’m not real either and in that case I have no right to be here.”
There was a moment of silence. Sarah clearly didn’t understand a word he said, yet she still tried to comfort him. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want. Just tell me what you want me to do.”
She reached for his dick, trying to massage it back to life, but her efforts were futile.
To Robert her affection was soothing and sickening at the same. He needed to get out of this place. As quickly as he could, he got dressed and rushed to the door. Before he left he turned around to Sarah one last time. “I am sorry. You deserve better.” Then he stormed out.
If the receptionist had any opinions about Robert’s quick return, he kept them to himself. “Goodbye, we hope to see you again soon,” was all the man had to say when he handed the credit chip back to his customer. ‘Not likely’, Robert thought while he took the chip and stowed it in a pocket of his pants. He kept the words to himself.
As fast as he could, he made his way to the shuttle bay and returned to the gateway station and the Beautiful Mystery. When he arrived, Julia was floating in the living area, reading something on her UID. She greeted him with a curious smirk. “How was it?”
“I- I didn’t go through with it,” he confessed. “Not completely, at least.”
“Why not?”
“I am not sure.” Any attempts to hide his distressed state were futile.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Julia asked, coming closer.
Hesitantly he took the offer, not quite sure what to say. “There was this girl at the brothel…” he started reluctantly. Soon the words came pouring out of his mouth all by themselves and he told the entire story, only leaving out the irrelevant or overly indecent details.
“I understand,” Julia claimed somberly, once Robert was done talking. He wasn’t sure whether she could really comprehend his predicament, but the fact that she reacted with empathy was already a comfort to him. “I am sorry I came up with this stupid idea; I thought it would be a kindness. Of course I knew that the women there are Workers, but I had no idea they changed their configurations. I am far from being an expert on the subject, but it does seem kind of extreme.”
“There is nothing to be sorry about,” Robert insisted. “I really appreciate your kindness. You couldn’t have known what effect it had on me. It was my choice. Everything I did, I did because I wanted to do it; maybe for the first time in my life; and look how it played out. Maybe Workers are really not meant to make their own decisions.”
“That is nonsense. Forget that bullshit about you not having a personality. You are just as human as I am.”
“I am not so sure about that. Even if it is true, I have my doubts whether it’s a good thing. Thinking back at my time at the factory and considering all the happy Workers I have seen today, I get the feeling that being a mindless slave to the CERS might be the more pleasant option.”
“Do you really think you can go back to that state with all the things you have learned?”
“I don’t know,” Robert said truthfully. “The thought frightens me. I guess I will just have to find out.”
“And if you can’t?”
Robert shrugged. There was no answer he could think of. An unfamiliar pressure formed at the front of his head and for the first time in his life, tears welled up in his eyes. Full of compassion, Julia hugged him. For a long time they just floated there, finding consolation in each other’s embrace.
7
“That’s it!” Julia announced cheerfully, leaning back in the pilot’s chair. “We have completed the last piloting exercise. Now that we have tested all the features, all that’s left to do is enter a course back to Zukunftsfabrik station. From our current position we should be there in approximately twenty hours.”
Robert just nodded, his attention focused on analyzing the results of their test flight.
“Or we could make a little detour,” Julia mused. “We have some time to spare. We could make a stop at a different space station or the Mars colony and spend a day enjoying ourselves a little.”
Robert shrugged. “If that is what you want. It’s your call. For my sake you don’t have to divert from the plan.”
“So you are not anxious about going back to the factory; back to your old life?” she asked carefully. Since the day on Venus both of them had avoided the topic and directed all focus on completing their assignment.
“A little,” Robert admitted. “But I am also looking forward to it. “This might be my CERS talking, but most of my memories of the factory are positive ones. I don’t know if I will be able to return to the life I have known, but the thought that I might makes me keen on finding out.”
“Alright, Zukunftsfabrik it is then,” Julia confirmed. “In the meantime there is one more obligation to fulfill.”
“And what would that be?”
“We drink,” she stated merrily as she floated out of her seat. “A completed job demands for proper celebration; unless you want to finish your work first.”
Robert looked at the UID in front of him. The data it displayed offered unusually little appeal to him right now. He dismissed it with a shrug. “I can also finish it later.”
“Spoken like a real Natural” she said with a grin. “I will make a lazy, unproductive member of society out of you still.”
Robert chuckled at the joke he wouldn’t have comprehended until recently. “Yeah, I can totally see myself spending my time pointlessly browsing the internet, binge watching videos or getting drunk in some bar, doing absolutely nothing of value.”
“I see you have us figured out completely.”
They floated to the lounge.
“You seem to be in a better mood than over the last few days,” Julia observed.
He shrugged. “I have configured my CERS to increase the supply of certain neurotransmitters and have also found a way to make it repress certain thoughts which cause me distress.”
“Oh; well that is one way to cope; I guess. Sometimes being a Worker has its advantages, it seems.”
She took two small bags containing some liquid from the refrigerator and tossed one to Robert.
“Not as good as from a proper glass I’m afraid, but it will serve its purpose.” She opened the container and held it out in front of her. “To a job well done; cheers.”
Robert imitated the gesture and they both sucked some of the content from the bags into their mouths. He grimaced at the pungent taste and the slight burn the alcohol left in his throat. “What is that?”
Julia laughed at his sour expression. “It’s called gin; takes some getting used to.”
“I am not sure I want to get used to that,” Robert replied. “The taste is horrible.”
“It is not only about the taste, but also about the effect,” Julia explained. “People who don’t have a CERS use this to make themselves feel better.”
“Well, right now I’ll take all the help I can get.” Robert forced himself to swallow another mouthful of the stuff.
“So what is your plan once your return?” Julia asked.
“I don’t really have a plan. I guess I will just go back to my original configuration, resume my usual occupation and see how it works out. If it turns out that I can’t be content with that anymore, I will find some other way to get by. I don’t really want to dwell on that right now. What are you going to do once this assignment is over?”
Julia considered it for a moment. “I will probably head back to Earth; haven’t been home for a while. I will visit my family, meet old friends, take some time off and have a proper vacation.”
“That sounds nice; I assume. The whole concept of enjoying days or even weeks where you do not work at all is still somewhat strange to me.”
“That is because you hardly know any fun pastimes. With a nice hobby even you would survive a vacation.”
“Hard to imagine, but if you say so. What is Earth like?”
“That is tough to answer. There are so many different places and aspects to it. I don’t know where to begin.”
“What do you miss most about it?”
“Mostly very simple things; the air and the water for example.”
“There is water and air here,” Robert claimed, puzzled by her statement.
Julia shook her head resolutely. “Not like that. The stuff here has been purified a thousand times. It tastes and smells bland, stale and exactly the same everywhere. Where I grew up we had clean, fresh air and water coming from mountain springs. That is an entirely different world from this processed crap. I also miss open spaces. Everything is so narrow and crammed around here.” Once Julia had started talking about Earth, more and more things came bursting from her lips. Robert listened intently. Half the things he heard he could hardly even imagine, but he was still fascinated. By the time Julia was done talking, they had both emptied their gin.
“Another one?” she asked.
“Sure,” Robert answered. The last sip of the drink had been no more enjoyable than the first, but he was beginning to feel its effect and he liked it.
“Earth really sounds amazing,” Robert mused. “Kind of makes me want to go there one day.”
“You mean breaking out of the factory and hitching a ride on a ship to Earth?”
“That would be one way. Or I could ask for a transfer. There are Workers on Earth as well, right?”
“True, there are plenty of them,” Julia confirmed. “I haven’t thought about that option. Can you ask for a transfer? Would the company take such a request seriously? Are there rules or standard procedures for that?”
“I have no idea actually; never had any inclination to find out. Now that I think of it, I have very little knowledge about what I can and can’t do. Do I have certain rights and privileges? How do I make a complaint? What will the company do if I tell them I am not happy with my job? I simply don’t know the answers to those questions. Maybe they would actually treat me like a regular human being if I behaved like one. Or they would just consider me defective and toss me out like a broken piece of electronics. What do you think would happen?”
“I have no idea,” Julia replied in a serious tone after brief consideration. She remained silent for a while before she asked: “Do you think the use of the CERS-Workforce is wrong?”
“Wrong in what way?” Robert asked her to specify, not quite sure how to answer.
“In the way that it is immoral to exploit human beings by manipulating what they feel.”
Robert sighed. “I have thought about that a lot lately and I still couldn’t come to an agreement with myself yet. It has been a real shock to find out what the Worker life looks like from the perspective of a Natural. It seems so restricted, dependent and irrelevant. That doesn’t really bother the usual Worker though. Even if they do it for personal gain, can it be wrong to create a being and grant it a happy life without any worries? Until I accidentally broke free from the control of the CERS, I had no reason to complain.”
“That is what we are always told: that using Workers is fine, because they are happy and because their sole purpose, the only reason they exist, is their occupation. I see the logic in that and still it somehow feels wrong. It is kind of like raising an eagle as a pet and clipping its wings at an early age, so it never learns how to fly. You can grant it a pleasant, happy life; nevertheless it feels wrong, because you know it was destined to soar through the sky and you took that away. Just like eagles are supposed to fly, aren’t humans supposed to think for themselves and make their own decisions? Isn’t it wrong to take that away from someone? I never thought about it like that, because I didn’t really consider Workers as regular humans; most Naturals don’t, I guess; but without intending to do so, you have convinced me that you are.”
“I have one question,” Robert requested. “What is an eagle?”
Julia almost choked on her gin in a sudden fit of laughter. “Are you serious? You really don’t know what an eagle is? Large bird of prey, symbol of freedom?”
“I had no real education in zoology and there are no animals on our space station.”
“I get that, but how can someone not know what an eagle is?”
Robert just shrugged. The previous topic entirely forgotten due to this revelation, the pair spent the next hour talking about animals. It started with a basic education about birds, continued with finding out what types of animals Robert did and didn’t know and culminated with the invention of a game in which Julia described different animals and Robert had to guess whether they really existed or were made up. In two very different ways they both had a lot of fun, partly due to an ever increasing state of inebriation.
“I’m still not convinced this giraffe thing really exists,” Robert commented once Julia had run out of ideas and declared the game over.
“How did we get to this animal topic?” Julia pondered after she had fetched yet another pair of drinking bags.
“Something about me having my wings cut?” Robert suggested his alcohol-afflicted brain not quite as sharp as it usually was.
“Yes, now I remember; my great ‘eagle and Worker’ analogy, which was utterly ruined by your lack of ornithological knowledge.”
“My apologies for that,” Robert offered sarcastically. “Now that this gap in my education has been closed I can confirm that it was indeed a very good analogy. I am still not sure whether it is better to be a happy bird with clipped wings or an unhappy bird soaring through the sky though.”
“Think about it like that,” Julia pondered. “If you could go back in time and prevent yourself from ever meddling with your CERS, so you would still live your regular, happy Worker life; would you do it?”
It took Robert a while until he could come up with an answer to that question. “No, I don’t think I would.”
“Why not?” Julia wanted to know
“Because that would mean I would have never met you. Not knowing you seems too high a price to pay.”
Julia looked very surprised for a moment; then she suddenly rushed forward and kissed Robert. The momentum of her onslaught sent them both spiraling through the zero-g environment. At first Robert was just confused and overwhelmed by her actions. He wanted to ask what she was doing and why, but she granted him no opportunity to speak, keeping his mouth occupied with hers. He could have easily pushed her away but he didn’t want her to stop. At some point he just accepted and went with it. He had never kissed anyone before and had no idea what he was doing, but Julia didn’t leave him much to do anyway. It was a strange feeling, unfamiliar but not unpleasant; pleasant enough to cause a stirring in his loins, in expectation of more to come. With Julia’s body tightly pressed against his, there was no way to prevent her from noticing.
“I guess that means your sexual inhibitor is not active?” she commented with a smirk, when their lips finally parted. Robert nodded. She showed a lascivious smile. “Good.” In between more kisses she started removing both her and Robert’s cloth. He helped with clumsy hands and great enthusiasm. Emboldened by his inebriation his hands dared wander where they would have never gone in a sober condition. Touching and groping, the Worker and the Natural explored each other’s shapes with eager hands. Once both of them were naked and sufficiently familiar with the partner’s body, things progressed fast and unceremoniously. Drunk, eager and impatient they rushed to what both of them craved. Julia grabbed Robert’s sufficiently erect dick, gave it a few strokes and guided it between her legs. This time Robert was given no chance to reconsider; once in position, Julia wrapped her legs around his hips and impaled herself on him.
Joined at the hips, the pair of naked bodies floated through the room in a state of ecstasy. With a steady, regular movement of her hips, Julia dictated a pace. After some initial synchronization difficulties, Robert adjusted to the rhythm and met her half way. His mind was a wild mess of pleasure and confusion and drunkenness, devoid of any logic. The alcohol in his system dulled his senses, making the whole activity much less enjoyable than it should have been. In addition to that, something about it felt off. It was not as fulfilling as he had imagined it to be.
Their copulating went on for what felt like a really long time. By the time Julia had worked herself to an orgasm they were both panting and sweating with exhaustion. Numb, sore and mentally absent Robert was nowhere close of achieving the same. Afterwards the whole thing became more exercise than pleasure. Knowing that nothing good would come of it anymore, they separated with a rather anticlimactic end. What followed was an atmosphere of awkwardness and embarrassment which brought a sudden end to their celebration.
They spent the night in their individual cabins, left to their own thoughts.
After a few hours of sleep, Robert woke to another first-time experience: His first hangover. Suffering from both physical and psychological ailments, even going through his morning routine became a challenging and exhausting task. The lack of gravity, which could already be disorienting under normal circumstances, now came with a completely new level of vertigo. Making some adjustments in his CERS configuration helped, but there was still a persistent discomfort of body and mind, he couldn’t quite get rid of.
Robert’s recollection of the events before he went to sleep was fuzzy, incomplete and lacking details. He had sex with Julia that much was clear. Despite the fact that he had wanted nothing more for the last two weeks, he was not entirely sure whether that was a good thing. Not just because the experience hadn’t quite lived up to his expectations. Up until the moment she had kissed him, she had made very clear that she had no sexual interest in him. According to her own words she didn’t want sex with a man she had no romantic feelings for. Had that changed? Was it only the alcohol, which had instigated her actions? Or had she done it out of pity? Could she have developed feelings for Robert? Did he have such feelings for her? It was hard to tell. He had been attracted to her from the first day and the relation between them had evolved into something he valued highly. However, at no point had he given himself to illusions that this was anything more than a temporary friendship. They were just far too different to be anything more than friends. Robert found himself unable to properly process all that in his current state. Natural emotions were just too complex and bewildering, even when sober.
He found Julia strapped into the pilot chair of the cockpit. She was idly staring out the viewport, at the growing sphere of Mars in front of them. Robert placed himself in the co-pilot chair next to her and gazed in the same direction. They sat there for a long time in an uncomfortable silence. In less than 4 hours they would reach Zukunftsfabrik station.
“Nervous?” Julia asked eventually.
“A little,” Robert admitted. “At the moment that is the least of my problems though; I don’t feel very well.”
Julia smiled faintly. “That is called a hangover; the reminder that every joy in life has its price.” It was obvious that she wasn’t unaffected by the consequences of drinking either, but she coped a lot better, even without a CERS.
Another long silence followed. Afterwards it was again Julia who spoke up: “About last night…”
“It was a mistake,” Robert voiced his guess, in which direction this was going, before Julia had found the words.
She was surprised for a moment; then she nodded “So you feel the same?”
“I don’t regret anything, if that is what you mean” Robert answered hesitantly. “It was an… interesting experience. Even if it didn’t play out quite the way I had imagined it. It is also incompatible with how you previously described your attitude towards sexuality. You said you would only have sex with someone you have romantic feelings for; which means either you made an alcohol-induced misstep and broke your own rules or you have romantic inclinations towards me. The latter would be unfortunate because in a few hours our ways will part, and we might not see each other again. So I assume what we did was a mistake.”
“That is a very analytical way of seeing it,” she commented with a mixture of amusement and melancholy. “It might have been a combination of both causes. Alcohol, horniness and impaired discernment certainly played a significant role; but some deeper emotions might also have been involved. Maybe it’s just because we have been stuck with each other’s company on such confined space for weeks. That tends to create a certain sexual tension. But beyond that I really have grown fond of you. Maybe drunk me just wanted to express that somehow before we part.”
“I am quite fond of you as well,” Robert replied. “And I appreciate the effort of drunk you. Generally, I want to thank you again; for everything you have done for me and all your support.”
“It has been my pleasure,” she said with a warm smile.
While Mars filled an ever larger percentage of their sight, they spent their remaining time together with casual chit chat. Robert would miss talking to her. At least the current version of him would.
8
Coming home to the familiar environment of Zukunftsfabrik station and its space ship factory had a soothing effect on Robert’s mind. The company made sure he was able to return to his old routine quickly. After requesting a short report on his assignment and the data he had collected, they reset his configuration to the old default. Like before the responsible overseer failed to check and recognize that the modification safeguard was disabled, so Robert kept full control. Unlike last time he didn’t immediately change the settings though. In order to find out whether satisfaction with his old life was still an option, he left the configuration exactly as it was.
For the first few days this worked surprisingly well. The simple everyday life of a Worker brought back a stability he had sorely missed without realizing it. The worries of previous days were buried under a vast heap of tasks to occupy him with and replaced by a serene feeling of contentment. For a while Robert had actual hope that this condition might last. It didn’t.
Despite his best efforts of backporting his mental state to the old version, there were some new thoughts and habits Robert couldn’t quite shake. They were subtle and inconspicuous at first. Among them were a fondness for making analytical observations about the Worker life and a tendency to get lost in philosophical considerations about the topic. By his fourth day back in the factory, Robert was convinced to have made an important discovery in this mental endeavor. According to his theory there were some fundamental differences between Workers and Naturals in their pursuits for happiness.
Workers usually spent the majority of daytime with their main occupation or some activity closely related to it. During those periods they were mostly content, experiencing only some minor ups and downs. Therefore, a Workers life played out on a more or less constant level of happiness. There were rarely any outstanding highs or lows, no short moments of ecstatic bliss or phases of devastating depression.
The emotional spectrum of a Natural was much more erratic in comparison. They spent a lot more time being dissatisfied or bored. Periods of joy appeared rather short-lived and there was a lot of potential for very negative moods. The intensity of a true moment of happiness however, was far more rewarding than anything a Worker ever experienced. Naturals tended to live from one positive experience to the next, rather than achieving a more constant level of wellbeing. At least that was what Robert had perceived during the weeks he spent as an almost Natural.
From a purely pragmatic point of view, the Worker life seemed preferable. It was a common occurrence though, that people wanted what they didn’t have, once they knew it was there. Robert was no different in that regard. As much as he appreciated the stable mood his CERS provided, he couldn’t help but long for something more exciting and fulfilling. These feelings only increased over time until he couldn’t resist any longer and started meddling with his configuration again.
All the previous practical experience made him quite confident about his skills in handling the implants. Subsequently his experiments became gradually more daring. The results were often hard to predict and not always to his liking. Messing with the bio-chemistry of the brain was a complex and risk thing; there was still much he didn’t know or understand.
Robert didn’t rely purely on the mental manipulation to grant himself some positive feelings but also returned to the small joys he had known during his time on the Beautiful Mystery. Luckily he was prepared for that. During his journey, when he had accessed the internet of Earth or the smaller but still substantial network of Venus via Julia’s UID, he had used the opportunity to fill a storage drive with all kinds of digital treasures. A lot of it was of pornographic nature. There had just been so much stimulating material to view and so little time.
Not all of his browsing through the vast networks had been driven by hormone-fueled lust though. He had also acquired plenty of songs, videos, reading material and even some games. These forms of entertainment were still baffling to him, but he had started developing a certain appreciation for some. He had also gathered more information about the CERS and its capabilities. In particular he had done some research regarding the special functionality used by the brothel on Venus. As it turned out, most of the functionalities the man in the suit had mentioned could be achieved with conventional CERS hardware. It only required some plugin-software to be installed on the implants. Out of curiosity Robert had searched for and downloaded such a software package, including instructions on how to use it. So far he had found neither a use for it, nor any motivation to study the topic further. It might prove useful in the future though.
At first Robert thought these small distractions after work hours would keep him content for a long time. He was wrong about that. As it turned out, some sporadic short-term gratification was not sufficient to suppress a craving for more. Neither did it stop his mind from drifting along all sorts of unusual inspirations throughout the day. Those random thoughts revolved around various topics, ranging from deep philosophical contemplations to absurd trivialities. He pondered over many questions. Some were of existential nature, such as ‘what would happen to Workers once they became too old to do their job?’ Others were very simple, such as ‘where does this unmarked door lead?’ What bothered him most was not that he didn’t know the answers to them, but that he had no one to discuss them with. His colleagues would have little interest in such conversations. Since he had freed himself from much of the mental manipulation of the CERS he found the company of other factory Workers dull and uninspiring. They barely talked about anything but work, had no interest in chatting during their shifts and were boringly solemn at any other time. Robert knew fully well that he had been exactly the same not that long ago. Nevertheless they were almost insufferable to him now. Despite being surrounded by people all the time, he felt lonely. He really missed Julia.
Just when Robert had started thinking about coming up with some crazy scheme for contacting her, an interesting opportunity diverted his attention. Lisa, his friend and long-time coworker approached him during a shift. He had rarely seen her since his return to the factory and they had never found an opportunity to talk. The reason for that was revealed to him when she told him about a new position to which she had recently been assigned.
“The company has initiated a development project for a new type of ship,” Lisa informed him. “They want to establish a team in the Ultimate Space Racing (USR) league. The R&D department has been tasked with planning a racing vessel. This is mostly uncharted territory, so they are recruiting employees from across all fields to assemble a project team. The participants should be capable of coming up with a concept which fulfills the requirements of this new kind of spacecraft while achieving maximum reuse of our existing parts, designs, infrastructure and production processes. I volunteered for this program because it fits well with my recent work, specifically the collision simulations, structural integrity models, material studies and low-mass-designs. The team is still in need of more expertise for the simulation software. A lot of new development is needed to cover all the usage scenarios of the new ship.
“We have worked well together in the past and you are a good fit for the job, so I would like to invite you into the team. This would entail assignment to a different part of the facility, a slightly diverging work schedule and an extensive learning phase for acquiring the necessary knowledge and skills. I know it sounds like a very drastic change but I think it could really be an opportunity to…”
“I’ll do it,” Robert casually interrupted her doubtlessly well prepared recruitment speech. Lisa looked dumbstruck for a moment. She certainly hadn’t expected him to agree so fast. Workers usually didn’t accept such a drastic changes in their lives easily; unless their CERS configuration was changed accordingly first.
“Just like that?” Lisa asked. “Don’t you want to know more details about the project, your tasks or the team?” Clearly she was a little disappointed that she would get no chance to prove how well prepared she was for such enquiries.
“No, I trust your assessment.”
“Do you know what the USR league is?”
“No idea; I will find out soon enough I guess.”
“You don’t even need time to consider?” It really seemed to vex her that someone would switch jobs so easily.
“No, it really sounds like a very interesting project.” Robert didn’t know anything about space ship racing, nor did he care about it. There were two reasons he was eager to volunteer: First of all he hoped that a new job, a different environment and a change in routine might help him escape from his unfulfilled state of mind. Secondly, he was desperate for some social interaction. He had always liked Lisa, probably more than anyone else on the entire station. If there was any Worker he could have a somewhat enjoyable conversation with, it was her. This new project sounded like a good opportunity to spend some time with her.
“Okay, great” Lisa confirmed; the satisfaction of having achieved her goal quickly replaced all concerns about Robert’s strange behavior. “I will inform my superiors. You can finish up whatever tasks you are currently working on and switch to the R&D department as soon as everything is arranged.”
A few days later, Robert found himself at his new workstation in a new office. With only twenty occupants, the room was a lot smaller and quieter than the vast hall he had previously worked in. It was also farther from the actual production facilities, both in distance and appearance. A Natural might have considered this a promotion. Workers usually didn’t think like that. To them, there was no career ladder and no promise of advancement in a hierarchy. Everyone just did the job he or she was intended for as best as they could. Still Robert felt like this was an improvement for him.
Lisa worked in the same office. Her workstation was just a few meters from his. It didn’t take long until an opportunity for a private conversation with her arose. Lisa was tasked with introducing Robert to some of the new software tools they would be using throughout the project. For that purpose the two of them occupied a small conference room, where they could talk without disturbing anyone.
It was the perfect chance for having an insightful chat; at least that’s how it played out in Robert’s mind beforehand. Once he found himself alone with Lisa, he realized that he had no idea what to say. Feeling like a complete idiot he just sat there and listened to her detailed descriptions of some new engine optimization software, grasping not even half of it, because his mind was in an entirely different place. Currently he was much more interested in studying the woman’s face.
At first he was just admiring her lovely features. Soon the focus of his curiosity shifted more towards her behavior: the slight tilt of her head; the way she occasionally ran a hand through her hair; the higher pitch in her voice when she emphasized something important; the fluent movement of her hands aiming to complement the words she spoke; all the little idiosyncrasies Robert had always known to be part of her, but never consciously recognized or thought about. Those were not manifestations of the CERS, but an intrinsic part of her personality. A personality which he was absolutely sure existed.
Among the peculiarities he noticed there were also small expressions of joy, caused primarily by her work of course: a slight upwards curvature of her lips, indicating the faintest smile; a sparkle in her eyes; an enthusiastic increase in her talking pace when discussing something she was really interested in. They were subtle, but undeniably there. It was not the gleeful exuberance Robert had observed in many of the Workers on Venus. Lisa was more composed and serene; more like him.
“You seem distracted,” Lisa suddenly interjected, forcing Robert to abort his mind’s ramblings “Is everything alright?”
“Yes, sure,” he claimed hastily. “I was just… contemplating.”
“What subject, if I may ask?”
Failing to come up with a fast, proper response, Robert decided to go a different way. Seizing the chance of having Lisa’s attention he asked: “Are you happy?”
She was clearly startled by the unexpected question, but answered quickly: “Yes, of course; why wouldn’t I be?”
Robert nodded and followed up with another question: “Is there anything you would change about your life or yourself, if you could?”
This time it took a little longer until she replied. “There are certainly things about me which I could improve, but nothing particular comes to my mind right now.”
“Did you ever wonder what other life you could have lived? What other paths might be out there?”
“Not really…”
Of course not; her answers were exactly what Robert had expected. Nevertheless there had been the fickle, irrational hope for some deeply hidden sensation of discontent, a faint craving for a fundamental change. It would have made everything so much simpler.
Robert hadn’t fully admitted it to himself yet, but the real objective in this entire endeavor was to modify Lisa’s CERS configuration. Not for the purpose of adjusting her personality to his preferences as they did in the brothel on Venus of course. He merely wanted her to be free, just like he was. Of course the main motivation wasn’t an altruistic one. His own desire for companionship was the driver behind the idea. That was what made him hesitate. Robert didn’t know whether Lisa wanted this change or not. He couldn’t just ask her because as soon as her CERS detected any kind of thought which revolved around unauthorized changes to its settings, it would immediately make the idea very undesirable and keep her from even considering it. There was no way for her to agree to the change; at least not until the change was already done.
Could granting someone more cognitive freedom and self-determination be a bad thing? The Naturals clearly put an immense importance on those properties, but they had never been in a Worker’s position; just like Lisa had never experienced the sensation of being a Natural. Would it be a kindness or a vile deed to introduce her to this feeling? Once she passed that portal there might be no going back. It was impossible to say if the other side would be salvation or torment to her. Robert couldn’t even answer that question for himself. His escape from the machine’s total control had been a revelation and a source of abundant joy to him, yet it was also the cause of a lot of adversity as well as the torn condition of his mind. If he subjected her to the same experience she might be thankful or she might despise him for it; possibly both.
After Robert just looked at her in silence and indecision for a while Lisa asked: “Are you really okay? You seem… different ever since you returned from your recent assignment.”
That statement was a surprise to Robert. Either Lisa was more observant than he would have expected or the changes in his character were more obvious than he had intended to reveal. His first impulse was to deny everything but the urge to share his situation compelled him to disclose at least some of his thoughts.
“I’m fine; mostly; but you are right, I am somewhat different. On my assignment for testing the XG3 I got some insights which altered my perspective to some degree.”
“What kind of insights?” Lisa wanted to know.
“Among other things I’ve had a glimpse at what life is like beyond the factory, met Workers with completely different occupations and acquired a much better understanding of Naturals.”
Lisa’s face lit up with curiosity when she heard the last part. “What aspect about the Naturals do you understand better?”
“I have gathered a lot of knowledge about them, but most importantly I learned to relate to their thoughts and feelings to some degree, which explains much of their behavior; for example what motivates their actions, how they spend their time or the root of their obsession with beauty and esthetics.”
“That sounds very useful,” Lisa remarked. “Could you tell me more about it?”
Robert smiled. He knew exactly why Lisa was interested in this particular topic. Both Workers had spent years optimizing space ships for Naturals and had dealt with the problems it entailed. There had been so many peculiar design decisions making vessels less efficient, requests for seemingly unnecessary amenities, security features which would have been obsolete if Naturals just adhered to safety guidelines and tedious precautions taken for all the ways people might deviate from recommended usage scenarios for no obvious reasons. These special requirements were a constant source of frustration. Not primarily because they created more work and additional challenges, but because it was incredibly difficult for Workers to comprehend and predict what Naturals might do or want. A better understanding of Naturals could potentially benefit Lisa’s performance and unravel some old mysteries.
“There is a lot I could tell you,” Robert claimed. “In order to really grasp what the mind of a Natural is like however, simple explanations will not be sufficient.” He picked his next words very carefully, trying to hint at the configuration changes without explicitly mentioning anything which might trigger the safeguards in her CERS, which would immediately make her reject the idea. “It requires a certain transformation of your state of mind.”
“That sounds ominous,” Lisa said. “Could you be more specific?”
“It is hard to explain and I can’t really tell you much about it; unless you would be willing to undergo this transformation yourself.”
“What would that imply?” she asked skeptically.
“You would experience some new sensations and emotions; in addition you would learn a lot about the human mind and body. It is neither dangerous nor forbidden and everything you are subjected to is reversible. However, some of the things you learn are… strange and bewildering. The risk is that you might not be able to forget some of it.”
“Why would I want that?”
Robert shrugged. “As I said, it might change your perspective on life. I am glad I did it, but I can’t predict how it would affect you.”
Lisa thought about it. Her internal struggle was obvious. This was a very unconventional offer and therefore not something a Worker would usually do; the prospect of acquiring useful knowledge was a strong incentive though and she had no reason to mistrust Robert. The moment of indecision probably meant that the evaluation procedures of her CERS had not reached a conclusive result. That would mean that the final choice was hers.
“It is not an absolute decision,” Robert suggested. “We can start and if you don’t like it you can stop anytime.”
In the end Lisa’s curiosity got the upper hand. “Okay, I want to try it.”
That was enough confirmation for Robert. “Very well, close your eyes for a moment.”
She gave him another skeptical look but complied. Robert moved behind her and put his UID close to the back of her head. At that point he could have simply retrieved her plug, but he wasn’t sure how she would react; more precisely how her CERS would react. There was a way to work around this problem although Robert wasn’t completely comfortable about it. With the same wireless trigger which allowed for extracting the Plug or doing a quick reset, he could also cause the CERS to put its host into a sleep-like state. The functionality’s description claimed that it was intended to pacify Workers; whatever that meant.
After brief hesitation Robert issued the command. In mere seconds Lisa fell asleep in her seat. As soon as he was sure that she was really unaware, Robert started. After all the experience with reconfiguring his own CERS, he was quick at finding what he was looking for. There were some differences between his default configuration and hers. Considering that they both had pretty much the same job, it suggested that there were not only fixed configuration sets for certain occupations, but also more specialized ones fit to the peculiarities of a specific person. Apart from these small variations the essential settings were the same.
First Robert deactivated the CERS modification safeguard. Afterwards he browsed through additional parameters and made some minor adjustments; nothing too invasive, just some measures to ensure that she was free to make her own decisions and didn’t obsess too much about her duties. When he came across the sexual inhibitor he was tempted to deactivate it as well. After brief consideration he resisted and dismissed the idea. Lisa would have to make this decision for herself.
Satisfied with his changes, Robert returned the Plug to its place and triggered the function which was supposed to wake Lisa up. That took a while but eventually she returned to full consciousness.
“What happened?” she asked drowsily.
“I altered your CERS configuration,” Robert revealed.
“You can do that?”
“It’s a long story; another time. How do you feel?”
“Not that different, to be honest.”
“That is normal,” Robert assured her. “It takes some time until you recognize the changes.”
“Is this allowed?” She sounded concerned.
“It is not forbidden,” Robert navigated around the actual question. “Nobody ever told us that we are not supposed to do it, right?”
“I don’t think so,” she agreed hesitantly. “Why didn’t you just tell me what you would do”?
“Because you wouldn’t have agreed to it otherwise.”
“How do you know?”
“Because there is a feature in your CERS which prevents you from even considering the option. I have turned it off, together with some other mental restrictions.”
Lisa looked ruminative, apparently trying hard to wrap her mind around the concept. “That is… kind of hard to fathom.”
“I know,” Robert agreed with an empathetic smile. “The CERS has an enormous impact on our thoughts and behaviors. When the company changes our configurations they basically alter our personalities.”
“I kind of knew that but I never really thought about it,” Lisa realized.
“That is another effect of the CERS. It deliberately keeps you away from such thoughts because they distract you and might lead to ideas the company doesn’t appreciate.”
Lisa took her time to contemplate those words. Afterwards she nodded faintly. “I think I’m starting to notice it; a difference in my thoughts I mean. It’s very subtle but there is definitely something off.”
“It will become more apparent in time,” Robert assured her.
“So, am I like a Natural now?”
He shook his head. “I only made some small modifications. There are still plenty of ways the implants are influencing you. Turning off too many of them at once would be overwhelming.”
“What about you?”
“For myself I have removed a lot more restrictions and manipulations, but not all of them. I don’t know if I would ever want to get rid of them entirely. Being a Natural, even just partially, can be very strange, confusing and disturbing. Even the more agreeable aspects often take some getting used to.”
“And what are those agreeable aspects? What are they doing with all their free time? What is so appealing about their life?”
“That is hard to describe. They have a lot of ways to entertain themselves. Most of those activities seem weird and pointless at first, but the more you witness, the harder it is to stay without them.”
“For example?”
“For example watching videos purely for fun; not like the instruction videos we know; those are supposed to entertain viewers by triggering certain emotions. Listening to music has a similar effect and seems to be quite popular as well. They also spend a lot of time talking to each other about completely trivial topics. That sounds boring but it can be surprisingly comforting. Sometimes they drink alcohol to make themselves feel better.”
“Alcohol?” Lisa asked in disbelief. “Like the stuff in our industrial cleaning substances? Isn’t that poisonous?”
“It is not quite like the cleaning stuff, but similar; and yes it is poisonous, but only mildly. That is not much deterrence to them. They gladly sacrifice their health for some pleasure. Some of them enjoy eating food so much, they accumulate vast amount of surplus fat, to the point where it restricts their movement.”
Lisa looked at him aghast. “That is crazy.”
“I know. They have even turned the procedure intended for reproduction into a form of entertainment.”
“You mean the way they make new humans?”
Robert suddenly remembered that his colleague was just as clueless about sexuality as he had been until recently.
“For making Natural humans, yes. Unlike us, they are not created in laboratories. Naturals can produce a new human without using any tools or technical aids. It is a purely organic process, requiring only certain parts of their bodies. In order to keep them motivated to reproduce, it comes with a lot of pleasant sensations.”
“How does it work?” Lisa asked full of academic curiosity.
Robert wasn’t quite sure how to begin. Trying to be as concise as possible, he gave her a very rough overview of the basic mechanics behind coitus, human reproduction and the importance it held for Naturals. The more he told her, the more incredulous Lisa looked.
“You are kidding,” she accused once her colleague was done speaking. “That sounds ridiculous.”
“No, it’s all true, I swear.” With a little unintended pride he added: “I even did it myself.”
“Make a child?”
“No, just the sex part; Apparently Workers are infertile, so we cannot make children.”
“You really did that with a woman?” Lisa asked in disbelief.
He nodded.
“Was she a Natural?”
“Yes; and there was also a Worker; well, almost.”
“A Worker too? So we could do it as well?” she wanted to know.
“Well, we do have the physical prerequisites; so yes, we could.”
“Show me.” she demanded.
“What?”
“If you want me to believe your dubious claims, I will have to see for myself.”
“You mean right now?”
“Yes why not?” Being completely unfamiliar with the topic, just like Robert had once been, Lisa had no idea that some people might consider this request to be indecent. That was no surprise but Robert was still somewhat taken aback by how open she was about the topic.
“For once this would probably not be a very pleasant experience for you at the moment. I would have to deactivate your sexual inhibitor first.”
“But you could do that now as well, right?”
“I could…” he agreed uncertainly. The idea was enticing. Just the thought of it caused a stirring in his loins. It also felt wrong to him though. Lisa had just learned about sexuality, knew almost nothing about it and had experienced none of the associated emotions and sensations; she hadn’t gone through the same process as Robert. Doing this now seemed rushed and inappropriate. He wanted her to be motivated by real desire, not by pure thirst for knowledge. The whole scenario just wasn’t what he had imagined it to be.
While the main intention about this whole endeavor had been finding someone to talk to and spend time with, Robert couldn’t deny some erotic fantasies involving Lisa. He had been trying hard not to look at her that way, but even in the chaste factory uniform her attractiveness made it difficult for him. Staring at her pretty features while he felt an erection growing in his pants, Robert had to muster all his willpower to say the following words: “This is not the right time or place to do it.”
“You said that a man’s penis can grow larger and harder when he wants to have sex right?” Lisa asked.
“It does,” Robert confirmed.
Her eyes wandered downwards. “There is a significant bulge in your pants,” she observed. “I assume this is what you called and erection.”
“It is,” Robert admitted, blushing a little.
“So that would suggest you want to have sex?”
“No- well, yes, kind of; it is more complicated than that.”
“Can I at least see it?” Lisa pleaded. “I really want to know what it looks like.”
Robert hesitated, wanted to decline, but couldn’t resist the woman’s cute face, showing earnest curiosity.
“Fine;” Robert stood up and pushed down his pants, revealing a not quite fully erect phallus, raised upwards but not standing fully upright.
“You really told the truth,” Lisa mused as she stared at the organ. She came closer with her seat, now sitting directly in front of Robert’s exposed groin. Starting to observe his genitalia from up close she regarded it from different angles. Having her face so close to his dick provoked some very daring imagery in Robert’s mind.
“Can I touch it?” Lisa asked.
“If you really want to,” Robert agreed, trying not to sound excited about the prospect.
Lisa probed the appendage with her fingers, feeling the skin and squeezing the shaft. Her touches were more scientific exploration than sensual caress, but they aroused Robert nonetheless; enough to make the erection grow further and stand proudly.
“It reacts to touches,” Lisa commented.
“Yes, that area is very sensitive when the sexual inhibitor is off,” Robert informed her.
“Does it feel good?” she asked while running her fingers along the organ.
“It does,” Robert confirmed.
Lisa continued her investigation by slowly drawing back the foreskin until the engorged head was fully uncovered. The phallus twitched slightly and a drop of precum emerged at the tip. Robert hadn’t masturbated in a while, which made him react even stronger to the physical and mental stimulation.
“Is that the liquid which comes out at the end of sex?” Lisa enquired. She touched the drop and tested its viscosity.
“Not quite, the sperm has a different color and is ejected in larger quantity. This is just a small precursor released when getting closer to the actual ejaculation.”
“Getting closer? But we are not having sex yet, are we?”
“No, but an ejaculation is not only triggered by sex; it just requires sufficient stimulation.”
“You mean I can make it shoot out sperm just by touching?”
Robert nodded.
“Is there a special technique?”
Feeling both awkward and aroused, Robert showed her how to jerk him for the intended goal.
Her efforts were a bit clumsy but he didn’t mind. The lack in proficiency was more than made up for by the immense mental satisfaction of watching Lisa work his dick. Inspired by this enticing sight he didn’t keep the woman waiting for long. He barely had time to utter a warning before releasing a massive load. Lisa was startled by the sudden eruption, but apparently not disgusted by the emitted substance. She inspected the stuff with the same interest she had displayed thought the entirety of this weird lecture about sexuality. Once she had watched Robert’s penis return to a flaccid state, her curiosity was satisfied for the moment.
They cleaned up the mess and returned to their original seating arrangement. Lisa seemed blissfully unaffected by the awkwardness which afflicted Robert about the entire situation.
“So where do we go from here?” she asked. “What is the logical next step for a better understanding of the Naturals?”
“I would say you should take some time to get used to your new state of mind,” Robert suggested with a shrug. “Afterwards I can show you how to modify your CERS configuration and provide you with the necessary software. From then on it is just experimenting to find out what works for you.”
Lisa nodded, clearly eager to progress with this new experiment, but also accepting Robert’s wisdom in the matter.
“In the meantime we should probably get back to the reason we came here in the first place,” Robert proposed.
Suddenly remembering that they were actually in the middle of their shift and supposed to discuss some software, Lisa regarded her UID on the table with a pensive expression. Distracted by her interaction with Robert, she had completely forgotten about it in the meantime. That had certainly never happened before.
“Interesting,” she commented the occurrence. “I am starting to see how the changes affect my behavior. It is strange and a bit unsettling, but also fascinating.”
“You barely scratched the surface,” Robert told her. “There is a lot more to come.”
9
“It’s crazy,” Lisa whispered. “We really shouldn’t be doing this.” Her words spoke of worry, but there was an excited anticipation in her voice and face, which betrayed her true feelings. She wanted it as much as Robert; maybe even more. He had his doubts as well, but they would not change his decision on the matter. Of course he would not force Lisa to do anything she didn’t want.
“If you don’t want to do it, this is the last chance to reconsider,” he told her softly, not moving until she had made up her mind.
She hesitated for a few seconds. Finally she took a deep breath and her resolve returned. “I’m fine; let’s do it.”
He gave her a reassuring smile and she smiled back at him. Once he was absolutely sure she as on board, he turned around and walked towards the shuttle. Lisa followed close behind.
They were currently in the traffic dock of the space station. Their intention was to leave the orbiting structure and go down to the colony on the surface of Mars. Just like Venus, it had a commercial district, which was their desired target. VRW provided a free shuttle transfer between Zukunftsfabrik station and the colony in regular intervals. These shuttles were primarily intended for Naturals. There were a few dozen of those around on the space station at any time: Among them were visitors, customers, business partners, employee family members, high-level managers and other VRW staff with jobs which couldn’t be done or weren’t allowed to be done by Workers. A few of them lived on the station permanently, the rest just stayed for a time ranging from a few hours to a few month. Being intended as a factory, development facility and office, the station itself contained hardly any means of entertainment and a very meager culinary selection. For Naturals this was an unacceptable condition of course, so the company ensured that they could easily go down to Mars in their spare time.
Workers could use this service as well, but were expected to do so only on explicit orders. Nobody cared to verify the existence of such orders though. Usually the CERS took care of that. Nothing was preventing Workers from boarding a shuttle just because they wanted to. People would just assume they were going to the planet on some official assignment.
The chance of being discovered was relatively small. There were very few Naturals who might recognize Robert and Lisa; of those even fewer would be able to tell that they were not acting on official business. Even if the pair was unlucky enough to run into one of those, it was likely the person wouldn’t even notice them. Naturals tended to hardly even look at Workers most of the time. A certain risk remained of course and it caused the two Workers a constantly increasing nervousness. Still, they could not endure the thought of not trying it.
Shortly after Robert had started showing Lisa how the CERS worked and helped her experiment with her own configuration, the two of them had taken up the hobby of going on some exploration trips. It had started out very simple; they had been leaving their office together one evening and reached a fork in the hallway. Both had passed that particular spot countless times and always taken the left path; neither had ever gone the other way or knew where it might lead. Feeling adventurous they simply decided to break out of their routine and went right. Nothing particularly exciting awaited them on this path and eventually they ended up in the same place they would have gotten to anyway. Still the incident had a significant impact. It made them realize how little they had cared about their environment in the past and how clueless they were about most of the space station which was their home. Even though they had spent most of their lives there, more than half of the accessible sections were a complete mystery. “With the right configuration, a Worker could probably spend his entire life in one single room and never wonder what lies beyond its walls,” Robert had theorized during one of the conversations which had become a regular activity between the two. The thought made them both feel anxious and constricted about their trivial, uninspiring existences.
Intending to break out of the state of CERS-induced ignorance about their surroundings, they sat out to ever more daring adventures throughout the station. On those trips they scouted the various company departments, traversed all the segments of the station, watched ships at the docks, visited the accommodations for the Naturals and even sneaked into the facilities containing essential features such as the fusion reactor, the water and air purification systems or the central coordination computer. Nobody ever tried to keep them from going anywhere. Workers were conditioned not to care about the business of others as long as it didn’t relate to or interfere with their own jobs and Naturals generally paid them no mind, always assuming that there was some purpose to what they did.
By now Robert and Lisa had pretty much exhausted all the possibilities for exploration the space station had to offer. Now they both longed for something more. Thinking back to the commercial district of the Venus colony, Robert had wondered whether Mars offered a similar place. Some quick research on the local station network revealed that his assumption was correct. They had just considered it a foolish dream at first, but as they planned the details of their theoretical adventure, the desire to go through with it constantly grew.
Passing the gate to the shuttle, they made their decision final. There was no going back now. The long passenger room of the shuttle was filled with rows of seats, separated by a corridor in the middle. Most of the spaces were empty. There was no seating order, so Robert and Lisa just picked a random spot somewhere in the middle and strapped themselves in. Now there was nothing to do but wait.
In the absence of anything to occupy his mind with, Robert involuntarily had to think about ways this might backfire. Once again he started doubting whether this whole endeavor was a good idea. What made it worse was that they were in public now so he couldn’t freely chat with Lisa about random topics. They had to play the part of the innocent Worker, interested in nothing but their common assignment.
The shuttle’s departure made any thoughts of reconsidering obsolete. Nonetheless Robert’s worries didn’t get any better; on the contrary.
“Do you feel that?” Lisa asked with a frown.
“What do you mean?”
“The trembling during velocity changes. I was aboard a Model 4 last year and the ride was significantly smoother.”
Robert shrugged. “Probably because this one has a cheaper stability grid.”
“My thoughts exactly; isn’t it absurd that we use those inferior systems on the new shuttles?”
“I guess the benefit isn’t sufficient to justify the higher cost.”
“That’s what management says, but think about the additional strain it puts on the frame, the increased wear. I think the cost of the stability system is a minor factor, compared to the potentially shortened lifetime.”
Robert ran some numbers in his head, then nodded. “You are right, it seems unreasonable.” So far they had never questioned the decisions of higher instances. The engineers just provided data and implemented whatever management told them to. Now the two of them had the same thought, but didn’t dare say it out loud: The company might deliberately produce inferior ships in order to sell more vessels and maintenance services. For the rest of the flight they kept talking about other questionable management decisions, being careful to make it sound like trivial engineering chitchat, in case someone around them was listening. Only when they arrived on the surface Robert realized that Lisa had managed to distract both of them from their previous worries.
Once they departed the shuttle, the pair found itself in a passage way which led directly to the commercial district. The colony on Mars consisted of an array of huge domes, shielding their pressurized and pleasantly tempered interiors from the inhospitable atmosphere and deadly radiation outside. Each of these domes, interconnected by long tunnels, had a different purpose. One was the main habitat of the colonists, one produced food, one was dedicated to scientific research, another contained industrial facilities and so on. The commercial district also occupied its own dome. Landing spots for shuttles were available in the vast empty spaces around and between the huge structures. For each parking space there was a tunnel with an airlock connecting the ship directly to the system of structures, so passengers never came into contact with the hazardous outside world.
When Robert and Lisa emerged from the narrow passage way into the dome of the commercial district, they were overwhelmed by the magnitude of the construct. After living on a station for such a long time, this amount of open space was hard to fathom. Compared to these structures, the floating platforms on Venus were tiny.
The two Workers spent their first few minutes on the planet just marveling at the impressions which were thrown at them. The stunning sight, the mass of people, the noise, the smells; it was a lot to take in. The city which spread before them was similar to what Robert had seen on Venus but larger, fuller and higher. Some of the towers reached all the way up to the ceiling. Once the initial awe had worn off, they started strolling along between the buildings. Their eyes darted left and right as they walked past all kinds of stores, restaurants, bars and other businesses.
Robert quickly became aware that their tourist-like behavior would look really suspicious on two people in Worker uniforms. Luckily he had a solution for that particular problem. He had brought a bag with him, which contained the cloth Julia had bought for him on Venus; the ones he had been wearing on their trip to the commercial district. Julia had insisted that she had no use for the attire and that he should keep it in case he wanted to feel like a Natural again. Since then the cloth had been stashed in his room. Now he could put them on to blend in with the crowd.
As soon as he spotted a public restroom, Robert got changed. Once wearing his disguise, he immediately felt a lot more comfortable about walking through the commercial district; not quite Natural, but a lot less Worker.
There had been another significant advantage to keeping the cloth. In the pockets of the pants, Robert had found the credit chip Julia had lent him. He had completely forgotten to return it before they parted ways. Apparently Julia hadn’t thought about it either; or she had deliberately let him keep it. There was still plenty of money on it. Enough to make use of some of the many sources of entertainment the commercial district had to offer.
With his newly discovered wealth, Robert intended to treat Lisa to some of the experiences he had enjoyed on Venus. First they bought a new set of inexpensive cloth for her, so she could pose as a Natural as well. A female Worker who was employed as a clerk at the cloth store kindly assisted them in picking something appropriate and fitting. If the woman found anything strange about buying regular cloth for someone currently dressed in a Worker uniform, she kept it to herself.
Once they both blended into the crowd, they set out to have some fun. They tried some virtual reality experiences, had a delicious meal, browsed through a huge electronics store, went to the top floor of one of the highest buildings in the city to view it from above and visited a museum dedicated to the history of Mars exploration and colonization. They also came by the Worker memorial, the twin of which Robert had seen on Venus. When they were done exploring, they sat down in a bar to relax and spend some time talking.
Robert ordered a cider for Lisa and a glass of gin for himself. The first sip made him grimace.
“Just as disgusting as I remember,” he established.
“Why would you drink something again if you didn’t like it the first time?” Lisa asked.
He shrugged. “I have been told it was better from a glass and that one got used to it in time. I didn’t believe it back then and I still can’t see it now. But the effect of alcohol can be quite exhilarating; besides, this horrible taste is associated with some nice memories.”
“Memories of Julia?” Lisa asked.
Robert nodded. He had told her a lot about what had transpired during his assignment. She was familiar with many, if not all of the details.
“It’s probably stupid, but I am kind of jealous of her,” Lisa admitted.
“How so?” Robert wanted to know, surprised by the statement.
“I don’t know; you spent the time after you freed yourself from CERS control with her. Everything you learned, the experiences you made… I kind of wish we could have discovered all these things together. It makes no sense of course. Without her you would have never received all that knowledge in the first place. Still, something is bothering me. I just can’t put my finger on it. These feelings are confusing and illogical.”
Robert showed her an understanding smile. “You know, unlike Julia, unlike the people around us, unlike all the Naturals, I can really empathize with your feelings. Maybe we haven’t had exactly the same experiences, but I know very well what you are going through. I am well aware of how irritating and scary the sudden onslaught of strange, unfamiliar emotions can be. I don’t know if there are any other people like us out there; Workers who have taken control of their own implants, I mean. If there are none, we might be the only ones who can relate to each other’s situation. I like Julia and I relished the time with her, but in the end we would be far too different to have a relation like ours. She could never understand me like you can; so there is really no reason to be jealous of her.”
His words brought a bright smile to Lisa’s face. “That is a nice thought, the two of us as an entirely unique couple.”
“Besides,” Robert added, “Now that we have been here, the two of us have done pretty much everything I have done with Julia.”
“Not everything,” Lisa claimed. “We haven’t had sex.” The way she said that almost made it sound like an accusation.
Robert had shared most of his theoretical knowledge about sexuality with her, but had made no effort to pursue the topic any further. There were multiple reasons for that. From his limited experience with Naturals he had gotten the impression that sex for pure entertainment purposes was a somewhat controversial topic. Apparently it was closely tied to a lot of complex emotions and social constructs. It was hard to tell whether the strange behaviors and customs of Naturals were purely cultural or if there was some deeper aspect to it, rooted in general human psychology. Robert had decided to explore these feelings and put more thought into the matter before rushing into something he didn’t fully understand. Another very important reason was that he didn’t want to put any pressure on Lisa or make her feel uncomfortable. He would not go any further until he was certain she wanted it. After their initial conversation he had felt somewhat ashamed, even though Lisa didn’t seem to be bothered.
“True, but at some point we can do that as well, if you want to.” he informed her, glad that she had brought up the subject on her own.
“So you are not opposed to the idea?” Lisa asked hesitantly.
“No, why would I?” Robert was puzzled by the assumption.
“You have been so reserved and reluctant about the topic; I thought you might not be interested in doing it with me. Maybe because I’m not a Natural or you are just not attracted to me.”
He couldn’t help but chuckle when he realized how they had both completely misinterpreted each other’s behavior. “That could not be further from the truth. I have never been as attracted to anyone as fiercely as I am to you.”
“Then why didn’t you say so? If you would have proposed to have sex I would have agreed.”
“I didn’t know that. I just wanted to be considerate; seems like that was a misguided effort.”
She just looked at him in confusion.
“In the world of Naturals, sex is kind of complicated,” he tried to explain. “Or maybe they just make it more complicated than it is. It seems I forgot that you have the pragmatic attitude of a Worker, just like me.”
“So we could do it today?” she asked excitedly.
Robert’s current configuration didn’t inhibit sexual thoughts, so a part of him immediately welcomed the idea. His more rational side however, insisted on caution. “It might be wiser to start slow. Maybe we just try disabling your sexual inhibitor for a while and get you accustomed to the new sensations.”
“The inhibitor has already been deactivated for days,” she informed him casually.
“What?”
Lisa shrugged. “While playing around with my configuration I tried turning it off. As I haven’t found any real disadvantage to it, I just left it disabled.”
That came as a surprise. Robert knew that she had done her own experiments, but the thought that she might go that far hadn’t crossed his mind.
“So you have already experienced sexual feelings for the last few days?”
She nodded. “I also masturbated a lot.”
Robert almost choked on his drink. The matter-of-fact way she talked about it was bewildering but somehow also delightful. He became increasingly aware that there was really no reason to treat sexuality like something shameful with her. Maybe they didn’t have to limit themselves by the conventions of Naturals.
“In that case we could indeed do it today,” Robert suggested. “If that is really what you want.”
Lisa nodded enthusiastically. “I can’t wait to get back to the station.”
“Maybe you don’t have to,” Robert said, an idea emerging in his head. Now that the immediate prospect of having sex with Lisa was planted in his mind, impatience took hold of him. It was still a while until the next shuttle to Zukunftsfabrik station departed. “We could go to a hotel.”
“What’s that?”
“As far as I understand it, they let you rent a private room for a certain time. I am not sure how it works exactly, but we can figure it out.”
It didn’t take much consideration for her to agree. Soon they left the bar and looked for a hotel. Robert had seen a few during their tour through the district. With no idea what the difference between the various locations was, they just picked one and went inside. They were completely unfamiliar with the procedures, but the Worker at the reception desk explained everything, showing nothing but kindness and patience. Faster than expected, they reached the room which would be theirs for the next few hours. It was high enough in the tall hotel tower to offer a nice view through the large windows. The room didn’t really pass as luxurious, but for Workers living on a space station it was pure abundance. It took a few minutes of fascinated exploring before the couple remembered why they were here.
“So what do we do now?” Lisa asked.
“I am not so sure either,” he realized. In his previous encounters of erotic nature, the burden of taking the initiative had not been on him. Now he didn’t quite know where to begin. The sudden nervousness was surprising after he had been so eager mere minutes ago.
“I guess we should get naked,” Lisa proposed and started shedding her cloth. She undressed just as pragmatically and unceremoniously as one would expect from a person whose entire life was optimized for efficiency. That didn’t make the spectacle any less enjoyable for Robert. He studied every aspect of her alluring form intently. While he had seen her body in all its glory before, the fact that she was aware of his stare as well as his intentions and approved of them, made a huge difference. It felt right. Robert savored this feeling and let his lustful gaze roam.
Lisa’s skin was pale from having seen only artificial light and unblemished due to the controlled, isolated life of a Worker. Regular exercise and an optimized diet had formed a healthy, almost athletic body, noticeable even among Worker standards. Her butt and thighs were well toned. The rather flat stomach showed just the faintest trace of her abdominal muscles. Her shape was generally more curvaceous than those of Julia or Sara. To Robert that was a clear advantage. Especially her large, firm breasts captivated his attention.
“Are you just going to stand there and stare?” Lisa asked with a challenging expression. Presenting herself without modesty, hands on bare hips, she was unbelievably seductive without even trying. Robert accepted the challenge and removed his own attire. With his underwear discarded there was no denying his excitement anymore.
Lisa grinned and came closer. “Didn’t even have to touch it this time,” she commented and brushed her fingers along his erection.
“Not with that gorgeous body of yours on display,” Robert informed her.
“I am still perplexed by the trivialities which cause these erections,” Lisa said while she lightly stroked his phallus.
“There are a lot more perplexing things for you to discover,” Robert promised. He gently touched the side of her face with his right hand and leaned in for a kiss. Lisa was a bit startled but followed his lead. Acting on impulse and instinct rather than a fixed plan, the two Workers were venturing into uncharted territory. Initially their efforts were overeager and clumsy, but the couple was quick to become more attuned; they simply had to try out what worked for them.
Robert let his free hand creep up Lisa’s body until it got hold of one of her breasts. Dedicated yet gently he kneaded the soft flesh, an activity both of them relished. By the time their lips separated they were panting with need.
“That was nice,” Lisa approved with a smile.
Robert just nodded. The woman still had one hand wrapped around his dick, which was already dripping with precum.
“Looks like it is almost ready to burst,” she observed and applied a few more teasing strokes. “Do you want me to finish it?”
Horny as he was, denying this offer was difficult; yet he didn’t want it to end so soon. He shook his head. “You already made me climax last time. Now it’s my turn to repay the favor.”
Lisa was clearly intrigued by his proposal. “What do you want me to do?”
“Lie on the bed and spread your legs,” Robert instructed. “Just relax and make yourself comfortable. I will take care of the rest.
Lisa did as she was told. Robert placed himself between her thighs. So far he’d never had the opportunity to properly inspect a woman’s genitalia. Now he took his time studying Lisa’s private parts which held such an inexplicable fascination. He was not only motivated by curiosity though. The goal was to make Lisa enjoy this as much as possible. For a while now he had fantasized about the idea of satisfying a woman, as he had seen it in many videos. Being on the receiving end was great of course, but the thought of causing Lisa such intense pleasures was incredibly tantalizing to him.
Robert ran his fingers across her sex, carefully spread her labia and lightly probed the area between. He unveiled her clitoris and rubbed it gently; that definitely caused a positive response. Next he brought his face up close and tried to induce the same reaction with his tongue. The smell and taste was strange and unexpected but there was also something intoxicating and arousing about it.
Guided primarily by the feedback of Lisa’s body and the occasional audible indicator, Robert kept experimenting. He was awkwardly aware of how inept he was at this, but there were also some recognizable improvements. Over time the random motions were replaced by what had proven to be effective. Before long Lisa was squirming under his touches. No longer able to lay still she arched her back and pressed her hips against him. Her breathing became faster, interrupted by increasingly frequent sighs. Motivated by the woman’s noticeable ecstasy, Robert increased his efforts. His fingers, mouth and tongue working in unison eventually drove Lisa to a peak which forced a loud moan from her lips.
Robert kept up his pleasuring until the wave of exhilaration had passed. Afterwards he ascended along her body until they were face to face.
“That was amazing,” Lisa praised with sparkling eyes.
Robert’s desire for her was so intense it was hardly bearable.
“Are you ready for the next step?” he whispered.
She nodded. Robert aligned the tip of his erection with her opening. For a moment he let it rest there, savoring the suspense. He entered her slowly while keeping his eyes on her face, studying her reactions. It was tight but plenty of lubrication made him slide in smoothly. She winced a little when he encountered some more resistance but before Robert could even think of stopping, she grabbed his backside and kept him from retreating. With a gentle pull and an encouraging smile she urged him to proceed. So he did; until their groins met. Lisa let out a long sigh while he closed the last remaining distance. Her face was drawn into an expression of bliss, eyes closed and mouth wide open. Robert found the face of pleasure incredibly arousing.
Meanwhile the satisfaction he received from having his dick squeezed by the woman’s insides was very fulfilling as well. He still craved for more though. When he was sure Lisa was comfortable with it, he started moving; slowly at first, withdrawing just a few centimeters before pushing forward again. When the only responses it caused were positive ones, he increased his tempo and range of motion. Soon he was pounding away at a brisk pace, building up their mutual joy. On an impulse he leaned down and engaged in a long, passionate kiss. Their bodies were moving against each other almost on their own.
The pleasure Robert felt outmatched all his previous experiences by a huge margin. That inevitably meant that it wouldn’t last for long of course. His need for release made him speed up even further. Unable to hold back any longer he ejaculated with a final deep thrust. He kept his hips pressed tightly against Lisa’s while shooting multiple bursts of cum into her.
Afterwards they kept lying in each other’s arms for some time. Robert could have stayed like that for hours. That wouldn’t be possible of course. If they didn’t return to the station with the next shuttle, their absence would almost certainly be noticed. The company would probably find out what they had been up to and then… then what? What would their superiors do? Was there a plan for such a scenario? They hadn’t broken any official rules. Nonetheless they were practically the property of VRW; more equipment than employees. A Worker who was no longer controlled by the CERS could probably not be considered as reliable anymore. Equipment which didn’t work reliably was considered defective. Defective equipment was usually discarded. Would that also apply to Workers? Would they just be discarded? What would that even mean?
These thoughts were terrifying and the longer Robert dwelled on them the darker they became. Only when he heard Lisa’s voice he was able to wrest his mind from the disconcerting topic.
“We should get cleaned up and head back to the shuttle,” she proposed and untangling herself from her lover.
Just like the rest of the hotel room, the bathroom was nothing special in relation to general standards. To the Workers who were used to sharing sanitary facilities with a legion of others, it was pure luxury. The shower cabin could easily accommodate two persons and the idea of showering together came naturally. Just as naturally the circumstance of having their naked, wet bodies close to each other led to more sexual exploration.
The delighting activities briefly absolved Robert from his worries, but the distraction was short-lived. Soon after he stepped out of the shower his mood descended again. It only got worse when the pair was back to being dressed in Worker uniforms and on the way through the commercial district toward the shuttle. The more he pondered, the more Robert realized that it was not just the prospect of punishment which frightened him. It was also the idea of losing all of the beautiful things he had enjoyed on this delightful trip to Mars: the freedom, the excitement, the conversations, the sex, the state of mind and most of all Lisa. He just couldn’t bear the thought of abstaining from all of this.
For the first time in his life, the thought of continuing to work in the factory for the rest of his life, the central purpose of his existence, caused Robert dread. The company which had been his primary source of happiness for so long now seemed to loom like a shadow over him. The space station which was the only home he had ever known appeared more like a prison, to which he inevitably had to return.
A sideward glance to Lisa walking next to him proved that she was not plagued by similar sorrows. Her entire body language seemed to radiate a sincere happiness. She showed him a merry smile, which instilled some hope. He saw an obvious explanation for why her thoughts weren’t as troubled as his: she hadn’t ventured as deep into the mental realm of the Naturals as Robert had; not yet. His CERS alterations had simply taken him too far away from the simple, carefree world of a Worker. The issues which haunted him were those of Naturals; confusing, scary and pointless. All he had to do was find a more agreeable compromise of CERS settings; then he could be happy with his life. At least that’s what he told himself.
When they reached the gateway to the shuttle, Robert and Lisa were prompted for some verification that they were eligible for going to Zukunftfabrik. A brief scanning of their implants showed that they were VRW employees and granted them access. A few minutes later the shuttle rose to the sky, bringing the two Worker’s field trip to an end.
10
Lisa awoke to a choked scream. The distressed cry was not her own; it originated from the person next to her. That realization was almost as startling as the unexpected noise itself. She was still not used to sleeping next to someone else. 23 nights had passed since she had started her sexual relationship with Robert and they had slept in the same bed for more than half of them, but it still felt strangely unfamiliar. The first few evenings they had always returned to their individuals rooms, in fear of someone noticing their affair. Those worries had turned out to be unfounded. The employee quarters were not monitored in any way, no Naturals ever went there and the Workers just didn’t care. Factory staff was generally conditioned to mind their own business. Even if one of them did realize that there was someone coming out of the wrong room in the morning, the CERS would not promote the idea of putting a lot of thought into it.
Turning around she found Robert lying on his back, with eyes wide open and breathing heavily.
“Another bad dream?” she asked. He nodded. This had happened twice before.
The concept of dreaming was still somewhat strange to her. Workers usually didn’t dream; or if they did, no memory of it remained. Messing around with the CERS had changed that. Lisa had only had some vague, short dreams with little substance. For Robert it seemed a lot more intense.
“Can you remember what happened?” she wanted to know.
“Not in all detail, but the essentials are still there,” he told her. “Same as last time; our employers found out about as. They considered us defective and intended to discard us.”
“What do you mean by discard?”
“They… put us in an airlock with nothing attached to the other side; without a space suit. The dream ended just when the airlock opened and we were sucked out into space.”
“It was just a dream,” Lisa ensured him. “They would never do something like that.” Then with some uncertainty in her voice she added: “Would they?”
“I don’t know,” Robert confessed, “probably not.” It didn’t sound very convinced.
Lisa took a look at her watch. It was almost time to get up anyway, so she might as well start her day early.
“Are you coming?” she asked while putting on a shirt.
Robert twisted and turned in the bed, but made no real effort to get up. “Go ahead without me, I will follow in a minute or two.”
They were both aware that it wouldn’t be a minute, but Lisa knew better than to attempt persuading him. He was in one of his ‘Natural configurations’ as he called it. That inevitably came with some behavior which was very atypical for a Worker, including a decline in motivation and punctuality. Lisa left the man to his whims and headed for the sanitary facilities without him.
She knew that Robert wouldn’t remain in this state for long; he never did. At some point he would get frustrated with his own thoughts and return to a mood closer to what was appropriate for a Worker. For some time he would be the perfect example of a dutiful employee again; until he would get bored with that as well. Lately Robert altered his configurations so often it became hard to keep track of his current personality. His CERS manipulations had definitely become more frequent and excessive since Lisa had learned about them. She was starting to worry for him. In his constant search for happiness he seemed to become ever less content with what he had at the moment. Of course this might just be normal for Naturals; she had no way of knowing.
For herself, Lisa had found a more or less constant configuration which she was comfortable with. It provided more freedom, decision-making and potential for pleasure than her old default, but didn’t interfere much with her everyday work and schedule. At first she had also experimented a lot with different settings. That had been entertaining for a while, but the frequent changes made her feel unbalanced. She had learned that a more stable condition was preferable in the long run.
When she reached the sanitary facilities, Lisa decided that she wanted to shower. Since the reconfigurations she had started to find joy in very simple things which had provided no positive emotions before; among those were the comfort of a bed, the company of a dear person or the wet embrace of a shower. Looking forward to this small source of delight, she quickly undressed.
While she let the water run down her body, Lisa studied the other Workers around her. The sight of the naked bodies held a certain attraction. This was no surprise, as her sexual inhibitor and some other sensation restrictions were deactivated. By now she retained this setting permanently. Robert still only deactivated it sporadically. To him, sexual desires and arousal were an unwelcome distraction throughout the day. When they got hold of him and he had no opportunity to act upon those feelings, he got frustrated and moody. His sexuality was kind of like a hunger, a need to be satisfied. Standing in the shower with plenty of nude women might be appealing to him at first, but it would quickly become unbearable if he didn’t get a release for his cravings.
For Lisa it was different. She could admire and appreciate the beauty of a human body without an intense need for anything more. Just watching the other Workers she was fully content with the situation. To the reason for this difference between her and Robert she was oblivious; it might have been a small variation in their configurations, the result of their individual personalities, a physiological cause or a combination of those factors. The only thing she could deduce was that obviously sexuality wasn’t exactly the same for every human.
Lisa pondered this matter while she observed the unfamiliar man who had just occupied the space next to her. He was quite an imposing figure, tall and muscular with long limbs and a confident posture. Workers with this kind of physique were usually assigned to a job with a high proportion of manual labor in the factory. In Lisa’s position she had few opportunities to interact with that type of employee. During shifts their paths rarely crossed and the CERS didn’t facilitate relations which didn’t provide any job-related benefits.
She couldn’t help but take a glance at the man’s groin. Befitting his body size, his penis was relatively large as well. It was distinctly above average and a bit larger than Robert’s, at least in a flaccid state. It had Lisa wondering if the growth was strictly proportional to the basic measurements and if the dimensions had any influence on sexual capabilities and pleasure. These thoughts did spark some sexual sentiments. Still, studying his attractive body did not cause a strong desire to engage in sexual activities with the stranger. No matter his looks, in her mind the guy was just another random Worker. It was not the same she felt for Robert. Apparently there was more to this attraction than appearance and the fulfillment of physical needs.
Once the man Lisa had been inspecting finished and left, she decided it was time to do the same. She completed her routine and hurried to get to the office. Robert arrived more than an hour later. He made a distracted and lethargic impression, his mind apparently not fully in the present. Involuntarily, Lisa glanced in his direction every now and then, assessing his behavior. Their colleagues wouldn’t notice anything unusual as long as he kept doing his job, but she knew the man well enough to know that his mind was somewhere else entirely. It seemed like he hadn’t put his CERS into a state which was appropriate for work. That decision didn’t really make sense to her. Without the emotional encouragements and rewards from his implants, the shift would just be hours of tedious labor; she had learned that during her own experiments. Robert knew that as well of course, probably better than her. Usually he had no reservations when it came to temporary changes of his mental state. His current condition just seemed irrational.
During lunch break Lisa confronted him about it. “You seem distracted,” she began carefully, rousing Robert from absently poking his nutrient paste. “Haven’t you adapted your settings?”
He shook his head. “No, I played around with my configuration a bit and just left it the way it was.”
“That doesn’t sound reasonable,” she commented with a frown. Robert just shrugged.
“Is everything alright?” she pushed further. “Your behavior seems more and more erratic lately.”
“Yeah, I’m fine.” He sighed. “I think; I’m not sure. I just feel kind of… trapped; it’s hard to explain.”
“We could go to the commercial district again after our shift,” Lisa proposed, hoping to cheer him up. The pair had made the trip to the surface two more times after their initial adventure on Mars. During the second one they had run out of money though. Without currency the place was a lot less entertaining so they hadn’t been there since.
Robert shook his head. “It’s not about being trapped on the station, more like being trapped in my own mind. Whatever settings I try, nothing really seems to fit, nothing feels right. This probably sounds crazy. I don’t really understand it myself.”
“Is there anything I can do?” Lisa asked with earnest concern in her voice.
Again he shook his head. “Thank you, but I’m afraid I will have to figure this out myself.”
They spent the rest of their lunch in silence, left to their individual ponderings.
Approximately two hours after the break, Lisa first noticed the difference. It was very subtle, hardly recognizable at first; faint enough not to worry about. Over time the impression grew in intensity, becoming increasingly hard to ignore. What started as a mild distraction soon became an undeniable change in her mood as well as her thoughts. Suddenly she found it hard to concentrate on the work before her; that usually didn’t happen. While practicing her occupation, she was always completely focused.
At first the nature of this alteration in her state of mind was unclear. Eventually she identified it as a feeling of desire, a longing for the satisfaction of physical needs. When bodily symptoms were added to the psychological ones there was no doubt anymore: She was experiencing arousal and a craving for gratification of sexual nature. This was not a new sensation anymore, but never before had it shown in the middle of her shift, so sudden and without any external stimulus. Neither had it ever been this prominent. It seemed to gain in intensity by the second, without any indication of stopping. A potent heat spread throughout her body, her breathing came slightly irregular and she even got a little dizzy. She felt moistness spreading in her underpants. The urge to touch herself or rub against something became almost irresistible.
Before her sexual urges threatened to overwhelm her, the strange condition of inexplicable arousal abruptly faded. With her mind clearing up almost immediately, the occurrence became a lot less mysterious. She looked over to Robert’s workstation. The grin with which her colleague peered at her, confirmed the suspicion. A moment later the desire returned, even stronger than before. Now there was also some additional stimulation which almost felt like fingers softly brushing over her skin. Those touches were only in her mind, she was sure, but they were driving her crazy nonetheless.
“Robert!” she called, struggling to keep her voice steady. “Could you come over here for a moment, I need your assistance.” The last word almost came out as a moan.
Robert complied but exhibited no semblance of haste. He strolled over to her workstation, broadly smiling from a face which was a mask of mock innocence. “How can I be of help?” he asked cheerfully. All of a sudden he was a completely different person, compared to the solemn, brooding character he had shown earlier. Obviously he had made some significant changes to his configuration.
“Could you have a look at this test script?” Lisa quickly came up with some pretext to make him come closer. “I think I am getting some false positives here and I can’t seem to find the cause.”
Clearly amused by the situation, Robert stepped next to her and pretended to look at the monitor.
“What are you doing to me?” Lisa demanded in a whisper when he was right next to her.
“Remember the CERS software plugin I installed two days ago?” he whispered.
She did. Robert had mentioned that he wanted to try out some CERS software he had acquired while on Venus. He had installed it on his CERS first and wanted to add it to hers as well. When she asked what it was, he had said it was a surprise and that he had to experiment with it a little before showing it to her. Having no reason to distrust him, she had given her consent. Now she regretted not being more persistent in her enquiry.
“I need a distraction right now, something fun. Trying out this new feature seems like an entertaining thing to do. It’s quite amazing,” Robert advertised the technological gimmick. “I can create a wireless connection between my UID and your CERS. Over this connection I can send commands to your implants. It cannot change your configuration, it just triggers some temporary functionality creating artificial sensations and influencing various body functions. Amazingly the hardware for all of this was already there; only the software had to be added in order to access those features. You wouldn’t believe half the things this can be used for. It can even simulate physical contact.”
“I noticed,” Lisa commented.
“Oh that was just a small teaser of the full potential. It can get very specific.” To prove the truth of his statement, Robert typed something on his UID. A moment later Lisa felt a powerful simulated touch which was very clearly located at her clitoris. A sudden wave of pleasure made her whole body shiver and she grabbed the workstation in front of her in an effort to stay upright. As abruptly as the sensation had taken a hold of her it was gone again, leaving only a faint afterglow of the satisfaction which had just washed over her.
“It is really cute when you squirm like that,” Robert remarked casually. “Makes me want to see more of it; how about we end our shift early and go to my room?”
“Now?” she asked, shocked that he would even consider ending his shift this early.
He just shrugged. Apparently his current settings didn’t put a lot of emphasis on employee duties; otherwise he would have never made such a proposal.
“Not before I am done with these tests,” she insisted. “I have plenty of work to do. We can have sex later”
“That is understandable,” he agreed. “If you change your mind, you know where to find me.” Before Lisa could say anything, he was already on his way back to his post. He hadn’t deactivated the CERS functionality which made her horny though. It didn’t seem like he intended to do so either. She was still affected by waves of arousal hitting her with unprecedented potency. It made concentrate on her tasks almost impossible. Her mind was trapped in a state of discord. The usual configuration which made her CERS create a desire to fulfill her obligations to the company was still in effect. Now the desire for sex was competing with it. Both tendencies were strong and neither would let her pursue the other in peace.
Lisa wasn’t sure what Robert intended to achieve with putting her in this predicament. She had a feeling this wasn’t purely about sex. Did he enjoy exerting this kind of power over her? Perhaps he wanted to see what decision she would make or how long it would take her. Irritated by the whole scenario she decided not to decide at all. She walked over to Robert.
“Come with me.”
“That was fast.” He displayed a triumphant smile and followed her without hesitation. She didn’t guide him towards the Worker habitat though; instead she walked in the exact opposite direction.
“Where are we going?”
“You will see.”
Lisa led him to the traffic dock. Impatiently she searched for a specific air lock. Docked on the other side of it was a small space ship with a sleek design and artistic patterns printed onto the hull. She opened the gateway and stepped through. The vessel only had one room, a crammed cockpit with two seats, barely high enough to stand in.
“What are we doing here?” Robert asked.
“I am going to work,” Lisa announced. “This is a racing ship from a competitor of VRW. It is one of the most successful participants in the league of space races we are targeting with our new product. I have been instructed with running some diagnostics and analysis programs on the main computer and extract data from the logs. We will need that data at a later stage in the project, so this had no priority so far, but I might as well do it now.
“In the meantime you are going to fuck me so I can get rid of this annoying horniness. I can complete my shift and you get what you want; everyone is happy.” Done with her clarification, Lisa exposed the lower half of her body. Instead of directing her attention on her lover, Lisa turned towards the controls at the front. She bent over, leaning on the instrument panel which contained all the interfaces she need to access. Once her UID was plugged in, she started her diagnostics program. At the same time she arched her back and stretched out her buttocks invitingly. Robert stood there dumbstruck admiring the alluring form and watching her posing and working at the same time.
“What are you waiting for?” she said in a half-feigned tone of annoyance, wiggling her rear.
“You know if there was such a thing as porn for Workers, this would without a doubt be the perfect scenario,” he observed while stepping behind her.
“Oh shut up and get to it,” she demanded.
Robert put a hand to her labia and brushed his fingers over her wet lips. With her sensitivity heightened by the CERS, even the faint touch made her body shiver. It was not enough though; not even close. After all the virtual teasing she had been subjected to, there was no patience for foreplay anymore.
“Hurry up,” she hissed.
Robert grinned, clearly enjoying to see her so needy. He pushed down his pants and rubbed his dick against her private parts, coercing a muffled sigh from the woman in front of him. She moved her hips against him to increase the friction but it was still not enough.
“Just put it in already!” she voiced her overflowing desire.
Judging by the devious smile on his face it looked as if he intended to keep teasing her a little longer. It was obvious though, that his own capabilities of restraint were also crumbling in the face of the exhilarating scenario. Finally he gave in to both their desires and pushed inside.
The sudden penetration sent a jolt through Lisa’s entire body. Intensified by the CERS, the sensation was beyond anything she had ever felt. It seemed like her oversensitive insides could register every unevenness and blood vessel on the surface of the organ embedded inside of her. The feeling became even more powerful when Robert started to move. Each motion caused sparks of bliss. It took only seconds until she reached a first peak, faster and harder than she could have anticipated.
Her knees buckled, her legs gave in and she almost fell to the floor. Just in time, Robert caught her by the hips and kept her upright while continuing to pound into her with unbroken pace throughout the mind-boggling orgasm. Neither her lover nor the CERS gave her much chance to recover. The continuous onslaught of physical and virtual stimuli kept hitting her with wave after wave of pleasure, making her body tremble and spasm. It was hard to tell whether she experienced a series of one climax after the other or just one long apex of rapture which never really subsided. Each collision of their bodies, accompanied by a wet smack, drove her further into a state of mindless ecstasy. She couldn’t tell whether she wanted it to stop or go on forever.
Regardless of her preference it would not endure for much longer. As Robert’s dick was being squeezed tightly and flooded with ejaculatory fluids, the efforts to hold back his own orgasm were failing fast. With a last thrust he exploded into her.
Once he had emptied himself, the pair collapsed to the floor of the cockpit, panting heavily.
“That was intense,” Lisa said once she had somewhat caught her breath.
“In a good way?” Robert enquired.
“I am not so sure about that,” she replied, uncertain how to feel about the whole event. “It was insanely satisfying, but maybe a bit too much.”
“You didn’t get much work done either,” Robert observed with a grin.
Lisa gave him a glare. “That is entirely your fault. Don’t think you will just get away with it. I will have my revenge. Now get out of here so I can finish up.”
Her half-angry tone made sure Robert complied without stressing her patience any further.
11
Robert understood that the occasion for his presence was some kind of inspection. Beyond that the event was a mystery to him. He had to assume that the other Workers around him were just as clueless. There were many of them, male and female; all of them naked just like him. They were lined up in uniform rows. With stoic expressions they stared straight ahead, completely immobile. In between the rows Naturals slowly walked from one Worker to the next, left to right, stopping in front of each. Robert couldn’t say why he knew that they were Naturals. It was somehow obvious. They examined every candidate thoroughly, before passing a verdict. So far each assessment had been satisfactory. For some reason Robert knew that he would not pass the inspection; as if he had been through this before. He was not like the others. There was nothing he could do about it though. He wanted to run away, but he seemed to be fixed to the ground. As the inspector came closer his desperation increased steadily. The Worker to Robert’s left also passed the scrutiny. It was his turn now. The Natural stepped before him and slowly let his gaze wander over his body top to bottom and back up. It took longer than for all the others. It was obvious that he had failed. The inspector was about to declare him as defective. Just as the man opened his mouth there was a voice from behind.
“We have found the defective one!”
All the Naturals immediately stopped what they were doing and left. Robert was relieved but also suspicious; something wasn’t right; this was supposed to play out differently.
“Bring her forward,” a man at the very front of the Worker formation, apparently the supervisor, demanded. Two Naturals came into view, dragging a naked woman with them. It was Lisa. A sudden panic got hold of Robert. He wanted to help her but was still unable to move.
Lisa was placed before the supervisor. She was clearly frightened, but his face showed no empathy, just coldness and contempt.
“Discard her,” he commanded. There was a door to an airlock right next to them. It was opened and Lisa was pushed inside. Robert knew that there was nothing on the other side of that airlock; just empty space and certain death. Summoning all his willpower he managed a shout: “No!”
With that his stasis was broken and he rushed forward. He didn’t get far though. The Naturals quickly seized him; he was unable to fight them.
“Throw him in with her,” the supervisor ordered dismissively.
Robert was cast into the airlock as well. The door closed behind him. There was no escape; but he didn’t care. All that mattered was that he was with Lisa. The lovers fell in each other’s arms. In their tight embrace the world around them seemed to disappear; space and time became meaningless. They were floating in an empty void, feeling nothing but the comforting sensation of skin on skin. Stimulated by Lisa’s naked body against his, Robert could feel his passion rise. His dick stirred and grew quickly, as his lover started caressing it with her hands.
At some point Robert had become aware that this was a dream. It had started as a nightmare but turned into something much more pleasant. The unexpected change in genre was not something he would object to. He intended to savor it for as long as he could. The naughty dream progressed rapidly, as Lisa lowered herself to a position in which she could take Robert’s phallus into her mouth. She licked and sucked the organ eagerly, much to Robert’s delight.
Unfortunately the dream started to fade out before he had time to properly enjoy the agreeable fabrication. In a blurry haze he awoke from floating in the disembodied void into lying on his back in the bed within his room. Much to his astonishment the view of Lisa didn’t disappear as he opened his eyes, it merely shifted and clarified to some degree. A very real version of his lover was indeed positioned below his waistline, her lips wrapped around his erection.
“What are you doing?” he asked in a daze, not quite sure if he was really awake.
Lisa released the appendage with a wet smack and continued stroking it with her hand. “You were tossing around in your sleep. I assumed you were having another nightmare and considered what to do about it; thought about waking you up at first; then I had a better idea. Did it help?”
“Indeed, I have never awoken in a more pleasant way” Robert commended her efforts.
“So you want me to continue?” she asked feigning naivety; as if she didn’t know the answer already.
“I would really like that.”
With this matter cleared up, Lisa dedicated her entire attention to his genitalia again. She was really putting a lot of effort in her ministrations, working the shaft with quick strokes of one hand, massaging his testicles with the other and pleasuring the head with her mouth and tongue. Robert wouldn’t last long under this intense treatment.
“If you keep that up I am going to…”
“Go ahead,” Lisa encouraged, picking up pace instead of slowing down. “No need to hold back.”
Following her invitation, Robert just let go. Lisa kept stroking while he shot his load all over her hands.
“That was great,” he commented.
“We are not done yet,” Lisa informed him as she continued to massage his organ. Usually the arousal and with it his erection quickly faded after ejaculating; not this time though. Robert was still as hard as he could get and craving for more. His lover’s touches were no less pleasant than before, maybe even more. It took him a moment to realize that there was something off.
“What is going on?” he wanted to know.
Lisa showed him the most wicked grin. “I took a closer look at the new software you recently installed on my CERS. After you have used it on me, I thought it is only fair if I get to return the favor, so I made some arrangements while you slept. Did you know there is also a lot of functionality dedicated specifically to the male body?”
“So I have read.” He already had a rough idea where this was going.
“I have been waiting for an opportunity to try it out.” She picked up her UID and applied some unseen commands. “I told you I would get my revenge. So let’s crank up the intensity.”
Robert could feel the effects almost immediately. The need which was suddenly welling up inside of him was beyond anything he had ever felt. Lisa ran her fingers along his phallus which caused a flash of extreme sensations. The organ responded with a violent twitch. He even had the impression that it grew a little larger still, even though it had already been at its usual peak size. That came with some discomfort, vastly outweighed by immense pleasure.
“Feels good?” Lisa asked.
Robert wasn’t capable of producing anything more than a groan.
“I’ll take that as a yes.” She straddled his waist and guided his swollen member to her entrance. As soon as she started sliding down, the incredibly stimulating contact caused Roberts body to tense up. By the time she had let herself sink to the base, he was already overwhelmed. With all effort to hold back in vain, he violently exploded. He almost blacked out while releasing a huge load of semen.
“Looks like that was a bit too much,” Lisa commented with a grin. “There is obviously some need for refinement; but we have plenty of time.” She made some more adjustments. “For the next round you will have to put in much more effort.”
At first Robert was sure that there couldn’t be another round, considering how much Lisa had already drained him. He was proven wrong. Still firmly embedded inside the woman’s body, his erection was showing no sign of subsiding. It didn’t take long until the craving for satisfaction returned as well, stronger than ever. It felt different now. While he was getting more and more horny, the sensitivity of his genitals actually seemed to decrease.
The feeling of being inside of Lisa was suddenly not nearly as satisfying as it had been before. Clearly the new configuration was dulling his sensations. In combination with the growing arousal, this was a terribly frustrating condition. Lisa had stopped moving as well, prompting his initiative. Robert tried to thrust upwards but the position did not allow for the stimulation he needed.
Grabbing her hips Robert moved Lisa’s body so he could get up. He flipped their places so she was lying beneath him. Gripping Lisa tightly he started thrusting into her with a feverish pace. His motions were a lot faster and rougher than usual to get anywhere close to the satisfaction he normally felt. But it wasn’t sufficient. He needed more. Going through various positions he tried out what worked, in the hope of increasing the stimulation by just a tiny amount. Lisa just let him shift her body around, relishing his desperate efforts. The labor he put into enhancing his own pleasure also benefitted hes. It made her reach an exhilarating orgasm before he was even close.
The contractions of Lisa’s insides during her climax were a significant improvement, but they didn’t suffice to send him over the edge. So he kept on pounding relentlessly. After some more experimenting he found that the ideal stance for his current need was taking Lisa from behind with her thighs closed. This way it felt tighter than usual. By the time Lisa approached another orgasm he was almost there as well. She came first; he followed shortly after and deposited another load inside of her.
Even after his third ejaculation the effect of the implants didn’t subside. The need for more satisfaction was unbroken so he kept going. Becoming more and more frustrated his mind ventured into unusual directions. From the appealing vantage point he currently enjoyed, Lisa’s other hole looked unusually inviting. He let his erection slide out and pressed the head against her anus.
“Wait, what are you doing?” she asked, tensing up. Robert barely registered her words.
“Stop it,” Lisa demanded more resolutely.
“Can’t,” Robert croaked hoarsely, his voice strained with the effort of concentrating enough to even utter a few words. “No control; need this.” He was trying his best to resist the temptation but his body wasn’t entirely under his command anymore. Despite himself he kept pressing against the resistance of her orifice, driven by his merciless cravings.
Lisa quickly reached for her UID and turned off the manipulations of Robert’s CERS. By the time she completed the procedure it was already too late though. Unable to fight the urge any longer Robert embedded his organ deep inside of her anal cavity. The result was a sudden shriek from the woman which was parts surprise, parts discomfort, parts pleasure.
Afterwards Robert started to snap out of the stupor which had taken hold of him. “I- I’m sorry,” he stammered once he had fully realized what had happened. “I lost control over myself, I…”
“Don’t worry about it,” Lisa assured him with a groan, obviously still trying to arrange herself with the situation “I’m fine. Maybe I took it a little too far.”
Robert didn’t dare move. “Should I- should I just pull out?”
Lisa hesitated, wiggling around a bit. “It isn’t as unpleasant as I would have expected,” she admitted, her face adopting a slight, bashful blush. “Now that we have already crossed this threshold, maybe we try to make the best of it? Only if you are up for it of course.”
Robert was surprised but also intrigued by the idea. His mind had cleared and the unnatural horniness somewhat subsided, but the hormones were still flowing through his body and his erection showed no sign of subsiding anytime soon. Moreover, now that the implants no longer suppressed his sensations he could fully appreciate the tight embrace of Lisa’s rectum.
“Are you sure?” he asked while he was already aching to move.
“Yes; just be gentle, okay?”
Very carefully Robert started shifting his hips. Applying only minimal motions he experimented with the new experience. Lisa meticulously aligned her movements with his for her own comfort. It took some time but eventually they found a common rhythm which was agreeable to both of them. As they gradually encouraged each other to a faster, more pronounced cadence, agreeable slowly turned into ecstatic. Already strained and sore from the preceding exertions the pair was panting with exhaustion by the time they approached the apex of their lovemaking. Almost simultaneously they reached a final climax.
Completely spent and free from the clutches of lowly desires at last, Robert collapsed onto the bed next to Lisa.
“That was unbelievable,” he stated while catching his breath. “Please don’t do that to me ever again.”
“I won’t,” Lisa agreed. “If you promise that you will not meddle with my brain during my shift again.”
“I promise.” Done with anything related to sexuality for the day, he activated his sexual inhibitor. “In fact it might be a good idea to establish a general rule: No manipulation of each other’s implants without knowledge and consent.”
Lisa shrugged. “Fine by me; you were the one who started it.”
“I know and I’m sorry. I didn’t put much consideration into it at first. It just seemed like a fun thing to do. But the more I think about it the more I feel like it is fundamentally wrong to influence someone like that.”
“It’s hard to tell what’s right and wrong,” Lisa pondered aloud. “Until recently we never really had to make that decision for ourselves. I can understand why you were tempted to do it. It is quite an exhilarating feeling; being in control of someone else.”
Robert nodded. He was somewhat relieved that it was not just him. “Do you think this is how Naturals feel about us? Do they enjoy controlling us? Do they feel better about themselves, knowing that we only live to satisfy their needs? Or are they completely indifferent to our existence? Are we more like objects to them?”
Lisa considered for a moment then answered: “I don’t know. Despite sharing a lot of their emotions, much of what they think and do is still a mystery to me.”
“I know what you mean. It seems impossible to predict what they would do if they found out about us. I have no idea whether the way out of this predicament is to become more like them or return to the way we were. I can’t even tell if either option is possible at all.”
“We will figure it out in time,” she assured him. “But now we should get cleaned up and go to our shift.”
He nodded, suddenly realizing that their day had only just begun. At least work would distract him. Distraction was the only way to redeem him from his existential worries; At least for a little while.
12
Robert was standing in line, waiting patiently. The queue of Workers steadily moved forward. People around him were staring blankly with dreary expressions. It was a depressing scenario; but it wouldn’t last long. Progress was fast. Robert was almost at the front. Only three Workers in front of him; two; one; his turn; he walked up to a free spot at one of the machines lined up left and right. The device demanded for data input. Familiar with the procedure he put his forearm against the highlighted scanning area. The implant transmitted the requested information. A small display on the machine lit up and showed a single word: Defective.
Suddenly Robert’s mind went blank. Mouth agape he stared at the display in front of him. The illuminated word on it haunted him. What did it imply? Was he defective? Or was it his CERS? He had trouble remembering where he was and what he was doing here. His brain was in panic mode but his body had no idea what to do. It just stood there, sweating and trembling, waiting for something to happen.
“I am very sorry, this machine is broken, please select a different one,” someone next to Robert said. It was a station technician, one of the many Workers constantly scurrying around the place to keep Zukunftsfabrik running. The man’s words released Robert from his momentary daze. Slowly his mind started working properly again and he could reassemble the facts around the situation.
It was lunch break and he was in the canteen. He had been standing in line for his meal and had transmitted the data from his monitoring implants to the food dispenser. The machine was malfunctioning. That happened every now and then; nothing extraordinary or frightening about it. He had to actively repeat that to himself. Despite the realization that there was no danger, it took time to calm down after the sudden panic attack. When he had collected his meal from a different dispenser and approached the table where Lisa was sitting, his pulse was still elevated, his face pale and he was shaking slightly.
“What’s wrong?” Lisa inquired immediately when she recognized his distraught state.
“Nothing, I’m fine,” Robert lied, sitting down opposite of her.
“Nonsense, you look like you have just awoken from a nightmare.”
Robert didn’t know what to say, so he just avoided her gaze, staring at the bland nutrient paste in front of him.
“Are you having nightmares in the middle of the day now?” Lisa guessed, sounding very alarmed by the idea. She had been paying closer attention to his state of mind since the morning she had awoken him from that nightmare two weeks ago. It was obvious that she became more and more concerned. “This is really worrying. Your condition is getting worse by the day.”
“I can get it under control,” Robert promised. He had said that a lot lately. In the beginning he had believed it wholeheartedly. By now his certainty had started to crumble. Lisa was right; his psychological problems were increasing noticeably. It wasn’t just the nightmares and the new symptom of sudden panic attacks; his entire mental state seemed to be deteriorating. Previously it had just been erratic and unpredictable, changing from one mood to the other frequently; now the scale seemed to tip more and more into the negative section of the spectrum. His current default condition was a crushingly depressing feeling of general discontent. It got even worse when he was hit by frequent fits of inexplicable dread, anxiety or sadness. The occasions when he really felt the joy and happiness which had been common until recently had become rare and short-lived. It felt like he was just living for these brief moments of bliss anymore, mindlessly suffering through the bleak, uneventful times in between. Most of the precious high-points involved Lisa’s company, often but not always in some sexual context. She was the anchor which kept Robert from drifting off completely. All the more it pained him to lie to her, about how serious his condition had really become. Especially when she was looking at him with such worry in her eyes, like she was doing now.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, this is just a temporary phase” Robert insisted. He had told himself the same wishful theory for a while now. There was no evidence to back it up. He had tried to counteract the issues through adaptations to the CERS configuration, but the effectiveness of those measures was increasingly short-lived. It was like a painful irritation of the skin which temporarily improved when scratched but only worsened in the long run. However, leaving it to sort itself out hadn’t worked either. It was more and more obvious that he was not in control of the situation. He didn’t have any idea what else to do about it other than keep trying.
“I just need some distraction from those gloomy thoughts,” Robert claimed with his best pretense of a cheerful smile. “Let’s talk about something else.”
Lisa did not seem convinced at all, but as usual she did not press the subject any further. Instead she fulfilled his wish and picked up a different topic: “In the afternoon the two of us have to go through the test results for the prototype simulations and decide on additional scenarios. I reserved a small conference room.” With a naughty smile she added: “Just for the two of us. We might decide to take a break and have some fun in there.”
Robert was only mildly surprised by the proposition. She had initiated such events before. Since their little adventure in the cockpit of the racing ship, Lisa had taken a liking to occasional sexual activities during work hours. Even without being manipulated by the CERS extension, the scenario excited her enough to put aside previous reservations. Generally the woman had developed a lewd side which was an unusual, but not unwelcome contrast to her otherwise reputable character.
“Sounds intriguing,” Robert answered half-heartedly, failing to fake enthusiasm. A few days ago he would have still leaped at such an opportunity with vigor, but even his sex-drive had suffered severely from the recent decline in spirit.
“You don’t seem very thrilled,” Lisa accused with a pout.
“Sorry; I really appreciate the offer,” he said with a sigh. “It’s just difficult to develop ardor for anything with those dismal thoughts in my head. Maybe my mood will improve until the meeting.” He had little hope that it would, but he would at least try to play along for her sake.
“Well, I will just have to get you into the mood,” she announced.
“I am sure you will try.”
Lisa nodded, appearing a little more optimistic about it than he was. His gloomy condition seemed to infect her as well and they spent the rest of the break in silence, consuming their tasteless meals with little appetite. Afterwards they went back to their work place in the same uncomfortable quietness.
When the pair entered their common office a young woman hurried towards them. Words came pouring out of the girl’s mouth as soon as she was sure that her presence was recognized
“I am done with providing all the data inputs for the debris classification system and have finished the status report on the simulation tests; also there is an urgent message from the marketing department regarding some technical specifications they need.”
She was talking to Lisa, who had recently become the young Worker’s supervisor. Unlike Robert, whose productivity was in constant decline for weeks now, Lisa was a more valuable asset to the company than ever. Even though the time she spent in the office had decreased, her new mental configuration came with an increase in creativity and a heightened interest in fields beyond her usual occupation, which had led to some significant contributions to the current development project. The project managers had noticed her value and extended her responsibilities. To make sure she was not overburdened they had also provided her with an assistant who she could delegate the simpler tasks of her job to.
“Thank you, well done,” Lisa praised her assistant. The 19 year old girl named Hanna beamed with a brilliant smile at her superior’s laudatory words. Workers like her were even keener on praise and approval than others. Her CERS configuration contained some significant differences from the ones Robert and Lisa used to have. Engineers like them were conditioned to work more independently and make a lot of decisions on their own; they were granted more cognitive freedom and creative thought; they were also imbued with a deep passion for their specific fields and technologies, causing them to delight in solving problems and experiencing the emergence and completion of the products of their labor. Workers with an assistant configuration on the other hand were supposed to behave differently. They usually had a much broader range of varying tasks and were not as focused on specific fields. Often they carried out rather menial jobs which were not as rewarding on their own. Also they were not supposed to think on their own as much but should instead follow instructions meticulously. Blind obedience and accuracy in following orders were the most important criteria for them, so they were conditioned to receive the most joy from the acknowledgement and satisfaction of their superiors.
Lisa knew all that and left out no chance to tell Hanna what a great job she was doing.
“I will look into the message in a moment,” she said. “You can go back to your ordering task. I will call you as soon as I need something.”
The girl nodded obediently, spun around and was off.
Robert’s gaze lingered on Hanna as she departed. She had a youthful, almost giddy demeanor but turned all serious and business-like whenever she spoke to Lisa. Robert found that kind of cute. Cute was also the word he would have used to describe her appearance: below average size, a lithe, slender body, short black hair and a pretty, round face usually displaying an amicable smile. In many ways she was very different from Lisa. To Robert, Lisa was definitely the more attractive woman, but Hanna’s youthful charm had an undeniable appeal.
While Robert watched the girl walk away, Lisa studied him. When he finally noticed her look, she showed him a smirk. “You like her.”
Robert shrugged. “She is a kind person and a dedicated employee.”
“She sure is, but that is not what I mean,” Lisa clarified. “I mean the kind of liking where you want to get into her little cunt.” Recently Lisa had adopted a more vulgar vocabulary, mostly derived from videos they had watched together. She occasionally used it to get Robert turned on; usually with success.
“What?” Robert asked, suddenly very uncomfortable; especially because some thoughts in that direction had indeed crossed his mind once or twice. “That is crazy. She’s just another Worker.”
“So was I. That didn’t stop you from wanting me, did it?”
“That’s different; we have been friends for years. I didn’t free you from the CERS just to have sex with you.”
“Relax,” Lisa said with a chuckle. “I am not accusing you of anything. Just admit that you find her attractive; no harm in it.”
Somehow Robert was really reluctant to comment on another woman’s appearance to Lisa but it really seemed like she did not mind. “She is kind of pretty,” he finally conceded.
“I knew it,” Lisa said with a triumphant smile but didn’t pry any further.
Afterwards both of them returned to their work stations and went after their individual tasks. Two hours later they met at the reserved conference room for their assignment. Dutifully the two of them started carrying out their tasks. About half an hour into the activity, Hanna entered the room bringing some printouts Lisa had apparently requested.
“Do you need anything else?” the girl asked.
“Yes, there is in fact something I would like to discuss,” Lisa said. “Robert has just raised an interesting question.”
Robert looked at her in confusion because he could not remember asking anything. Lisa ignored him and kept talking to her assistant: “He wanted to know where exactly the limits of an assistant’s services lie. As I am quite knew to having an assistant I could not really answer that. Maybe you can shed some light on the matter.”
Robert was utterly confused by the conversation Lisa had initiated.
“I will try my best to be of help but I’m afraid I don’t quite know what you mean by limits,” Hanna admitted.
“What I mean is, are there some things you are not allowed or not supposed to do, even when I order them?”
“Well, I am not allowed to break any company rules of course,” Hanna explained. “Other than that I am not aware of any reason why I would not carry out anything you ask of me; as long as I am capable of doing so.”
“So if I would ask something very strange of you, something very different from your usual tasks, you would have no reservations doing it?” Lisa wanted to know.
“It is not my responsibility to decide whether something is strange or not. If you ask something of me you will have your reasons and I will obey.”
“So if I would ask you something really weird, for example: I want you to take your cloth off. That wouldn’t be a problem for you?”
“Of course not,” Hanna replied dutifully. “Do you want me to take my cloth off?”
“If it doesn’t make you feel uncomfortable…”
“Not at all,” the young woman claimed and started shedding her cloth with enthusiasm. “How far should I undress?”
“All the way please,” Lisa requested.
Bewildered, Robert’s gaze darted back and forth between Lisa’s face and the undressing Worker before them. Lisa showed him a wicked grin which was both worrying and arousing. Soon Hanna was standing there naked, awaiting further instructions. Robert couldn’t help but drink in the enticing sight. Her slender, youthful body was magnificent to behold. With smaller breasts and a narrower hip she was not as curvy as Lisa but well-proportioned for her general shape.
“Robert has taken up an interest in human anatomy recently,” Lisa provided an explanation for his shameless staring with amusement in her voice. Hanna would probably not even have noticed his looks otherwise. There was no sign of self-consciousness on her. “I am sure he wants to get a better look,” she went on. “Could you come closer and get on the table?”
Without a moment of hesitation the assistant climbed onto the conference table. Meanwhile Lisa sat closer to Robert and slipped an unseen hand under the table into his pants. Unsurprisingly she found a quickly growing erection there. She freed the organ from its confines and started slowly stroking it; so close, yet not visible to Hanna. It was an exhilarating scenario.
Lisa sent her assistant through a series of tantalizing poses on the table, testing both Hanna’s flexibility and Robert’s restraint. In between she made sure to praise the girl for how well she performed the exercises, which ensured that she maintained a brilliant smile while going from one lascivious position to the next. Each pose was more provocative than the last. At some point she was on her knees, facing away from the pair of observers, head on the table, thighs spread, stretching her cute little butt in the air and granting a very revealing view at the pinkness between her legs.
At the sight Robert’s arousal approached a peak, but just at the same moment Lisa stopped her jerking and withdrew her hand.
“Thank you Hanna, we have seen enough,” she suddenly dismissed her assistant. “You can get dressed.”
Hanna did what she was told without a question. “Do you need anything else?” she asked once she was wearing cloth again, as if she had just completed an absolutely normal assignment.
“Not for now,” Lisa refused. “You may leave. Thank you for indulging our curiosity.”
The girl nodded and left the room.
“What was that?” Robert asked once he was alone with Lisa.
“I told you I would get you in the mood.” With a smug expression she flicked his bulging erection. “Looks like I succeeded.”
“And now?”
“Now I will claim my price,” she announced and mounted his lap, facing him. As their private parts touched, Robert felt a wetness which suggested that the situation had excited Lisa as well. Putting her arms around his neck she leaned close and whispered: “You liked how I made little Hanna pose didn’t you?”
“I did,” he admitted. “But I was surprised how naughty you can be.”
“Oh you have no idea how naughty I can be,” she claimed, while raising her hips and guiding Robert’s dick to her entrance. “There is so much more we could do.” With a satisfied sigh she let herself sink down his length.
“For example?” he asked, just sitting there and letting Lisa ride him.
“Maybe next time we let Hanna watch,” she proposed, slowly sliding up and down.
“And how would we explain to her what we are doing?” Robert wanted to know.
“We don’t have to explain anything. She will do whatever I tell her, with a smile on her face.” She increased her pace and added a gyrating motion of her hips. Robert was overwhelmed by the new, lewd side of his lover. “I might even go further. I could instruct her to suck your cock. I’m sure you would love that.” At this point Robert couldn’t manage much more than a groan as a response. Lisa just kept going. “I might even let you use all of her holes. She probably won’t object to that either. You could do to her whatever you want, she would just accept it willingly; like a perfect little sex toy.”
Robert couldn’t take it any longer. He grabbed Lisa’s waist, thrust his hips upwards and burst. Lisa kept moving throughout his intense orgasm, squeezing every last drop out of him. Afterwards they just stayed entangled for a while.
“Would you really use Hanna like that?” Robert asked once a post-coital soberness had set in. Now the idea was more concerning than arousing.
“I haven’t really thought about it in earnest,” Lisa admitted. “Probably not; it sounded enticing in the heat of passion, but the more I consider it, the more wrong it seems.”
Robert nodded. “I feel the same.”
“We could free her from the CERS though,” Lisa proposed. “Show her the world from our side. Then she can decide for herself what she wants to do. We would have another person to confide in.”
“Is that what you want?” Robert asked.
Lisa just shrugged. “I don’t know. It’s not like I need someone else. But I have been thinking lately: Is this how we will spend the rest of our lives? Are we going to keep up this secrete existence somewhere between Worker and Natural forever? Just the two of us?”
Robert could understand her well. He had pondered over the same issue many times. “I know what you mean. I don’t like the idea of stagnating in this situation forever either; but the further we go, the more risks we take, the higher the chance that the company will find out what is going on.”
“And if they find out? What do you think will happen?”
“I have no idea. That is what frightens me. They might just get rid of us.”
“Like in your nightmares…”
He nodded.
“What if it wasn’t just the two of us?” Lisa suggested. “What if there were dozens like us; hundreds even; an entire space station of free Workers. They couldn’t get rid of the entire workforce; could they?”
He had no answer to that. “Are you proposing we should free all the Workers on Zukunftsfabrik?”
“I’m not proposing anything; I’m just trying to find out what our options are. If we changed the configurations of a few and showed them how to free others, our numbers would grow exponentially. It might work.”
“It is a possibility,” Robert admitted. “But it might be easier to just flee. We already left the station before and nobody stopped us. We could do it again; for good this time.”
“And where would we go?” Lisa asked. “Stay on Mars? They would find us sooner or later. Where would we live? How would we get money? The world of the Naturals is so alien. Would we be able to make it out there? Besides, this station is the only home I know. I am not sure I could just leave it behind.”
Robert sighed. “I know. The prospect scares me too; but no matter how hard I try, I can’t come up with an option which isn’t dreary and frightening.
Lisa hugged him tightly and he wasn’t sure whether it was for his or for her own comfort. “We will figure something out,” she promised once again and he wasn’t sure whether she tried to reassure him or herself.
13
At first Lisa’s idea of freeing all the Workers on Zukunftsfabrik and taking over the station seemed like a completely ridiculous fantasy to Robert. Even Lisa herself had abandoned the thought shortly after she had first mentioned it. The notion was stuck in his head though and the more he considered it the more plausible it seemed. Over the next few days it became more and more prevalent in his thoughts. His mind played out various scenarios on its own, growing more and more detailed. Not that he really considered it as a viable option for the future; at least not at first. It was just a means of keeping his brain occupied. Everything which provided distraction from his continuously deteriorating mental state was welcome at this point.
A particularly curious version of a fantasy where Robert set out to free his fellow Workers came to him one morning on the way to his shift. He was rather late and utterly lost in thought; two very common occurrences in recent days. Walking through the hallways of the Worker’s habitat he found himself unintentionally following a group of four female Workers. Robert couldn’t help but eavesdrop on them. Unsurprisingly the women were talking about their jobs. Apparently they were employed at the sales and marketing departments. They discussed a current market study which was supposed to provide data for future advertisement campaigns. The conversation wasn’t really of interest to him, but the participants definitely were. Even though they were very much alike and probably had mostly identical CERS configurations, even a superficial observation revealed that each person had individual characteristics, idiosyncrasies and patterns of behavior; hints of deeper personalities, hidden underneath layers of conditioning and artificial emotions. Robert wondered what they would be like without a CERS; what it would be like to free them. Would they all react to the revelations like Lisa had or would their experiences be fundamentally different?
His imagination ran wild with scenarios in which he released those four particular Workers from control of their implants. They started out harmlessly, with simple explanations and small alterations of configurations. It didn’t take long until his mind ventured into more extravagant fabrications, guided by less altruistic motives. With the group of women right in front of him the mental images which manifested in his mind were quite vivid. He was well aware that introducing four women to the world of sexual pleasure at the same time was quite an excessive notion and that it would certainly not play out the way his hormone-affected imagination would depict it. Nonetheless it was an amazingly entertaining vision. Initially the imaginary lovemaking was of a rather conventional nature, alternating between various practices and pairings, not all of them involving Robert. It quickly became more chaotic until there was just a pile of naked bodies wildly copulating in whatever ways his half-conscious brain could come up with.
Robert was so enraptured by his erotic daydream that he didn’t even pay attention to where he was going. Completely diverging from his intended rout he followed the unsuspecting Workers into the marketing department. Only when the group dispersed, he was forcefully returned to reality. Suddenly snapping out of the delusion he realized that he didn’t know where exactly he was. Even worse, multiple people in the large office facility around him had recognized his disoriented state and were giving him curious glances. Not all of them were Workers. The marketing department employed a few Naturals, some of which were now looking at Robert. The CERS-controlled employees might not have given it a second thought, but the Naturals were immediately irritated by an unfamiliar Worker marching into their office with a blank stare and then just standing in the middle of the room in confusion.
‘They know,’ Robert told himself, processing the situation while his dizzy mind tried to figure out what to do. ‘They know there is something wrong with me.’ He panicked. Unable to come up with a better plan he just spun around and bolted back the way he had come. Did someone follow him? He didn’t dare turn around to look. Trying to find some middle ground between walking and running he just kept going, without an idea where to. His heart pounded heavily in his chest. He was sweating profoundly and breathing became more and more difficult. The panic attack distorted both his perception and his rationality. Almost tumbling he made his way through the hallways. Some of the people he passed looked at him strangely. ‘They all know’ he thought. ‘They can see it. They know I’m defective.’ Impressions from his nightmares mixed into his real vision, further deepening his state of terror.
The need to escape took a firm hold of Robert. A voice in his head urged him to flee from the station; but he couldn’t do it without Lisa. Finally he came to a location from which he knew how to get to his office. As fast as his condition would allow him he made it to the research and development department. He drew a lot of alarmed looks when he burst into the office, but at this point he didn’t care anymore. Luckily he found Lisa at her workstation.
“You need to come with me!” he demanded before he had even reached her.
“Why, what is wrong?” she asked, frightened and worried by his weird behavior.
“No time to explain, we need to leave now,” he pleaded. Taking her by the hand, he headed back towards the door. Lisa protested and asked for an explanation but let him drag her along without resisting. They left the office and hurried through the hallways, leaving behind a room of very confused employees.
“Where are we going?” Lisa wanted to know.
“Traffic dock,” Robert revealed.
“Why?”
“Because we need to leave the station; they are on to us; they know; we need to escape.”
That didn’t make much sense to her. “Escape to where? Who is on to us? What do they know?”
“They know we have broken free; the Naturals; we need to get away from them.”
“That sounds like you are having another nightmare.”
“No, this is real; I was… they were…” Suddenly he wasn’t sure what exactly he was running from. Everything that happened was blurry. The more he tried to recall what had actually transpired, the more his memory failed him. Still he kept Lisa’s hand firmly in his and walked on.
“Slow down, breathe and tell me exactly what happened,” she said in a calm, controlled voice.
He opened his mouth several times but never found the words he was looking for. His mind was a mess; it was hardly possible to discern what was real anymore. Nonetheless he was not yet willing to dismiss the threat he felt as pure imagination. He kept going, still perceiving the need to do so. Lisa didn’t try to stop him, but instead kept attempting to calm him down with soothing words.
He was almost convinced that there was nothing to be afraid of when they went around a corner and their way was suddenly blocked by three men. The one in the middle was clearly a Natural, flanked by two Workers from security. He was around fifty, of average build and wore an expensive looking suit. In his right hand was a UID.
“Hello Robert, hello Lisa,” the Natural greeted with a composed voice. “I would like to have a little chat with you; if you would be so kind to follow me.”
Robert was immediately back to panic mode. They really were on to him. Without a better option in mind he wanted to make a run for it. The Natural did not bother to pursue; he merely sighed and pressed something on his UID.
A second later Robert started feeling drowsy and disoriented. His body became heavy and barely responded to his brain anymore. He could keep himself awake just long enough to realize that the wireless trigger which caused his CERS to put him to sleep had been used against him. With that thought the world around him blacked out and he fell.
14
Josef stared at the piece of paper lying on the desk in front of him, reading the same paragraph for the third time. Just like the previous two times the content passed through his mind without leaving any trace. He was just too distracted to be reading reports right now. His thoughts were somewhere else entirely. Around five times a minute his eyes darted to his UID. Finally the message he had been awaiting with such impatience arrived: “The patient is awake.”
Josef jumped up and quickly made his way to the infirmary of Zukunftsfabrik station. A nurse greeted him at the reception with the typical smile of a Worker and led him to the room he was looking for. Inside was a single patient. The man’s wrists and ankles were fastened to the frame of the bed, restricting his movement so he couldn’t escape. He looked confused and his movements were a bit sluggish, but he was clearly conscious of his surroundings. That was a good sign.
“Hello Robert,” Josef greeted the patient. Robert studied the man’s face for a moment before recognition set in.
“You are…”
“The one who thwarted your hasty escape attempt, yes,” Josef quickly finished his sentence. He grabbed a chair, placed it next to the bed and sat down. “My name is Josef Zimmerer. I am also the current chief CERS overseer of VRW. My responsibility is the supervision of the entire CERS-Workforce in the company’s employ. That includes you.”
“So you are here to deal with a defective asset of the company?” Robert voiced his guess about the occasion of Josef’s visit.
“I wouldn’t use the term defective; but I am indeed here to deal with this… peculiar situation. Before I can do that I would like to have a little chat; clarify some details. I am sure you have a lot of questions. Feel free to ask.”
“Where is Lisa?” Robert demanded without hesitation. “What have you done to her?”
“Lisa is fine,” Josef answered calmly and in a soothing tone. “She is currently in her room, resting. No harm has come to her. You can talk to her later. It is sweet that your first thoughts go to her. Concern for you was also the first thing she expressed when I talked to her. You make quite the couple.”
Robert looked at the Natural with suspicion. He clearly wasn’t convinced and wouldn’t be easily swayed by kind words. That was not surprising.
“Why am I in the infirmary?” he asked next.
“Because you are ill, of course,” Josef replied.
“I don’t feel sick,” Robert claimed defiantly.
“That’s because your infliction is more an illness of the mind than the body. You are suffering from a mental disorder called CERS-Schizophrenia. The symptoms can include nightmares, severe mood swings, panic attacks, delusions, paranoia, depression, suicidal tendencies, behavioral compulsions and other psychological maladies. These problems, as the name already suggests, are caused by CERS implants; more specifically, by subjecting those implants to improper administration and overly intrusive alterations; sounds familiar?”
“So you are saying that I messed up my own mind by tweaking my CERS configuration,” Robert inferred.
“This can’t be a complete surprise to you,” Josef assumed. “You must have felt the side effects of your constant changes. I would assume you even realized that your mind was getting increasingly unstable.”
Robert didn’t reply immediately but the evident look of guilt on his face gave away the truth.
“I told myself that I could get it under control,” Robert eventually admitted with hesitation. “Guess I’m not as smart as I believed myself to be.”
“I wouldn’t put it like that,” Josef said. “Managing your own CERS is a very difficult and risky thing to do; even for trained professionals. That’s why Workers do not set their own configurations and Naturals are not outfitted with such implants. Being in full control of your own emotions has its perks, but usually it ends badly. Humans are simply not designed for creating their own artificial happiness it seems.
“All things considered you actually did quite well. The time it took until your sanity was significantly affected far exceeded our expectations. Many others would have messed up their brain within a few days. I am actually impressed by both your technical skills and your mental discipline.”
Robert looked surprised by the praise. “That sounds like you know precisely what I have been doing.”
“Oh yes, we have been following your activities with great interest,” Josef claimed with an intentional smirk.
“Following?” he repeated with a frown. “For how long have you known that I took control of my CERS?”
“Almost from the beginning; there is some very sophisticated monitoring equipment embedded in your implants. It watches for irregularities and abnormal patterns in your behavior. The overseer who deactivated your safeguards and enabled you to change CERS settings made sure that his modifications were not detected but soon after he was gone and you started altering your own implants the system detected a change. You were exhibiting unusual behaviors, so the responsible overseers received a notification and passed the information on to my office. From that point it was easy to figure out what happened.”
“Then why didn’t you stop me?”
“Curiosity,” Josef simply replied. “We wanted to know what you would do and how you would be affected by the changes. It is a rare occasion that a Worker discards the patronage of the CERS.”
“Rare…” Robert repeated, obviously pondering the implications of the adjective.
“Yes, rare,” the older man confirmed. “Not unique. There have been incidents similar to yours. Not in this facility, but with all the many Workers there are, things like that are bound to happen every now and then. You are one in a million, but there are many millions out there.
“Most companies keep quiet about unusual events involving their Workers. Everyone involved is keen on maintaining the impression that the CERS-Workforce has no flaws or drawbacks whatsoever. All the more interesting it is to watch when something does go wrong; both from a personal point of view, as well as for academic reasons. The insights we can gain from your experiences are not just useful for improving our understanding of Worker’s, but also a means of learning more about the human mind in general. Despite all the knowledge we have acquired over the last few decades, there is still so much about ourselves that we do not fully understand”
“So you have been constantly monitoring me all that time?” Robert seemed to have trouble wrapping his mind around the idea. “I was just a test subject for you to collect data on? None of it was real?”
“That is a matter of perspective,” Josef claimed. “I would say that everything you experienced was real. You initiated this chain of events yourself and all the decisions you made were your own. Most things would have played out the same way if we hadn’t been observing you. We merely allowed it to happen. Admittedly, there have been some small interventions on our side. For example, the choice of your partner for the test flight assignment was not a coincidence.”
“Did Julia know about all of this?” Robert immediately asked. “Was she just acting?”
Josef shook his head. “We didn’t tell her anything; she was completely unaware of your condition until you revealed it to her. As far as she knows it was just a coincidence that the two of you were teamed up. In reality we specifically selected her from all the test pilots who applied based on certain criteria. The idea was to pick someone who was likely to continue the assignment and interact with you even after finding out that you are not controlled by the CERS anymore; for the sole purpose of gaining as much data as possible of course. Based on her character profile she was the ideal candidate. We didn’t expect your relation to go quite that far though.”
The decision to let Robert do the assignment at all had been a tough one. Most people from Josef’s staff had advised him to abort the experiment then and there. So much could have gone wrong. However, he had just been too curious about what would happen. He arranged for serious safety precautions of course. The yacht was outfitted with monitoring and containment equipment and an observation team followed close by at all time. They would have intervened if Robert had become a threat to himself or others. For Josef it had been a huge personal risk which could have easily backfired. Luckily the Worker never turned off his violence and aggression inhibitors, which ensured that he would not harm others. In the end it had played out better than Josef could have hoped for.
“What about Lisa?” Robert asked. “What was her role in all this?”
“Her role was purely defined by the choices the two of you made. We did not intervene in your relationship at all.” In this matter Josef had been even more resolute than before. He hadn’t even considered keeping Robert from involving Lisa. He had needed to know how it would play out.
“It might have been better for her if you stopped me,” Robert commented bitterly. “If she is in danger of becoming just as instable as I am I didn’t do her any favor.”
“Maybe you are right; but I think she would disagree. Your relationship is really something special. It’s almost biblical. Like Adam and Eve you ate from the forbidden fruit, gained insights you were not supposed to have and are cast out of your personal paradise; a psychological kind of paradise in this case.”
“I have no idea what you are talking about,” Robert replied.
“Of course not,” Josef said, chuckling to himself. “Sorry for my rambling. I have to admit that I have become quite fond of your story. It pained me to put an end to it. Unfortunately there was no other way. Your mental stability has been deteriorating fast over the last few days. It made you too unpredictable. The risk to yourself and those around you has become too great.”
“I still don’t get it,” Robert shook his head in irritation. “Why did it have to be me? Couldn’t you just conduct this experiment with any Worker?”
“It’s a bit more complicated,” Josef informed him. “There are strict rules for how to deal with the CERS. Every Worker is licensed for a specific range of occupations and configurations. If the company makes any alterations beyond what this license permits it commits a breach of contract and risks legal repercussions. For regular Workers these licenses do not allow for conducting any kind of experiment. Turning off the modification safeguards is also explicitly forbidden. This means that we can’t just meddle with the configurations of random Workers and see what happens.
“Your case poses a loophole in those regulations. The overseer who made the illegal changes was not acting on official orders, so the company is not to blame. He was motivated by his own selfish motives and therefore carries the entire responsibility. Furthermore the company did not actively interfere so it wasn’t really an experiment but a mere observation. Of course one could argue that we should have rectified the situation as soon as it came to our attention. However, we found no legal obligations which would have forced us to do so. We may not have reacted as expected of us, but we did not violate the contract either; a juristic gray area of sorts.”
After that explanation Robert kept quiet for a while, processing everything he had heard. Eventually he asked the most essential question: “What now?”
Josef smiled. “First of all, we will put your mind back together. Your CERS is currently running a special program which is supposed to undo most of the mental damage you have suffered. While this treatment commences over the next few days you might still experience mood swings, episodes of depression and other side effects. Once the treatment is over you should be able to cope with the remaining emotional challenges on your own.”
“And what happens then?” Robert asked feebly, sounding afraid of hearing the answer.
“What do you think will happen?”
“Why does it matter what I think?” the Worker snapped. His voice was trembling with a sudden mixture of anger, spite and dread. “I am just company property after all; a piece of equipment to be used; a mindless working drone without a personality. I guess you wouldn’t go through the trouble of fixing my brain if you intended to discard me, so you will probably reset my CERS and send me back to work. Making sure you and your kind can keep on living your lazy, shallow and pointless lives.”
Josef sighed. He had anticipated Robert to feel resentment towards him, the company and Naturals in general, yet after following the Worker’s fate for so long it still pained him. “I can understand why you think like that. In your story we are the villains; the cause of all your sorrows. But reality is more complex than that. We are not as coldhearted as you might think; neither are we completely indifferent to the fate and wellbeing of Workers.”
“I find that hard to believe. I have seen how Naturals perceive and treat Workers. We are hardly even human in their eyes and we are most certainly nowhere near equals. You look down on us and that notion of superiority influences your actions.”
Josef nodded, not bothering to deny any of it. He knew better than most that it was true. “You are right. Over the last few years we have started taking Workers for granted and lost our appreciation for all they do for us. We are deeply flawed beings, prone to selfishness, egocentrism and condescension. That doesn’t only apply to Naturals though. I am sure you have experienced similar shortcomings in your own character recently. Your behavior has been affected by similar flaws.”
Robert didn’t reply but the way he averted his eyes in recognition of his own faults was answer enough.
“Workers are not that fundamentally different from us,” Josef stated. “They can be just as selfish. While nobody will deny that their services have benefitted humanity immeasurably, they are not really motivated by altruism or a wish for self-sacrifice either. Every Worker is constantly driven by the pursuit of satisfaction. Their entire behavior is shaped by seeking reward and avoiding punishment. Without the proper incentives you would have never lived such an exemplary life either.”
“But that isn’t our choice,” Robert objected. “We never get the chance to live out our real personalities because we are always manipulated; how can you judge our characters if you don’t even allow us to manifest them?”
“I am not judging; I am merely making an observation of the human mind in general. The keynote of this observation is this: All of us, Workers and Naturals alike, are spending our lives looking for happiness. Naturals are granted the freedom to search in their own ways but they are also left alone in the challenging quest to find it. Workers do not get to choose their own way but they never have to struggle in the search.
I can’t say which life is better. You have experienced both, so you are surely more of an authority on the matter. Clearly you value your newfound freedom; but if I had to guess I would say you have been happier as a clueless Worker. So which is the better way in your opinion?”
Robert opened his mouth clearly intending to say something but reconsidered. “It’s not that simple,” he claimed after a moment of hesitation. “I only had a tiny glimpse into your life, not the experience of growing up that way. It was all too abrupt, too overwhelming. Much of the time I was deeply confused and had no idea what was going on with me.”
“That actually sounds very much like the adolescence of any typical Natural,” Josef said with a chuckle. “Sure we usually have more time, more guidance and more preparation; but in essence I think you had a quite representative trip into what it’s like to be a Natural, with its highs and lows; a lot faster and more condensed than usual of course, but still.”
“It would still be different if I had been born like that,” Robert insisted. “Are there a lot of Naturals which want to become Workers?”
“Not that I know of,” Josef answered truthfully.
“Why not if it is such a great life?”
“A valid point. Apart from you I haven’t met any Workers who are aspiring to become Naturals either though.”
“Because they can’t; their CERS is preventing them from wanting to be like Naturals. It’s not their choice.”
“It keeps them from wanting to become like us by making them enjoy their lives as they are. Naturals do not want to be Workers because our minds are terrified by the idea of losing our mental freedom. In a way we are being manipulated by our own brains. I can’t change what I want any more than the average Worker can.”
It took Robert some time to come up with a response.
“The difference is that you are in control of us. You decide what we want and what not. It’s deliberate, manipulative technology, not just random bio-chemistry.”
“But where is the harm, if nobody objects to it?” Josef stated.
“Well I am objecting now!” Robert retorted.
“And therefore you will be given the choice which way you want to go from now on; the Natural or the Worker way.”
That obviously took Robert aback “Are you serious?”
The Worker’s surprise brought a slight grin to Josef’s face. “I am. Obviously your life can’t just go on like it has for the last few weeks. This intermediate state between Worker and Natural is too volatile. It is in everyone’s interest that we find a more stable long-term state of mind for you. That means you will have to decide for one way or the other: freedom and struggle or servitude and stability.”
“How will this work exactly?” Robert wanted to know. His mood had become a lot more calm and pensive.
“Well, there is the Worker path. That is the easy one. There is a technology which allows us to remove memories through the implants in your brain. It is not completely precise; the time frame can only be a rough estimate and some memories or hazy impressions might be left behind but the CERS can filter out most of your recollection from the past few months. To you it will be as if none of all that ever happened. Everything will return to how it has been before. For the rest of your life you will live with the bliss of ignorance, unaware of all the sorrows which currently torment you.
“The alternative is to live the life of a Natural; for good this time. That means completely shutting down your CERS. With no artificial help from the implants you will be at the mercy of your natural emotions, with all the pros and cons. A lot of challenges and confusing problems await you on that path, but you would get the opportunity to learn more about being a Natural, explore the world and decide your own fate. As you have not been born naturally you are not eligible for a universal basic income, so you will have to work for your money. Considering your skills, your company knowledge and your unique background, VRW is happy to offer you a position at its headquarters in Munich, back on Earth. The work you would be doing is different from what you are used to. We will try to make use of the properties which set you apart from regular Workers, but you will be compensated adequately for it. Maybe in time we can even get you into the UBI system so you will enjoy all the advantages of being a Natural; I can make no promises on that though. In exchange for our help with getting you settled in, we want you to keep providing us with data and experience reports on your integration into society. This knowledge might become invaluable in time. Your real origin will have to be kept a secret to most people; at least for some time. There can be exceptions, but we don’t want all of it to become public if it can be prevented. It would be in the best interest of both you and the company.
“Some of the details are a matter of negotiation, but basically those are your options. You should weigh them well, because there is no going back from either of them. Take your time to decide, there is no rush. Until your mental health is fully restored it would be irresponsible to let you make such an important choice anyway. ”
“What about Lisa?” Robert asked as soon as Josef was done talking.
“She has received the same offer I just presented to you. She hasn’t given me an answer yet. No doubt the two of you will want to discuss this with each other. A word of advice in that regard: It is not a good idea to pick the same paths purely for the sake of being together. Your relationship is certainly more special than most, but there is no guarantee it will last. If you make a decision only based on your feelings for her you might not do yourself a favor. Choose the life you think would make you happy.”
Robert nodded. He recognizing the wisdom in the advice but he was not sure he could get himself to choose a life without Lisa in it.
“Any more questions?” Josef asked after he felt like he had given Robert proper time to process.
“Yes,” the Worker responded, still half lost in thought. “Do you really think using the CERS is right?”
“That is a tough question,” Josef admitted sincerely. He took his time formulating an answer he deemed appropriate. “The concept isn’t perfect, I won’t deny that. It has its flaws and we might need to overthink it in time. But when I look at the prosperity and all the great achievements it has brought to mankind, I think it is the best way for our species in its current stage. Despite all the moral implications and the philosophical considerations about true happiness and the meaning of life it is my firm belief that the CERS-Workforce is beneficial for humanity as a whole; the Workers and the Naturals; at least until some better solution comes up.”
Josef was very aware that he had dodged the actual question. He hadn’t said whether he considered it to be right; because he really didn’t know. For a moment it looked as if Robert might raise an objection, but it never came. When it seemed like there was nothing more to say, he rose from the chair. “I have bothered you long enough. You should get some rest and think about what I have said. We will talk again soon enough.”
Before Josef reached the door, Robert voiced one more question: “Wouldn’t it be illogical to reject a familiar life of certain happiness in favor of a strange, unknown world full of potential sorrows?”
Josef turned to him with an understanding smile and answered: “Perhaps; but I think it would also be the human thing to do. Being illogical seems to be an integral part of who we are.” With those words he left the Worker to his thoughts. Josef already had a notion which path Robert would take; and he was very curious where it would lead him.
Epilogue
With shaky legs Robert approached the shuttle. His gaze wandered through the traffic dock area of Zukunftsfabrik, taking in every detail of a place he would probably not see again for a long time. To him this part of the space station was associated with a mixture of nervousness and excited anticipation by now. Compared to the previous journeys he had started here, the one ahead of him was certainly the most exciting but also the most terrifying. A new life awaited the former Worker. The shuttle he was about to board would take him to a large cruiser in Mars orbit which was about to depart for Earth. Once it got there, another shuttle would take him down to a spaceport on the surface from which he was supposed to travel to the VRW headquarters in Munich. This trip alone was an adventure in its own right. Everything beyond that he could hardly even imagine. He was anxious about this unknown future, but he was even more anxious about the idea of losing the memories, the knowledge and the awareness he had gained over the last few month. The idea of returning to his old life was tempting, but he had dismissed the option rather quickly. It just didn’t feel right. Even now, as he was boarding the shuttle, taking one last look around, trembling with tension, there was no real inclination to reconsider.
Once inside the shuttle, Robert scanned the passenger cabin. Around half of the seats were filled. The person he was looking for was not present; not yet at least; there was still time. Unlike him, Lisa had not made her choice of path by the last time they had talked. For her, the idea of leaving the Worker life behind was not as easy to accept. Robert had taken the advice of Josef Zimmerer to heart. Subsequently he had made his decision completely independent of Lisa’s. Moreover, he had been careful not to influence her decision-making process. After he was already responsible for initially ripping her from the Worker life, he at least wanted to leave her with the opportunity to opt out.
The thought of not having her in his life was almost unbearable to him; but the idea that he might manipulate her into a life she didn’t want, that he might cause her unhappiness, that she might despise him for it one day, was even worse. By now her memory of their relationship might have already been erased; or she might enter the shuttle any second. Robert tried not to dwell on it; with limited success.
The other passengers were all Naturals; probably beginning or ending a business trip or a vacation to or from the station. He was one of them now, Robert suddenly realized for the first time. So far he didn’t really feel much like belonging to them. Maybe that would change in time. He certainly hoped so, since he no longer affiliated with Workers either. For now he was more comfortable keeping his distance, so he picked an empty row and slid into the left side corridor seat.
Trying to relax he leaned back and immediately regretted that decision. A sharp sting emanated from the back of his head as it made contact with the headrest of the chair. After he had chosen the Natural life and before he had been released from the infirmary, they had surgically removed the socket for connecting to the CERS as well as the wireless access point. The purpose of this measure was to prevent him from the temptation of reactivating his implants and to ensure that others couldn’t take control of him either. Most of his other implants were still in place, many of them inactive now. Removing them was either impossible or not doable with justifiable effort. Only the possibility for connecting was gone. It hadn’t been a very intrusive operation but the skin around the spot was still irritated and caused pain on contact.
To pass the time and cope with his anxiety, Robert retrieved his UID. Out of pure habit and a lack of better ideas he browsed the station network for articles about VRW, like he often used to do while still a servant to his CERS. The news he found were not very positive. A shortage in electrical parts due to the insolvency of a supplier had caused a delay in the delivery of the latest product line. Customers were unhappy and the company stock value had dropped. Until recently this information would have caused him great dismay. Now he felt mostly indifferent about it. The realization brought a smile to his face.
“Good news?” someone asked to his right.
With boundless joy Robert looked up into the face of Lisa standing next to him.
“Do you have a seat for me?”
“Of course,” Robert answered, making room for her. “It’s actually bad news.” He handed her the UID and pointed at the text passage he had just been contemplating.
“Bad news indeed,” she confirmed after reading and showed a smile which suggested that she knew exactly why the negative headlines had caused him mirth. The fact that she was on the shuttle with him, could only mean that she had chosen the same path as he had. Robert stared at her in wonder, unable to grasp his luck.
“You look surprised to see me,” Lisa commented his gaze. “Did you really think I would let you fly off to Earth without me?”
“I very much hoped that you wouldn’t, but…” Robert needed to know. “Is this really what you want? Are you sure that you are not just following me into some foolish adventure?”
“Honestly, I am not sure what I want,” she admitted. “I can’t possibly say which future I prefer; but whatever path I go, I want to have you by my side. I know there is no guarantee that this relationship will work out. Maybe we will get tired of each other in a month, a year or a decade. If that is the case, I will cope; but right now, for this crucial, confusing and defining phase of my life, I need a companion who understands; someone who can relate to what I’m going through. That is why I think this is the right choice. We will master the upcoming challenges together; at least until we have settled into our new lives. Are you okay with that?”
“More than okay,” Robert confirmed. “There is nothing I would prefer.”
“Good.” She leaned against him and rested her head on his shoulder.
As the shuttle departed Robert finally managed to relax. For the moment he put the worries about his future aside. Whatever might happen, together they would get through it. Right now, with Lisa at his side, he felt as happy as he had ever been.