This is a total work of fiction. Any similarities to real world people places or events is purely coincidental. All characters portrayed are 18 years or older. This work contains graphic depictions of diverse sexual acts. If you are not of an age to lawfully read this material, please move on.
This is part one of a multi part saga.
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The beginning and Tina
Prologue
Pamela (Kitty) Lynn Thompson (nee Raider) has been widowed for four months. She is lonely and lost.
She is a bottle blonde but you could never tell. She has no carpet to compare to the drapes. She is a tall 5′ 10″, 146 lbs 38D chest with large areola and dime sized permanently erect nipples, the perfect ass not J Lo but not flat either. Flat tummy, toned body and legs from daily exercise. Pierced navel and right nipple and her body hair has been lasered off long ago. Kitty has a penchant for not wearing a bra and only sometimes a thong. Never pantyhose, always either garter and stockings, stay ups or bare.
Pam had a bit of a reputation in college. She had a few monikers. Pussy Licker Pam or Kitty Raider. She loved to lick pussy or kitty! Most people called her Kitty to her face so Kitty it was. But Pussy Licker Pam was known all over campus and in not a few woman professors offices.
Then at the end of college Kitty met Trent. Trent was her man. Her only man. She had no interest in men actually but he was different. They married and started a corporate financial consulting business and began trying to have children.
The business was a huge success providing all the luxuries in life for both of them. However, Kitty and Trent never had children. Kitty was unable. Trent understood and loved her even more. He allowed Kitty her many causes over the years.
Then came Cancer. It was quick and they prepared as best they could.
Then he was gone.
She is lonely and floundering. She feels the void left by her husbands death. She needs to find some meaningful purpose for her money and she finds herself watching and drooling over sexy young girls in the shops and malls.
Meeting one such girl at a clothing store, things develop in a way not even Kitty can fully fathom. She will find herself searching out young lesbian girls to help how she can. Education money, social schooling, shelter and in some cases safe haven from the evils of the world and freedom to explore their sexuality.
Now that Trent is gone is it time for a new cause? The poor young girls who are having trouble finding themselves, for what ever reason or circumstance? Society has a way of marginalizing young girls struggling with their sexuality because their inner self is fighting with the perceived norms. The world says young women should get married, be a good wife, have children and submit to their husbands. Their inner self wants something else. They experiment but are under pressure to conform.
Not initially recognizing what she has subconsciously begun, Kitty would now take it upon herself, in her own little corner of the world, to find these girls (or did they find each other?)and help them to see who they really are and that they are beautiful, normal, viable and able to contribute to society. She would also help them to realize that they are sexual beings and can love the many who come into their lives. At the same time they will save Kitty and let her be who she needs to be sexually as well.
Read along and enjoy Kitty’s journey!
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An end and a beginning.
I’m so tired of being sad. Trent would be kicking my pretty ass for being like this. As his cancer progressed we talked all this through. The sale of the business, the insurance, whether to keep the huge house or not. The decision not to remarry was a no brainer on my part. Trent was my one and only man. I am actually a bit creeped out by any other man. I miss him.
I’d much rather be in the company of women. I feel most comfortable around others of my sex. Trent was my security blanket at corporate events. Guys are so obvious. Thinking they are so funny with the crude jokes and the lines. But now he’s gone and I’m alone. And feeling vulnerable.
That’s kinda why I’m at the mall food court I guess. I can be alone around people. Comfortably anonymous in a crowd. The scenery is great too. Groups of nice young girls to scan. Oh the pleasures of a college town! Actually two colleges and a university!
This coffee tastes like shit. Time to get my new leggings I need for the gym. My new gym is owned by my longtime friend Barbara Dell. Trent and I used to work out together all the time. But now he’s gone. I seem to be saying that to myself a lot! So I’m starting at ‘Just for Us’ women only gym in a couple of hours.
So to let’s try this store first. This one is trendy and bright. More for a younger crowd but that is how I want to feel so I’m going to try and dress the part.
Leggings, leggings….ah there they are. There’s a shit ton of styles. Well let’s get looking!
“May I be of some help?!” A cheery voice says from behind me.
I turn and look. Stunned! There in a skin tight white Lycra top, eyeball to eyeball with my 5’10” self is the most gorgeous slender beauty. I don’t know why but I look down at her exquisitely pert B cup breasts with her mosquito bite nipples showing through her top, staring at me, while I am staring at them.
Fuck did I just wet myself!
I quickly collect myself and look back up at her face.
“Um….yes, absolutely! There are so many to choose from. I’d love for you to help me get the right colour and size.” I return blushingly.
The little minx has the audacity to do that tongue on the lip thing that we do when flirting.
I know she can see my nipples get harder!
“Let me guesstimate your size.” She says to me as she moves closer and puts a hand on each of my hips. I can smell her breath and her perfume mixed to make an exotic potion.
This girl is already in my head! I haven’t felt this since college! If this lovely creature isn’t careful mommas gonna throw her on the floor and….. Get your shit together Kitty!!
“Ma’am?”
“Oh sorry what?”
“Size 4 or 6?”
“Oh right yeah. In between. Size five.”
She slides sideways and ever so lightly our boobs brush. “We’ll look do this end then!” She says with, is that a smirk?!
I follow. I notice she is in leggings too. What a beautiful ass!! God I’d love to help her get the material out from in between hehe!
I’m startled again! “Here we are!” She starts pulling some out for me.
Tina! It says Tina in her name tag. Was that there before?!
“Let me see what colours work for you ma’am.” She says as she holds a pair under my chin. The sides of her hands resting on my aroused swelling tits!
I breathe! “Tina, call me Kitty. I’m not ma’am…that makes me feel old.
“Oh sorry Kitty! I don’t want you to feel old! Your not old! Your….your beautiful!” Tina replies with a blush.
She seems for the first time to act unsure.
She smiles shyly and continues to try different colours. Her hands are still on my tits but not so aggressively. Poor thing.
“What do you think of these colours? Shall we try them on? May I assist you in any way?!”
This girl has me so hot! Now she is trying to take the lead again. No you don’t little girl!
“I’d be very pleased if you helped me try these on! Very pleased!” Then I brushed my hand down her arm. Time to push this young thing and see where it goes. Kitty are you crazy!
“Lead the way Tina!” I say in a syrupy voice.
Hhmm! It appears my past is raising its head today and my ‘normal’ mode of dress appears to have attracted this young girls attention. Yes lead on says the spider to the fly!
I follow Tina passed two different change rooms in the middle of the store, all the way to the back, through a seating area and down a hall. She opens the door at the end. “This will be more private.” Indicating the room. “After you Kitty!” she wheezes as her breathing hitches in her throat.
I enter the room, noticing the spaciousness of it and the fact that there is an antique settee and a wingback chair as well as racks and hangers for clothing.
Easy Kitty, I think as Tina hangs up the leggings that I am to try on.
Ok, time to see how far she will go and how much experience she has. I set my handbag on the chair and quietly move behind her and wait.
She must have sensed me….she turns slowly to face me. She looks directly into my eyes. Brave girl! Not a look of challenge but all at the same time a look of lust, hope, unease, want, pleading. Her breathing is coming in heaves…her cheeks flushed.
I return her gaze with what I am feeling for the first time in ages….animal desire! “Tina I’d love for you to help me with these leggings. Will you help me?” She nods to the affirmative. “Will you help me by doing exactly as I ask?” I say as I cup her chin and caress her jawline.
“Uuuunnnnhhh….” She moans in response.
“Now Tina I need you to enunciate. I need to know you are ok with this. Do you want this?”
Yes ma’am, I mean Kitty!” She squeaks.
Then I have a thought pop in my head. Oh my gawd! I bet this girl is a virgin! At least a saffic one. I have to be sure.
“Tina will this be your first time with a woman?”
“First time for anything! I don’t like boys they are gross and rough and stinky and rude and I like girls I know I do and you’re so gorgeous….oh gawd please!”
Tina is pretty much hyperventilating! So I hold her to me and pet her head and smooth her hair until she calms somewhat.
Still holding her close I enquire, “Better?” She nods her head.
I move her away from me a bit and look at her again. This is now a girl who wants to take that huge step in her life to buck the ‘norm’. She is scared but no doubt wants to do this.
“Tina you are a lovely girl and I’d love to show you the way but I need to here it from you. It is your choice and yours alone to make. I will still buy the leggings and I’ll never tell a soul about this whether you say yes or no. I’ll never force you.”
She looks deep into my eyes as if searching and then she finds what she needs. “Yes Kitty! A million times yes! Please teach me!”
I place a hand behind Tina’s head and pull her lips to mine. They are shaking as I make gentle contact but it lessens as we both become more insistent. I press my tongue to her lips and they part, Tina moaning into my mouth. Gawd, I can feel that long missed feeling of arousal, my wetness seeping, my nipples aching with need. No turning back now!
My hand comes to her small breast. I immediately feel how turned on she is, nipples hard and pointy. Her hand tentatively moves to my underboob, doing the thinking for her, as it slowly roams over my needy tit.
We separate briefly as we both gulp air. Slamming back together, I attack her neck with my mouth, switch hands to her other B cup titty, and wrap her closer as my other hand begin exploring her leggings clad backside. I slide my hand down and with my middle finger, insinuate myself into her crevasse.
“Fffffuuuucccckkkk…” Tina moans out as her legs start to buckle.
Taking her weight, we move to the settee and as gracefully as possible (not!) lay her down upon it. I move between her legs hooking my arms under her legs and pushing them back as I move forward. Simultaneously, I slide my hands under her Lycra top and push up as I move forward. I am mesmerized by the appearance of her succulent mosquito bite tits.
I have to! I can’t wait. I dive forward capturing an inviting nipple in my mouth. My tongue dances and my lips apply suction. More moaning from defenceless Tina. This girl is gonna get an intro to lezzy sex she’ll never forget!
I let one leg go as I push my hand down the front of her leggings and a barely there thong. I make incidental contact with her clit. Fuck it’s huge! I’m gonna love making love to this one! Tina was moaning and starts to buck against my hand. My palm on her clit now with my two middle fingers fighting to enter her slippery slit, she is grunting out the tempo her hips are moving to.
All this time my body is not dormant either. My clitty is thrumming with need and I can feel my moisture running in little pulses down my thigh. No time for my pleasure, Tina needs to blast off.
I switch nipples and apply my old tried and true pleasers. I free my other hand and grab the original nipple none too gently as I apply my teeth to her other nipple.
Tina arches into my hand driving my fingers deep as she lets out a squeal. She grabs onto my hair and keeps driving her overstimulated cunt onto my fingers, flooding them with each thrust. My head is hurting from the hair pulling but mission accomplished….we definitely have blast off!!
I stroke Tina as she comes slowly back down to earth. Her eyes blink open.
“Holy fucking FUCK!!! If that’s girl/girl sex who the fuck needs boys?! You have to teach me more teach me everything I wanna know it all giving and receiving I’ll be the best student I’ll do anything please say you will please Kitty I never want another boy I’ll……”
I try to calm this poor smitten dynamo down!!
“Easy there Tina! Take a breath. One thing at a time. So was it good?!”
“Sorry Kitty…..yes it was. It was the best ever. I thought I’d cum before but now I know those were just tingles.”
“I know you feel this way now but it is not the time for you to renounce boys altogether, ok?”
“Ok” Tina says with a frown.
“Now Tina are you serious about wanting to learn more?”
“Yes.”
“Ok, the reason I’m asking you that question is because when I was in college a bunch of us were sure that very first time and a number of girls never touched another girl again. I want you to be sure so I know what you say now but wait two days and come to my house. I’ll give you my address. If you show up in two days I will know that you’re serious.”
I look at an increasingly upset looking Tina. She is going to cry for sure.
“Don’t cry sweet thing! What’s the matter!”
“I don’t have a car!”
“Ok phone me in two days and I’ll come and get you then. Give me your address.” I say cheerily.
Tears are running now.
“Oh gawd….please don’t cry! What is really the matter!” as I fold her in to me.
“You can’t come and get me ‘at my place’! This is my place! I live here! I mean in the store room….I was evicted two weeks ago and all my life is in a garbage bag in the back. I even had to rescue it from the garbage twice because the other girls didn’t know!!” Tina is now sobbing uncontrollably.
Oh fuck I can’t leave her to live here!
“When is your shift over? Is your manager here today?”
Tina checks her phone. “35 minutes. Why?!”
“Your manager?”
“What? Oh yes! Brenda is on today.”
Making myself to rights I grab my bag and all the leggings and make to leave.
“Where are you going!” Tina says anxiously.
“Don’t worry. Get yourself together sweetie. When I get back your shift will be done.” Out I go.
I find the manager at the till. I make mention that poor Tina is feeling ill and I’ll take her to my place until she is better. I indicate that I am taking all the leggings, eight pair in total and how fantastic Tina’s salesmanship is. Her boss is beaming as I leave to go collect my new house guest.
I swing into the change room with my purchases and Tina jumps.
“So am I fired?!”
“Fired? Why on earth would you be fired. You just sold me eight pairs of expensive leggings and this customer made mention of your fab service to the manage even though you are feeling so sick!” Using air quotes. “Let’s get your bag of stuff and get out of here. You are coming with me. Oh by the way, you are off the next three days. Your next shift is Monday!!”
I think If I had one of Trents car jacks I would have to use it to get her jaw off the floor.
My little dynamo slams into me so hard I just about fall. As she hugs the shit out of me I get, “thank you thank you!!” Then as quick as a flash she is out and back with a ratty garbage bag in hand. “Im ready!”
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The drive home is uneventful except for her astonishment on driving in a Jag! Gawd! She is so cute. I will have to find out about her past. Both how she got evicted and also past home and school life. For nineteen she seems to have had it rough.
So as we pull through the gates, the guard for the luxury community waves us through, Tina must be getting whiplash as her head swivels around taking in all the sights. The golf carts zooming here and there the central fountain, the tennis courts, the community pool (why we have one is anybody’s guess, we all have our own!).
Tina literally guppies as the gate automatically swings open and we pull into the circle drive. “You live fucking here! What are you, a millionaire?!” I just smile at her.
She is still sitting in the Jag when I come around to her door. I reach in the back and grab her belongings. I head for the door and shoot over my shoulder, “are you coming!”
Tina twitches into action as she gets out and scurries up to me, following closely. I touch the fob in my pocket and the door swings open and we enter without breaking stride, Tina still right behind me.
As I head for the stairs, “I’ll give you the grand tour later but let’s find you a place and then you can shower.” Tina is still in awe as she nods.
The first guest bedroom right across from the Master was as good as any to choose. Trent and I had designed the house for entertaining guests for overnight. Some of our corporate parties led to some very intoxicated guests and we look after our friends.
This room is typical of the other six. Large bed area with a super king either four poster or sleigh bed. There is then a walk-in wardrobe each outfitted with robes of various weights and styles. As we entertained couples, there was also a selection of male and female bathing attire of multiple sizes and styles. Carrying on through, there is a luxury ensuite for each room. This consists of a double shower with rain heads and hand wands, double sinks and a claw foot soaker tub. A toilet and bidet round out the amenities. There is shelving with copious towels and cloth’s.
“You’ll le..le..let me at stay h..h..here?!” Tina stammers as she peruses the accommodation.
“It’s just a guest room sweetie. Now put your things down somewhere and use the shower. I’ll meet you at the bottom of the stairs when your done. Now hurry up….I’m hungry!” I say as I swat her ass.
I watch her head to the bath staring at her perfect ass. I can’t believe I did that at the store and can’t believe I want to jump her sexy frame again!!
Have I come full circle from college? Being after every pussy I smell? Gawd! College was fun!! Ok Kitty pull your shit together. Gotta make something for us to eat. I hate fucking cooking. Gotta get a maid and a cook.
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I run and do a quick wash up and get into the kitchen. I realize that I have shit for food and have been ordering in or eating out almost every day in the passed four months since Trent left this life.
“Fuck!” Remind me not to slam my hand on the quartz counter top, it hurts!
I can’t believe it’s all expired or crap I won’t eat. Order in it is then.
I have just hung up from my favourite Indian restaurant, The Taj, when I here, “Hello! Kitty?!” (That’s too funny!)
I holler, “I’ll be right there Tina!!” as I poke my head out into the hall.
Oh Em Gee! Look at her! She is gonna kill me. Tina has a soft pink silk mini robe and nothing else. You know that look….feet toed together, one knee cocked in, hands together in front kneading together, shoulders pulled in with the head down but eyes looking right at you, blushing all the while?! You know the one!!! Sex on a stick. I’m so in trouble!!
I hold out my hand. “Tina, I had to order food so let’s talk while we wait.”
“K.” she says softly.
I lead her to the great room. Huge fireplace, overstuffed couches, oak hardwood cover with a plush area rug…..yep!…..that kind.
I touch the screen to light the fire, just on low for ambiance. I sit in the corner of one couch and pull Tina in to me and wrap my arms around her. Her scent is unbelievably intoxicating! I could easily….no! Talk first. Find out about this girl….first.
“Tina, I have a proposal for you.”
“K.” she replies.
“In exchange for opportunity to stay here until you get back on your feet, I want you to answer all my questions completely and with honesty…”
“Ok…”
“Wait, I’m not done yet. If you don’t answer truthfully and I find out, even for the smallest thing, you will be out on your ear. Are we clear?!”
“And will you teach me?!”
I’m lost! This girl is going to turn the clock back on me and reboot Pussy Licker Pam! But you know what? This is the best day since…..you know.
Decision made.
“Yes Tina I’ll teach you but tell me everything right?!”
“Thank you. What do you want to know?” she says as she snuggles down into me.
“Let’s start with why you are living in the back of a clothing store.”
“That’s an easy one. I don’t make a lot at the store so I needed to find a cheap place to stay. I answered an add for a roommate and that’s when I met Dawn. She was really nice. She needed a roomy because her girlfriend split for a guy. Dawn offered a deal and I took it. Turns out it was a lie. She had me sign on to the lease and not soon after she split to be with her girlfriend in California. I was on the lease so I was on the hook. She didn’t even give my money to the landlord. I was there exactly 34 days before my stuff was in that garbage bag with a note about being a Lezzy deadbeat like all the rest.”
“Fuck that was harsh! By that girl and the landlord. You walked into some shit there! We’ll work on finding you a better affordable place for the future.”
“Now…..I want to know your background, your education and your family life, we’re you ever in law trouble, drugs, all that shit, ok?!”
“Ok, schooling. High school grad with honours. I was in my first year of food services and culinary at the local college. I wanted to be a chef…..but that’s when the wheels fell off and my life went to shit.”
“Go on! You have me intrigued!” She really does. It sounds like she had a normal life and some big shit happened.
“I know you saw it in the news about two years ago. My real dad died in Iraq. My mom was on her second husband but he was a duche. My mom was needy and took the first guy to come along. He was in to all kinds of illegal stuff and what I didn’t know was that he was having mom help him. Do you remember that gang execution killing of that couple down town?” She shivers and sobs. “That was them….”
She is quietly sobbing. I hug her closer and nuzzle her ear. “Oh you poor sweet babygirl!!”
That is it! I know that I’m not going to let any more shit happen to this precious creature. Her decision to seek other women had little to do with her life. She was just wired that way. The hand she was dealt in the last few years was just cruel. She is smart and had a dream. I’ll fix this! I will!
‘BING BONG!!!’
“Tina honey, let me up sweetheart, I’ve got to get the door. It’s our food.”
Tina leans forward onto the middle of the couch and I get up and go to the door.
It’s Harbinder, or Harb to his friends, the owner of The Taj restaurant. Trent and I have known the Sopals for years and consider them friends rather than just people that make a good curry.
“Harb!”
“I remembered the code!” He says with a big grin.
“It’s great to see you! Thank you for bringing this.”
“It is not a problem Kitty. You know that Priah and I would drop anything for you. To deliver a meal is nothing. This is a meal for two?! There is extra naan for you and we know how much you like to dip so there is extra sauce as well.” Harb says handing over the meal and trying to spy inside.
“Thank you….how much is it?”
“Oh it is no charge….you know Pri wanted me to check on you anyway!!”
“It is for two Harb, my guest is a girl that I’m helping out for a bit, ok?”
“Yes, yes, I do not worry but you know my wife. I will tell her it is all ok. Helping a girl out? Kitty you were always one for a cause. I will let you get to your guest. Please come visit soon. Enjoy!!”
“Thank you and give your wife a kiss from me Harb! Thank you!”
“Bye bye.” he says as he turns from the porch.
As I close the door a thought comes to me. I wonder if Tina likes Indian food. Goat Korma, chicken tikka masala, Murgh makani.
Signalling Tina to follow I head for the kitchen. “I hope you like Indian food?! I’ll get the wine…you get the food out of the bag.” As I plunk the food down on the island and head to the wine cellar.
Hmm where are you hiding? I haven’t been down in here since….you know. Chicken and goat….a PG or a Gewürztraminer?! I am feeling German today….Gewürztraminer it is then! There you are!
I can here Tina saying something from the kitchen but can’t make it out. I guess I’ll find out in a sec.
Well she is resourceful!! Two place settings with wine glasses. She must have raced through the cabinets to find this all so quickly.
“Great job Tina! Your a keeper!” Why did I say that?!
“You we’re getting wine…we needed plates and glasses for wine. And by the way….Korma, Tikka Masala and Murgh Makhani?! How did you know my faves!!! Is that goat?! I can make all of this!!! I’m glad you got so much naan!!! I can make that too!! I feel so spoiled! You’re killing my Mac n cheese diet!!”
Fuck, this girl was reduced to Mac and cheese and she knows how to cook all this? Hhhhmmm….
“I’m glad you like my choices. It was really more of a what I like to eat thing than what you might like but I’m glad you approve. This German wine should go nicely!!” I turn to go open it.
“Mmmm, what wine is it? A Gewürztraminer? It is by far the best pairing for all these dishes. Second choice would be Pinot Grigio but not last year’s vintage it wasn’t that good.” Tina offers as if it was every day conversation.
Shocked? Yes I am! Glad I have my back to her. My wheels are turning now! To fill the conversation void I reply, “Yes I was thinking PG but the German wine was calling to me.”
I turn with the now open wine. “Shall we?!”
The food still hot, the naan still warm and the wine at perfect temperature from the cellar, we gorge ourselves. Tina makes comments on the food, I tell her about my friendship with the Sopals. The large bottle of wine is soon gone.
We are somehow holding hands as we talk and I soon feel the need to kiss this sexy nymph. My lips make soft contact and then our tongues are fully engaged. Each enjoying the range of tastes from the wine and the spices. It is another level of intoxicating. I become very aware that Tina still only has the tiny silk robe on. On? Well sort of. Our kissing has made the garment moot. It is completely undone and hanging off her elbows.
The first time with Tina I had been fully clothed. I need to catch up. I slide off the stool still maintaining lip contact. My robe needs off now!!! I pull and the tie comes undone. I want her so bad! I want to taste her for dessert but I want her to know what she has to look forward to.
I pull her off her stool and close the gap a bit. Still kissing, I bring my hand to the back of her head. Slowly I ease her head down. Our lips loose contact but I have plans. I keep downward pressure on her head as her lips make their way down….down toward my now swelling tits. I can tell she is game because she starts licking and sucking on my soft boob flesh. I let her mess around a bit then direct her over a nipple.
We both moan as she realizes where she is and what is in her mouth. Lips apply suction as her tongue begins to dance around.
She’s never done this before?! Fucking natural!! Her hand automatically goes to my other nipple and is making magic!!
We are so in to it! She is humping my leg as she works my tits. I am gonna cum……fuck she’s magic!
I brake free and grab her hand and tug. “Bedroom!”
Out and down the hall, to the stairs and up, through the door and I propel her onto the bed. We have both lost our robes in the trip. I fling myself on top of Tina in a 69 position, jamming my face into her exquisite aromatic cunny. I position my dripping twat slot over her face. She is going to sink or swim!
Tina has the lightest of down covering her young mound but the most alluring site is her spire of a clit! Sticking out about an inch it has the circumference of a dime at its base and goes to a sharp point! Deep red almost purple and pulsing. I gotta suck that!!!
Tina is caressing my flanks as I am inspecting her wonders. But when I give her super clit a lick her hands grab my ass and I feel her mouth on my sopping lips. Inexperienced? Who the fuck cares when someone is sucking the juices from your core!!
Tina is making smutzing noises and moaning as well as face fucking me with her clit! Fuck this is awesome! I can feel a big O racing to the surface I’m hoping she’ll join me. She is flailing her head back and forth with her tongue on my clit, my abs are cramping…here it comes…..oh oh oh…..fuck! My face comes up from Tina’s puss as I feel a flood of juices release. But then I get a splash on my face! And another! And another!!
I jam my face down to her source and drink, lick and generally devour my little protege. I guess I didn’t drown her because I feel her doing the same for me!
As we both come down from our saffic high I roll and flip so I’m face to face. As I look at Tina’s face I realize that her smile is so big I swear the corners are touching her ears!
“I don’t need to think about it.” Tina says very seriously.
“Think about what sweetie?!” As if I don’t know.
“I’m never gonna be with a boy ever again. That…that was mind blowing, life altering, confirming and any other word you want to use to describe certainty.”
Tina continues. “I’ve talked about me but I know little about you and what you want or if this is just bliss talking but I’m gonna put this out there. I will do anything for you and be with you forever as long as you want me. I’ve never felt this way. So filled with emotion. I’ve lost so much I don’t want to loose you too. If I’m stepping out of bounds tell me I feel so close to you I need to be needed and desired please say you feel anything close to the same!!!”
In that moment it all crystallizes.
Four realizations come to me. One, We each need a void filled. Two, I desperately want to help her. Three, she can cook. And four, I dare not verbalize four. It’s too soon to feel that, isn’t it?!
I reach across her body and start smoothing her boobs. “Sweetheart, I just lost my husband four months ago to Cancer. I am very lonely…”
She rolled toward me to try for a hug but I push her back down.
“No let me finish. In college I was a big lezzy slut. Like huge slut. My name is Pamela but everyone knows me as Kitty because I ate so much of it in college.” Tina giggles!
“Don’t laugh! I’m being serious here!” She giggled again!
“Where was I? I met Trent just after college and my life changed completely. I did what I had been brought up to do. I was a good wife and he a good husband…a great husband. We found out early we couldn’t have kids so we built our little empire and had fun together. We built the financial consulting business together and it got us all this. Then the Cancer. I was loosing ….did loose my one and only man. Trent was special. I’ve never strayed, never had an interest in any other men. We can talk on that later. Are you with me so far?!”
Tina nods.
“So, it’s four months on. I’m incredibly lonely, floating along aimlessly, thinking of Trent constantly but also knowing he’d be pissed at me for not moving on. You have lit a spark, fanned a flame, pulled me full circle. I’ll never be with another man. I need someone to fill that void. You have lost a great many things in the last little bit as well. I have a proposal for you. A new one now that I know more.”
I can feel Tina tense up. “Ok!” She replies tentatively.
“Don’t interrupt until I’m done. I want you to live here with me and I’ll teach you everything I know about saffic love. But there are conditions. One, you will give two weeks notice at the clothing store. Two, you will be a paid chef in my home and possibly some light housework. Yes I said paid. That will be for a period of one year. By then we will have found a culinary program for you to enroll in. Your salary from your job cooking for me will have a part earmarked for education. Once we find a program I will cover any shortfall. You will continue to work for me as you can until you have completed your schooling.
Now, that all being said, if you have not been truthful with me about anything, if you do not meet your obligations to me then I will not continue to have you in my home. No drugs and no boys.
That is my proposal. I will say that I am smitten by you you sexy vixen! I feel the need to protect you and help you after the shitty shitty hand you were dealt. So…..?”
Holy actual fuck? Where did this all come from?! Is Tina a ’cause’? She feels more than a cause to me. Trent would so be supportive!! Hhhmm?!
Tina is sobbing! Through her sobs, “Why?! I’m just a silly homeless girl who was trying to flirt with someone so fucking far out of her league.” She curls up in the fetal position facing away from me.
I snuggle into her, brush back her hair and whisper, “Because the world is cruel and us lost and lonely girls gotta stick together.” I kiss her neck.
I feel her relax. A small voice says, “Yes! And thank you.”
She wiggles her body into me. Her ass pushing right into me. I hold her and soon notice the sounds of sleep.
What am I going to do now? I’ve committed. You know…..I feel fantastic! I still miss him but he is happy with me. I soon follow Tina in sleep.
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End of part one.
What will Kitty be up to next?! Time will tell!
Coming soon;
Purpose, part 2, Marnie.
Purpose, part 3, An orderly house.
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