The Special Room

Friday, I left for work at my normal time and things started to go wrong. I nearly had a crash. When I arrive at work, I always go to the loo. I walked into the ladies, and they all laughed at me. As the day went on, I was talking to a customer. I was talking to the wrong one. I dropped the phone three times and the last time knocked on the floor all the papers off my desk. It was going from bad to worse by the hour. I even walked into a closed door. It was not my day. I was glad when one o’clock came to go home that Friday. All I was looking forward to was a peaceful night at home with a glass or two of my favourite drops of the hard stuff.

Driving home it was a stop start at all the sets of traffic lights they were on red. Turning into a main road stop starts once again. I was glad to be into the back streets taking a short cut. Three cars were close behind me. I hit the brakes hard on a fire engine in front of me. The three cars were up behind me. I looked around to see if I could make a U turn with no chance to load more cars behind. I had to sit and wait, biting my lip. Thank God the firemen were tidying up. It was only about ten minutes. At last I pulled up on my driveway, and I sat there thinking what else could go wrong.

Walking in the house calling out I’m home I went to the bedroom to change. Then I headed for the living room where Kim was sitting. She had her coat on.

“Are, we going out for something to eat? I said.

“No Tom. But Tom, we need to talk.”

It was those twelve letters in that sentence no man ever wants to hear. I looked at, and I was dreading what was coming next.

“Tom, I am going away for a few days. I need some space.”

“What, do you mean you are going away for a few days? You need some space.”

“So you are leaving me.”

“No I am not leaving you; I just need space that’s all. Tom, it’s not what you think, I need some space, that’s all.”

“How long have you been having an affair, what’s his name and how long has it been going on?”

“Tom, I am not having an affair; I just wanted some space for a few days. I am going to my parents.”

I was a little happier, that Kim was going to her parents for a few days. I drove her to the station. It was due out at five pm. I put the suitcases on the train and kissed and smelt her before she left. Holding her at the hips and kissing her.

“Phone me when you are with your parents, I want to know you are safe.”

“I will.”

We kissed again, and I got off the train and watched the train pull out. Waving to her, but she did not wave back.

I sat in the chair watching the clock. Kim would be in her parents’ house before nine pm. The clock never seemed to move; time was passing so slowly. Nine ten I rang her parents’ house. Her father answered the phone.

“It’s Tom, can I speak to Kim?”

“Tom, what makes you think she is here,” he said.

“Sorry my fault I must have got it wrong, I am having a bad day,” I said.

I waited for Kim to phone me. The clock ticked away. It was now ten pm. The clock ticked away. No phone call, it was now eleven pm. I watched the clock until midnight with no phone call. She had left me, but I had no idea why.

THAT WAS FIVE YEARS AGO!

I went to work on Monday and for the rest of the week I was a zombie. With no phone calls from Kim.

On Friday my boss came up to me saying,” Tom what’s the hell wrong with you.”

“Troubles at home,” I said.

“Well sort them out and get on with it next week,” he said.

That was just what I needed. Over the weekend no phone calls from Kim.

The next week at work I worked my balls off. My papers went down and down. No phone calls from Kim. On Friday I asked my boss if I could have Monday off. Monday, I found a lawyer. I had made up my mind that I wanted a divorce.

“Could, you tell me where she is living or working?” he said.

“Sorry I don’t know,” I said.

“Until you know where she is living or working, I can do nothing,” he said.

“A bit of advice, have you been to your bank? My next step would be to check your accounts,” he said.

I never had given it a second thought so far. Checked our joint account Kim had taken half. I checked the savings account and the money was gone.

My uncle had left me a third of a million and Kim and I agreed it was for our kid’s education. It broke my heart in two for what she had done. I hated her and loved her. She was my wife. Closed our joint account and opened up a new one that was the best I could do. Walking around all I could think of, she had left me and I did not know why! Why did she leave me? I could not get my head round it!

I went home and made dinner for the three of us. Jane and David sat there in science and they did not know what to say.

“Dad, when is Mum coming home? they asked me.

Tears came flowing from my eyes. It was like the last nail in the coffin when it was hammered home. A lump was in the back of my throat and unable to speak. Got myself together and said “I have to tell you a few things.”

“Jane and David, your mother has left me and I don’t know why! When she left that Friday saying. I am going to my parents. I have not seen them for months. I am going away for a few days. I need some space that is what she said.”

“So sorry but the money we had for your education your mother has taken it and half what was in our joint account. Your education will have to stop. The only money we have is my salary.”

Jane was sixteen and David was fifteen. In those seconds they became adults.

“Dad, we can get part time jobs to help out,” they said.

“I smiled, saying, “there is no need for that.”

Both of them had got part time jobs, and they told me to help out.

“I told them that money belonged to you, not me.”

The weeks went by and within six months I was prompted. And still no phone calls from Kim. Another six months went by and once again the money was going to their education.

Twelve months have now passed and still no word from Kim. I buried my head in work and my only other interest was Jane and David. I wanted to do the best for them. We sat down for our dinner one night, and the kids said this to me, “Dad, we think you need some female company.”

They had become adults, and they were thinking of my needs.

I smiled and said to them,” the only woman I ever wanted was your mother and I cannot see anyone ever taking her place.”

Jane and David said to me, “Dad, the money we got from our jobs we put adds in the newspapers. In six cities around where our grandparents live.”

“Why, did you do that?” I said.

“We were hoping mum would see the add and come home,” they said.

I held them both tight. Yes, still no word from Kim. Three more years passed by and I was able to give my kids a better education Jane and David just got on with life.

Then one night they looked at me then they said, “Dad go and find a woman we are willing to call her mum.”

There was a lump in my throat as big as an apple and I started to fill up. They were thinking of me.

“Jane and David, your mother is the only love in my life. Something good or bad will have to change that.”

We, got on with life, and the kids were having the best education that I could pay for. The next twelve months all I did was work and look after Jane and David.

It was now five years since Kim had left and still no word from her. Jane was now a young woman at twenty-one and David, a strapping young man at twenty. I was proud of both of them.

+++

Five years to the day a knock on the door I went and opened it and there stood Kim. She had three suitcases with her. Standing there I was speechless.

” The cat got your tongue,” she said.

I stared at her. I was in disbelief that she had come back home.

“Well are you not going to ask me in,” she said.

I let her in, and she walked round the living room eyeing things up.

“I see you have made a few changes; would you mind bringing in my cases please? I, see you still drink the hard stuff. Can I have one?”

“Kim, I don’t want to seem rude. Why have you come back? Is it because you and him? Have broken up.”

“No, I have come back home to stay if you will have me. May I use the bathroom I want to wash up?”

She washed up and looked round the house and had a good look in Jane and David bedrooms. Then she went into what was our bedroom. Then she came back into the living room. I noticed her nose had been broken and her cheek was a bit high but she was still the same woman that I loved five years ago.

“I see you changed a few things. I like them,” she said.

If she sat down opposite me her dress had a long split up the side showing off her long legs.

“Yes, my legs are still as good as when you last saw them. Tom were is Jane and David. I am dying to see them.”

“They are both away until next Friday.”

“Tom, I want to make peace with you and our kids.” I hope you are glad to see me. I sure am glad to see you.

She stood up and said “I have a welcome home present for you. Come with me to our bedroom.”

In seconds in the bedroom, she was naked as the day she was born. And she stripped me. It was like I was a lamb going to be slaughtered. She lay on the bed and reached for her handbag pulling out a packet of condoms.

“Put this on,” she said.

On my raging hard dick it went on. I thrusted and in less than two minutes I shot my spunk into the condom.

“God you must have needed that,” she said.

I rolled over gasping for breath.

“Can, you go again?” she said.

“You will have to wait a bit,” I said.

We went back to the living room.

“I want to know what was going on Kim, can you tell me why you have come back?”

“Tom, I am going to tell you everything but I have never stopped loving you. Can we have a large one of the hard stuff? Before I start.”

+++

That Friday I told you I was not having an affair; I just wanted some space for a few days. It was all true. I did intend to go to my parents. When you put the suitcases on the train and kissed and smelt me before I left. Phone me when you are with your parents, I want to know you are safe. I will. We kissed again, and you got off the train. You watched the train pull out and waved to me. I did not wave back. I changed my mind. I went to my friend’s Carol’s house, the place where we first met. She was working as a prostitute still in the same place. She liked it and is still a prostitute. She had a third of a million.

Yes. I know ours was for our kid’s education. She had the same amount and wanted us to set up our own business. Yes, a whore house. I got the money and half our joint account and we set it all up. In two weeks, we were always full. When I was getting fucked in the beginning, I was thinking of you. The weeks went by and I had dicks of all shapes and sizes. I wanted dick all the time. A few of them were rough. I had my nose broken twice and in hospital three times. Look at my face, my cheek has moved. But it did not stop me from fucking. I sucked their dicks. I licked and sucked their balls. I swallowed their spunk. They shot it down my ears all over my body in my cunt and up my arse. I had become a whore. I don’t want to tell you in what positions just say as many as you can think of. I was fucked in parks on top of car bonnets, in the front and backs of cars even in trucks.

I have all your money and made even more than you can think of. Then my problems started. Some bastards came in. They are the ones who gave me STDs. I don’t have long to live what a fool I have been. I am glad you worked out why I made you wear a condom. I was protecting you, my love.

Yes, I know I should have spoken to the kids or sent them a letter. I was always on my back getting fucked. All I want from you is to live with you in my final weeks or months. I know it will be hard but even after five years I still love you.

I want you to take care of my body as if I was still your devoted wife. Yes, I did want some space for a few days. I was the biggest idiot on the planet. The money I stole will pay it back into your account tomorrow plus interest. The rest is for Jane and David. I want to try and make peace with them before I die. I want you to help me to make peace with them, please help me. While I am here, I will try to be a good wife!! And if you want to fuck me standing on my head you must wear a condom. I get a bit wild in bed now you may like it.

“Tom gives me that big fucking drink what do you say.”

“I have one question why the fuck did you needed space I would do anything for you.”

Kim broke into tears saying “I don’t even know myself!”

“Tom please let me stay until I die of this fucking disease. I know you don’t believe me, but I still do love you. I wish I could get back those five years without you, what a fool I have been.”

She burst into tears sobbing for hours on end.

“Tom, will you help me with our kids I what them to try and understand this stupid woman?

“Kim go to bed you can stay and I will help as best I can with the kids.”

Until the kids came home the following weekend Kim fucked me senseless. She knew loads of positions to get fucked in. She gave me a blow job after blow job. And my spunk she swallowed every drop. I had to go out and get more condoms, and my dick was getting a bit sore but her twat was never sore.

On the Friday before the kids came home, I had asked her to tell me one thing.

“Kim, what was the longest dick and thickest dick you have had inside you?”

She looked at me saying “you don’t want to know.”

“Kim, just tell me.”

The longest one was twelve inches long and two inches wide. He went on for three solid hours. Umpteen ten inches long and some a lot thicker. I might as well tell you I had gangbangs with eight men of all sizes about eight times a year. Now you know I am a slut and a whore.

“Tom, hold me please I need your love and you don’t know how much. Hold me tight and kiss me.”

We went to bed and put on a condom. She needed it more than me.

Friday night the kids walked in. It was a difficult time. They glared at their mother. The room was like an ice box ten degree below. If lighting was able to strike, they would have wanted it to strike Kim. Or even if someone was to shoot her, they would not care. You could feel how tense it was.

Jane and David looked at me in disbelief as their mother was standing next to me. Someone had to speak. It was down to me.

“Your mother is back home to stay,” I said.

Jane and David said,” sorry, dad we don’t have a mother we did have one years ago but she walked out on us for some slimy bastard.”

It was not the best start for Kim now had a big job on her hands and she knew it. I had made a cup of tea seconds before they walked in.

Kim wanted to hold both of them, but she burst into tears. Sitting down holding her head saying, “What the fucking hell have done.”

Jane and David said,” you, destroyed a family.

That didn’t do any good at all.

Kim got herself together saying “I want to do the talking please I am going to tell you everything.”

“Tom, will you order a Chinese takeaway for the four of us? I want to tell you all about it. Pour out four glasses of the hard stuff.”

“If you want to ask me a question, stop me and I will answer it,” Kim said.

“Jane and David, I am going to start from the day I left.”

I said to your father I am going to my parents. I have not seen them for months. I am going away for a few days. I need some space. Your father said so you were leaving me. No, I just want some space for a few days. Your father asked me if I was having an affair. I told him I was not having an affair; I just wanted some space for a few days. That’s all. That was my first mistake.

Your father drove me to the station. It was due out at five pm. He held me at the hips and kissed me. He said to me phone me when you are with your parents, I want to know you are safe. I will. We kissed again. Your father got off the train and watched the train pull out. He waved, but I did not wave back.

I had changed my mind. That was my second mistake.

I went to my friend’s Carol’s house. She was working as a prostitute. She liked it and is still a prostitute. She had a third of a million. And Tom and I had the same. Yes. I know it was for your education. We set up our own business. Yes, a whore house. I got the money from the bank.

That was my third mistake.

The business we set it all up in two weeks, we were busy. I was getting fucked. But I was thinking of the three of you.

I wanted to leave, but all your father’s money was in the fucking business.

I was trapped for five years. I wanted to leave over and over again but the money kept me there.

Tom, this is going to hurt you. You thought I was a new prostitute I had been doing it for three months before you walked that night. In days I knew you had fallen in love with me and I the same. When you asked me to marry you, I wanted it so badly and you did not now much. I loved you from our first night in bed.

“Why, did you not tell me you had been a prostitute for three months.”

“Tom, I did not want to lose you, I was in love with you. But that was the best decision I have ever made.”

Tom’s head fell in his hands shaking his head from side to side. He had just had a shock. There was a knock at the door when the Chinese takeaway arrived. We had our takeaway. The food seemed to have a coating of ice on it. The room still had that frosty feeling. Drinks Tom poured four more glasses of the hard stuff we were going to need.

I knew your father would ring my parents to make sure I was safe, so I made up my mind not to get in touch with them. That was cruel of me and to your father and my parents.

Your father has told me off for not phoning you and writing a letter. The problem was I did. I rang, and your father answered the phone and I put it down. I did that every week in the last five years. That was another mistake.

I was hoping I could hear two voices. You two did answer the phone and I put it down. That was another mistake.

“Kim, it was you every time.”

“Yes, but every time I cried and cried. And it was ten times worse when I heard Jane and David’s voices.”

Tom was shaking his head in disbelief. Kim got up and went to the bedroom and when she came back, she was holding a bag.

She pulled out three boxes and looked at me. Tom here are your Christmas cards and birthday cards for the past five years. If you look inside, you will see how much they cost and the date I bought them.

Then she turns to Jane and David. Here are your Christmas cards and birthday cards for the past five years. If you look inside, you will see how much they cost and the date I bought them.

Then she pulled out two more boxes and handed them to Jane and David. Here are your Christmas and birthday presents for the last five years.

Kim looked at me. I only had one thing for you that is my love for you. I wish I had never left that day.

I have come back here six times a year. I watch you go to school and come home. And Tom, I watched you go to work and come home. You have no idea how much I wanted you. I hired a PD and had you watched I wanted to know if you were going out with a woman. And you never ever strayed not once.

“Kim one night Jane and David said to me it is about time you got some female company. I smiled and looked at both of them. Thank you for that sorry but the only woman in the world for me is your mother. I loved her to bits.”

The following year they said to me Dad. We want you to find a good woman and bring her into this house, and we will call her Mum. The tears were flowing down my cheeks. They wanted me to get on with my life.”

Kim looked at me. “What a stupid woman I have been where’s the clock I want to turn it back five years.”

Kim looked at Jane. I want to say a few things to you. And a lot more when the two of us are alone. First when you marry be sure he is right for you and I don’t mean in just sex. He must belong to you for all your life. You must not cheat on him, and he must not cheat on you. Remember men minds are run by their dicks sex is important to them. Some women what sex night and day yes you can call me a whore to my face because I am one. And some women can take it or leave it.

Kim turned to David, I bet you wank every night thinking about your girlfriend wanting to fuck her. Or looking at the playboy pictures while you have a good wank.

David’s head dropped; it must have weighed ten tons at what Kim had said to him. I smiled.

Jane and David, I don’t want to tell you two about the sex I have had with hundreds of men. But I can tell you this the best sex I have had is with your father.

Jane and David, do you want to ask me anything yet? They shook their heads.

“This is the part that is going to hurt, and I mean hurt.” Down went the glass of hard stuff and held the glass out for a refill.

“Tom sit in the middle and holds them tight for me. You must know I want to do it forever.”

Tom sat between them and put his arm at their backs.

“Right your father knows why I have come back home and you two must also know.”

“My problems started less than a year ago when some bastards came in. They are the ones who gave me STD”.

That hit a nerve.

Jane jumped up saying, “you got STD dad I want her out now. Dad have you slept with in the last week?”

I nodded.

“Dad you might have that fucking disease STD. How could you after five years she left us and ended up taking up her old job A WHORE?”

Jane started to storm off.

“Jane, please sit down, there is more to come,” I said.

She stopped and looked at me. She only wanted me to be happy. Kim told them every single detail. I must have been hard on her but she had to tell them. Jane and David were not happy with what their mother had told them, but they had to live with it.

The weeks went by, some days were warm and other days cold. Six weeks later Kim collapsed, and she was now in hospital. The three of us visited as a family and Jane went on her own every day. Kim must had told Jane a lot more things she had changed. Kim made it possible to make peace with Kim and David. The three of us were in the room in the final minutes before Kim died.

“Please, please forgive me for what I did. I have always loved you and always will,” she said to Jane and David.”

“Tom please kiss me before I go, I have always loved you. I want you to get your life back and find someone soon.”

I held her in my arms and kissed her. She had her eyes closed, and they did not open again.

+++

I had to get my life back the sex I had been having with Kim before she was in hospital was the best sex I had ever had.

Jane and David said to me, “Dad, you will have to go out into the big, wide world and find someone.”

The burial service was short and sweet, her Parents were there and a few more.

They knew how happy I had been with Kim in the last few weeks. I made up my mind what I was going to do. I found four places in the city.

I went in and the man at the door said, “Do you have any Idea of what you are looking for, young or old.”

“Same age as me,” I said.

He opened a door and there sat down four women. Two were overweight and two like telegraph poles but nice. Make I have this one she was a tall redhead with big boobs and her legs went on and on. She held my hand and we went down the corridor into a room. There is only one piece of furniture in it, a bed.

She turned to say, “get undressed.”

I looked at her, and she was taking off her clothes.

“Stop that if you please. I have not come here just to fuck I want to talk to you for a while,” I said.

She must have been thinking I was odd.

“What do you want to talk about then?” she said.

“Will. you please just answer a few questions,” I said.

I fire at her all my questions. And she answers each one.

“The last one is are you married?” I said.

“Yes,” she said.

With that I said. “Let us strip.”

With that I fucked doggie style twice. The problem was there was no love coming from me. We finished and I dressed and left. I went back the following night.

Back again “young or old,” he, said.

“Same age as me,” I said.

He opened a door and sat there with the same four women. I picked the one with long black hair. She went through the same routine as the other women.

With that I fucked doggie style twice. Again, no love from me. We finished and I dressed and left.

I went to the other three places in the city. They were all the same. I got in my car on Friday night and went back to where I first met Kim all those years before.

I went in and the man at the door said, “Do you have any Idea of what you are looking for, young or old.”

“Same age as me,” I said.

I looked around the room and there was a woman looking at her shoes. I walked up to her and led her down the corridor into a room.

She turned to say, “get undressed.”

I looked at her, and she was taking off her clothes.

“Stop that if you please. I have not come here to fuck I want to talk to you for a while,” I said.

“What do you want to talk about then?” she said.

“Will, you please just answer a few questions,” I said.

I fire at her all my questions. And she answers each one.

“The last one is are you married?” I said.

“No,” she said.

I did a double take on her same height as me and what a body she had partly undressed.

I cannot believe you are not married,” I said.

“Well I was married, and I am a widow now. My husband died a month ago, and I have no money and I am trying to find a job. So, I started here tonight,” she said.

“What time do you finish tonight?” I said.

“In two hours, I have to get home to my kids,” she said.

I looked at my watch, and I had paid for two hours. We talked for nearly two hours.

I said to her, “May I take you home.”

“God we been talking for two hours and you came for sex and you paid for it and not had it,” she said.

“If I take you home, I will tell the real reason why I am here and I will not go to your house I promise,” I said.

I did not tell her. I called for a taxi, and we chatted in the taxi.

“Before you go in, can I take you for dinner or lunch tomorrow please,” I said.

She looked at me,” saying lunch.”

“Can we go to the little tea shop on the high street at twelve thirty?” I said.

“See you there,” she said with a smile.

While we were there, she told me all about herself and she had two kids. She was trying to do the best for them.

I told her lying on her back was not the right thing to do. She smiled at me.

“I want to take you to dinner tonight in the royal hotel tonight. No funny business I promise you. I will meet you in the bar if you agree at seven,” I said.

She smiled at me.

“Yes,” she said.

She walked in the bar and was not overdressed, but what she had on showed off her shape. We had a drink and went in for dinner. I pulled out the chair and seated her.

“This is so embarrassing I don’t even know your name,”

“It’s Tom.”

“Well Tom my name is Ann.”

We talked and talked.

“Tom, you said last night you were going to tell me the real reason why you are here.”

I picked up my glass and dropped my favourite drop of the hard stuff. And asked for two more drinks.

“Tom, you don’t need any Dutch courage do you.”

I had another drink.

“Ann, I have only known you for nearly twenty-four hours. And you think I am daft,” I said.

“Come on Tom, what are you thinking about.”

“Ann, do you believe in love at first sight?”

Ann went bright red. She struggled to speak. A handkerchief went to her eyes. Her head fell down looking at the table.

“Ann, what have I done to upset you?”

Reaching out to hold her hand.

She looked up saying,” You have not upset me. But yes, I do believe in love at first sight.”

I held her hand saying, “Ann I have fallen in love with in less than twenty-four hours.”

She put her handkerchief down and held both my hands squeezing them hard.

“Tom, I fell in love with you hours ago.”

We had lunch and dinner.

Monday, I rang work and told them I would be back at the end of the week. I have a few problems I have to sort out. We went for lunch in the hotel.

Ann said, “Can I see your room in this hotel? I believe they are very nice?”

We went to my room, and the bed was big enough for both of us. I put on a condom. We were in bed for three loving hours. I was having loving sex at last. And Ann was having the same. For the next two days, it was the same. Wednesday night I was at Ann’s house to meet her kids.

“This John and this is my daughter Helen,”

“How old are you two,” I said.

“I am twenty and Helen is twenty-one.” John said.

Ann’s kids said, “Mum, since Saturday we have never seen you so happy, is it because of Tom”

Ann held her kids saying, “I am never so happy. The last time I felt this happy was when I met your father.”

They looked at me saying,” will you be staying.”

I looked at Ann and she nodded.

“Well, I am going to be your stepfather if you will have me,” I said.

They looked at Ann, and she burst out in tears of joy as they held their mother for ages.

“Sir, have you been married before? They said.

“Yes, I am a widow like your mum and I have a daughter and a son. And they are the same age as you too. I have one question for the both of you. Will you have me? I said.

They looked me up and down then looked at Ann. Ann smiled at them.

Then she said to them “you will have to make your own minds up. I made mine up days ago.”

To break the ice, saying, “Let’s go and have a slap-up meal at some fancy place or your taste’s McDonalds, KFC, or a pizza hut. Well, which is it?” I said.

One wanted McDonalds; one wanted a pizza hut.

“Let’s toss a coin the winner picks,” I said.

We ended up in a pizza hut.

John and Helen started to talk to me, sorry they did not talk, they fired questions after question at me. Ann sat there with smiles. She knew the kids liked me.

Friday Ann packed and the four of us were going to where I lived. Mainly to meet Jane and David. I was wondering what they were going to say about Ann. I phone to tell them, Jane, and David when I would be home and to put the kettle on.

Pulling up on the drive Jane and David came out to give me a hug. Ann was out of the car first and then John and Helen. My too stopped dead in their tracks. They looked at Ann and smiled. That was the best sign I wanted. Then they looked at Ann’s kids. John and Helen went to the boot to get the cases.

“Jane and David, this is Ann,” I said.

The next thing was even better than I hoped for. They grabbed hold of her and hugged her to death.

“Can, we call you Ann? My kids said.

“Yes please,” Ann said.

I never got a look in when they took hold of Ann’s hand and led her into the house. I looked around to help with the cases and went into the house.

“Excuse me Jane and David. This is John and Helen,” I said.

They looked at each other and smiled.

“Jane and David are stopping over the weekend.”

“Jane, Helen can sleep in your room and John can sleep in David’s room.”

“Dad, where is Ann going to sleep?”

Looking at Ann and then at my kids I smiled.

“Where do you think with me?”

The penny dropped what they had been asking me to do. I had finally done it. Someone else was in my life. I picked up the cases and dropped them in the bedrooms. The six of us went out for dinner as the night went on Jane, David, John, and Helen were getting along. Then we all went back. The four of them in days were just like brothers and sisters Ann and I could not believe it. Saturday when everybody was up and dressed.

“I want to talk to all us.” I said.

We sat down at the table.

“Ann and I are getting married. John, Helen, that will mean I would be your stepfather. I want to know one thing from you both. Would you like to change your second name to mine?”

“Helen spoke first saying it will not matter to me because when I get married my name will change anyway.”

Then John spoke,” Sir please don’t take this the wrong way but I would be pleased to be your stepson. BUT I WANT TO KEEP MY SECOND NAME. I NEED IT TO REMIND ME OF MY FATHER.”

Standing up walking up to him holding out my right hand to shake his hand.

“That’s what a man would say I like that.”

“The last thing the four of you are going to get the best education money can buy.”

“But that will cost,” they said.

“We have enough money, what do you say?”

They all nodded. The following week they had gone but not before we were married. They would be away for two years. The two years flew by when Jane and Helen had fallen in love and wanted to get married the following year. David and John wanted to travel and see the world. I told them both wherever you are in the world. Phone or write from time to time and when you are ready to come, I will give you the plane money.

+++

Ann and I were in our late forties. Our time together was great. About two years after the kids had left, she asked me a question one night?

We had a glass of my hard stuff.

“Tom tell me what Kim had been doing when she was working in the whore house. What type of sex did she have?”

“Ann, I don’t want to talk about it, please just drop it.”

“Tom, I have always wondered why you can tell please me. Because you know that place where we meet, I was given a tour of the place.”

“Ann, I don’t really know. She told me a few things I really didn’t know.”

“Can you tell me what she told you?”

“Ann, it’s a long time ago, can we drop it.”

“Tom, in that case I am going to tell you all about the tour I had that night.”

“If you must go on, tell me.”

All the girls had their own room with a bed in it with a chest of drawers inside it full of dildos of all shapes and sizes. The next room was a kitchen but not for eating in. Then a bathroom with a special bath and other bits. Then a gym followed by a bedroom with a massive bed in it. I was told it was for gangbangs. I shuddered at the thought of it. We moved into another room and went to the light. Then I was told this is the bondage room. And sometimes four men would be in it with just me. I started to think what the hell I had got myself into. You have no idea what was going through my mind.

And when you turned up and picked me, I wanted to run out. Thank God, I didn’t love you.

This is roughly what was said by the two of us.

When I started to get undressed and you said stop that if you, please. I have not come here to fuck I want to talk to you for a while. What do you want to talk about then? Will you please just answer a few questions? Then it came to the last one. Are you married? No. I cannot believe you are not married. Well, I was married, and I am a widow now. My husband died a month ago, and I have no money and I am trying to find a job. So, I started here tonight. And you had paid for two hours of sex and did not have it. We had lunch at a little tea shop at twelve thirty. Twenty-four hours later you told me that you had fallen in love with me. I told you I fell in love with you hours ago.

“Anyhow I want to do something with you just once if you are willing.” Ann said.

“Go on, you have gone this far so what is it?” Tom said.

“Tom, I want to try out bondage just the two of us.”

“What the hell for I love you just the way you are.”

“I just want to try it”

“What happens if you like it so much you might want to do it all the time.”

“No, I just have to try it out once.”

“So you want me to go out and buy a load of stuff for one reason?”

“No, I was thinking we could rent it.”

“Ann are you serious about this.”

“Tom just once.”

“Ann, Kim told me a few things that were used like. Blind folds Vibrators of all sizes, handcuffs, straps. Sex machines, leg spreader bars, ball gags. Whips and bats. Wall doors and body swings to name a few.

“I wasn’t thinking of the kinky stuff, just one or two of the things.”

“Ann, let me think about it.”

Three days later she wanted to know if I had made my mind up. I told her if she really wanted to do it had to be just once. I had gone into town to the places I went years ago before I met Ann. I asked if I could rent the bondage room for one night. They told me they didn’t call it the bondage room; we refer to it as our special room. They asked me if I would like to see what is in there. Looking round the room I could see I would have my work cut out for me. I asked if there were any hidden cameras used in the room. Look over there only one two-way mirror and there is a camera is behind it. I told them I did not want it to work. They show me the two switches, one for the light and the one for the camera. Look over the mirror there are coat hooks to hang your coats there just in case you switch it on by accident.

“How long do you think you want it for?” They said.

“About five or six hours.”

“Can, you last that long at your age? they said.

“I was thinking of using something to help me last the night out.”

“What night and the cost is a grand and food and drinks included,” they said.

“Next Wednesday at six.”

I went home on Monday and said to Ann, “Go and get some sexy clothes. I have a surprise for you.”

The following day she went and bought sexy clothes When she came home.

“Tom, do you want to see what I have got?”

“No, I want to see them later.”

We went to bed. I was on her in a second. I managed three times. Wednesday before I left for work.

I said, “don’t make anything to eat tonight. I will be home dead-on time and dress up in your sexy clothes. We have to be out for six.”

I was home on time, and she was ready. She had a small bag at her side.

“Put your coat on please. I don’t want to see your clothes just yet.”

We got there. I paid the grand, and we went into the special room. I switched on the light and was careful not to turn on the camera. Hanging up my coat over the mirror. Ann was walking around the room. Ann turned to face me.

“Tom, we will be here all night trying out all this stuff.”

“We only have it for six hours where do you want me to give you a good fucking.”

“Tom, don’t use that word, we are going to make love.”

“Don’t be shocked when I use it then. And you can say or do anything you want for tonight. Do you want something to eat or just a drink?”

“Give me a big, big drink.”

I popped in a pill.

“Ann take of your fucking coat.”

She looked at me. I stood behind her and helped her off with her coat then hung it up with mine. Then I turned around.

“Fucking hell I want to fuck you to death were you are standing in those clothes.”

“Tom, don’t forget this is for one night only and I am the boss for most of the time.”

My dick was bulging in my pants and Ann looked at my pants.

“I can see you are ready to screw me, tiger.”

“Ann, I am not going to screw you I am going to fuck and fuck you to death.”

“Tom, I want to give you a blow job first.”

My pants and briefs fell to the floor, Ann walked over to me and went down on her knees. My dick was raging hard by then.

“I am going to lick and suck your fucking dick.”

That was the first time Ann used the word fucking and it was not going to be the last time.

She grabbed hold of my dick not too tightly and started to rub my dick up and down. Then she licked the bell end, and it went in her mouth. She sucked my dick for a while.

My dick came out of her mouth and she said. “I am going to get it down my fucking throat for you.”

My dick was back in her mouth going deeper and deeper. She grabbed hold of the cheeks of my bum and pulled me onto her. She swallowed my dick it was in the back of her throat. Both my hands were on the back of her head. I cried out “for fuck’s sake don’t stop.”

I held her head screaming out I am going to shot my fucking spunk in your mouth. She pulled back, and I shot my load of spunk in her mouth and she swallowed the lot.

Ann came off my dick and licked the end of it and kissed it. Then she stood up, we kissed and her right hand held my dick.

We separated and I said, “That was the best blow job I have ever had. Ann, where do you want to go next?”