In my 42 years, I’ve never experienced such pain. It felt like I was hit in the chest with a five-pound mall. It staggered me, I stumbled backward, I managed to make it to my truck. The intensity of my pain eased enough so that I could drive back to my office. My phone rang, I didn’t answer it. How can you unsee a thing?
Would I be better off if I hadn’t seen? Was foolish male pride driving my actions and causing my pain? Foolish pride hell, what is a man without his pride his dignity. His pride in accomplishment, his family, and yes his wife.
Seeing my best friend his hand up under my wife’s dress messaging her ass her reaching down rubbing his cock, Standing behind the Island in the kitchen, his wife and my daughter sitting at the dining room table talking. They couldn’t see what was happening. I could see Don’s hand moving under her dress, squeezing her ass as she rubbed his crotch. If I confronted them, they would tell me it just a little flirting. I knew better, they were too comfortable, him playing with her ass like he owned it. This had been going on for a while. I usually came in the front door, today I dropped stuff off in the backyard and came to the back door, I could clearly see them. The shock was brutal. The people I loved and trusted most in the world.
How could he do this to me, after all, they went through, watching each other’s backs in the service? Working on each other’s houses, help each other start their businesses. Oh, the pain.
Her! What had I done, a good provider a hard worker a loyal and loving husband, never even a thought of another woman? I loved her so much, always considering her wants and needs. If only the pain would stop. We met right out of HS, we were working for the same company, she was a filing clerk, I was a courier. She had a great figure and was on the pretty side. But most of all, she had a smile that would light up my world. She had gotten better looking as she matured, her body a little fuller and her face even prettier. The intolerable pain.
We started a family as soon as I got out of the service. I landed a job with a detective agency, and she stayed home and raised three kids. Out of the blue, my buddy Dan called me, freshly married and new in town. We immediately got together, and the families began a long and lasting friendship.
Dan was a little on the reckless side, which caused me to have to pull him out of more than one jam. I helped him get his accounting business off the ground, financially setting up his office and feeding him contacts. He helped me with my detective agency. We were both doing well. He had a lovely wife who I thought the world of.
After several missed calls From Donna, I finally messaged her, the thought of talking to her right now choked me up. I told her I was on a stakeout and would be gone till Monday, please don’t call, or she would blow my cover, I called Stella my office manager and filled her in and told her I wanted a full report. I was unable to elaborate, it hurt so bad. Stella called me Friday night.
“I’ve got your report Boss”
“Thanks, Stell, can I pick it up now?”
“Are you sure you want to see this?”
It was devastating, Don spent Friday afternoon at my place, and she saw one of the trainers from the gym on Wednesday afternoon in a motel. Since the phones were company phones, I got a copy of her instant messages. Between her and the gym trainer.
Gym trainer: “we still on for Saturday night?”
Donna: “Yeah, he won’t be home till Monday, How many?”
Trainer: “five, counting me.”
Donna: “I’m counting on you keeping me safe.”
Trainer: “Don’t worry, I’ll keep them in line, no limits, right?”
Donna: “Right, I want it all oral, anal, you name it any positions, just no marks or blood.”
Trainer: “You are a slut, can’t imagine your hubby hasn’t caught on yet.”
Donna: “He is not too bright, probably wouldn’t do much if he did find out, probably kiss my ass to make up for finding out, LOL. You got room reservations yet?”
Trainer: the guys put together, Atlantis Gardens Bridal suite, What time you want to start?
Donna: “I will be there at one, make sure you have lots of lube.”
I read it the pain so intense, this cant be, it must be a mistake, but I knew it wasn’t. The pain!
I thought about interrupting the Saturday gang bang, but thought better of it, we would video and sound record the whole thing.
I arrived home Sunday morning, she rolled in about noon, she was shocked to see me.
“Where were you?”
Stumbling, stammering, “I went out drinking last night and had too much to drink, so I slept over at Sue’s.”
I picked up my phone
“What are you doing?”
“I’m calling Sue.”
“No damn it what do you want me to say I was with a man ok?”
I laughed, despite the fact I wanted to punch her so bad.
“What the hell are you laughing at?”
“You mean five, don’t you?”
Her face drained, she looked trapped but rebounded, “so you know, now what?”
I had to get out of there, “I’ve already moved my stuff out, you will be served in a few days. I also notified Don’s wife she can do as she wishes,” with that I stood up and walked out. I heard her crying, pleading, then screaming as I made it to my car. I drove for a while and had to pull over, will this pain never stop. I might as well have thrown my phone away, it blew up with calls from Donna and Don, I just turned it off.
Dons wife threw him out after cleaning him out, Donna had visions of cleaning me out, but she was told her family and all the friends she had cultivated over the years would get a copy of the videos. We ended up with a fifty/fifty split, She kept the house and I kept my business.
I didn’t talk to her again until the final signing, She looked terrible, black eye and some other visible signs of abuse. I found out later the trainer had moved in with her and used her for a punching bag.
The lawyer filed a lawsuit against the Gym the gangbangers belonged to, of course they were all fired and the Gym offered to settled with a membership made of mostly married women, they didn’t need that attention.
I woke up one morning and realized the pain was gone, when I think of her, I sometimes get a reminder, but it’s time to start a new pain-free life.