Mistress Nurse: Golden Beginnings

Mistress Nurse Pt 1 – Golden Beginnings

Look for future installments (already written, just need editing):

Part 2 – Golden Date

Part 3 – Golden Checkup

Part 4 – Golden Origins

Part 5 – Golden Games

Part 6 – Golden Dinner

Part 7 – Golden Enemas

Part 8 – Golden Pregnancy

Part 9 – Golden Changes

I’m also working on artwork for an illustrated version of the story. If you want to help with that, please PM me.

Also, i have comments and voting turned on. Please don’t read this story and vote it down if you are opposed to enemas, medical fetish play, femdom, peeplay/golden showers, cross dressing, or forced feminization. You’ve been warned!

Exotic Nurse and I begin our kinky adventures

This story was loosely inspired by Golden Shower Virgin, by Raynedoor. If you enjoy this story, you’ll probably enjoy that one too. One character in the story is a quasi amalgamation of two people I vaguely know (who provided some basic foundational back story) plus a whole bunch of speculative fantasy folded in and blended up to produce an unusually kinky confection.

No Shit Disclaimer (borrowed): “All of my stories are purely FICTIONAL (unless specifically expressed otherwise). The people depicted within these stories only exist in someone’s IMAGINATION. Any resemblance between anyone depicted in these stories and any real person, living or dead, is an incredible COINCIDENCE too bizarre to be believed. If you think that you or someone you know is depicted in one of these stories it’s only because you’re a twisted perverted little fucker who sees conspiracies and plots where none exist. You probably suspect that your own MOTHER had sex with ALIENS and COWS and shit. Well, she DIDN’T. It’s all in your head. Now take your tranquilizers and RELAX.”

Double No-Shit Disclaimer: don’t try this at home. It could seriously fuck you up. Unless that’s what you want. Then, be sure to figure out what your story will be when you or your significant other has to take a ride with you to the emergency room. Oh, don’t forget to have fun!

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I came to with a splitting headache. My car was totaled. I was no longer completely in the driver’s seat, but was bent over the console. Everything hurt. I’d been driving to work when I was T boned. I found out later the other driver was a ditzy teenager who had allegedly been texting her BFF. The medical bills would suck. I had health insurance I could barely afford; a high deductible plan. This would shoot it straight to hell. Dammit. Hopefully my auto insurance would spring for a cash settlement large enough to upgrade to a nicer car. Or even score an equivalent? Hell, at this point I would really just like not to have to sue them to get enough for an old clunker.

Thankfully, I didn’t actually break anything. I was out for several minutes though, so they were worried about brain injury. At least I wasn’t comatose. Or a vegetable. I was frustrated and bummed. Not angry per se. Just overwhelmed by all the grown-up responsibilities I now had. Thankfully I’d graduated college last year and was working full time in IT. I made good money, but with student loans to pay off, I was hardly going to be flush with cash for more years than I liked to think about. Maybe I could afford to have a life when I turned 65… Ugh.

The ambulance picked me up and hauled me away to the hospital while the tow truck picked up the corpse of my car and hauled it to the automotive morgue. I was glad it wasn’t the other way around. The distracted driver who’d created the whole clusterfuck seemed uninjured. She was also very, very apologetic. The ambulance was remarkably smooth and quiet inside; a minor mercy. I just wanted to go to sleep, but they keep talking to me, keeping me from drifting off…

When I arrived at the hospital, I was taken directly to imaging. Nothing broken or out of place, thankfully. They wanted to keep me for observation for a while though, just to be sure there wasn’t a slow bleed artery in my head. An aneurism would definitely ruin my day. I was wheeled to the second floor. For whatever reason I had a room to myself.

Despite being adjustable in so many ways, the hospital bed was NOT comfortable. The television offerings stunk so I just stared out the window while mentally assessing the proverbial impact being hit was going to have on my life.

If I’d only known then all that would ensue, I would have profusely thanked the girl that hit me. That accident kicked off a chain reaction of the best things that ever happened to me.

As I sat on the bed, semi reclined, a nurse walked in. I couldn’t believe my eyes. She was like a model, or a centerfold.

I’d half expect her to be someone’s “get well-wisher” kind of like a singing telegram–except she wasn’t dressed in a sexy nurse uniform. That didn’t stop my mental fantasy from forming though.

I didn’t want to be creepy and definitely didn’t want to be caught checking her out! I averted my eyes, looking down at myself, at the walls, the celling. Everywhere but at her.

She spoke to me firmly and with confidence. She had a noticeable accent though. Eastern European? Russian? Ukrainian?

“Hello Jake” she began “my name is Oksana–I’m a nurse here at the hospital and I’m going to be periodically checking up on you this afternoon until you are cleared to go home.”

She didn’t ask if it was ok that she was my nurse, nor did she didn’t ask my permission for anything. I didn’t notice it at the time, but later I realized it was simply the way she was. If she wanted something done, she did it. I found that level of assertiveness to be a highly desirable trait! As a typical “nice guy” I love a confidant woman.

“I’m going to ask you some questions, and make some checks…” she continued.

I didn’t pay close attention to what she was saying. I hoped I was nodding at the right times to allay suspicion of reduced mental capacity. Shit I hadn’t been THAT bright to begin with. I couldn’t afford to take the down escalator over this.

Every time I looked up, I found she was staring me down. She was quick to make eye contact too. It was as though she could see through me even more thoroughly than the MRI and CT machines in Radiology just had.

I felt naked before her, notwithstanding the hospital gown. The magnetic pull I felt, the attraction to her–was painfully strong. It was unbelievably hard to ignore. It helped to acknowledge that such a perfect specimen of feminine architecture wouldn’t have the faintest interest in me.

For one thing, she was really tall. I’m 5’10”. Turned out she’s an inch taller than me. If she were in heels, she’d positively tower over me. That’s not the kind of dynamic women want. They want to doll up in heels and still feel dainty and small next to their man. I couldn’t ever give her that.

“Jake, are you listening to me” she questioned gently. I whipped my head up and looked at her directly. I couldn’t tell if there was a suggestion of amusement or of concern in her expression.

“Ugh, sorry Miss, my mind wanders sometimes; what was your question again?” I hesitantly asked, staring at her while my hands moved together nervously in my lap.

“Actually, it’s OK we’re about done here. I’ll be back in a while though. Try to pay closer attention when I speak to you though; everything I have to say is important.” She gently corrected.

I felt sheepish. I’d actually been trying not to mentally undress her. And failing.

While she was gone, sexual thoughts about my exotic nurse kept intruding. Did she shave it or just trim it? Or was she one of those European girls who went all natural? That thought cooled my passion noticeably. Perhaps she’s only into other women?

But then I came back to her pussy. I wondered what her pussy looked like, what it tasted like. I wondered if she liked having her ass hole worshiped. What would it be like to lick her behind? Hell, even if that was all I got to do with such a beauty, I’d be thrilled!

She came back an hour or so later, and repeated the questions and the checks. She actually reached out for my chin, turning my head to face her. It was so awkward because I was staring directly at her chest. 34 A or B was my guess. Probably soft and perky. I wondered if the nipples pointed down, out, or turned up? Just as this pensive moment really got my curiosity going, she flashed me!

Ugh. Flashlight to the eyes. Check.

Just then, my sister and her best friend arrived. Nurse Oksana quietly finished up what she was doing but stopped short of leaving the room. She stood off to the side, scrutinizing her clipboard and apparently pretending to be busy with some interesting and necessary medical task. But I learned later that really, she was studying me for an entirely non-professional purpose. Observing the family interaction.

“Jake, are you OK?” my sister effused.

Emily is a very intense and dramatic person at times. I’m sure that’s part of why I’m not. We balance out as siblings. We have a pretty good relationship though.

“I can’t believe some bitch hit you! Seriously, whatthefuck? did she even have insurance? FUCK!” She was really starting to get spun up now, finding traction with Amanda her bestie, as backup. I tried to diffuse the issue before Emily had the lawyers swarming.

“It’ wasn’t that big of a deal. I’m fine, really” I tried to calm her down.

She kept huffing and puffing though, and Amanda chiming in didn’t help. After a few minutes, I was tired of their minor production. Perhaps the nurse picked up on that. But she didn’t interrupt the little drama that was unfolding in room 205. May she’s a Springer fan.

“Yeah, well get better soon bro, you’re behind on cleaning AND laundry. Oh, and I’m going to need a foot rub, like stat. We’re going shopping tomorrow, and you know how grueling that is…” she trailed off with a tone suggesting the seriousness of her predicament. I sensed that she was being pushy about her needs because if I stepped up and met them as usual then it would mean that I was really OK and things would be fine. If I didn’t step up once again, then she would KNOW something was wrong, and this could quickly escalate into a full-blown academy award-nominable performance.

I readily agreed to all her demands. Knowing that she really did feel some meager measure of sibling affection for me made it much easier not to take offense at her demanding nature.

As we exchanged in our typical brother/sister roles, Oksana must have figured out that I’m not romantically involved with Amanda. Rather, I’m like a pathetic mascot. My sister is definitely the alfa in her group of friends and she is in charge of her precious (nay, pathetic?) only brother’s life too.

I couldn’t recognize or admit it to myself at the time, but I was generally a completely pussy-whipped serving boy to my sister and her cadre. I should clear up now though, I’m not effeminate at all. I’m completely straight. I just haven’t ever had any luck attracting the sort of girl I’m interested in.

Sheer desperation for some proximity to the feminine eventually drove me to drastic measures. The closest thing to getting in a girl’s pants I could find, was slipping into girly underwear. Mostly my sister’s. Doubly pathetic right? Yeah, well it’s how I get cheap sex thrills.

And yes, I’d been caught in my sister’s panty drawer. She’d originally been pissed, but after cooling off for a couple days it seemed to be a non-issue. I’d had to satisfy myself with the pairs I hadn’t returned as I didn’t dare sneak any more. Not long after Emily had laughed herself silly when my shirt rode up flashing a whale tail while bending over wearing a thong I’d just purchased. Truth was I’d wished it was her thong. How messed up was it that I fantasized about getting into my sisters’ panties. To wear, I mean. I will say I’ve had some very nice compliments on how nice my ass is so at least I don’t feel TOO out there about it.

Anyway, in later conversation I learned that Oksana observed that I didn’t radiate a homosexual vibe in the least. I just had an air of unimportance, as though I decided that I don’t matter, and that on a subliminal level I want the whole world to mirror that belief back to me. I thought it was a very interesting observation on her part–and it made sense in a new-agey sort of way. But I digress. Emily and Amanda were still going at it.

“Can you believe how tacky that getup is” Em asked?

Amanda piped in “How embarrassing would that be– to get stripped at a hospital only to be found wearing your sister’s panties!” she teased loudly.

I couldn’t believe my ears! She’d just outed me to the “easily qualified to be a Victoria’s Secret Alum nurse” attending to me?! F.u.c.k.

So yeah After getting caught with my hand in the cookie jar ages ago, I went out of my way to take care of things for “Em”. She must have appreciated it because it wasn’t very long afterwards, that I came home to find one of her hand-me-down panties sitting on my bed along with a note “don’t take anything of mine without asking; oh and I don’t want these back.” Fine, i could totally respect that. Especially if she was going to periodically gift me a pair she had worn. They’d been recently worn and I sniffed, then licked, and finally jerked myself silly to them.

Somehow it was better knowing that she knew and was OK with it. To my shame, once all traces of her were lost, I’d worn them pretty regularly. I didn’t realize her friends all knew though. I was horrified. Could I ever look any of them in the face again? I wanted to deny it and try to preserve some measure of male dignity but I also knew it was true and I could never lie convincingly. So, when Amanda aired my literal dirty laundry in the hospital room, I didn’t respond.

I was so engrossed in all of this that I didn’t notice Oksana looking on with rapt attention. Of course, looking back on events now, I understand that she was thinking things through and deciding if I was in fact a submissive male who was used to playing the female gender role.

Spoiler alert.

That’s EXACTLY what I am…

When I didn’t answer her “how embarrassing” shot across my bow, Amanda reached for the bottom hem of the hospital Johnnie I was wearing and lifted it up enough to peek beneath. Her face fell a little and she conceded “ok, that’s just boring–no girly underwear today” and dropped the flimsy fabric. “But we all still remember when you got caught jerking off with your sister’s panties” she announced self-righteously.

I closed my eyes, completely aghast. Apparently, the nurse had heard enough and decided to take pity on me. She interrupted the verbal melee with a stern directive to clear out, which they reluctantly did. Amanda turned to look back at me, lifted the back of her shirt and bent forward with an evil grin. The T-back of her thong was on display.

I groaned a little and she winked and stuck her tongue out at me. She made a kissy sound and announced “I’ll leave these for you. A little homecoming present to look forward to” as she disappeared around the door.

None of Emily’s friends had done anything so brazen before and I was shocked at Amanda’s timing. When visiting, she was a fun addition to the atmosphere, but as often as not she was a real cunt. I mostly sucked it up and took her abuse for the sake of domestic tranquility, but this was really amping up her game.

I also wondered if she was serious. I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t wanted to get a pair of hers. A pair of each and every one Emily’s friends’ panties actually… I seriously thought about it when they’d had a mass sleepover. But I couldn’t figure out how the hell to pull off a mass-panty raid. Damn it for not being uber clever.

“Well that was really something” Oksana said more to herself than to me. “You know Jake, you’re pretty shy aren’t you” she stated softly.

I didn’t answer verbally. My body language of trying to make myself as tiny as possible confirmed her assessment. She stepped over to me once again. I turned my head away, too ashamed to be seen. I sensed movement, then felt her hand on my face.

“Why don’t you look me in the eyes?” she said while casually lifting my chin once again.

I was shocked by the touch. She drew my face in her direction and she stared into my eyes for several long moments. I didn’t know if I was supposed to speak! Her soft hands on my face had a definite effect on me. A small jostling in my gown. I hoped it wasn’t visibly suggestive of my growing erection. That was one nice thing about being as average sized as average could be. Five inches. Five and a quarter if I was being generous with myself. At that size, a random erection isn’t especially noticeable.

“Jake. You seem to be intent on looking everywhere in the room but at me. It’s OK to hold eye contact” she said softly.

I felt my heart flutter. Holy shit I wanted her. I was in agony though. She knew one of my dark humiliating secrets. Add to that the fact that she was way, WAY out of my league; not even the same game, actually.

“Was all that true?” she asked. She didn’t elaborate on what she wanted confirmation of. I just closed my eyes and tried not to tear up.

And then I nodded once, very subtly.

“I see” she said, her tone softening further “You know what else Jake? It’s even ok to check me out. I see that you’ve been trying not to, but I don’t mind if you find me desirable”.

Her words hit me like a freight truck. My eyes shot open. She was smiling kindly. If she was teasing me, I couldn’t make sense of it. Had she really just invited me to check out her body? She half smiled and took a couple steps back, watching my eyes closely as I screwed up the courage to accept her invitation. My eyes scanned her body. Apparently, she noticed I didn’t dwell on her breasts for long. In that moment I figured B cup. Maybe even an A with a padded bra. I can tell you now, that they are a very firm and perky. A generous A-cup. The perfect size.

Oksana seemed to be enjoying this. She turned to one side, then the other, and finally turning her back to me. She has the most incredible ass. And that’s saying something considering how decidedly un-flattering scrubs are to the female frame.

She was pleased to see that I was fixated on her legs, waist and ass. She held that pose for a long moment. All I could think about was the place beneath her scrubs, where her legs came together.

I wondered what kind of underwear she favored. Probably comfortable and functional white cotton panties. Everything is centered around comfortable and functional in a hospital. It has to be when you work 12-hour shifts.

Suddenly she turned back to face me, but her professional demeanor had returned.

“I’ll check on you again in a while, but based on your results I expect you’ll be released shortly.” She deposited the clipboard back in the slot at the end of the bed and walked out without a backward glance.

What the hell had happened? I couldn’t understand.

The entire scene played out over and over again for the next few minutes. A male orderly arrived with a wheelchair. I got dressed and he wheeled me to the admissions desk where I had to submit insurance information and sign away my life.

Then he wheeled me out to the curb. My sister hadn’t waited for me dammit. But it wasn’t long before a cab arrived and drove me home.

My sister and I shared a basement apartment and I was relieved to find the place deserted. I headed to my room. When I opened the door, I was shocked to find a thong sitting on the bed. I was pretty sure it was the one Amanda flashed at me on her way out the door.

Well, at least some little bit of sunshine in my life was breaking through.

I balled it up and sniffed it. It smelled divine. She smelled divine. I’d have to satisfy myself with that, knowing it was as close to her moist folds as I’d ever get. I tucked it under my pillow and slept for 18 hours.

As I came to, I heard music playing and shuffled out into the living room. Emily was making lunch. “Well good afternoon sleepy head” she teased. “Did you get Amanda’s little surprise gift?” She seemed inappropriately pleased to hear my reply. I didn’t answer immediately, but realizing I didn’t have anything to lose, simply said “yeah.”

“She figured it would be good to make a peace offering after embarrassing you at the hospital. She said she hopes you enjoy them.”

I hadn’t enjoyed them. Yet. But I would later. Repeatedly.

Shit. How pathetic was I? My sex life consisted of reading erotica and wanking myself off with finger and thumb while sniffing used panties. Sadly, the crotch panel of worn panties was as close as I had ever gotten to real pussy. Ugh. I tried not to think about how pathetic I had become or I’d be consumed by guilt.

My appetite was full bore, and I hammered the lunch Em had made for both of us. We didn’t talk much. I started her laundry and headed to my room. Lying out on bed, I tried to relax. Holding the skimpy thong fabric to my nose with one hand, I stroked myself with the other.

My fantasy kept bouncing between Amanda and Oksana. I was pretending Oksana was sitting on my face, wearing thigh high stockings beneath a one-piece skirted nurses uniform, and forcing me to lick her sopping pussy through her sensible white panties. Amanda’s scent was driving up the realism of my fantasy.

Before I could cum, my cell phone rang. It was out in the kitchen so Emily answered it. I couldn’t hear what she was saying, just that she was talking animatedly. Suddenly there the door swung open. I quickly pulled the sheet up to cover myself but I was pretty sure she’d seen exactly what I’d been doing.

Em had a grin on her face; pleased she’d caught me in the act and could report to Amanda that I had IN FACT enjoyed her gift.

Half laughingly she said “Hey creeper, it’s that nurse from the hospital. She’s calling to check up on you”. She tossed the phone at me and walked out of the room, leaving the door open.

“Hello?” I said tentatively.

“Hello Jake” came the accented reply. My heart beat doubled. I instantly recognized Oksana’s voice.

“How are you feeling today?”

“Ugh… I’m OK, I guess”.

I must’ve sounded like an idiot answering.

“Give me your address” she said simply.

It wasn’t a request. Any more harshly intoned it would have been a command. She told me that she was concerned and was going to check up on me. I was surprised to hear it. Did nurses make house calls? I couldn’t afford the copay on an in-home visit.

“Oh, I’m fine it’s really not necessary for another checkup” I explained.

“Don’t worry Jake, I won’t bill you” she teased.

Relieved, and my curiosity piqued, I assented.

She arrived later that evening, after her 12-hour shift had ended. I’d worked plenty of 12-hour days myself, and I knew there really wasn’t time for anything extra on work days. Not if you needed 8+ hours of sleep (which I always did). Spending time with me meant she was certainly shorting herself much needed rest. That made her interest in me all the more touching.

I greeted her happily at the door, and invited her into the living room. We sat down and she asked how I was feeling and if there were any issues with recovery. I explained that I really hadn’t noticed anything out of the ordinary, just some bumps and bruises that were healing quickly.

Emily didn’t say anything. She just looked on from the kitchen, assessing the situation as only an alpha female can.

Oksana performed a cursory examination while Emily looked on. Thankfully I was in good health generally. Apart from the occasional cold or flu I really didn’t have any complaints.

As her line of questioning waned, Oksana suddenly asked “Which way to the restroom?”

Now, the nice part about our accommodations was that each of our bedrooms featured a private attached bathroom. I kept mine spotless, so I wouldn’t be ashamed to have it seen. Em directed that all our guests use mine for that reason, with rare exceptions when she was home and directed otherwise. Of course, part of our understanding was that I cleaned her bathroom too–but I negotiated to do it only once a month.

Oksana stood and walked into my room, closing the bedroom door behind her. Em was apparently in a bitchy mood. She made some crass comments about my visiting nurse, and wondered at her motives. She speculated about what she could possibly find so fascinating as to make an unnecessary home visit.

I was used to her head games and it didn’t really bother me. I knew she was just looking out for me, and that she really did love me.

I didn’t find out until later, that while we were chatting, Oksana quickly searched the bedroom and bathroom. Upon finding my spotless bathroom (cleanliness is everything in a hospital) and then my underwear drawer half filled with thongs and frilly panties, she’d finalized her decision.

Returning to the living room she sat down and asked about my work and other interests. I explained about what I did in layman’s terms and expressed irritation at the long hours and extra tasks my manager gave me. My manager said it was because I did great quality work. I didn’t want to piss her off and risk my performance review so I considered it the cost of admission to what I hoped would be a high paying career track.

I asked Oksana about herself and she opened up. Slightly. I learned that she had grown up in an orphanage in Russia. As she grew older, she helped with the nursing duties. Suddenly her no-bullshit demeanor and take-charge persona made sense. She’d learned to be tough as a necessity of survival.

I was interested to hear about how she excelled academically and was able to get admitted to a nursing program in the United States. She’d actually considered being a PA, or even a full MD but was leaning towards a Nurse Practitioner program now. As a foreign national on a student visa, she had to stay actively in school with only short breaks. Otherwise she’d have to return home. She wanted to get citizenship but unless she got married it wasn’t likely. Marriage wouldn’t be hard, she could have her pick of men.

She had a knack for surprising me. I was shocked yet again when she flat out asked “What are your plans for next weekend?”

“uh… I don’t really have plans. Just the usual, I guess. I may have to go car shopping if I haven’t found something online by then…” I explained.

“Hmm. Don’t make any plans. I’ll take you to lunch” she said. It wasn’t a request, just a statement of how things would be.

I was taken aback, but also intensely flattered. I couldn’t believe my luck, that this woman who was so intelligent and so painfully my type had asked me out!

Well, sort of.

She hadn’t really asked, just told.

But I didn’t mind that! I’d never been asked out on a date before, much less by a beautiful woman. Afterall, my sexuality was rather off the beaten path. I’d had a few bad experiences opening up to rather vanilla girls in the past, and I’d finally just decided that rubbing out spooge-shots while cross dressing and reading a good erotic story was as good as it got. It mostly met my needs for sexual release, and I simply didn’t need that much social interaction.

The thing is, I’ve been fascinated by the differences between the sexes for as long as I can remember. I was always drawn to women and how they were different from me. For one thing, the whole vagina instead of a penis thing.

When I started to understand that a woman peed out of her slit, the fascination grew to include the sight and sound of women peeing. For another, I recall having fantasies about women exerting power and control over me physically but even more so psychologically.

For example; I had a fantasy about one of my teachers–she was very dominant and controlling–really bitchy. Her students had to behave or else there would be hell to pay. I was forcefully attracted to her confidence and power. I’m sure it was especially attractive to me since I felt I didn’t have any real control over my own life.

More than once I missed the subject matter discussion entirely because I was busily entertaining fantasies, she starred in. She’d tie me up and immobilize me completely so I would be at her mercy. I thrilled at the idea of being powerless to prevent the unspeakable acts she was about to subject me to.

She would use me as an object of pleasure, for hour atop hour, in a myriad of creative and kinky ways. I hadn’t really understood hardcore BDSM at that point. I was well into college before BDSM became a new personal literary frontier– I was amazed by just how broad, how deep and just plain voluminous material there was within those arenas, that resonated with me.

Sadly, the few occasions I’d ever opened up to anyone about my unusual sexual proclivities, the reactions varied from bad to worse. It was as though my entire sexual identity hinged on a few fantasies and even fewer practical experiences. I did have a few simple but intriguing instances with neighborhood girls that had firmly established my male/female gender fixation, and urination specifically as an exciting taboo. A lot of the erotica I enjoyed included those themes.

My strongest personal experience was at the end of high school.

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One of my few friends invited me to join him at a graduation party.

“Bring a swimsuit, there’s a pool and a hot tub. You might just get lucky!” he advised.

Yeah, exactly zero chance of that happening.

I’d been in the changing room, just pulling up my suit when a girl who’d apparently been drinking, barged in and sat on the toilet. She was average height and a nice classic build. Slender waist, wide hips and large breasts. She wasn’t really my type, but she was nice to look at.

She didn’t notice me until she was fully seated. She made a flash decision that the urgency in her bladder overrode any need for privacy. And rather than pulling down her one piece, she just tugged aside the material at the crotch and let it rip. I was embarrassed at witnessing this spectacle and averted my eyes, but glanced at her out of the corner of my field of view. She saw me looking at her and smiled.

“Hey, it’s OK if you wanna look. I don’t mind” she invited.

I noticed she’d stopped peeing and waved me over. I moved slowly until I stood before her, unsure what to do. She grabbed my hand and pulled me to a kneeling position in front of her. She rolled her hips back a bit, spreading her legs wider. I got a great closeup view of her pussy, a few drops of glistening liquid indicating what had just happened.

Suddenly she gushed anew. I was transfixed, kneeling before her, observing the flow as it ultimately tapered off to a trickle, then drops, then just glistening lips. A few muscle contractions resulted in a final few squirts and she announced she was done. She pulled the material back in place, covering her pronounced mound, then rose to her feet still smiling at me. I jumped to my feet to clear the space before the commode.

“Did you like the show?” she inquired. I could only nod dumbly.

“Yeah, I thought so. K it’s Your turn!” she said gleefully. I stood frozen.

“Hey it’s alright, I’ve seen ’em before. Whip it out and do your thing” she encouraged.

I assented. The whole situation had an overarching surrealness. Like I couldn’t believe what was happening but also desperate for it to continue. I stepped up to the toilet, and pulled the front of my trunks down a bit. She stepped up behind me and pulled them sharply down to my knees. She peeked around then grasped my penis. I had no idea if she was trying to direct the spray of urine or encourage an entirely different discharge. Being a horny 18-year-old, I quickly became hard.

“I can’t go when it’s like that” I said weakly, feeling pathetic. She let go and stepped back.

“Too bad” she chided, turned and headed for the door. I just had time to pull up my suit before the door flung wide. Thankfully nobody seemed to notice we’d been sharing the tiny space. I was massively disappointed that I’d missed out on an opportunity with her. I picked up my things and headed out to the pool. I pondered whether I should approach her for a follow-up, but she was always at the center of a large group and I never could bring myself to approach or even ask for her number.

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In the aftermath of that experience, I resolved that if I ever had another chance, I wouldn’t blow it. I’d go along with whatever I had to! On the whole, the experience had profoundly impacted my sexuality. Forever more, the sight, sound, scent, and in my fantasies, even the taste of a woman urinating–held tremendously erotic power.

I frequently masturbated while recalling the incident and fantasizing about how it could have gone… Being made to lick her clean after, or even nastier, to wrap my lips around her entire vulva and drink her entire contents.

Those were some of the hotter fantasies I’d indulged. I had no idea if I could ever replicate the experience. it seemed like a bridge too far to hope for a relationship where my desires could be exercised. Mostly I felt like a freak, and that compounded my social and sexual impotency.

But as I was about to learn, there was a whole world I hadn’t explored yet. I was on the cusp of learning first-hand about the Ins and Outs of Medical Fetishism!