Tribunal Trouble

Adam and Lucy have poked the sleeping lion. This will definitely end well.

The story contains themes of Ds, cuckolding, spanking, older man and a whole lot more. Thank me later.

Tribunal Trouble Ch.3

John’s frame filled the door. He was wearing chinos and a shirt open at the collar. I invited him in as Lucy waited in the living room. I was trying to look intrigued about his visit even though Lucy and I had been making out in the hallway until we heard his car. I desperately wanted to fuck her but she wouldn’t let me.

‘I want to wait for him,’ she told me. I wasn’t sure if she knew how much that hurt and excited me. ‘It will be so much better if I’m still this frustrated when he gets here.’

I invited him in and suggested he join me in a glass of wine. When I told him we were just about to have one he agreed.

‘There isn’t anything wrong I take it,’ I said leading him towards the living room. ‘Lucy is waiting and she appears to be quite concerned.’

‘It’s about how she thinks that she can speak to me and what I intend to do about it. She said that you knew.’

‘I, I do know. You came around after the, the thing at your work. I thought that was all sorted.

‘I’ll explain when you get back,’ he told me. ‘

I showed John into the living room where Lucy was waiting. He entered in silence and there were no greetings between the two. I saw Lucy sitting on the edge of the sofa looking firmly away before I went to the kitchen. As I did I was wondering how I could stop my hands shaking long enough to hand him wine.

I returned with three glasses and decided to put them on the table and slide one towards John. He was sitting on a single seat near to the bay window looking at Lucy who still looked away definitely.

‘So,’ I said with a very shaky voice. ‘What’s all this?’

John fixed me with a stare as I remained stood in no man’s land between them. I quickly sat on the other single chair facing the window and John. Lucy was to my side.

‘As you know I came here after winning my case at a work tribunal,’ he said firmly. ‘Lucy was gossiping. She didn’t listen when I asked her to stop and so I decided to insist that she did. She said she told you.’

I glanced over and Lucy ran a finger through the parting of her hair. She still looked away and her expression was difficult to read.

‘I know that you, well you got her to stop.’

‘I took a belt to her backside Adam.’ His voice was raised and I felt like I was being chastised now. ‘I bared her backside and I lay stripes across it.’ John touched his belt to emphasise his point. ‘Did she tell you that?’

‘Yes,’ I admitted nodding.

‘That was to teach her a lesson so she wouldn’t interfere again.’ He looked at Lucy. Her bare knees were pressed firmly together. ‘I thought she had learnt. Do you think that she has?’

I was about to answer when I heard Lucy. Her voice didn’t have its normal strength.

‘I have,’ she told him.

John looked at her. ‘Hand us the wine,’ he said sharply. Lucy shot him a murderous look but nevertheless stood and picking up two glasses she handed one to him and the other to me. She left hers on the table and sat back down. When I saw John drink I did too though I don’t remember tasting it.

‘There was also the embarrassment and the lies told about me though. Does he know how we resolved that Lucy?’

I was beginning to shake and placed the glass back down with a trembling hand. Lucy looked up at him.

‘He knows everything,’ she said, defiant again.

‘I saw it.’ I thought.

‘He knows you bent me over and fucked me when you had no right to. He knows that was your way of proving you didn’t abuse those women.’ Lucy nodded to the arm of the sofa as she spoke. The one I had seen her bent over that day.

John’s eyes narrowed. He was assessing her. I had been impressed by her ability to challenge and irritate him and felt the danger now pulse across the room. Then he looked at me and before I could stop myself I had looked down. I looked back up immediately but too late and John had turned his attention back to my wife.

‘If you remember I was cleared Lucy. I did nothing wrong.’ He turned to me again. ‘I trust you have no issue with how your wife decided to make up for her very poor judgement towards me Adam?’

I felt myself shaking my head. ‘Lucy told me that she,’ I struggled to find the correct word, ‘consented to it so that’s between us.’

John nodded and looked back to my wife. He seemed to be playing with us both. I had forgotten that he was in my house drinking my wine and talking about having sex with my wife.

‘I thought that you had learned a very important lesson in humility and yet here we are again.’

He turned to me now. ‘I demand that you take some sort of action Adam. I am not prepared to sit by and tolerate this again. You do it or I will.’

‘I’ll speak to her John. It won’t…’

‘No. You won’t speak to her. I want her to be shown whose in charge Adam. I want this dealt with now.’

I looked at him. Lucy now looked down, waiting. I didn’t know what to say or what to do. Time ticked on until John moved abruptly, decisively.

‘Okay,’ he said, ‘I’ll deal with her again then. You had your chance. Stay out of this now Adam. This is between your wife and I.’

John stood and moved the distance between the chair and the sofa where Lucy sat in a fraction of a second. He wine glass was all but banged down on the table and sloshed out onto the glass surface. Lucy shied back startled but with nowhere to go she was held by the arm by John and pulled to her feet. He moved back towards his seat with her and pulled her across him as he sat. Her knees hit his thighs and she toppled forward until her waist rolled onto his legs and her hands thumped gently onto the carpet. Her bum was now in the air and she was bent across his knees. He lifted the dress and the back. Lucy squeaked and wriggled as the dress dropped almost to cover her head. John then tugged her knickers down to her knees and then moving Lucy easily on his lap he moved outer leg over hers and pinned them between his thighs. I hadn’t moved. I sat and watched with my cock so hard it hurt.

And then, as I watched, my wife bent over his knee with her knickers pulled down, he began to spank her. His hand struck the rounded part of her bum with loud cracks. Lucy yelped and fought but it did nothing to stop him. His hand raised and fell repeatedly. The white skin began to redden. Lucy clawed at the carpet and swore at John but he didn’t listen. With a practiced ease he held my wife over his knee and brought the flat of his hand down onto her bum again and again until he yelps turned to cries and one hand moved to try and stop the blows from landing as the other held her weight. Only then did John stop. The only sign that he had been exerting himself was a slight breathlessness and a pink flush to his cheek. He finally released Lucy who stood trying to pull her knickers up as she did. Her hair was in her eyes and she only looked down until her knickers were back up and her dress down. Then she tidied her hair as she turned to John. From behind I could see she was rubbing her bum.

‘Happy now? Are you happy now you have pulled my knickers down and humiliated me in front of my husband.’

John stood and Lucy backed away. I stood as well but it wasn’t a threat. I just felt low when the other two were above me.

Lucy was still rubbing herself.

‘Let’s see if that was enough shall we?’ said John. ‘If not we can always have another go with something a little firmer.’ He touched his belt buckle again. Lucy saw and whined. I couldn’t tell if it was the thought of being bent over again or the discomfort of having been already.

‘Come here,’ he told her.

Lucy didn’t move at first and then she stepped slowly towards him.

‘Have you decided who is in charge here Lucy?’

Another pause was followed by a nod.

‘Then tell us.’

Having been forgotten I remembered I was still in the room.

”You are.’ She whispered.

He leaned in over her a little. ‘Try that again.’

Lucy cowed and then said in the same whisper. ‘You are in charge Sir.’

‘And tell me if you are going to be rude or disrespectful towards me again.’

‘I won’t. I promise… Sir.’

Lucy shifted on the balls of her feet. It took me a second to realise that John had his hand up the front of her dress and was touching her sex.

‘Now tell your husband who is in charge.’

Lucy’s foot began to tremble a little. She waited, clearly think about what she should do. Then she turned and moved beside me. Her dress fell and I saw his hand, his extended fingers. When she came to me her head lifted until her lips almost bushed mine and she spoke in little more than a whisper. Her voice was suddenly no longer timid but now taunting.

‘He thinks he is in charge but he hasn’t proved anything yet. If he was in charge he would be taking me upstairs now to fuck me in our bed. He may be able to spank me but until he can make me spread my legs for him then he’s no more in charge of me that he was all of those girls at work.’

I saw my wife trembling as we stood looking into each others eyes. I could feel her breath on mine, her hand on the waist if my trousers in the slightest of touches. And then they were gone. John held Lucy’s arm and then led her out into our hallway.

I felt pulled apart by jealousy and arousal. I wanted to follow and yet didn’t want to see what was about to happen. I shook where I stood and turned to see them leave the room and turn towards the stairway. Without thinking I followed.

John pushed Lucy gently up a small set of stairs towards a mid landing. I followed making some sort of noise that in my head was me telling him to just hold on. I don’t think that he even heard it. I felt pathetic. On the landing Lucy turned as if to do the same. I had mixed feelings that she might change the course of what was happening. On one hand she might stop all this when I couldn’t. On the other that part of me that watched by the door only weeks before as he made my wife apologise with her pride and her morals was back with vengeance. Then John stopped her firmly. He turned her away from him and gave her bum another sharp slap that shocked her. He then turned her back and leaning in kissed her hard. I saw his mouth work against hers. Then, just as abruptly, he pulled away. Only when my wife’s eyes opened did I realise they had been shut. I felt a pang of jealousy that made me feel sick. John hands dropped and pulled the hem of her dress up easily despite Lucy trying to push it down. He lifted it up to her waist. Lucy looked away, embarrassed. John looked down at her knickers. His hand grabbed the pink hem and pulled them firmly down past her knees. When he got them to her ankles he muttered one short command.

‘Off.’

Lucy stepped out of her underwear and John threw them casually back down the stairs at me. They landed on the bottom step just in front of where I stood watching.

‘Smell them,’ he told me. ‘I have a feeling that you will find your wife more scented than normal today.’

Lucy was then led by the arm up the remainder of the steps and into our bedroom. She made no more effort to stop him now and they both disappeared inside with a firm click of the door. I remained rooted at the foot of the stairs looking between the plain white paint on the back of the door and the pink and black lace knickers on the stair. I found myself thinking how flimsy knickers were. They covered little except the most intimate part of my wife and offered her no protection, especially when left on the bottom step of my hallway. It was almost as if I blamed them for allowing John to take her into our bedroom.

I looked back at the door and thought beyond it. My heart skipped and I was aware that I had an erection that was painful. There was also jealousy and the desire to burst through the door and demand John leave. After all there was nothing stopping me. Only there was something stopping me and the proof of that, even if I didn’t want to hear it in my head, was the frustrated ache in the front of my pants. Beyond the door my wife was alone with John. Wearing only a dress underneath of which she was naked. This was only going in one direction since I couldn’t stop it and the effort my wife had made, if you could call it that, to do the same had resulted being taken over his knee. I was hurtling towards another point I’m my marriage from which there was no return. My wife had acquiesced at every point John had demanded something. Over his lap with his hand smacking her backside, kissing with her eyes closed and, if I was honest about what I saw, her mouth moving along with his. Her dress being pulled up and her knickers down, off. Now taken into the bedroom, our bedroom, and the door shutting me firmly out. For what? To be fucked of course. It struck me like a hammer. Alone with him again. Alone with a man who liked to use his belt on women. Alone with a man who had recently been before a tribunal because of the way he treated women. Him, with his big cock and a habit of getting whatever he wanted. She was alone with him. I was useless to her and they were about to fuck, again.

I could have tried to stop it. My next step should have been straight through the door. Instead it was rather gingerly past the knickers on the bottom step and as quietly as I could to the door of my own bedroom where I stopped, held my breath and listened.

At first I couldn’t hear anything. Then John spoke and I could pick out some of the things he said.

‘You know I like that don’t you,’ he said. ‘Be careful. Remember what happened last time. We don’t want any accidents. We are going to get to know each other a lot better this time around.’

I unzipped my pants and began to wank at the door as I listened. I felt weak, unsteady. I felt pathetic and I actually got aroused by the way I was feeling.

‘Let’s have a look at you shall we. That’s it.’

‘Open them.’

‘Good girl.’

‘Hands down.’

‘Relax.’

‘You’ll enjoy this.’

‘That’s it.’

I heard Lucy cum through the door and I couldn’t control myself. I cried out and squirted cum over my own hand. Thick strands of it that glistened opaquely. As it came out of my body regret seeped into my head. Turmoil at what was happening in that room. My heart plummeted and I knew I couldn’t stay there any longer. I took the stairs two at a time. Past my wife’s knickers still lying alone and discarded like a torment on the stair. Past the living room where the wine glasses sat on the table. Into the downstairs toilet where I wiped away the cum but couldn’t wipe away what I was feeling inside. Then I returned to the foot of the stair and wondered what the fuck I had done.

I had tidied by the time John came back down. The glasses were gone, the sofa cushions puffed back up from his pressing weight, the knickers collected from the stair. He was with her for nearly three hours. I had listened again, at the door holding my breath and keening silently for something. The first time I heard movement. Like two bodies moving in bed. The movement came and went for several minutes. It made me hard again and I imagined them kissing and caressing each others bodies. While it hurt to think of that happening it also made me play with myself again. The second time I heard nothing. Hard again I imagined them sleeping in each others arms. I don’t know which thought hurt or excited me more.

I heard him leave but didn’t see him. I didn’t want to look at him. I didn’t want a conversation in which I had no idea what to say.

‘Was everything to your satisfaction?’

‘Did you sleep well?’

‘Was my wife any good in bed?’

Once again the door clicked shut and I hadn’t had the nerve to do anything. My heart raced as I climbed the stairs towards a bedroom that only minutes before I wasn’t welcome in. Entering it felt wrong.

For some reason I expected Lucy to be asleep. I had perhaps imagined John waking and leaving her that way. She wasn’t. The room was dark and it smelled unfamiliar. It could only have been him.

Lucy had her head on several pillows with the covers pulled up to her chin. Her hair was tangled and lay around her face. I saw her dress was on the floor as her eyes found me. They looked filled with worry.

‘Hi,’ she whispered.

‘Hi.’ I sat on the bed beside her and a warm hand snaked out from the covers and found mine. That touch instantly took away so many fears.

‘This is awkward.’ Lucy raised her eyes.

‘Are you okay?’ I asked. I was talking generally about the situation but it did cross my mind that John perhaps liked to hurt her.

She nodded. ‘Yeah. You?’

‘You must think you married a weirdo.’

Lucy laughed. ‘Yes, but then so did you.’

‘Good blend then.’

There was a silence that we were both comfortable in because it delayed the next step where neither of us knew what to do.

‘You,’ Lucy hesitated, ‘want me to shower or something?’

I hadn’t thought of it but as soon as she spoke I was pulled sideways by the thoughts in my head and the answer became evident in my pants.

‘No,’ I said quickly bringing a smile to Lucy’s face followed by a giggle.

‘Okay.’

‘Sorry, its just, I’m…’

”Weird, perverted?’

‘And desperate,’ I added.

‘Do you want to get in then?’

I stood and began to undress almost before she finished speaking. I pulled off my shirt and pushed my pants and shorts down at the same time. My erection stuck out and up. As I slid into the warmth beside her I wanted everything back. I wanted her, my wife. I pressed my face to her neck and kissed as I smelled her. Her perfume was still strong but there was also the scent of another man. My hands caressed her naked body. I squeezed and pulled her breasts making her moan. My hands moved to her bottom and she shifted as I caressed her.

‘I love you so much,’ she whispered.

‘I love you more,’ I replied.

‘Did he hurt you?’ I wanted to know that she was okay. I was protective now that it was too late.

‘A little.’

I was stopped cold by her reply.

‘It’s okay,’ she said quickly. ‘Only in a way he knows I like.’

I reeled at the fact that he knew what she liked sexually, that he knew how to hurt her so that she enjoyed it. The thought was so alien to me.

‘Baby.’ Lucy nipped my ear gently with her teeth and mouth. I pawed her bum and rubbed myself against her softness. ‘He didn’t use a condom.’

Hearing my wife tell me what I already knew still shocked me. It was the confirmation, the certainty. I had missed the warning that she was giving to me though.

‘If you want me to…’

I kissed her and felt her respond. I had never felt so sexual or so animated. Her smell, her warmth and the softness of her skin. The tenderness of her voice. The knowledge that she was mine and that she loved me. Even the part of himself that John had left with her.

‘No. Please. I want you like this.’ I didn’t know how to phrase it. I didn’t entirely know what I wanted.

‘Can I?’

Lucy nodded. ‘anything you want baby.’

‘It won’t hurt or anything, after him?’

‘No silly. It was big, but, everything was a little wet.’

I felt a sexual surge that almost made me groan. It took seconds to subside so I could speak again.

‘I sort of meant how many times, not the size.’

‘Oops,’ she muttered. She looked concerned until I smiled.

‘I suppose I couldn’t argue with fact.’

‘Sorry.’ Lucy was me assessing my eyes, my thoughts even.

‘Do you want to make sure for yourself?’ she asked.

My hand now stroked her hip and traced the tightness of her skin. She opened her legs wide and her hand guided mine between to her pussy.

‘Use your fingers Adam.’

My fingers found the lips of her sex. They were swollen and slippery. Lucy’s breathing became a sigh as I slipped them inside of her. She was so wet I felt liquid run down my hand onto the mattress.

‘Fuck,’ she sighed. ‘Have I been unfaithful baby?’

‘Yes,’ was all I could manage to say.

I fingered her slowly as I pushed my hard cock against her while I listened to breathless sighs. When I was unable to wait any longer I eased my fingers out. They glistened with wetness. I realised we were both looking at them.

‘He came in me,’ she whispered.

I looked at her and again at my fingers. The were coated with the evidence.

‘Do you want me to taste him while you watch?’ asked Lucy.

I couldn’t answer.

She took my hand and then looking directly into my eyes she slid the fingers into her mouth and sucked gently on them. Her eyes closed and she moaned. Her own hand was moving between her legs.

I watched in complete awe. Then still looking at my wife’s gorgeous face I moved my fingers in her mouth just as I had in her cunt. When they were cleaned of cum I pulled them out. Her eyes opened and met mine again. She looked primal.

I pressed myself between Lucy’s legs we began to kiss. Her tongue tasted of sex and cum. My cock slipped into her pussy easily and found no resistance at all. I pulled out and slipped back in again only twice more. If I had wanted to hold back I couldn’t have. I cried out as I came and felt Lucy fold her arms around me tightly and whisper into my ear.

‘It’s yours again baby.’

‘He’s a complete shit head. It pisses me off so much.’

Those words were not what I was expecting from Lucy when I had asked her what had happened when the door closed and she was left alone with John. They made my groin stir though.

We were lying in the dark close to each other and still glowing from the sex we had just enjoyed following him leaving. Lucy had said that she felt, and probably smelled, like a complete slut. I had confirmed with a smile that she did at which point I got a punch on the arm followed by a kiss.

I had expected her to talk more in terms of feeling confused or nervous when I considered that she had her knickers pulled off as I watched and then been left alone in our bedroom with a man who liked to dominate her. I didn’t interrupt but maybe she realised the ambiguity of the statement and explained.

‘He is a complete shit,’ she repeated. ‘He thinks he’s some male godsend or something. Ordering me around. Making me do things just to please him. I hate it. I hate that it makes me horny.’ She looked away and then flicked her eyes back at me.

And suddenly I understood.

‘I mean taking my knickers off on the fucking stairs. He did that just because he could.’

This was the Lucy I knew.

‘I know. It was kind of exciting to watch though.’

‘God not you as well?’

I felt Lucy raise her head and her lips touched mine. She was soft and malleable. Warm and succulent. We kissed for minutes without a word. When she stopped her lips remained close to mine.

‘He made me take the dress off as soon as we were alone. He sat on the bed to watch me and then made me parade in front of him nude. After that he told me to kneel at his feet. He didn’t say why or what he wanted but I knew and I took it out and went down on him. While I did it he told me I must like doing it because I was trying so hard to please him. He said I was good at sucking cock and had clearly spent a lot of time kneeling in front of men. I hated what he said but it just got me more turned on.’

‘Then we swapped places. Me on the bed and him standing over me. He told me to open my legs and then he made me open the folds of my sex so that he could look at everything. He undressed as he watched me doing what I was told. When he was naked he got on the bed and played with me. He used his finger first and when he was satisfied that I was wet enough to take it he fucked me.’

We kissed. I was hard again and Lucy had played with me as she spoke. Now she climbed over me and slid down onto it. She was still so wet but winced a little as she eased my cock into pussy.

‘I came when he was fucking me,’ she told me. ‘Nothing else, just fucking me. He was talking about how I liked sex with him, his big cock, how wet I was, how easy I was. He called me a slut. He did that a lot. I hated it but that’s what made me cum while he was on top of me taking what he wanted.’

Lucy was slipping up and down on my cock now. Her breath was hot on my face. Her breasts touching my chest gently as they swayed beneath her. I wasn’t going to last long but I didn’t try to stop her. I was too far gone.

‘Afterwards he pulled me over his knee and spanked me again. He spanks me like I am a little girl. I hate it. I hate that he has that power over me and that I lay there and let him smack my backside. I lay still and let him. It hurts and humiliates me and I didn’t move. I was made to present my naked bum to him and to stay like that, I’m that position over his knee, while he taught me a lesson. And I did it. I wasn’t to move and I didn’t move.

‘Did it turn you on?’

Lucy didn’t stop sliding down my cock but she paused, thinking. The she moaned as she spoke.

‘Yes, and he knew it did. He kept going until I opened my legs and begged him for relief. I fucking begged him. Then he fucked me for a second time from behind. He did me really hard that time. I could see him in the dresser mirror straining with the effort and feel him slapping against me over and over. He wanted it to hurt me.’ Lucy arched up and moaned.

‘Did it?’

She shook her head and spoke at the same time. ‘It just made me horny and satisfied. It just made me cum.’

‘Was it good sex Lucy, better sex?’

‘Don’t ask me that,’ she panted. ‘I don’t want to tell anyone that.’

‘Tell me Lucy, please tell me.’

‘Fuck fuck fuck.’ Her eyes were closed. Her body fought against the pleasure she felt and the thoughts I was asking her to recall. Then she whined and sliding down on me she stayed pressed against my stomach. ‘Yes,’ she revealed. ‘It was incredible.’

I groped her breasts harder than I had intended while she bucked her hips against me and played with her clit as she came for a second time. This time she gritted her teeth, her eyes were shut and tight and her chest heaved above me. She finally fell forward and rested on me for only moments before her lips found mine and we kissed as she began to fuck me again, slowly now.

‘Was that when he left?’ Lucy shook her head.

‘He came soon after but he wasn’t done with me. He let me sleep a little. Then woke me. He was hard again and asked if I wanted to be fucked a little more. I did. Then he said he wanted to do something I might not like.’

‘He actually said that?’ I was worried straight away. The first thing that came to mind was, well that he might want to try anal with her. I knew Lucy had done that before though not with me but wasn’t sure she would like it with John given the thickness and length of his cock. She was also a little unprepared for that sort of thing.

‘I nearly had a panic. I hadn’t got a clue what he meant. He had just spanked and doggy fucked me. What was he planning to do that I might not like.’

‘What was it?’

‘It’s a bit weird,’ said Lucy. I thought back to earlier and listening outside of the door. I couldn’t imagine anything that might fit with what I heard but then I had also missed the hard sex she just described. I waited with my heart tripping.

‘He said he liked doing married women, especially in their own bed. He told me to pretend I was his wife and said he wanted to make love to me.’

‘Really?’ I asked. ‘You’re joking right?’ I thought.

Lucy nodded. ‘He said it really turned him on.’

‘Did you….?’

She nodded again and my heart opened a little. Before it was sex. Now it was so very different, even if it was pretending. Acting that out and letting him see her like that hurt deeply though while it did I was still turned on. Still aroused by the thought of it.

‘It was weird, at least at first,’ she went on. ‘He was gentle, tender now. The kissing was the weirdest part because it was loving. We made out. We made out for ages, then we had sex. Only now that was gentle too. We kissed as we did it, stroked each other. He was gentle. I stroked his back, felt his bum, kissed him. He told me he loved me and couldn’t believe that he had married me.’ Lucy looked at me, gauging me. I tried to hole her eye. ‘He asked if I had always been faithful and if I still loved him.’

She saw my expression.

‘It wasn’t real Adam. You know that right?’

‘I know, ‘ I said trying to appear unmoved. Yet it hurt and drove me insane with sexual jealousy. My insides churned.

‘What did you tell him?’ I shed fearing and willing the answer.

I told him I had remained faithful. I dudnt told him that I loved him. He asked over and over but I wouldn’t say it’

‘Why not?’

Lucy tilted her head and gave me the ‘You dim wit’ look. I had never been more pleased to see it.

‘Because he’s fun, but it’s only ever you that I love.’

We kissed again, for a long time. It was soft and tender and pulled us as close as ever. It was what I needed and I think what she did too. I moved against her, inside of her again. She was still slick with cum. Mine, hers, his.

‘I told him to make love to me though, and to cum in me,’ she said. ‘I kissed him when he was close and we caressed and stroked each other as he climaxed while telling me how beautiful was.’

I did the same, only when I told my wife how much I loved her she responded by telling me the same. I came in her. Sex with the climax I needed to once again feel satisfied. Lucy rode me gently throughout as I did and the lay on me as I recovered and tried to think through all of this crazy stuff.

‘You okay with this baby?’

I wondered why she was asking. Had she seen or sensed something? I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what was right.

‘You don’t do you. I mean it wasn’t real, right?’

Lucy kissed me with tenderness and passion. Her lips found me fragile and made me strong.

‘He gets to fuck me. He can put me over his knee and make me pretend to make love to him. He can make me squirm on his big dick, push me to my knees, take my knickers off in front of people. He can get all that but he doesn’t get my heart. You have that and only you.’

‘He can never have your heart.’

‘He will have to make do with my pussy.’

‘Lucky man,’ I said smiling.

Lucy still lay on me. I could feel her heart beating steadily on my chest. I wondered if she lay like this with him. It. Seemed a lifetime ago but then Lucy reminded me of how recently it had actually been.

‘I’m so disgusting. I’ve had sex five times with two men. I really should shower.’

I expected her to get up and waited. Minutes passed and then I heard her breathing slow and regular as she slept on my chest. I loved her so much at that moment. I had so many thoughts and emotions surging inside of me that I couldn’t sleep for a long time. I wondered where we were going and if this would turn out to be good or bad for us. There was no rule book for this, nobody I could ask. There was no one who may have their own experiences that I could tap into. My wife was fucking another man and I knew about it. I liked it. This was exciting but such a huge risk. Then something else happened that made sleep seem further away than ever. As I thought about Lucy with him and the things he had done to her my cock got hard again.