Not much actual sex in this story. Mostly, the narrative talks about sex with others as part of a long-standing, time part, love relationship.
The gate rattled and came open. Not supposed to happen. Crap, the padlock was missing. My nerves started to rattle too.
Hoping for the best, I went through the gate and wrapped the chain around the gate as best I could. I didn’t intend to be there long, fifteen-twenty minutes at the most. Just long enough to check the doors, windows, and other places people could easily break in. That’s all the specs called for and I always try to give the customer what they want.
My name is Raymond Bannister, more commonly known as RayBan, both for my name and for the sunglasses I wear whenever I can. I’m former army special forces and I belonged to an elite group that specialized in getting into places where we shouldn’t go. For many reasons, I left after sixteen years, and the military gave me an honorable discharge and a full twenty-year retirement package. I guess the work I’d done was appreciated that much.
It was easy to set up a physical penetration testing company. I tried to name it RayBan Security, but the sunglasses company wouldn’t allow that. I didn’t need the money, but I wanted to be self-sufficient, so I established a company called Bannister Consulting. I worked by myself and often served as a sub-contractor for bigger companies. It’s not that I didn’t have excellent computer and other skills; I choose to concentrate on physical testing because I was good at it and I hated being on a desk.
By now, I’d checked a side door that I knew led down a hall to the president’s office which was large and luxurious. That door was unlocked and standing slightly open too.
Something about this job bothered me from the beginning. A lot of some things. First, the client wouldn’t accept any other sub-contractor for this part of the overall test and that’s uncommon for a client to be that specific. Or to even know who the subs are. Second, everything was handled by email. When I tried to pass the job off to other similar companies, they all said they were too busy. Third, this building was in a terrible part of town. Leaving a gate unlocked was an open invitation to vandalism, theft and more. And leaving a door in the condition I found it, was much, much worse.
Inside — after making a mental note of this exception to be included in my report, and boy, it was going to be a doozy – I found the computer control area that controls the extensive security camera system. Only the system wasn’t working. Someone had to manually override the twenty-four-hour recording system. Not hard to fix. Three quick commands and the system was up.
Waiting for the system to fire up, I made a few written notes, and just as I looked up, the night camera in the president’s office disappeared. His was the only one on automatic; off when he was there; on while he wasn’t.
Son of a bitch, it looked like four people having sex on the couch. Even though it wasn’t on my work plan, I couldn’t let this breach go by. Twenty seconds later, that camera comes back on the screen, and I hit pause to study the image more closely. I can’t tell who it is, infrared is notorious for that, but, by the hair length, it looks like two women performing cunnilingus on two other women.
And this recalled my biggest reason for disliking this job. The owner and president, Alistair Beckett, and the man who allegedly booked the job by email was seventy-eight and confined to a wheelchair. Plus, he was married to a much younger woman, age thirty-seven, who was my next-door neighbor until I was twelve. She was my first love, my first kiss, and in those waning days before our family moved, I gave her a tinfoil ring and we promised to marry each other someday.
My attention was diverted by a loud banging on an outside door. Fuck. I had told my younger brother, Davie, to stay in the car, but, as often was the case, he wanted to be with me. I was already behind and faced more delay, but he wouldn’t stop the banging until I got him, and I didn’t want to alert the four women in the president’s office.
“For fuck’s sake, Davie, I told you to stay in the car.”
“You know I miss the action, RayBan. I just want to help.” And he did, wandering up and down the office hallway, rattling doors, banging on some, shouting and stomping his feet. Why I don’t know. Sometimes he did things even he couldn’t explain.
A few words about David Allen Bannister, my younger brother by two years. I’m his hero, always have been. At least that’s what he says. We were always close, so when I joined the Army at age 19, he followed a year later. He tried for special forces like me, but instead, they assigned him to the EOD (Explosive Ordnance Disposal) group as a specialist in finding and disarming bombs.
My throat closed as I remembered the one time we worked together. We all worked at a high-risk level and we knew the odds of survival weren’t good. The army seldom put brothers together on missions like this, but both Dave and I were highly skilled at this kind of work and the situation demanded it. The mission was so top secret I shouldn’t even say this much after six years.
Anyway, Dave was checking out this building for explosive devices using a bomb sniffer dog he strongly bonded with. Just as he exited the building, the bomb disposal truck arrived. The enemy had recently started using bombs that were vibration sensitive and the driver either disregarded the orders or hadn’t gotten them yet, because he drove right up to the house.
Boom. Shit. Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaabooooooooooooom.
The house disintegrated and so did the truck. Somehow, Davie got blown to where he landed near me, but the two people in the truck and Davie’s dog evaporated. My buddy, Mike, and I saw it all and we got carried 10 feet back, ears ringing so loudly we thought we were in a church bell tower at noon. We tried to stop the truck, but the driver ignored us and paid with his life and two others.
Davie often said, and I sometimes agreed with him, that he’d have been better off dying. Both he and I became accomplished cocksmen while in the military and he came out of the hospital with something off-kilter. He got the urge to fuck even stronger than before, but he never got more than half-hard. Poor bastard couldn’t even masturbate to orgasm. Plus, he could never be trusted alone for very long and certainly not around most women.
That’s why he was with me that night. My girlfriend of four weeks had reached the breaking point and left earlier that day, despite my pleading to stay for a few hours more. I’d gone through five girlfriends in the past six months, and she stayed the longest. She was good with Davie, and I had high hopes, but it didn’t work out.
Sometimes I don’t know why I bothered, but I’d been looking for a good woman since I moved at age twelve and I lost the closeness I had with my then-girlfriend.
Mike, my buddy who also witnessed the explosion, later committed suicide and I would have too if it wasn’t for Davie. My parents died while I was on a top-secret job and we had no other relatives, so that left me.
My attention was drawn by motion in the doorway. It was one of the women, I thought, from the office and she was headed toward Davie. No way he wasn’t going to see her. On leave before his injuries, they were a hot item. That’s just the kind of woman that made him misbehave.
I got ready to holler at her when another voice yells, “Stop.” It wasn’t mine, it was a female voice and as the woman entered, I saw she was Samantha “Sammi” Beckett, my old girlfriend of twelve. She’s still buttoning and adjusting her dress; her hair is a mess and she’s still flushed. There’s no doubt about what happened in the president’s office
It’s common for younger women married to older, impotent men to take a lover but to have sex in your husband’s office with three other women stretched the boundaries. It’s a fact, older men live longer if they sleep with younger women.
She still had her youthful figure and a perfect body accentuated by great boobs and a stunning ass coupled with a beautiful face. The perfect package that any man would be happy to fuck.
Then all hell broke loose. I saw the red and blue flashing lights down the hallway. The cops must have come in silently, which was good. But they were here way too soon. Someone must have called them before we entered the building, or I screwed up and suspected it as the former because I seldom made mistakes. My red-light warnings saying I’d been set up were flashing brightly.
And that brings up the most important reason I left the military. I’ve always had a mild case of dyslexia, so mild I could conceal it with a little work. After the blast, it got much worse. During ordinary times, I was fine. At moments of stress post-explosion, I especially mixed up numbers. The disparity between 34519 and 35419 made all the difference in the world. We could kill innocent people that way and no one wanted that.
This certainly qualified as one of those stressful times. That is why I preferred working alone. People added to the stress of a penetration exercise.
I checked the numbers I needed to call in case of emergency and put that paper plus my authorizations from the police department and Mr. Beckett in a shirt pocket. The police force in my city was notorious for shooting and asking questions later when someone reached for any other pocket. I didn’t blame them either after several cops got killed by people openly wearing guns which are legal in my state.
But this time I’m in luck. The sergeant who entered is a guy I’ve worked with and understands what I do. But his partner reminded me of one of those cops in the cartoons who is always asking if he can “tune the guy up.” He is bouncing on the balls of his feet; his hand won’t leave his gun which is in a holster that’s already unclipped, the safety is off, and he is sneering at me. He heads right for Davie because my brother can’t stand at ease. But the sergeant pulls him back, whispers a few words in the guy’s ear, and he moves away.
It is important to note here that 10 of us who were about the same age, joined various military branches within a month of each other. Many of them returned to my city and took jobs in the police department. Sometimes made my job easier, sometimes made it harder. Just depended.
I couldn’t track everything going on, but I did see Sammi headed right for Davie too. There was nothing to do but hold my breath, but my luck held. He remembered her well enough — he had a crush on her too — that she was able to calm him down and she got him to stand still beside me while she stood on the other side and gave me a wry smile. I exhaled for the first time in minutes.
Soon the sergeant made a phone call and “bouncy” brought the other two women in. I breathed even easier. All of them were wives of rich, older, probably impotent men with a great deal of political influence. Several minutes later a police captain and a lieutenant arrived. Now I was torn. The lieutenant was an enemy, a brother of the truck driver whose actions almost killed me, but who blamed me for the mishap because I was in charge. But my salvation was the captain, maybe. He was a tough stern taskmaster who had reamed me out more than once. But he was also fair. Turns out, he saved the night.
The women were all allowed to drive home. Davie and I were authorized to leave, which I did after making sure everything was locked up. Somehow, the padlock was back on the gate.
Now I was sure this was a setup and I’m the fall guy, but I couldn’t figure out why.
I got a partial answer the next day when I was summoned by a caller who identified himself as Alistair Beckett and who commanded me to appear at his house at 7:30 that night. I was told to bring Davie too. Neither of the choices was desirable. Ignore his command and risk getting a bad reputation which would probably put my company out of business. As I said, I didn’t need the money. Or I could go and see Sammi.
I had tried to date Sammi as we got older, but she always refused, and I didn’t blame her. Shortly before my 12th birthday, oil and natural gas were found on a large tract of land my father inherited from some distantly related uncle. Additionally, my mother had inherited another large tract next to my father’s land and both were energy bonanzas. I didn’t know how much money I inherited. The financial firm always kept me up to date, but I cared so little I didn’t pay much attention. All I knew was that I had enough I’d never spend it all.
We moved into a huge mansion, and I found out that my parents hated each other, and the way they displayed that hate was fucking as many other people in their bedrooms at home as they could. My father loved taking a young girl’s virginity and so did my mother, only she concentrated on young men, mostly.
Fierce competition sometimes ensued. There was a constant parade of people about my age going in and out of our house. Our parents loved walking around nude too, taunting each other over body deficiencies. All this gave our whole family an extremely bad reputation and made Dave and I radioactive for dating.
The only salvation was my parents treated these people well; otherwise, Dave and I would have been headed to prison rather than the military.
Made our lives hell too and the only reason I didn’t enlist at 18 was because of Dave. But by 19, I could take it anymore and left home, and only by moving out could Dave make it to 18. The family that took him in was Sammi’s.
That was the deciding point. I owed Sammi and her family. The least I could do was visit her.
Short and to the point was the meeting. Mr. Beckett wanted me to fuck Sammi while he watched. Of course, I refused. That’s always been my hard and fast rule. I don’t have sex with married people, especially in front of their spouses.
With my looks and reputation, I could go into just about any bar in the city and find a woman to fuck, especially if they were married and their husband or lover wasn’t satisfying them. I had to make that rule otherwise I’d never be able to go out drinking and I’d never spend the night alone.
The public part of making love didn’t bother me. I’d seen worse in my years in the military and often snatched a quickie in public places. The danger of getting caught made having sex much better and I thrived on danger.
She was off to the side with Davie, and they were having a good time talking. I didn’t think she heard, but as her husband finished talking, she turned to me and winked, and her face fell when she heard my rejection. That night she was dressed in a short skirt that barely covered her ass with a top that showed enough cleavage that I saw a trace of her areola. She often sat with her legs apart wide enough I could see to heaven.
Come on, Sammi. We guys are visually stimulated and in those kinds of situations our little head overrides our big head, and I had a hardon that hurt.
All I could do was gather Davie and leave. She followed me out and when we were in the hallway I stopped to talk. Common courtesy, you know.
“It was me, who set all this up.”
When she touched me, I nearly threw her on the floor and fucked her, holding onto my desire only by intense will.
I had told Davie to take a seat and to be quiet, but he couldn’t stay still for long, as usual, and he was coming back toward me. I cut her short, saying only, “Call me tomorrow.”
“It was me who set all that up,” she told me in a phone call the next day. “Left the gate unlocked and took the padlock, left the door open, set up our session with the group in my husband’s office, turned off the security camera system, called the police, put the padlock back on, smoothed things over with the cops, everything just so we could be together.”
I overreacted because I was embarrassed about being led like a sacrificial lamb. Someone who made the wrong move might have died. Plus, I still didn’t understand why she married that old codger. Was she a gold-digger? That didn’t fit the girl I knew at age twelve, but people change.
“Here are my conditions. One year after your husband dies, you can come and see me. No promises. During that year, you must be celibate, and by that, I mean, no sex with any man or group of men; no sex with a woman or group of women, and no masturbation.”
Here’s where I thought I threw in the biggest obstacle.
“You must divest yourself of all your wealth, come live with me, and help me take care of Davie. You can keep enough to live a moderate life if something happens to me.
“No communication in the meantime.”
The pause was so long I hung up.
I thought about her every day, sometimes sure she’d do it, sometimes sure she wouldn’t. Nine months later, Alistair Beckett died. When I attended the funeral, she drew me aside and asked me if I remembered what I said that night. I recited it back verbatim. I might be dyslexic, but my memory is strong.
One year later I was pissed. One of the ten people who enlisted around the time I did wrote for a leading local news outlet and had told me that an announcement concerning the disposal of her wealth would appear on the first anniversary. It hadn’t. I no longer paid much attention to the media; too much death and devastation. After serving in the special forces, I disliked reading about death. Most of the coverage concerned another one of those abominable mass shootings we hear about so much lately.
I called to double-check that I hadn’t missed the story. I hadn’t. It was being held until the next day because the outlet devoted most of its coverage to the shooting. That was fair. The shooting was in a town about one hundred miles away and five people died with many more injured.
Often, I go into my office early to review my previous night’s work and plan for the next test. That next morning, I found a short article without many details around eight AM and heard a polite knock on my office door fifteen minutes later. It was locked, which meant I had to open it myself, and when I did, there was Sammi, dressed modestly in a mid-calf simple dress with a loose blouse that concealed her breasts and made up very simply. It was impossible to completely conceal her figure or her beauty, but she had tried.
“I’m here,” she said, pulled her one suitcase inside after her, and sat in the chair facing my desk. She sat demurely, legs together, the exact opposite of that night.
“I’m sure you saw the article this morning. It was far shorter than I wanted. Here’s what I did. The entire estate, except for the one-hundred thousand I set aside as you suggested, is going into a trust for people like Davie. That means all the property, the money, everything. It amounts to something like seventy-five million.
“I’m willing to give you that one-hundred thousand too if you want to invest it. I’ve heard your money manager does an exceptionally good job.”
She told me she’d gotten a job as an office manager at a local legal firm and was living off her income now and didn’t want or expect to use the money. I checked later. They thought she was the best office manager they’d ever had.
She then went through all the other conditions I’d set down, plus, she told me she had purposely married Alistair knowing he was impotent so she wouldn’t get fucked by anyone else till we got back together. But her sexual needs had been strong enough she had to find a way for release. Many wives like her were in the same boat and they decided to form a lesbian consort on a whim.
“I can’t prove I didn’t have sex with anyone else; you’ll have to take my word for that. But I can prove I didn’t have sex with a man because I’m still a virgin.”
That shocked me so much I stood up and screamed, “You’re shitting me.”
“No, I’m not. I have a doctor’s certificate from an exam three days ago confirming that fact.”
That amazed me so much I had to get up and pace the room to contain my excitement. I’d deflowered a few virgins in my earlier days, and while I still preferred an older, more experienced woman, there was something special about fucking a virgin. Once I had done it, I understood the sins of my parents. Didn’t approve, to be sure, but sort of understood.
As I paused to return to my desk, I noticed she’d placed there a small, purple box like the kind used by expensive jewelers for high-priced rings. She opened the box and there, on a bed of blue velvet, lay the precise tinfoil ring I had given her 27 years previously. I knew it was because I hadn’t done a good job and copying my work would be nearly impossible.
Now I flat out didn’t know what to say. I finally understood the depths of her love. She was so much better than me in every way, I didn’t deserve her. She understood and rose elegantly and came around the desk and kissed me deeply on the lips.
“I’m yours, Raymond. All yours. I always have been, and I always will be. Everything else, marrying Alistair, having sex with those women, doing that I did that night, was to get your attention. I miscalculated because I figured that unless I was rich, you wouldn’t have anything to do with me. I know better now. I don’t need those women if I have you.”
Just like that, my life changed. After 27 years, I had what I’d been looking for. We agreed to not get married right away and to live in my house.
“You’ve seen my place I presume, it’s nothing great. Just a plain, humble three-bedroom house.”
“Yes, I’ve driven by it several times. I love the yard. Is the backyard that big too?”
It was and over the coming months, she turned it into an epic garden that was the envy of the neighborhood. That attracted attention and soon she was busy doing landscaping for other people and never needed the money she’d set aside.
After about two years, our lives changed again. Davie’s condition had grown worse. Now he was in mental and physical agony constantly. We needed to watch him every second. He openly talked about suicide.
One night he disappeared. All three of us had talked about what to do when this happened. He didn’t want us to search for him and this night capped a string of four or five consecutive nights where he tried to run away. Against his wishes, we found him each night.
Did we search as intently as we could? Probably not. We knew the police wouldn’t do much for 24 hours, so we waited until the morning to inform them.
A hiker found his body the next day among the rocks and trees of a 500-foot-deep canyon far from our house. He no longer drove, so he must have walked, and when I checked the time of the original blast which injured him and nearly killed me, the walking time fit perfectly. It was the anniversary of the accident, probably down to the hour and second. Davie was like that. That type of precision was why he’d been so good on the EOD squad.
We were mostly glad he hadn’t chosen to throw himself in front of a moving vehicle, or commit suicide by police, or even thrown himself from a heavily traveled bridge which was a popular suicide spot. No one saw what happened.
For some reason, the police wanted to talk to us about the event because they were upset at our delay in reporting his disappearance or something. When we walked into the meeting I spotted my enemy, the former lieutenant, and figured he was trying to attack me. But it wasn’t him. It was an assistant district attorney trying to make a name for himself by insinuating that we somehow had talked Davie into killing himself so we could gain his share of my parent’s money. As if.
We didn’t even have to talk much. The former lieutenant was now one of the highest-ranking officers in the city police department and he shut down the meeting cold. The only reason he came was to run interference with the ADD. Turned out he had a younger brother who later suffered severe PTSD in the military, and he apologized for his earlier attitude. The investigating officer was a sergeant who I had previously called “bouncy” and he had a partner who was just like he had been. We exchanged knowing smiles and later shook hands.
We didn’t have any kind of services for Dave; just followed his wishes and had him cremated with the ashes spread over the canyon floor where he died. That was his favorite canyon, so we weren’t surprised.
The mortuary was upset. Being wealthy, they figured they had tapped a vein of oil. Davie and I hadn’t returned for my parents’ services either, which also upset a lot of people.
“We’d rather remember them from their better days,” we said both times. Sammi agreed. She loved Davie like a brother she never had, and she had suffered sexually when she deprived herself for so long.
I knew that once you’ve made love to a woman you never forget. There’s just something so special about the taste, smell, and touch of a woman. It physically caused me pain when I heard a Femi-Nazi rail about men. It’s our fault, you know because women are a delicacy to be savored, not a receptacle for a man’s seed and abuse. I told Sammi I wouldn’t object if she spent some time in bed with another woman. She invited me to partake of another woman too, but I told her not without her. We stalemated.
One night as we lay in bed talking, Torch jumped up on the bed as she often did. She always slept on Dave’s bed, and she missed him more than we did. That’s why we got the dog. Dave was getting so bad Sammi had a hard time controlling him and I did too. Sometimes that happened. A mentally ill person becomes super strong. The dog was named Torch because she was nearly a carbon copy of Dave’s dog that had been killed, including a patch of red on her body that reminded everyone of a burning torch. That dog soothed him when nothing else did.
Anyway, Torch jumped up and made me miss what Sammi was saying. She wanted a child, preferably a boy.
She’d told me that soon after we got back together and we tried, Lord knows we tried. Every position, every method, every quirky trick; we tried them all. Tests confirmed she was the problem and so we had planned to find a surrogate who would be willing to undergo the IVF procedure and give us a child, maybe two. She wanted a boy, and I wanted a girl, and think what you will about that, that’s how it remained for nearly a year.
One day she came home jumping with joy. She’d found a surrogate. It was Victoria Anderson, the 20-year-old daughter from a previous marriage of one of her original lesbian group friends. The girl had been reluctant at first, but her mother talked her into giving it a try. She didn’t like IVF and neither did we; she wanted everything done the natural way. Don’t know who talked her into that. I suspected Sammi, but she never admitted it.
It took three months to get her pregnant because she’d been on birth control since puberty to regulate her periods. And she was a virgin who liked older men. Somewhere in the mix, and that’s why I suspected Samantha so much, my wife (by now) got in the mix, and we all fell in love with each other.
Torch loved her too and started sleeping on her bed at night. When Vickie started sleeping with us, Torch did too, which required a much larger bed. When we had our first ultrasound to determine the gender, we all saw we were going to have twins, a boy, and a girl. Having gotten what we wanted, we stopped there.
Vickie had enough money just like we did that she could be self-sufficient if needed.
By this time my business had grown enough I added Sammi to my staff in the office and Vicki joined me as a tester. Both had mad computer skills and Vicki had physical and agility skills I didn’t anymore. Now we could offer a more complete penetration testing service. We made agreements with other penetration testing companies in other areas to swap employees as needed too so no one got too recognizable.
We were happy. We had gotten used to having a third person in our house and Vickie fit in well. We built a new house to accommodate the coming children and we included extra bedrooms for those times when one of us was sick, or when we got tired of one another. We all loved each other, but living with Davie, who required constant attention, had taught us that solitude sometimes was a good thing. Didn’t happen often, but we all understood that if one of us said we were sleeping in another bedroom or wanted to spend some time alone, we allowed that to happen.
Yes, we argued sometimes, mostly about things like children’s names, how to spend our income, even about whether we should get a new house or not. Sometimes we thought we could add on; we had enough land and the zoning allowed for that. We sat down together one time and honestly talked about our dream home. Turned out Vicki loved horses and missed riding frequently. That meant more land. Both of them loved gardening, but Sammi liked flowers and Vicki liked crops like berries and apples, which also defined our needs.
Me, I didn’t care much as long as my women were happy and I wasn’t that far from my office.
We eventually found 40 acres in a rural area that allowed horses and cattle which meant we could build a nice-sized barn. Our goal was to be as self-sufficient as possible, so we planned on solar and a windmill and enough area to grow a large garden and have at least one of each of our favorite trees. It meant lots of canning and freezing every year, but our goal was to produce all our food except for a few items like flour, oil and salt, and certain meats. The barn made an excellent place to can and store foods without upsetting the household routines.
But the neighbors had a fit about the windmill and we left that out and substituted an electrical generating plant using the creek that flowed through our property. The plant used water as efficiently as possible. It earned national awards. We also added a small grist mill that gave us certain flours, but they were so coarse, we had to add other flours to blend into a good-tasting loaf. We mostly used it for specialty flours like rye, which I loved.
We were all happy. Everyone had something they liked and life was good.