The Wrestler
FemdomFanboy85
Little by little, the day was rapidly approaching, and he found himself stirring with nervous energy and quiet anticipation. There had been times like this before, where he found the wait to be both insufferable and reassuring, but this one seemed to outshine them all. When those feelings were especially intense, he would sometimes have to patiently talk himself down from backing out. The times he had actually backed out were numerous enough that they became a distressing source of private, eternal shame to him.
He wanted to get a grip and do better. Over the years, he started to question how bad anything could really be compared to that shame he felt. What was losing compared to forfeiting? What was facing the consequences compared to being known as a quitter?
Not everything he reneged on was a contest or a competition, but in Brad’s mind that was frequently how it appeared. It might have cost him a lot in the past — scholarships, promotions, relationships — but there was no real way of knowing. That fear of failure had ended plenty of opportunities for him before they even had a chance.
Still, he couldn’t help thinking about what all was at stake now. Was he crazy? Had he been out of his mind when he agreed to it? What the hell had he been thinking, if he’d been thinking at all? It wasn’t going to ruin him to lose, but the consequences this time were hardly trivial. It was scarcely imaginable what he’d get if he won, and it was scarcely imaginable what would happen if he lost. That was even true if he tried to back out. He supposed in a twisted sort of way that gave it all a sense of fairness.
The doubts had descended over him from the moment he replied to the ad, though. For weeks, he had seen that posting circulate on the classifieds site he’d check out from time to time. He had gone there looking for love, or more likely for someone to fuck, and that ad stuck out like a sore thumb. It was straight to the point, seemed pretty authentic, and it raised an incredibly intriguing idea.
As soon as he had sent his reply and his inbox confirmed it with the standard notice that the email was successful, he found himself suddenly wishing he could somehow jump into cyberspace and take it back. It was such an unusually impulsive thing for him to do, he thought. Too late now. At least he could take some comfort in the possibility that nothing would probably ever come of it.
Except something had come of it. He had almost forgotten about the classifieds posting by the time he got a response later that week. In fleeting moments, he’d think of the ad and wonder if it was genuine, perhaps in a kind of half-assed optimism. When Sunday rolled around, he was not sure what to expect when he received a message from someone named Paige. Once opened, it quickly came flooding back to him.
Hi Brad, it started. Thank you for the message. I’d like to be up front and honest with you so there’s no room for misunderstanding or miscommunication. I’m 100% serious about what I said I’m looking for. I always do things safely and consensually, and I meet people and discuss specifics with them prior to anything happening. It’s important to understand that it’s not just play or fantasy to me. In other words, if you’re hoping for someone to go easy on you, I’m not your gal. 😉
If you’re still interested, I’d be happy to talk more. I’ll have some questions for you, too. Thanks again for reaching out and I hope you have a nice day.
For a brief while, he sat there thinking about deleting the message and moving on. It was a very kind and courteous response, which did help some to set his mind at ease. Even so, his nerves were rattled more by who she was and what she represented than by the tone of her message. Though there was that one particular line that captured his attention, cautioning him that she would not be the type of “gal” to go easy on him.
Since his grade school years, Brad had been an athletic sort of guy. He had played on the football team all the way through graduation, spent lots of time at the gym in college, and still liked to work out now even in his 30s. Of course, it would be foolish to pretend that his exercise regimen hadn’t changed. He knew it had, but those views he’d get from the mirror were just too good to convince him of the reality. And to an extent it was true — he was in pretty nice shape for a man his age. The muscles, though, were mostly just for show.
In his more lucid moments, Brad realized his curiosity about the ad was probably tied to this. It was borne out of a desire to prove himself. It was that same old competitive mindset he’d always had. There was a bit more to it than this, however. Wrapped up along with that was the sexually charged fantasy that someday, maybe some day soon, he’d meet someone truly capable of taking him on.
It wasn’t as if he’d never lost a game before, or lost little friendly weight-lifting wagers. Throughout his younger years, though, he had really only attracted one particular type of woman. She was soft, pretty, traditional, and one might even say submissive. The country girl type that wanted nothing more than to find a nice man to settle down with. At first, he felt perfectly happy with his lot in life. Most of the girls were sweet as could be, and it got him laid, if nothing else.
But gradually the novelty of that had worn off more and more. He’d find himself imagining where Ellen Ripley and Sarah Connor would hang out in their spare time. He’d look at the women on the fitness magazines in the aisles at the grocery store, wondering who would win in an arm wrestling match. Then he’d remember his unfortunate habit of throwing in the towel once things got tough, and the fantasies would quickly fade under the rude light of reality.
As some small consolation, a part of Brad would also make note of the fact that these were just fantasies. Real women, even strong, fit, attractive women, could still lose to men. While he didn’t know it, the consolation in this didn’t come from the thought that he’d win, but from the thought that never finding out wouldn’t necessarily be such a bad thing. His bubble, so to speak, was not about to be burst. Not yet, anyway.
Brad wrote back to Paige, expressing his interest, but trying not to seem too eager. He agreed on the importance of safety and consent. He said he’d love to hear more, and he welcomed her questions. Unable to help himself, he talked up his strength, too, mentioning his football years, his visits to the gym, and his exercise routines. To seal the deal, he said he didn’t want someone to go easy on him, he wanted a challenge.
Perhaps this response had been more of a bluff than the first one. Once it was sent, he laughed it off and went about his day. To his surprise, Paige took far less time getting back to him then. After just an hour, there was a new message waiting for him in his inbox.
It began with the same kindness and courtesy of her first reply. She said she was glad to know they were both on the same page. She was thrilled to hear he kept in shape, since she was hoping for a challenge as well. She teased him with some talk about her own fantasies. And then, like running straight into a blowout on the road, the tone of her message changed.
Some things you should probably know about me: I was in soccer from Elementary School up to High School. In HS, I switched to amateur wrestling. Because we didn’t really have much of a girl’s team at the time, I competed on the boys’ team. It was tough at first, but after a while I learned to hold my own and even beat a few of the boys during my Junior and Senior years. Since college, I’ve been training in mixed martial arts and even entered and won a few local competitions. I hit the gym a lot to try and keep my weight, but I’m no pro or anything like that. I like to have fun, though I definitely like to push myself to improve. Have you ever wrestled competitively?
Reading her list of all her experience, Brad’s confidence started to crack. It sounded like a lot. Was it a lot? Maybe she just dabbled in a lot. Could be she’s done that stuff and she’s still shaped like a lean little thing. That’s how it is sometimes, isn’t it? Was it possible to do all that and still be easy to push around? A nervous energy snuck into him as his mind danced about. He could just delete her message. Pretend it wasn’t delivered. Act like he accidentally lost her email. Oops.
Instead, his eyes fixed on a word further down in her message: “pic.” Curiously, he scrolled down to see what might be waiting there.
The image Paige had attached was surely designed to grab attention and practically taunt someone like him. It looked almost comical, like a piece of promotional material for the always entertaining WWE. A blond-haired, brown-eyed woman was raising an eyebrow at the camera and smirking smugly. Both arms were up and flexing, showing off large muscles that were definitely not glamour muscles. A dark grey sports bra covered her chest, and below it was a stomach so tight you might bounce a quarter off it.
Brad could feel his breath quickening as he stared. She was not a lean little thing, and there was no doubt about it that the picture was daring him to test her. The post she had put up said she was 28, he remembered. Young and brave. Maybe young, brave, and strong. Whatever the case, Paige was such an irresistible sight that a feeling of pride swelled up in his chest as he struggled to form the words of his response. Gotta go big or go home.
He typed and typed, deleted and deleted, typed some more, deleted some more, and finally paused with the cursor flickering with seeming impatience on the screen. Thoughts rolled over in his mind, his fingers cramped, and his mouth felt dry. After another second, he erased everything he had and started over. Why not keep it simple? Looking good! he wrote in the email. Sounds like you even know a thing or two. Maybe we could make it interesting when you lose anyway. 😉 I’m game to meet and talk it over. Here’s a pic for you in the meantime.
Opening up his photos, he selected the closest comparison to her showy photo that he could find. He wasn’t flexing, but it was one of the famous shirtless bathroom selfies. At the angle he’d taken it, his arms appeared big, even if the muscles weren’t showing. His chest and stomach were solid, he thought. Still, hesitating momentarily, he wondered how much she might be able to tell from a photo. Then the idea of beating her and knowing the taste of victory came over him, and he smiled, attached the photo, and sent the message without another thought to it.
Ten minutes later, a new message popped up in his inbox. All it said was a date, time, and place. Mozart’s on Wednesday at 7 pm. Brad marveled at the confidence for a second. She hadn’t even asked if that would work for him. But it would.
For the next couple days, he would periodically think about their arranged meeting. Those familiar old voices would speak up, reminding him he still had time. He could come up with an excuse and cancel. He could say he met someone. He could say he had to work late. He could even pretend he wanted to reschedule until the next excuse. Then he would tell himself to knock it off and stop being a wimp. Just meet her. It couldn’t hurt.
–
The day of their meeting, he opened her email and glanced at her photo again. Like she’ll be hard to spot, he thought to himself. From morning until the time he left to see her, he was restless. Work seemed to drag by at a crawl. He wanted to get ready, to get it over with. He wondered if she might send another email and cancel at the last minute. No, he suspected that wasn’t her way.
Mozart’s wasn’t too crowded for a Wednesday, so upon arriving a little early he found a nice table outside on the patio. Facing the parking lot, it would be easy to spot him there in his black shirt and brown shorts. The patio was relatively deserted and quiet, which was also more conducive to conversation. As the minutes passed, he sat there checking his phone, waiting for incoming messages, while his leg nervously bobbed up and down underneath the table.
A red Mustang pulled into one of the spaces in the parking lot, and from it emerged a woman with short blond hair coming out the back of a ballcap, dressed in a tank top, workout shorts, and running shoes. She looked around as she came down the steps to the patio, catching the eye of a couple passing by. The closer she got, the bigger she looked, and when Brad could no longer deny the fact that this was Paige, he slowly stuck a hand up and waved.
“Brad?” she asked, walking over and shaking his hand before sitting down. The smile that spread across her cheeks was enough to melt away a significant portion of his anxiety.
“Yeah,” he said, “And you must be Paige.”
“Nice to meet you, Brad.”
“You too.”
She had a smoky voice that tickled his ears to hear. It was not the sweet, sultry, smooth kind he was used to, but wonderfully rough around the edges. He knew that some men found that sexy, and so did he, except what it really said to him was that she didn’t especially care how she sounded.
A waitress approached and each of them ordered a drink before she scurried off to another table.
“You know,” Paige went on, “I’m glad you showed. You wouldn’t believe how many times I’ve been stood up, especially over an ad like that.”
He let a gentle laugh escape his lips and watched her place her elbows on the table and bring her hands together in front of her. She certainly had the look of an athlete, maybe even one that would some day grace the cover of magazines and newspapers.
“It’s a little hard to believe for me, too. That I’m sitting here, I mean.”
“I take it you’ve never done something like this?” she inquired.
“Nope. You know… it’s been a fantasy. Something I’ve wanted to try. But I’ve never done it. You?”
“What,” she asked, “wrestling people or what I said in the ad?”
“The ad.”
“Many times,” Paige said with a slightly cocky tilt of her head. “Don’t let that bother you, though. I’m fair. I don’t fight dirty. I haven’t won every match.”
Brad relaxed a little in his seat. She wasn’t quite what he’d expected, but it was turning out to be a good thing. There was a playfulness and a kindness to her. It almost made him feel ashamed of the way he’d pictured himself gloating over it when he’d win.
“So… how does it usually go?”
“Well,” she replied, “I have a good friend who owns a little gym in town. On holidays or after business hours, he lets me rent a room for the time I need it. He’s got the mat and everything else there that you could want. I usually set up a date and time. Then we wrestle.”
“Is there like a ref or anyone else?”
“Oh yeah. He’s been the ref in the past. Sometimes it’s another friend of mine. Some people have wanted to pick their own ref. As long as they know what they’re doing and can be impartial, I don’t mind who it is.”
“No spectators, though?”
Paige grinned and casually took her hat off, running a hand through her hair before returning her elbows to the table and locking her hands together. Brad leaned forward a touch, curiously waiting for her response. She looked off to the side for moment and paused, mouth open, as if carefully choosing her words.
“There can be,” she said. “It really depends on what someone’s… comfortable with. I’ve done this when there have been spectators I’ve invited and spectators the other person’s invited. So long as everyone behaves and knows why they’re there, it’s fine.”
He thought in silence for a moment, pondering over her answer. Ever since he read her post, he had played out the scenario in his head a dozen times. It was a frightening thing to reflect on because there was no getting around the fact that some of the details never changed. In his fantasies, there were always spectators.
“What, uhh,” he began, “what do you prefer?”
She moved her lips behind her folded hands and met Brad’s gaze. Her deep brown eyes seemed to thank him for the question. Her posture looked like that of a wild animal, ready to pounce.
“I love to have people watch,” she teased. “I’d love to have them see you lose.”
Brad broke into a chuckle and leaned back. If her behavior wasn’t so flirty, he suspected he might have taken the challenge differently. There was something about her that made him let his guard down, which he knew he’d need to be cautious about. Paige struck him as the type who’d patiently wait for an opening and rarely ever miss it. It was appealing, no doubt, but risky, too. She had her arms up on the table for a reason.
“You seem pretty sure of that,” Brad teased back. “I just hope you’re not upset if it doesn’t go your way.”
“I’m not a sore loser. I’ve taken some hits. I’ve accepted it when I’ve been beat. I’ve also fought hard to learn from those things and be better. So don’t you dare go easy on me, either.”
“I won’t. And I don’t fight dirty. If we do this, I’ll do it for real.”
“Good,” Paige said. “I want to know you’re sane, able to do this right, and able to take it if you lose. If I have reservations about any of that with someone, I won’t do it. You know what I mean?”
“I do,” Brad responded. “I, uhh… well, I’m competitive. I can guess you know that and I’d figure you are, too. It’s not easy for me to lose sometimes. I don’t like it, but it’s part of the challenge. I wouldn’t do anything stupid because of it, though.”
Her eyes studied him for a brief minute. Just then the waitress came with their drinks, setting down a beer on each side. She asked if they needed anything else, to which Paige said no and thanked her. The waitress departed as Brad took a sip of his beer.
“So,” Paige continued with a pause, letting the word float on the air expectantly. “Did you have something in mind when you wrote in your email that you wanted to make it interesting?”
Now a nervous laugh came from Brad, instantly signalling his discomfort. Part of him had hoped she would’ve forgotten what he’d said. Another part felt practically relieved that she was the one to bring it up. There’s no getting past her, he told himself.
“Oh, it was stupid. Stupid and immature, frankly.”
“What?” Paige broke in with no hesitation.
“No, it’s just dumb.”
“What is it?!”
“Nothing, really. It wasn’t–”
“I didn’t take you for a weenie, Brad,” she interrupted with a mocking smile on her face. “I’m not a weenie. Just say it already.”
He cleared his throat and fidgeted in his seat. Paige sat unmoved, expecting an answer. His eyes shifted about as he scooted forward and leaned toward her.
“Well… I like the stripping idea. But what does the winner really get if we’ve both been tearing each other’s clothing off? You know? Maybe… just as a thought… the winner gets to do something to the loser.”
“You mean like fuck them?”
“Umm, it doesn’t have to be that, but–”
“I like that idea.”
Brad’s head jerked back a tad in surprise. He stared at Paige. Now she wasn’t smiling, flirting with him, or doing anything of the sort that he could tell. Her expression was calm and her eyes were fixed on his.
“You do?” he asked in disbelief.
“Yeah, why not? You’re a good looking guy. I bet you like me. Besides, you’re kinda right, maybe the stakes aren’t high enough.”
“Wow, I didn’t think you’d say that. Trust me, I won’t–”
“What do I get to do when I win?”
This took Brad offguard as he tried to picture what she could mean by this.
“You’d get to fuck me, right?” he replied.
“Well, yeah, but how? How’s it any different for me if either way you get to stick your dick in me? Do I get to make you eat my pussy?”
Paige’s blunt discussion of these topics left him excited and confused. She was fearless, in a way, which drew his interest. Yet it was also starting to feel like he would be getting more than he had bargained for.
“I guess if you want to.”
“Hmm. I don’t know. It has to be just right. More fair.”
“What’s not fair about it?”
“OH!” she suddenly burst in. “I’ve got it. It’s perfect!”
“What? Tell me?”
“Sorry, just a sec,” Paige announced. “I have to use the bathroom. I’ll be right back.”
Brad put his arms out in a puzzled gesture and chuckled at her as she got up to leave. She wore a smirk on her face that told him this might well be deliberate. Rather than run the risk of calling her out, he let her go and sat there thinking.
What could she want? How bad could it be? His mind ran through an assortment of different possibilities and scenarios, each one more intense than the last. Along the way, he stopped thinking of them as negotiables and began imagining that they were assured to happen. It was not an if, but a when. Then the question turned around in his mind. She was something. This was some opportunity, too. Wouldn’t he regret wimping out? What wouldn’t he let a woman like her do, anyway? If she won fair and square, would he really stand there and pout? Be a sore loser?
Paige returned from the bathroom. Were it not for her exposed arms and shoulders, it would be hard to tell that under those clothes she was built like a rock. It thrilled him to think about. Brad knew that whatever he agreed to, there was a strong chance that he would lose. Not because he’d let her, but because she had the strength and the will to make it happen.
She sat down, took a drink of her beer, and once she could see he was all ears, she leaned over the table again.
“Imagine people watching us wrestle on the mat. Maybe one of us gets taken down quick or maybe we take our time and go at it a while. When I get the upper hand, I rip those clothes right off your body. When you get the upper hand, I lose my bra or maybe my shorts. But in the end, I wrestle you into submission until your muscles ache and your body’s too tired to resist anymore. Then when I’ve beaten you, I strap on a nice big silicone dildo and fuck your ass while everyone watches.”
Crossing her arms, Paige sat back confidently and looked at Brad. Her behavior didn’t strike him as if it was intended to be daring or threatening. It just appeared that she was laying her cards on the table, letting him decide how far he wanted to go. Or perhaps the little picture she’d painted for him, detailed as it was, had been proposed to others before, who had rejected it so many times that it was no longer treated with the same optimism. Whatever the case, Brad now knew his answer.
“Okay,” he agreed quietly.
“You’re not just saying that and gonna chicken out later, are you?”
“No. I won’t.”
“Well,” Paige said, eyeing him suspiciously, “you’ve either given this some thought or you’re cocky enough you don’t believe it’s possible you’ll lose.”
“So how do you wanna do this?”
“Hmm. We can discuss specifics now if you like, but I want us to continue to talk for a little bit while we’re working out a day. Just to make sure everyone’s on board and there are no cold feet.”
That had been nearly a month ago, and in the interim they had conversed over the details, settled upon a date, and kept in contact. Before they left their first meet-up, Paige had given him her digits, which felt like a minor win. Or it would have if she weren’t so good at teasing and taunting him back. He liked to believe he could keep up and dish some out, too, but her mind usually seemed to be at least one step ahead.
The playful chats made Brad feel more at ease with her as well. He respected her caution and knew she wanted to make sure things were safe. Though it still wasn’t entirely clear to him how much she was doing that for his sake as opposed to her own. Nevertheless, he thought perhaps it was the day itself and what it represented that caused him the most anxiety, rather than her and what she was wanting to do.
The thought was a helpful reminder as he and Paige met again the day before the fight. This time was largely a formality meant as a sort of last minute check-in. Once more, they convened at Mozart’s. Paige had managed to be early on this occasion, now dressed in leggings and a sleeveless t-shirt. Brad, wearing his usual shirt and shorts, greeted her and sat down.
“Tomorrow’s the day,” Paige teased. “You sure you don’t have a sick grandma or something you need to tell me about?”
“I’m sure granny could take you, but I figured you were looking for more of a challenge.”
“Cocky to the last, huh? I like it. Makes it all the sweeter when I win.”
“I heard the reports of your wins were greatly exaggerated.”
“Oh? You wanna go there, do you? I guess you’ll find out soon enough. Just keep digging yourself deeper, buddy.”
The two of them chuckled at each other, sporting highly amused grins. Brad wanted to ask so many questions. He wanted to know how she’d gotten interested in wrestling people like this. He wanted to know what made her agree so quickly to raising the stakes. He wanted to know if she was always this flirtatious and competitive, yet in such control of herself. Those questions could come later, he supposed. First, he had to show up, give it what he had, and be smart about whatever came after.
“So everything’s set up?” he asked.
“Yep. Just like we talked about. Why? Are you nervous? It’s alright if you are.”
“Well… you invited some friends?”
“I have, yes. You said you invited a couple, too, didn’t you? Having second thoughts on that?”
“Yeah. I mean, no. It’s a little weird, though. How do you… you know, deal with it?”
“If they’re good friends, people that you trust, then so what? You filled them in? You trust they’re not gonna go spilling the details to everyone else?”
“Yeah,” Brad replied. “They may not even turn up, but I guess I do.”
“I hope they do turn up. I invited quite a few friends. One of them’s a nurse, too, like I said. We’ll have an audience tomorrow, don’t worry.”
She smiled and bared her teeth at him.
“You know, we haven’t really talked about what happens after.”
“I’m all ears.”
“I just don’t wanna be a dick. It’s kind of hard to know what’s cool and what’s not.”
“I’ll make it easy for you,” Paige volunteered. “Be as rough as you like, because I’m planning to be as rough as I like.”
“Is that right?”
“Right. I’d rather we avoid black eyes and serious internal bleeding. Otherwise… fuck like you’re a winner.”
Brad leaned back and scratched his beard. This prompted Paige to let out a charming laugh in her alluring voice. For a moment, they were both checking each other over, picturing one another naked, and imagining how the person sitting across from them would look on all fours. He couldn’t believe he was considering going through with this, and she couldn’t believe he was considering going through with this. Paige widened her eyes for a second, as if to taunt and intimidate him.
“If the loser says fuck like a winner,” Brad replied, “I guess I’ll have to fuck like a winner.”
Another friendly laugh rose up from their table. When a minute had passed, Paige glanced down at her phone, then back to Brad.
“Well, I should run soon. Any other questions? Anything I can answer to help that nervousness? I’m not just playing. I mean it, too.”
“You and your head games. Really, I appreciate it, though. I’m… I dunno, actually kinda looking forward to tomorrow in a way, I think.”
Her face beamed in an expression of approval. As she put her phone away and got up, preparing to leave, she said: “Me, too.”
Brad stood up and waited for her to come around the side of the table. They hadn’t hugged the first time they met and he wasn’t sure they would now. He wasn’t even sure he was hoping for it, but he felt letting her leave first was the polite thing to do. She started walking toward the steps at the front of the patio, then turned around abruptly and put her hand against his shoulder.
“Oh,” she remarked in soft spoken surprise, “don’t forget: bring a change of clothes. And wear some you won’t miss.”
With that, she turned back and headed to her car, leaving him to watch her as her words sank into his mind.
–
Walking into the gym that night was like entering another world. Brad arrived to find the front of the building dark, but the parking lot filled with 15 to 20 cars. He texted Paige to tell her he was there, as he approached the entrance. An attractive young woman opened the door for him. Once he stepped through, it shut with a click as the lock engaged. He was led past the front desk, down through the main room, and into a hallway that eventually took him to his destination.
Voices were chattering away as he went in, before gradually turning to hushed whispers. In the center of the room was a large black mat, surrounded on all sides by people who had come out to watch. Brad counted about as many faces as there were cars out front. On one corner of the mat was Paige, talking to a woman in her 30s and a bald man in his 40s who looked like a wrestler himself.
“Brad!” she called as he went over. “I’d like you to meet Vince and Elaine. Vince owns this place and Elaine is the nurse I told you about. They’re here to keep an eye on things.”
He shook their hands and greeted each of them. Vince asked if he felt ready. Brad said he was as ready as he’d ever be. The four of them laughed and Vince took his leave with a brotherly pat on the back. Elaine asked how he was feeling physically, and he assured her he felt fine. She told him not to push himself too hard and encouraged him to talk to her if he needed anything at all. Then she excused herself to go chat with someone else.
“Everything good?” Paige inquired, looking him over head to toe with arms folded.
Brad had worn a muscle shirt and gym shorts to the occasion. He seemed comfortable in them, but a low and steady anxiety could be read from his shy behavior. Paige wore a dark red sports bra, matching red shorts, and had her hair tied back. There was no question she had come prepared. She had the look of a boxer ready to clobber her opponent.
“Yep,” he answered.
“Cool. Try to relax and have a good time. And whatever happens, I’m glad you showed. It says a lot, you know?”
She touched his shoulder gently and wandered off behind him and out of sight. He began talking himself up mentally, feeding his ego, and getting in the right frame of mind. This was it. There was no turning back now. Time to go big or go home. You can do this. You got this.
After a minute, Paige spoke up loudly for everyone gathered in the room to hear.
“Alright, I think everybody’s here. Thanks for coming and let me say a few words.”
Brad spotted his ex, Jen, among the crowd. When she saw him notice her, she smiled and raised her eyebrows playfully. He blushed and smiled back. They hadn’t been together in several years, but had remained friends after the break up. A long time ago, they had once talked about little fantasies like these. It had seemed almost crazy to invite Jen. Yet here she was.
“I wanna thank Brad for being here,” Paige continued. “We all know it takes some guts to agree to a thing like this. So let’s remember to be supportive, huh? Stay on the sidelines, no throwing shit, no abusive language. And it should go without saying… if you’re not here to see some nudity and rough housing, you know where the door is.”
Laughter trickled through the audience. The crowd appeared to be made up of about 11 women and 6 men. Some of the spectators there had come as couples, while others seemed to be by themselves. Glancing around the room, Brad spied the other person he’d invited. Anna had been his gym partner in college and for a while after. He knew Anna wasn’t interested in men, but during that time they had developed a strong camaraderie that continued still these days. In his own way, he looked up to her.
The choice of who to invite, if anyone, had vexed him for days initially. Of course, part of him liked the idea of his friends getting to watch him win. The alternative, though, made him more than a little reluctant about inviting people. It was the primary reason why he hadn’t been able to bring himself to invite any of his guy friends. That felt cowardly, but what seemed even more cowardly was to invite no one at all. The truth was that Paige would never have known if he had lied about that. He could easily have made up names or said he invited people when he hadn’t, then relied on the assumption that they simply chose not to come. It was taking a risk to ask Jen and Anna, and he was a bit surprised they showed, but for some reason the risk felt acceptable this way. Acceptable, and maybe just a tad exciting.
“Okay,” Paige said to the crowd, “I’m gonna turn it over to Roz now.”
Brad moved to his corner and set down the bag he’d brought with his change of clothes. He took off his shoes and socks and started stretching. You got this, he told himself. It’s all you.
A woman who couldn’t have been any younger than 40 stepped into the middle of the mat. She was dressed in a sports bra and leggings, and had a plastic whistle dangling between her breasts on a necklace. Roz was evidently an athlete or trainer herself, and presumably knew her role as a ref quite well.
“Alright, kids,” she announced in an authoritative tone of voice. “Rules are simple: no hitting in the face, no biting, no scratching, and no fingers in the eyes, nose, ears, or mouth. Leaving the mat costs you the round. Pin is a three count. Match is won in three rounds. Fighters, take your places please.”
Paige stepped forward to one side of Roz and Brad followed suit. Up went their arms in a defensive posture. The small group of people began to cheer and make noise. Roz backed out from between the two of them, stepped off the mat, and took the whistle in her hand.
“Good luck,” she wished them. Then the whistle emitted a short screech.
Slowly, Paige started circling the mat, already on the hunt for an opening. Brad tracked her movements carefully and circled in the opposite direction, expecting that at any minute she could come at him. As they got closer, she would lean in as if to test him, and he would lean back. Once she saw an opportunity, she took it.
Paige put one foot forward and attempted to hit Brad in the stomach, but was blocked. The crowd made a sound of surprise. They each stepped back again. Her eyes studied him, perhaps reassessing the situation, but surely plotting the next move.
As they inched closer to each other, Brad forgot to check his feet. She jumped in and swiped her leg at them, knocking one out from under him. He landed on his knees and tried to get up as she pressed her weight down on him from above. Her body coiled around him like a serpent and she put her knee against his back. With a firm push, down he went.
Brad hit the mat and tried to roll. She put her arms out to lock him down, but they only caught his arms as he turned over. They grabbed at each other and tumbled around. He attempted to land his knee into her side. Her leg kicked back at his.
They rolled on the mat together for a bit before Brad stumbled as he worked to get back on his feet. Paige wrapped her arms around him and tackled him onto his stomach. Her shoulder fell against his back and, seeing her chance, she put both hands on the back collar of his shirt and tore. It ripped right down the center as he struggled beneath her. When he got his knees under him and pushed himself up, the shirt had left his body completely.
Whistling and ecstatic exclamations rose up from the people around them. He chuckled and looked at Paige holding his tattered shirt in her hand. She grinned and tossed it to the side of the mat.
They put their hands up again and advanced on each other. She knew that trick wouldn’t work as well a second time, so she adopted a different strategy. Paige put her foot forward again, crouching down, and dove for his midsection. They collided and twisted against each other for a moment, until falling to the mat. As she climbed up to get him in a headlock, he took a shot at her ribs and she grunted.
It seemed that hitting her had only made her more determined. She rolled over with him, saw an opening, and laid on top of him, arms tightened around his neck. Desperately, he scrambled to get out, but her grip was strong. When he raised himself up, she brought her legs around his sides and squeezed. Eventually, he collapsed flat and heard Roz begin the counting. One… two… three.
The whistle blew. The arms around his neck released him and the weight pressing down on him left. He got up on his elbows, taking deep, slow breaths for a minute. Then he pushed himself back onto his feet. Someone in the audience blurted out, “Get her, Brad!” A reply of, “Get him, Paige!” followed right after. Roz separated the two of them, before returning to the sidelines, whistle in hand. The expression on Paige’s face was primal.
As soon as the whistle went off, Brad started moving toward her. She backed off, arms held out as if ready to intercept him. He put out his shoulder, shielding himself with his right arm, and threw himself at her. Paige planted her feet, put her guard up, and stood her ground. He pushed against her hard. She tried to stay stable on her feet, but he ducked down and grabbed for her leg.
Back to the mat they went. They tossed each other around and she wound up on top, hoping to pin him again. Instead, he bridged under her and took her by the waist, tackling her back down. He put his hands around her top, pulling at it while she struggled. Once it got up and around her arms, she was all but immobilized with him sitting on her legs.
“Fuck you, asshole!” she shouted as the ref counted to three.
She pulled her arms out of the bra and got on her feet as the whistle blew. Paige put her hands on her hips and paused for a minute. Brad admired the muscles in her back, almost finding it hard to believe that he had gotten the better of her. The audience made suggestive noises as she turned back, now topless, to face Brad. He took in the sight and made a funny facial expression to her that said: not bad. Very not bad.
Paige smirked. She stretched out her arms, propping one hand on the back of her neck and putting her chest out. Fine, she thought, I’ll take what you did and make it an advantage. She nodded to Roz, who left the mat and whistled for the next round to start.
Crouching down, Paige’s breasts dangled seductively in front of Brad. As she swayed on her feet, they swayed before his eyes. Ever so slowly, she closed the distance between the two of them. He had to work to stay focused. He put his foot out, ready to take her. But she was quicker.
Paige moved to one side, stepped forward, hooked her arm around his leg, and pulled back. In a flash, it was up on her shoulder. It had happened so fast that Brad only had time to think, “Oh shit,” before she swept her foot under his other leg and sent him flying to the mat on his back. She flipped around, sat her ass down hard on his chest, and put her fingers into his shorts. Within a second, she had the drawstring, pulled it loose, and yanked the pants off his feet. He put his hands on her, aiming to push her off, but she didn’t budge. Instead, she found his wrists and forced them down on the mat. Soon Roz began counting and before he knew it, he’d lost a second round to Paige.
Whether or not his minor victory had made him a little too cocky, Brad now saw her in a different light. She had told him about her experience. He could see who she was. Nonetheless, as he stood up in nothing but his boxer-briefs to the hoots and hollers of the crowd, he thought that maybe he had still underestimated her. Paige was no joke. She was every bit as competitive as she’d said.
“Ready to give up yet?” she teased him, putting her tongue between her teeth.
“Why? Are you worried you don’t have another win in you?”
Roz and the spectators laughed from the sidelines. Cheers and little playful jabs filled the room. Brad’s heart was pounding in his chest, imagining what was coming next. He tried talking himself up again, relaxing his mind, and breathing slow. His taunting aside, Paige looked like she could go several more rounds. She looked like she might even continue to beat it out of him after he lost.
“Tough talk for a guy who’s about to be butt ass naked,” Paige quipped.
“Tough talk from a girl who’s about to get a nice big serving of cock.”
Now the small crowd really got going. The trash talk was fun enough that Paige and Brad both were barely able to hold back the giggles. Then she raised the bar again, untying her own shorts and sliding them off to her feet before kicking them to the side. Standing in just her black boyshorts, she put her arms out in a challenging gesture.
“I’ll make it easier for you,” she responded. “Unless that’s just a lot of bullshit from a boy who’s about to get an even bigger serving of cock.”
“Alright alright,” Roz interrupted. “Let’s get on with it. Save the drama for the bedroom, you two. Christ.”
The whistle went off and the two of them crouched down, arms outstretched, staring each other down intently. Little by little, they approached the other, until it started to feel like minutes were turning to hours. Finally, Paige went on one knee and grabbed for both legs.
Brad stumbled, but managed to free one foot and went down on top of her. They rolled over, arms locked around one another, working up a sweat trying to get a decent grip. Paige’s arm got pulled behind her. She kicked Brad in the side and broke free. Brad got forced onto his stomach. He threw his arm back and found her head, tightening his armpit around her neck until she lost her hold on him. In between, she pulled at his underwear, he pulled at hers.
Eventually, they both scrambled back on their feet. The audience had gone quiet, watching with strange anticipation. Whispers could be heard from behind them and to each side. Neither one of them could make out what was being said, but they were too focused on the person in front of them to listen, anyway. Again, they crept toward each other, patiently seeking out the right opportunity.
Brad went for her leg and missed. Sensing her chance, Paige ducked her head, pressed it to his chest, and grabbed the back of his head with her right hand. Before he knew he’d blown it, her left hand found his legs. He gasped as he was lifted off the mat on her shoulders. She bent over, leaned forward, and tossed him onto the mat on his back. He hit it with a thud so loud that cheers erupted once more from the crowd. Then she put her foot on his chest, knelt down slowly, and wrapped her arms and body around him until she had him in a body triangle.
For a few seconds, he’d wriggle under her arms and legs, shifting and fidgeting uncomfortably. Gradually, she’d tighten her arm around his neck, making it harder and harder to breathe. He expected the match to be called at any minute, yet it persisted. Brad fought and pushed against her. It had been one thing to lose the first time, another to be picked up on her shoulders, but this truly made him feel helpless.
“Tap,” Paige spoke quietly into his ear, her head next to his.
He shook in her arms at the word. He grunted and groaned.
“Tap,” she said again. “Tap and end it.”
Now he wrestled violently against her. Gently yet firmly, she tightened her legs and arms on him. He could feel the pressure of her muscles working on his. Concealed in his black boxer-briefs, his cock began to stiffen.
“I won’t tell you again. You’ve lost. Don’t be a sore loser. Tap.”
Brad let go and slapped his hand on the mat three times. Roz blew the whistle and Paige released him with the sound of people chattering and giving their congratulations in the background. He laid there for a minute, resting and breathing the air. When he turned over, he was surprised to see Paige crouching next to him.
“You okay?” she asked softly, so no one else would hear.
“Yeah.”
“You ready?”
He paused and looked into her deep brown eyes. “Yeah.”
She stood up and Roz came over to lift her arm.
“Folks, the winner: Paige Rogers!”
Clapping and celebration overtook the room. Even Brad smiled a defeated but accepting smile. It was tough not to be in awe of such a woman, standing proudly over him like that. He had given it his best. She had given it her best, he thought. Somehow, they both seemed to know that, and it made things feel right. As intense and possibly embarrassing as the consequences might be, there was no denying she’d put up a hell of a fight and she won fair and square. Now it was time to pay the piper.
He started to get up and stopped to see she had her foot on him again.
“Stay down,” she instructed. The people around grew silent. “Turn over. On all fours.”
A little hesitantly, he did as she said. He looked at the faces of a couple men and three women who were standing in front of him. He felt warmth come into his cheeks. The fight hadn’t been it, he reminded himself. This is it. This is what there’s no going back from. One of the women watching him suddenly put her hand to her mouth.
Paige knelt over him, put both hands into the top of his underwear and ripped them down the middle. She pulled them apart like they were nothing, and threw the strips to the side. Brad’s eyes grew big and he gasped. One of the women he could see leaned over and whispered in the ear of one of the men. Brad faced the mat.
Without warning, Paige smacked his bare ass hard. It sent a yelp out from his lips. He looked up and saw people staring, as if waiting for his reaction. Not knowing what else to do, he cracked up and started to laugh. Some of the tension in the room settled.
“Good boy,” Paige said from behind. “I want my little victory prize in a good mood. Turn around and face me.”
He turned to see her standing before him, a thick dildo pointing out of a harness attached around her hips. It was a bright pink color. Her face was serious and involved. She stuck her hand out and pointed a finger to her strap-on cock.
“Get to work.”
Brad wondered what Jen would think. He wondered what Anna would think. He wondered who all these other people were and what they would think. He didn’t have to wonder what Paige would think, though. Her eyes said it all. They told him in no uncertain terms that she was loving this.
A gleam seemed to show in those eyes as he crawled to her. Someone there told him to suck it good. Another person laughed. Shutting out his surroundings, he opened wide and stuck her down his throat. Her hand found the back of his head and kept him close. When he slowed down, she pushed. When he put effort into it, her fingers stretched out across his head and rubbed him tenderly. When he gagged, she let him breathe and set him back to work.
Then it was time for the main event. She pushed him off her cock. Her right hand grasped him by the throat and she shoved him onto the mat on his back. People around them gasped and murmured. There were more whispers. Brad believed he heard Jen exclaim, “Fuck.”
Paige got down on her knees with him. She pushed his legs apart and squirted lube from a nearby bottle onto her finger. Then she put her finger inside him and oiled him up. It was all so focused, so quick, so methodical. Her right hand stayed firm against his neck, like she was the only thing keeping him down. She brought her body to his and pressed her cock into his asshole.
The moan this brought from Brad made the room go quiet. He craned his neck instinctually to look at her. She pushed him back down and went deeper. Delicate noises of pain and discomfort came next. He opened his eyes to see upside down people enjoying the scene as if they were taking in a deeply fascinating movie. One of the women put on a beautiful, natural smile as he looked at her and groaned, face contorted in vulnerable pleasure.
“Yeah,” an unseen male voice said. “Fuck that bitch’s ass.”
Paige thrust her cock into Brad quicker, her strong legs that had squeezed him moments ago now brushing against his as she fucked him. Her fingers tightened on his neck. Her breathing grew heavier and passionate. Then a shadow entered his vision as she leaned over him.
The look on her face was terrifyingly wonderful. There was nothing in it but raw, aggressive desire. At the same time, it communicated a million different things between the two of them. He wanted to soak it all in. She wanted to hear him. He wanted to tell everything. She wanted him to take it all. But the wordless stare lingered, even as they blinked, grit their teeth, and shared their emotions.
Then Brad spoke what sounded like gibberish at first. It was a sound, a noise. Like he couldn’t get the words out. At last, they cascaded out of him.
“B-b-bite my neck,” he said. Giggles and chatter broke in again.
Paige took her hand off his throat and grabbed him by the hair. She put her head next to his neck and nibbled on him. She licked the spots she nibbled. Finally, she sank her teeth in as he yelled out. She wrapped her limbs around him and pounded away at his ass, each of them forgetting for a little while that anyone else was there.
Suddenly, she grabbed him by the throat again and pressed her lips to his. She came up for breath and kissed him again.
“Who beat your ass?”
“You did.”
The people around whispered in low voices. Some glanced at one another, unsure of how okay it was to be watching and enjoying such a show.
“That’s fucking right,” Paige chuckled with a smile as their eyes met, thrusting into him harder. “Would you like to cum with me?”
“Yes.”
“Tell me who beat your ass, then.”
“You! You beat my ass.”
“Who beat your ass and fucked it, too?”
“You did!”
“Do losers deserve to cum?”
Shocked noises came from the room at this, as if they couldn’t believe what was being said. All the same, a hush fell over things while the spectators awaited the response. Brad could see she was on the verge. He knew he would be soon, too. After the surprise wore off, he answered her.
“No. Please, can I cum?”
“I should let you?”
“Please. Please let me. Please–”
Paige put her head back and he could see the muscles in her neck and shoulders tighten. When she looked back down, her eyes her wild and her jaw was locked in intensity. She screamed aloud and gave him permission to cum. Her arms went around him as her nails dug into the skin. A minute later and they both fell limp.
–
Coming back to reality felt weird and awkward to Brad. It was like waking up to discover the sex dream you had was not a dream at all, but something you’d really done in front of a bunch of other people. Paige had gotten up first, cleaned up, and dressed herself. She then helped Brad sit up, put a towel around his shoulders, and sat by him as he came down.
Roz brought over two bottles of water, joined by Elaine. As Brad came to, his nervousness returned. He looked about, almost in a panic, and started to move.
“Hey, relax,” Paige soothed him, patting his back. “It’s alright.”
“I… I should go.”
“Hang on. Have a drink, take a minute to chill. Remember what we talked about before?”
As their conversations came back to him, he relaxed. He began to look around the room and think of something new. This time he hadn’t fled. He’d kept his word, even when he lost.
“Good match, kid,” Roz said to Brad.
“You feeling okay?” Elaine inquired.
“Yeah, I am. Thanks. Can someone hand me my bag?”
“Of course,” Paige responded. “Alice, do you mind bringing his bag?”
The pretty young woman who had let him in at the door came over, carrying the bag with his change of clothes. She crouched down and set it at his feet. Unseen to Brad, Paige exchanged a glance with Alice.
“You know,” Alice interrupted, “you were really brave tonight. Not many guys would’ve been okay with something like that. You put up a good fight. I’ve never seen Paige get so pissed like when she lost that round, either.”
“Okay, wow. Way to be a friend,” Paige complained playfully.
Brad laughed and thanked Alice as he put on a new pair of boxer-briefs. He threw on the rest of his clothes swiftly, and got to his feet. The others got up with him. Anxiously, he took another swig of water.
“You don’t have to be in such a hurry,” said Paige.
He looked at her and smiled. Just then a couple others approached from the opposite side of the room. It was Vince and another man, both wearing casual shirts and shorts, busy talking about the fight as they walked over. Vince put out his hand and shook Brad’s.
“Nice job, Brad. You did a lot better than I did my first time. And… well, not everyone gets to roll around naked and be fucked by our lovely miss Paige.”
“In your dreams, maybe, Vince,” she joked back, flipping him the bird.
“Sorry,” Brad spoke up. “Your first time?”
Vince smiled, then looked at Paige quizzically. “Oh, I guess someone didn’t think to tell you how she landed our little deal for this room. Interesting.”
“She whooped his ass in each round after about 20 seconds,” the other man laughed. “He never stood a chance.”
“I told you, those were my drinking days. If I’d been fit like I am now… or if someone would ever agree to a rematch…”
“Rematch, my ass,” Paige croaked. “I got bored after beating you like the fifth time. Everyone did. But if you want to just sign the whole gym over to me, let’s talk.”
Vince put his hands up in mock surrender and backed away with his friend, continuing to talk and argue over wrestling. Brad eyed Paige curiously. She grinned and put her hand on his lower back.
“Not so bad, is it?”
People were starting to clear out of the room as they walked past another group. Three women were standing around chatting enthusiastically. One of them Brad recognized as one of the women that he had made eye contact with. Another was his friend Anna. She reached out and caught him by the arm.
“Holy shit, dude!” she said excitedly. “That was hot as fuck. I can’t believe you invited me, but I’m so honored you did.”
Anna jumped on him and gave him a hug. For a bit, he felt frozen in place and unsure of how to react. Then he hugged her back and introduced her to Paige. Shamelessly, Anna asked if Paige ever wrestled women. When she replied that she did, Brad practically had to pry Anna away.
“Fine, fine, I know. Not trying to cramp your style or anything. Really, though, thanks for inviting me, dude. That might have been one of the hottest things I’ve ever seen.”
“How did you two agree on what happened at the end?” asked the woman who’d locked eyes with Brad.
“It was actually his idea,” Paige answered calmly.
“Wait a minute,” Brad interrupted as she chuckled. “I didn’t suggest that. I only suggested we make it interesting.”
“But you still agreed she could fuck you if she won?” the other woman said.
The eyes of the people around him all fixed on him suddenly. He shyly scratched his left arm and smiled.
“Well… yeah.”
A series of responses from the women gathered around followed next: “Wow, that is hot.” “Fuck yeah, dude.” “I was getting a little worked up watching that myself.” “Could you talk to my boyfriend sometime?”
The conversation carried on until they arrived at the door. Behind them lights were being turned off. Soon it was just Roz, Paige, and Brad left. As they stepped outside and Paige took out her keys to lock the building, Jen was waiting nearby, smoking a cigarette.
“That was certainly interesting,” she said.
“Was it?” Brad asked, blushing.
“Oh, sorry,” Jen apologized, shaking Paige’s hand. “I’m Jen. We, uhh, used to date.”
“Nice to meet you, Jen. What did you think?”
“To be honest, I didn’t really know what to expect when I came. I mean, he told me, but I couldn’t wrap my brain around what he was saying. I guess.. I dunno, I guess I came because I was curious.”
“And?”
“Well, I’ve never wanted to do that with a guy. But I’ll admit, I can see some of the appeal now. That took some guts, too. The wrestling, though? Definitely sexy. And I’m still amazed he invited me.”
“I’m glad you came,” Brad spoke up.
“Me, too.”
As they all said goodbye and Roz and Jen headed off for their cars, Paige hung back with Brad. She put a hand on one of his buns and squeezed firmly. He jumped at her touch and they both laughed. Her hand found its way between his cheeks and teased him.
“Well,” she said as they approached her Mustang. “Most importantly, what did you think?”
“Hmm. I don’t think I’ve ever been so happy to lose.”
Paige put her arm around his neck and took the back of his head in her hand. In a familiar move, she pulled him down toward her, easily and expectantly this time. Their lips touched and for a good several seconds they stood there quietly kissing in the dark. Then she put her head next to his and spoke.
“You are far from a loser in my book, sweet cheeks.”