Willow World

Chapter 1 – A Request

Li, a full time T-girl shares her secret desire to explore bondage…

Li was lying on her left side, with her back to me. Her right leg was draped casually over mine and her left hand was cradled in my left as well. Occasionally, she would twist her head around and we would kiss. Sometimes, it would be a simple brush of our lips, and others, it was deeper with our tongues sharing space in other’s mouth, tasting the love we had just exchanged.

Neither of us had said anything for awhile, just enjoying the time we were spending with other and the afterglow of our love making. My right hand was caressing her budding breasts and tracing the growing mounds. When we first began dating, she hadn’t started on hormones and her breasts were much smaller, barely filling the silky lace bras Li loved to wear. Now, with implants, she was a much healthier 36C and I loved to feel their weight in my hand. As I caressed the nipples, Li moaned softly, letting me know that she appreciated the pleasure in her body that was being created.

From time to time, my right hand would move down the dark olive skin of this lovely T-Girl of Chinese descent and gently massage the soft skin the soft hairless skin covering her groin muscles on either side of her member. The deep sounds of pleasure told me that she loved it because this was where, one day, her cunt would be. My hand grasped her penis that she called her clit and held it, gently squeezing and massaging its length and the sensitive area under the tip. Li’s body would stiffen slightly and relax with the added pleasure that my hand was giving her, but there was nothing to left come out a result of our intense lovemaking a few hours before

I had come over to her apartment to pick her up and when I arrived, she threw her arms around me and we started kissing. Li had a black leather mini skirt on, one of the shortest that I’d ever seen her wear that really showed off her long, shapely legs. We had planned to go out to dinner, but we kept kissing and I slid my hands under her skirt and she didn’t have any panties on. Her clit was already enlarged and oozing fluid and when I touched her, her knees buckled a bit as she gasped with pleasure. We collapsed on the couch and soon there was a trail of clothes leading to the bed and bedroom where we now lay, a couple of hours later, completely immersed in what the Chinese call the “willow world.”

When we first started dating, she would not allow me to undress her completely keeping at least a slip or bra on. But now, as Li’s form became more female, she liked modeling it for me and one of the hot topics was her breasts which had become noticeably larger. And, the nipples as well as the rest of her skin were much more sensitive because now, a few months after we first met, she’d started taking small doses of hormones.

Li rolled over to look at me and I could see there was still some cum on the corner of her mouth that I promptly licked off. And, then we kissed and she let my tongue explore her mouth so I could taste my cum that was still there. Added to the taste of her fluid that had only a short time before filled my mouth, it made a wonderful mix of her essence and mine.

Then, she rolled back over and pushed her back against me. “Lover, a penny for your thoughts …”

“Just thinking …”

“Bout what?” I wanted to know what was going through the mind of this lovely T-Girl. We met through an Internet web site and started dating occasionally about six months ago. Now that we were seeing each other regularly and often spending the night together, she was no longer afraid of me seeing her without make-up.

In fact, in the morning, since I would usually get up earlier than she did, I loved watching her sleep and then waking her with my mouth on her clit, taking it all in at first, and massaging it with my tongue and lips to make it grow. The soft texture of the skin felt so wonderful.

Li would awaken, moaning with pleasure as she spread her legs. Every time, she would put both hands on my head and hold it over her clit. She was so relaxed that her orgasm didn’t take long in coming. I would swallow some and then hold the remainder of her juice in my mouth so when she was finished cumming, I would share it with her with deep long kisses so she could enjoy the taste and texture of her creamy fluid.

I loved Li’s dark, almond shaped eyes and long black hair that cascaded down below her shoulders. And then there was her skin, it was the color of coffee with a bit of milk and just as smooth and soft.

“Fantasies … and us …”

“What about us?” Our relationship was more important to me than her fantasies, but I made a mental note to get to that later.

“What you do to me, honey my lover. And, how good you make me feel. I get so turned on when I am around you. I start oozing when I am on my way to meet you and then as soon as you touch my hand or kiss me hello, the fluid really starts to flow. After just a few minutes, my panties are soaking wet. Making love to you is so special. My orgasms are sooooo intense and when you eat me, it drives me crazy. Then, when I come, you keep sucking cum out of me as I explode.”

She smiled radiantly. “And then, you love to run your tongue around the top of my clit that keeps my orgasm going even after I am finished cumming. I think it is also how you treat me. You are always treating me as a lady making me feel very special, as if I am the most beautiful girl in the world.”

“Because in my eyes, you are! You are more than just a good looking and very passable T-Girl… You’re just plain lovely to look at and very beautiful. And, you are fun to be with. I see people eyeing you and admiring your beauty. Your height makes you stand out and you are very striking to look at. ” There just aren’t that many six foot Chinese women around, particularly ones who are beautiful.

“Thank you …” She punctuated the words with a deep kiss and a caress of my cock and she pulled my hand back to her breast. “Do you like them?”

“You know I do, Li… Ultimately, the hormones will make them even bigger.”

“Yeah, it is amazing what the hormones are doing. I feel so much better taking them. I’m much more peaceful and relaxed. I can see my body changing and I love the changes. They make me feel much more like a woman. When we first met, I had decided only a few months before that being a T-Girl was no longer going to be a hobby. I wanted to become full time. And now I am and it is wonderful.”

I could feel her reaction in my hand. “I can tell.”

“You know, in a few months, I won’t be able to cum and my clit won’t get hard.”

“True, but it will still be sensitive and I can still give you pleasure. My hand was now kneading one of her nipples. “Mmmmmmmm, keep doing that. “Ohhhhhh, that feels so good…”

I kissed the back of her neck and then stuck my tongue in her ear. “What was the fantasy?”

“You really want to know?”

“Yes.” I whispered it in her ear so that she could feel the hot breath followed by my tongue.

Li twisted her head around and put a finger on my lips. She intently looked into my eyes. “If I tell you, please don’t think badly of me…’

“Why would I?”

“It’s a bit kinky and I am not sure you would like it and I don’t want to ruin our relationship.”

“Try me.”

“Please don’t be angry with me…”

“Do you think, if we act these out, it will give you more pleasure?”

“Yes.” I had to strain to hear her answer.

Before she could speak, I lifted my head to kiss her and then she pushed me down on the pillow and returned the kiss with unabashed passion. “Please listen and don’t interrupt… O.K.”

I nodded my head. Li rolled on her side and propped her head up with her hand.

“You know I have not let you fuck me in my ass yet.” Again, I nodded my head. “Nobody has, but I want you to be the first. But as part of it, I want to explore bondage and discipline …” She looked at me for a response and saw no change in my expression that

It was hard for me because I was surprised.

“Here’s what I want to do…” Li then spent the next few minutes explaining what kind of bondage and why she wanted to try it. Once she is tied up and restrained, how she wanted me to take her virginity.

As she was talking, I began stroking her clit. “Stop that… I’m not finished.”

“I’ve tried it once or twice before but my partner was just not into it. I don’t think either one of them was enjoying it. I tried it with a girl friend a long time ago and then a about a year ago with another guy. He was my first bi-sexual lover, right after I started going out dressed and dating men.”

I didn’t say a word, just kept caressing her groin area and occasionally her clit.

She paused for a few seconds. “I love when you touch me, but it is hard to maintain a train of thought.”

“I know, that’s why I like to do it. I also enjoy the feeling of your clit in my hand. My hand had slid back to her groin and Li began to stiffen and swell with my caresses.

“Ohhhhhhh!! Yes!! That makes it hard to talk …”

“Does this…” I thought she was referring to the movements of my hand. “mean that you are not offended?”

My ministrations only spurred her on and it became evident that the thought of being tied up and disciplined by me turned her on immensely. “Actually, I find the prospect exciting. Anything to help you explore your fantasies as long as I am part of the action.” I didn’t want to tell her that it excited me a lot. At least not yet.

As she continued to talk, I could feel Li’s clit get a bit harder and pulse. Her breathing became deeper and it became harder for her to concentrate on what she was saying. A puzzled, surprised look came over her face as her eyes widened and a large surge of fluid came out of her clit. “Ohhhhh, my god!! Oh wow!!”

I pulled my hand up and held it in front of her face. In my palm, there was a puddle of white fluid. Smiling, I said “let’s share…” and then licked up half of the creamy white fluid. She took my hand and pressed her lips into the cum and then kissed me. We kissed for a long time, each of us licking any cum of the others face and then kissed again.

She broke away for a few seconds. “Will you be my master and take care of me?”

“Yes, my lovely Li. I will take care of you. We are doing this because you want to try it and because you think it will give you pleasure. If it does, great, if not, then we stop. I will only become your master at your request and only if you like it. But I also want to be your lover. Let’s take it slow and see how it goes. O.K.?”

“Agreed. I want you to be my master and my lover.” She then curled up against me. “Can we start tomorrow?”

This was too easy. “How about let’s start the next weekend. I need some time to learn about what being your master means and to get ready. It will require some study on my part.” She couldn’t tell I whether I was kidding or not. I didn’t know either but my mind reeled with the thought of a bound Li. And then, a wild thought ran through my head… This one of the uses of rope that my Boy Scout leaders had not anticipated!!

“O.K…”

Chapter 2 – Preparation

Wondering what will happen is half the fun…

After I left her apartment Sunday morning I began to think of how to accommodate the lovely Li while I drove back to my house. She was quite graphic in her descriptions of what she wanted, positions, etc. so I knew what she wanted, but not so much as how to accomplish it. Boy Scout and survival training taught me how to use ropes, but not like this. That night I sent her the first e-mail:

Li,

Friday, 9/27, six thirty sharp. My place. Be there. Instructions on what to do and what to bring to follow. Do NOT be late.

Sasha

As the master, I had to take charge and this was the first step. Quickly, I typed the second one that I planned to send during the day to her home email address so that she would not get it unless she dialed her Yahoo account.

Slave Li,

Arrive completely and recently shaven. No hair shall be on your body except on your head.

Bring 200 feet of cotton clothesline, six strips of soft black leather that are at least two feet long, at least ½ inch wide and about 1/8 inch thick.

Master Sasha

That night, I searched the Internet looking for stores that had the stuff that I wanted. There were lots of interesting equipment and I found a wonderful assortment of reasonably priced dildos and butt plugs that I ordered to be shipped FedEx. Also included my order were different types of restraints, and two gags – one made from a silicon ball, or at least that’s what the catalogue said, and a leather strap. The other was a small dildo, also with a leather strap and stainless steel buckle.

I also ordered two DVDs on bondage, restraints and implements just to see what other people really did or at least what they acted out. What amazed me was how elaborate the apparatus some couples constructed were. One recording showed how to turn a bedroom into a dungeon and mount racks on the wall. As a freebie due to the size of my order, the Internet store sent a separate disc with bondage videos I thought the two of us could watch.

After work on Monday, I was in the local pet store buying dog food when I passed the dog collar display and light bells went off. Quickly, I bought inch wide black leather collar that I was sure would fit around Li’s neck.

Then, I walked across the parking lot to the Home Depot and bought several clips that could be used to clasp the rings on the collars together. Each of these steel beauties had a loop and a spring loaded clasp at the end so that they could be used several different ways. After buying about twenty feet of light, chrome chain, I cut them into several shorter lengths and experimented with the clips and the chain. Voilá, I had the makings of several sets of restraints that could be quickly assembled and used to limit Li’s movements totally or just enough so that normal movement was not possible.

The spreaders were simpler to make. Home Depot had the six foot lengths of 1 ½” wooden dowel that was ideal. Chrome steel eyelets were screwed into the ends of the dowel after I sprayed several coats of gloss black enamel.

At home, I laid all the goodies out and tested them to make sure my ideas worked and was pleasantly surprised they did without the need for modification. I even went as far as using them on my hands and legs to see if they could really restrain my movement. They did and I was not sure whether the excitement in my loins came from the thought of me being bound or from helping Li fulfill her fantasies.

Next message.

Slave Li,

Attire for Friday night must be a short, above mid-thigh skirt. Turtle neck sweater or shirt. High heels. Thigh highs. No panties. Include your bag for the weekend, several large hanker chiefs, panties, teddies along with several changes of clothes for both casual day and evening wear. Ensure you bring several mini or micro-mini skirts and sexy/lacy halter tops. You know what pleases your master.

Master Sasha

The only thing I had not solved for was a blindfold. I kept thinking about the best way to do handle that task. I didn’t like the masks and blindfolds available on the Internet so I ultimately settled on a large red square of cloth into which I could fold a thin strip of foam so it could be used as a blindfold.

Now, each time I went into my bedroom, I visualized how I where I would tie her up and where her coffee colored arms and legs would be as well as where I would be positioned. I have a large, king-sized bed with a sturdy Mission style head and foot boards that should provide ample places to ensure that the lovely Chinese T-Girl would not be able to move when she was in my bed.

During the week, she left me several messages, none of which I returned. I wanted to ensure that she knew I was in charge. Then, on Thursday night, I assembled all the toys and placed them in a drawer in the bedroom. Just before I went to bed, the final message went out by e-mail:

Slave Li,

Agenda

 

• • Friday 

     

    • • Inspection and discussion of rules – 1830 – 1900 

         

     

     

    • • Dinner at Vesuvio’s – 1930 to approximately 2130 

         

     

     

    • Training – 2130 onward 

       

 

 

• • Saturday 

     

    • • Slave training all day Saturday 

         

     

     

    • Formal dinner Saturday night at restaurant of your Master’s choice 

       

 

 

• • Sunday 

     

 

 

• • More training 

     

 

 

• Departure at 2200 with orders for the week 

   

 

Master Sasha

During the day, I was amazed as my mind drifted to what we were going to do. I had a plan, sort of, but thought I would let the first evening evolve. I wasn’t going to push, but thought that each bondage element I would add as the night went on would increase the amount of restraint. As long as Li was comfortable so was I.

The other “thing” that surprised me was that the more I thought about what we were about to do, the more turned on I became. As the day wore on, the growing pressure in my groin was becoming more and more of a distraction. About four p.m., I gave in and left the office.

Once at home, I laid out all the goodies I had bought on my dining room table so that Li would see them as she stood in the living room. I made sure there a scissors as well as a sharp knife was on the table. Then, I placed a towel over my tools of domination. My plan was to have her stand facing the dining room while I did my “inspection.”

Friday night would be an “intro” to bondage and then Saturday, the lovely Li would spend it either totally tied up or restrained in such a way that normal movements would be restricted. At dinner, on Friday, she would be wearing restraints under her clothes and when we went out on Saturday night, the restraints would be more severe and maybe even visible.

And, if Li really liked bondage, on Sunday, she would help me build some of the more advanced implements we would use in the future. What she didn’t know was this was her last day of free movement around me. I was very excited about being the master. Noticing that I had almost an hour to go, I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes. Images of Li tied bound filled my brain along with how we were going to pleasure each other.

Chapter 3 – Introduction

Li assumes her new role as my sex slave and lover…

The ringing doorbell popped me out of my dreams. I looked at my watch and it was precisely six thirty in the evening. Right on time.

Opening the door, I was not prepared for what I saw. Seeing how she was dressed took my breath away and I forgot my carefully thought out opening lines.

Li was radiant in a light gray turtleneck sweater that was probably a size smaller than it should, but it accentuated her breasts and trim figure. The sweater came down over the top of a mid to upper thigh black leather skirt. Around her waist, Li had a black leather rope belt that was tied and the bow was off to her left side. She was wearing two-inch heels that had a strap above her ankles and half her shoulder length hair cascaded down to the top of her left breast.

Li tilted her head while I was admiring her in the doorway as if to say, “Master Sasha, may I come in …” She knew that I liked what I saw.

I motioned with my head. “Enter Slave Li.”

With her, she had a soft sided suitcase on wheels and a with a plastic shopping bag one that had the clothesline and leather thongs I required that she bring. As she came in, her heels clicked on the oak wood floor. “Over there, by the coffee table.” My voice came out of a part of my body that probably wasn’t my throat. It even sounded like it cracked.

Probably not sure of what was coming next, Li stood by the table facing me. I couldn’t resist. I put my arms around her and pulled her to me and we kissed deeply. After a few seconds, I whispered “are you ready?”

“Yes, Master Sasha. I love you.” Her voice was husky and sexy. My guess is that she had been thinking about this more than I had and that would have been a lot.

“First, rule. You will always address me as Master Sasha. Second rule, in this house or yours, you do exactly what I tell you to do. If it makes you feel uncomfortable or you want to talk, the magic word is HALT. Agreed?”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Her voice was softer than usual.

“Third rule, in public we act as a normal couple. I may or may not have you wear any symbols of your servitude but it will be my choice, not yours. If you object strongly, use the magic word and we will talk about it.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.”

“Then there is the small matter of a contract that binds Slave Li to Master Sasha. We will discuss the details of that in a minute.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.”

I picked up the rope and black leather thongs from the plastic bag. Holding the soft leather, they were just what the master had ordered, about ½ inch wide, about 3/8’s of an inch thick and made from soft glove leather that had a silky feel as I unwrapped them. The clothesline was standard, cotton line that has been used for years in the U.S. and the label said Li had bought 200 feet. It was more than enough.

I spun her around so that she could see the equipment I had bought when I pulled back the large beach towel. Her eyes opened wide as she took in the collars, clips and smiled as if to say you have been busy.

“Come here…” My voice, I heard, was flat, almost unemotional and masked the churning in my loins.

“Yes, at once Master Sasha.” Li’s voice was soft and subdued. I didn’t know if she was acting or the role of slave was coming more naturally than either of us thought.

As Li walked closer, I held up my hand as if to say, stop, which she did about three feet from me. Perfect. Her eyes were fixed on the leather strip that I was toying with, trying to decide what to do. The DVDs I watched had a cold, unemotional and mechanical feel to them as the instructor described what he was doing. And none could even begin to match the level of heat flowing through my body.

I was completely turned on and just by looking at this lovely Chinese T-girl in front of me, I could tell she was as well. Li’s eyes shown and the musk emanating from her was noticeable. She was in heat.

My slow walking examination around her to not so subtly tell her that the inspection had begun. Actually, I was admiring her tall, graceful figure. Yes, at six foot, she was slightly shorter than me and I knew that the breasts that filled out her bra were real and sensitive to the touch. In fact, I was willing to bet that Li’s nipples were standing at “attention.” Her long black hair cascaded well below her shoulders. As it was when she came in, on the right side, it was in front of her shoulder and down, almost to her breast. On the left, it hung down to her shoulder blades and was as thick as it was black.

Li flinched slightly when my finger caressed her lower back and then relaxed as my finger moved up her spine. “Lovely… Just beautiful.” I said half out-loud and half to myself. She was a beautiful vision. From the back I visualized her face with her large black eyes that were slanted just enough to suggest, even to the casual observer, that she was Asian, not Caucasian.

When I moved around to face her, I touched her lips with my finger and then brush kissed her so she could not respond. And, then I moved around the back to where the zipper was on her leather skirt. “I am going to complete the inspection,” and struggled for a second with the zipper before it came free, allowing the soft leather skirt to fall to the floor.

Kneeling in front of Li, I could see that her panties were already wet with the moisture staining the pink satiny fabric. For a woman, there was a bulge where there usually isn’t one. She was wearing thigh high stockings that had soft lace hanging from the elastic that held them up. Without hesitating, I slipped my fingers around her panties and pulled them down. Li gasped slightly at my move and was not sure if was from surprise or anticipation.

There, in front of me, she was completely and freshly shaven. For Li, it was not new. She’d started electrolysis to remove all the hair from her body and particularly her groin anticipating the need to do so for sexual reassignment surgery. There was not a pubic hair in sight. Her beard was taken care of early on by electrolysis and her Chinese genes meant she didn’t have much body hair.

I reached up with both hands and stroked her pubic area and while I did, Li moaned in pleasure. I took particular pleasure in working the circle of muscles at the very bottom of her body with each caress ensuring that her balls or penis was touched. The moans that came from Li’s mouth got deeper the more I massaged the sensitive area of her lovely body.

Then, I picked up the leather thong and began to caress her organ with the soft material that increased the sounds coming from her mouth. She shifted positions slightly as if to release the pressure.

“Silence and stand still… Keep your hands at your side at all times unless told otherwise!” I commanded. I was having too much fun with this.

“Yes, Master Sasha…” She could barely talk and both of us knew it.

“Be quiet. You will learn not to speak unless spoken to. But since this is your first night as my slave, I will forgive your mistakes.” I didn’t wait for an acknowledgement. “I am going to put your first symbol on you now.” It not a question but I wanted to make sure she was ready.

“Please, at once Master Sasha. I need a symbol of your dominance. I must be restrained…”

“Silence.

Slowly, I began to wrap the thong around her ankle, just above the leather strap of her high heels. I took care to keep the leather flat so that it acted as a sheath. After eight wraps, I pulled it tight enough so that it would not slip off and tied a bow on the outside of her ankle. It turned the leather into a stylish decoration.

Then, I took the largest collar off the table and walked behind Li. Gently, and taking care to caress her neck, I looped the leather collar that had several stainless steel studs as well as a large loop around her neck. Pulling it tight and after I buckled it, I kissed the back of Li’s long graceful neck.

“Ohhhh, Master Sasha, this is wonderful… Thank you.”

“Pull you sweater up to your tits.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Quickly, Li responded and bunched the soft cashmere material in her hands. I used my nails to caress her coffee colored skin.

Next, I took a section of chain and wrapped it around her waist, using one of the metal clips to keep it in place and then took the extra length and clipped it to the back of the collar. The result was a chain belt around her waist that looped up her back. While it wouldn’t be uncomfortable, it was a constant reminder of her position as my slave.

“Lower your sweater, Slave Li.” That was the first time I used that title and was not planning on it, but it just came out and felt so appropriate.

“Yes, at once Master Sasha.”

Pleased with my work, I ran my fingers over her lips allowing her to kiss them. Then, I licked them and touched her lips again and she hungrily licked them. Back in front of her, I knelt down and took another leather thong. Again, I made a loop and slipped it over her scrotum before pulled it snug. Li gasped “Oh my God!!” and her knees buckled slightly.

“Did I hurt you?”

“Oh no, Master Sasha. This is what I have been dreaming about for a week.”

I didn’t answer. Gently, I wrapped the leather around her scrotum three times, being careful to keep it flat and then, I then down between her balls to ensure that the leather was firmly between her testicles and would keep them separated. Satisfied, I tied the extra leather into a large bow on top of her penis before I cupped her hairless balls in my hand. After a few seconds, I squeezed them gently and felt liquid come out of her clit that was much larger than when we started. Not wanting to miss anything, I used my fingers to clean up the oozing and then held it up for her to see.

“This is yours, slave.” I licked the tips of my fingers enjoying the taste of her fluid. “Pull up your panties and walk around.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Li walked around the living room appearing to be a bit unsteady. “It feels sooooo good. My balls are usually tucked into my panties, but now, they are out. It feels so different because they caress my thighs as I walk and I love the leather around them… Oh wow!!”

“Come here.” Li nodded and complied at which point I put my arms around her and pulled her close. She tried to kiss me, but I put my head on her shoulder. “Turned on?” It was a dumb question, but I thought I would ask anyway.

“Yes, Master Sasha. Very much so.”

“Go sit down to make sure that you can before we go out.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Li managed to get to the couch where she folded up her long legs and looked very comfortable. The dreamy look on her face made her look as if she was on drugs. It wasn’t a drug, it was caused by pleasure.

I sat on the coffee table opposite her. “Li, if this begins to hurt you in any way, please use the code word. O.K.?” Li nodded her head in the affirmative. “Otherwise, none of this comes off for the rest of the evening. And, in the restaurant, do not use the word Master unless it is very soft and we are assured that no one is listing. Understood?”

“Yes, Master Sasha.”

I held out my hand to help her get up from the deep couch. When she did, I pulled her to me and we kissed. Li returned it what could be termed as a frenzy. While she went to the bathroom and touched up her makeup, I moved her bag into my bedroom.

When Li came out, she was as radiant as she was beautiful. In only took a few of her long strides to get to the door that I held open. As she walked toward me, I couldn’t believe how lucky I was to have such an attractive T-girl as my girlfriend.

Dinner was interesting. We didn’t have to wait very long and the maitre d’ seated us at a table back in the corner. As a couple, we’d been here many times and enjoyed the food of the reasonably priced Greek taverna. Li and I sat at adjoining corners of the table and spent most of the evening holding hands, but there was an urgency in her eating which was unusual. Generally speaking, Li loved to take her time with each course while I ate relatively quickly. This time, Li finished each course before I did.

We didn’t talk much, just looked at each other and smiled a lot. Her eyes were big, round and moist. She looked like a woman who was truly in love. Several times, she laid her leg over mine under the table and which time I stroked her inner thigh and could feel the moistness and heat coming from under her skirt. One time, we didn’t see the waiter coming with the next course and Li was asked a question and could barely get the answer out while I stroked her inner thigh.

When the musicians came around to serenade our table, Li grabbed my hand tightly and pulled it into her lap. She wouldn’t let go and stroked it while she held it long after the balaika and violin player left.

“Honey… I want to thank you.”

“For what?”

“Doing what you have done so far. For a long time, I have wanted to be dominated by someone who cares a lot for me. What you have done so far has been wonderful beyond my wildest dreams. Whatever we do next, will just add to it. I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciate this.” Her head nodded down toward her crotch. “It feels so wonderful. I can feel the restriction of the rope every time I move and the way my clit and balls are bound and love it. And, I can feel every drop of moisture as well as the leather and rope. It feels sooooooo good!”

I didn’t know what exactly to say, so I just smiled and considered what to say. “Your welcome, my lovely Li. And yes, I do care for you, more than I would have ever imagined. And, yes, I am enjoying my new role as well. It is going to be a learning experience for me as well.” I leaned over and we shared a kiss.

When I signaled for the check, Li looked at me and softly asked, “Master, may I go to the bathroom?”

I nodded approval and then watched with pleasure as her body moved. I thought I could tell a slight difference in the way she walked, but the long, graceful stride followed by flowing hair was there. She came back while I was finishing signing the bill. As she bent to sit down, all her hair came forward and I grabbed a handful.

“No slave, do not sit down.” I then got up and we walked out hand in hand.

In the car, as soon as she was buckled in, I reach over and slid my hand up her skirt. A loan moan escaped her lips and I was surprised how wet her panties were. They were not just wet, they were soaked. I slid my fingers under the fabric and the inside was slippery. Li continued to gasp and moan as my hand brushed her sexual parts. The leather was moist as well and in a few seconds, my fingers were wet with her fluid.

I held them up in front of her face. Her head started to come forward but I pulled my hand back. “I only hope you have not run out, or there will be hell to pay, Slave Li.”

“Oh no Master Sasha, there is lots more left. Lots more.”

“There had better be. Clean my fingers!” Li took my hand and greedily licked my fingers clean. At which time, I started the car and we rode home in silence. Just before I pulled into my driveway, I stopped the car.

“When we get inside, you are to stand in front of the dining room table while I decide what to do next with you. I am tired of your moaning and gasping every time I touch you.”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Li’s grin was as wide as her face.

Chapter 4 – The First Session

Li learns how much pleasure she can enjoy tied up…

Li walked inside the house in silence and stopped where I had told her.

“Strip to your bra, panties, hose and heels.

“Yes Master Sasha. At once.”

I left her there, looking at the stuff on the table while I went to the bathroom. When I returned, I picked up two of the collars and clasped them around her biceps. Using one of the short chains and clasps, I hooked them together to pull her arms and elbows behind her body. Li had some movement, but her elbows now couldn’t move past the back of her hips. Then, I did the same thing with her ankles. My guess is that the chain would restrict her stride to about one-half of what it normally is.

“Slave Li. I am thirsty and need a glass of wine. There is a cold bottle in the refrigerator. You may sample it first to make sure it is fit for your master to drink and then you can enjoy wine a glass with me as well.”

“Yes Master Sasha.” I watched her first few unsteady steps, ready to catch her if she fell. I could see that she was struggling with how far she could stride. After a few steps, she adapted, but it clearly restrained her movements. It also took a few seconds for her to realize how restricted her movements were. With her elbows pulled back behind her waist, she couldn’t reach out. Li had to turn sideways to reach into the refrigerator and then tilt awkwardly to get the corkscrew. Uncorking the wine bottle, which usually only took her a few minutes, took her at least five. Then, she slid her rear up on the counter so that she could reach two of the glasses.

I sat on the couch, mindlessly thumbing through magazines. Finally, I could hear the mixture of chains and high heels on the hardwood floor. Li knelt down, first on one side then the on the other because it was the only way she could put the glasses on the coffee table. And then stood up.

“Slave Li, that took way too long. I don’t want to hear any excuses. Kneel here in front of me. You are not allowed to sit on the couch without permission. Look up!” My voice was trying to be stern, but I think it had more love than force.

“Yes, Master Sasha.”

As she folded herself on the floor in front of me, I picked up the ball gag. After pushing the ball into her mouth and pulled the buckle tight around her head. Her eyes went wide with excitement. She had told me that one of the positions she wanted to be in was kneeling in front of me, fully restrained. That dream was about to be realized.

Next, I pulled her elbows together and changed the clasp so that they were tightly bound. While behind her, I pulled her ankles together and used the clip to snap connect them and wrapped the excess chain around so that her elbows were pulled toward her ankles. Li moaned in pleasure and I looked at her and caressed her neck and breasts. Her nipples were hard as a rock. Li looked at me, begging for more.

I took her head and placed her cheek on my thigh while I pretended to read another magazine. Her hot breath from her flared nostrils cascaded down on my crotch. I was probably almost as wet as she was. I had to get up, if for nothing else, to look at my handiwork. Gently pushing her head off my thigh, I stood up and walked toward the bathroom. When I came back after a suitable delay, Li was just where I left her, leaning against the couch with her heels under her tight rear and her hands close by her ankles.

“Slave Li…” Her eyes opened and were dreamy. It was as if she was surprised by my voice. “You are going to have to provide me with some pleasure…”

Li grunted an acknowledgement. I could barely hear it through the ball as I unbuckled my belt and pulled my pants down. As I stood in front of her, I unbuckled the strap on the ball gag. “You need to find my cock and suck on it, right now!”

“Yes Master Sasha. At once!!” Li couldn’t bury her face in my crotch fast enough. Gently, she pulled by underwear down with her teeth and it wasn’t hard to find my cock. It was already at attention and moist because I too was turned on by this experience. Then, Li gently took my sex in her mouth and began to suck gently, first on the whole thing and then just around the tip. Hungrily, she began to suck, willing it to cum. I couldn’t believe the pleasure that this Chinese T-girl was giving me as she worked my penis over. After a few minutes, I gently pulled her head back. I needed to sit down.

“That was your reward for being so good earlier…” And then, I replaced the gag and as I did so, I could see the disappointment in her face. She had told me that one of her fantasies was to get me to come all over her face while she was kneeling in front of me. I wanted to try something else.

“I am going to release your legs for a few minutes and you are to stand up in front of the couch.”

Li nodded her head. With the gag, talking was impossible. I could tell by looking into her eyes that Li was really enjoying being a slave.

After I unclipped her legs, she stood up, a bit wobbly at first as the circulation returned to her legs. After all, being over 40, one’s body is not as flexible as it once was.

“Spread your legs.” Hesitantly, Li responded. “Wider!” I paused while her heels slide across the Persian rug. “I said, wider!”

“Yes, Master Sasha.”

From under the table, I pulled out the black painted homemade 1 ½” dowel spreader that had two steel loops screwed into each end. Quickly, I used the clips to hook her ankles to the ends of the bar. Now, Slave Li’s arms were bound tightly at the elbows and wrists and the ball gag nicely bunched her long black hair so that it was behind her ears and then down her back. I made sure it fell down through her bound arms.

After carefully sliding onto the couch, I looked up to admire the view. Li was lovely and positively glowing. I could see, smell and feel the aura emanating from her body. Gently, I stroked both her thighs through the panty hose. Li moaned slightly acknowledging my touch. After kneading the muscles for a few seconds, I slid my hands up under her skirt and touched the bare skin.

Both my hands met at her sex. “ugrrrrrrhhhhhh!!” came out from the behind the ball gag.

“Shut up, Slave Li. You are not to make a sound.” I knew this was going to be difficult for Li.

One hand slid the panties to the side so I could hold her sack in my hands that caused a noticeable buckling of Li’s knees. My hands told me that her sex was swollen and the soaked panties meant that she had been oozing for some time. The moisture had soaked the leather thongs around her balls. “Hmmm, this needs to be taken care of, but only after your master has had his needs met” Li was too far gone to answer.

I stood up and looked her in the eyes and gently kissed each one and then each ear, making sure that my tongue made a full tour of the inside before I moved to the sensitive skin on the back of her neck.

“Slave Li, I am going to release your legs and then you are to go into the bedroom and wait by the foot of the bed for more instructions.”

It took me only a few seconds to replace the chains on her ankle and nudge her in the direction of my bedroom. When she got there, she got to see the ropes that I had laid out on the bed as well as the bandana on one of the pillows. I walked around to see her face while I toyed with the ropes and her eyes were wide with excitement.

While she was standing there, I pulled her panties down around her ankles and then tossed them on the floor. “Sit down over here and swing your legs onto the bed.” Awkwardly, Li managed to comply. I took one leg and wrapped one of the ropes around her ankle several times before tying it. Then, I unhooked the chain and the two collars and tied her other leg to the post. My next move was to tie Li’s arms to each of the posts on the header of the bed and then a rope from the collar around her neck to the center of the headboard. I used the bandana as a blind fold so now she was blindfolded and gagged as she lay spread eagled on my bed wearing nothing but a bra, thigh high hose and her high heels.

In the soft light, her skin looked darker than usual. I stood in the corner watching her, noting how her chest went up and down as she breathed. Her breasts, which she proudly confessed to me about two weeks ago, were now 36Cs, were flat under the black lace bra. The nipples were straining against the soft material and were very noticeable. Occasionally, Li would move a bit to relieve some internal pressure, but it was clear that she was fully restrained. The only thing she could do was slightly twist a knee or an elbow or turn her head slightly.

I don’t know how long I stood off to the side watching her lovely form, but finally decided it was to take the next step. It didn’t take me long to peel off the rest of my clothes and then I gently sat on the bed next to her. Starting at her pelvis, I drew my fingers up and down her torso, caressing her soft skin. Li moaned with each sound getting deeper and deeper along with an occasional shudder as pleasure coursed through her body. Then, I moved to her inner thighs and the moans got louder and louder and when I slipped my mouth onto her sex, she almost choked with pleasure.

She was clearly not able to comply with my command to keep quiet. I made a mental note to change that.

“Slave Li, I am going to take your gag off and you are going to have to pleasure me.” As I did, I knelt over her face and allowed her to suck on me. Li couldn’t get enough of my penis and hungrily took all of it in. She used her lips and tongue and it didn’t take long for me to be become rock hard. The harder I got, the more she wanted to work me using her lips and tongue. Just as quickly, I rolled off and switched positions so that I could take her clit into my mouth and slip my hands under her rear. Li tried to raise her hips so that she could force more of her clit into my mouth. I loved the taste of her. For a moment, I wanted to take her, but the pleasure she was giving me caused me to want to give her pleasure as well.

It didn’t take long for either of us. Before I could stop it, I felt the rushing in my loins about the same time my mouth could feel the pulses begin to flow through her clit. Li lost it a few seconds before I did and my mouth was suddenly filled with a powerful spurt of cum. My flow began with a bang and both of us hungrily sucked on each other making sure that we got it all. We both just kept cumming and cumming… It seemed as if it was more than usual. Li, due to the hormones she was taking, sometimes didn’t cum. Tonight, it was different. She keep up a flow that surprised both of us.

I rolled off and looked down at Li. There was white fluid around the corners of her mouth but she was smiling. Gently, I untied the bandana so that I could look into her eyes and as soon as I could see her full face, I kissed her. Gently at first, and then our mouths opened so we could share the love that we just exchanged. The kiss got deeper and deeper and finally, we came up for air, both having trouble breathing from the passion of the moment.

I reached up and untied her hands and legs and almost immediately, Li wrapped them around me in a tight embrace. We didn’t say anything for a few minutes and lay there in the dark enjoying the moment. “Thank you sooooo much my…” Li stopped for a second when she realized she was not Slave Li for the moment, but my lover. She continued, “tThank you, my love.”

Slave Li put a finger on my lips to say don’t speak. “I mean it in two ways. I loved being your slave tonight, I love being with you, I love having sex with you and, most importantly, if I never get the chance again, I want to say I love you…”

She looked into my eyes to see if there was rejection there. She knew there wouldn’t be, but those last three words were so powerful. I never thought a T-Girl would fall in love with me much less have the feeling be mutual. “And, Li, I love you as well.”

Entwined, we occasionally kissed and caressed each other. As I took off the leather thong from her sex and the rope belt, Li said, “Tomorrow, I want to continue my training as your slave.”

“You’re serious, aren’t you?” I held the leather thong to my face and could smell the musk that it had absorbed. It was intoxicating.

“Serious as a heart attack.” Li pulled back a bit. “When we make love tomorrow I want you to enter me. I want to have a cock deep inside of me and I want to feel what its like to have a man cum inside of me.”

In the months we’d been dating, Li preferred oral sex and was reluctant to try anything else. I didn’t mind because, to be honest, she was very, very good with her mouth. Since I had been only with a few T-Girls before Li, I didn’t complain. I liked her because she was fun to be with, beautiful and very, very feminine. She had no trouble passing and her six-foot frame, Asian features and good looks always drew admiring glances. Only her husky voice suggested that she was a bit more masculine than the average woman.

“OK… But that’s tomorrow. We have some things we planned to do together outside the bedroom.”

Chapter 5 – First Training Day

Slave Li learns her new role and loves it…

As I usually did when we slept together, I got up before Li did. She loved to lie in bed, roll over and then go back to sleep, even if it was only for a few minutes. On weekends, I would get up and we would work out together and then clean up and do what we wanted to do.

Basically, I hadn’t figured out how to handle the work-out deal so I thought for a change, that Li would skip it. I wouldn’t. I slipped out of the bed and Li moaned and rolled over. Sometimes, when I wanted to wake her up, I would caress her breasts or lean over and take her limp penis in my mouth. If she was on her tummy, I simply would caress the inside of her thighs and she would roll over, still asleep which gave enabled me to wake her up fully turned on. When Li awoke and it didn’t take long, she was fully aroused.

This time was going to be different. I picked up some of the stuff we used the night before, trying to sort out what I would do. First, I slipped the collars around her ankles and snugged them down before clipping them together so now her ankles were held tightly together. Li insisted on sleeping with the collar around her neck so I decided to further restrict her movements. Using one end of the snap clips, I looped some rope through the ring on the back of the collar and tied it together. Li made it easy because she was lying on her side with her legs bent back. Gently, I pulled the rope tight so that while she could move her legs up under her naked butt, she could not move them down.

Gently, I put my hand between her legs and tried to ease her sex and balls out without waking her. Li moaned as my warm hands touched her sex and stirred slightly. I gently pulled them out and looped the leather strap around the top of her scrotum where it spent the majority of last evening. During dinner, Li gave me a graphic description of how, despite the leather’s soft texture, it gave her a feeling that they were being pulled down.

Then, in a moment of brilliance, at least that is what I thought at the time, I untied the rope that ran from her ankles to her neck and down. My plan was that as she awoke, I would pull on the rope to bring her feet up behind her back and then tie her hands behind her, leaving her trussed up on the bed while I went out for a forty minute run. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I leaned over and took her clit into my mouth.

As soon as I had her fully in my mouth, Li moaned and started to stretch. Feeling the tug on the rope, it was just like fishing. I pulled and Li resisted for a second and then relaxed, allowing me to pull her legs so that her heels were touching her ass. Li’s contented smile talked me into a passionate kiss. After which, I finished tying her hands and ankles, taking care to use lots of the rope so she could feel the lashings.

“Slave Li, you will lie here while I work out.” I had decided for the first time, I would use the NordicTrak in my bedroom rather than leave her alone in the room. This way I could watch her and if needed, make adjustments to my work. “Then, when I finish, you will accompany me into the shower and wash me while wearing your gag and collar. Your arms and legs will be restricted so that you will not have full movement. You are not to speak, unless spoken too. Understand?”

“Yes, Master Sasha.” Li nodded as best she could and I stuffed the ball gag back in her mouth. I looked down and saw that she was partially erect. “You are not to come without my permission. Understand?” Another nod, but this time, my hand caressed the rising clit. It was already oozing.

“At no time today, will you be without a symbol of your slavery on your body. Even if we go out, you will be wearing something that will continually remind you of your position as my slave.” Li’s eyes were wide and smiling with anticipation.

I turned the TV on as I normally did while I used the NordicTrak. However, this time, it was hard to concentrate on the program because lying on her side about forty-five degrees from the direction I was facing was a beautiful T-Girl slave. Her coffee colored skin was a bit lighter than usual in the morning sun and her raven black hair was strewn around the bed. The white clothesline that pulled her elbows back and wrapped around her thighs and calves contrasted sharply with her lovely, smooth skin and her 36C breasts sagged noticeably toward the bed. Yet, her skin seemed to shine despite its dark color as if it was lit from the inside. Every so often, Li would move and I could see her struggle against the bonds that restricted her movements and then she would relax.

While I worked out, I thought that the next step would be for her to fix me breakfast while I was getting dressed and then, I would have her select her clothes for the day at which time, I planned to decide what restraints she would wear. The collar around her scrotum would stay there although I toyed with replacing it with a small piece of rope. Also, the leather thong around her ankle will probably also be added.

The forty-five minutes I spent on the ski machine went by very quickly. I left Li on the bed while I rummaged around for some clean clothes as well as for the other stuff I wanted her to wear. I picked up the three-inch heels from the night before and thought that they would be an interesting touch to her naked body. While she cooked breakfast, I decided to have her wear one of her micro-minis that would show off her beautiful long legs and a halter top.

As soon as I finished, I began to untie Li and as I undid each section of rope, I replaced it with the chains that restricted her arm movements as well as shortened her normal stride.

I turned on the shower and she stuck her hands through the curtain and began to soap me, paying particular attention to my penis and balls. Then, she took the spray nozzle and rinsed me off. As I stepped out of the shower, she toweled me off. “Slave Li, I’d like breakfast. Fix enough for both of us. You may join me.” At breakfast, without the gag on but still in chains, I wanted to talk to my lovely T-Girl.”

I tossed her heels on the bed. “Wear these. Nothing else.” Li nodded. She couldn’t say anything with the gag in her mouth.

It didn’t take long for me to shave and dress. By the time I got to the kitchen, Slave Li had poured juice and had a bowl of fresh fruit, yogurt, honey and granola in front of where I normally sit and a bowl of cereal at the place setting next to me. I sat down and motioned her to come stand next to me. Then, I caressed her sex that was semi-rigid. Gently, I pulled her toward me and began to suck on her clit that began to throb and grow immediately and Li, even through the gag, moaned loudly. And then I stopped.

“Slave Li, sit.” I pointed to the chair next to me. “This is going to be a time-out because I would like to talk to Li, not Slave Li…” She sat down and lowered her head so I could unsnap the gag.

“Li, do you like what we are doing?”

Li smiled with both her mouth and her eyes. “My love, I couldn’t be happier. I love it. I will tell you when I have had enough. So far, you have been wonderful. This makes me love you even more. Does that answer your question?”

I nodded, not knowing what to say. “Do you have any special requests? So far, I’ve basically been trying to do the things we talked about, but pretty soon, I am going to begin repeating myself.”

“Do you love me?”

The question caught me off guard. “Yes. I do. Very much.”

“Then let’s keep going and you’ll have to trust me to tell you when to stop. So far, we have been sharing and you seem to be as turned on as I am. Tonight, I want you to enter me and fuck me in the ass. We haven’t – I haven’t – done that before and I want to feel you explode in me. I’ve never let any man do that to me and I want you to be the first…”

“OK, we’ll try that. Li, you turn me on. This bondage thing is exciting, I’ll have to admit that I enjoy playing the master but what if I want to have sex the way we did before we invented Slave Li?”

“Then just ask and ye shall have. My guess is that you’ll never do it because you enjoy giving me pleasure so much that you will become an expert master. And knowing that will turn you on as you never have been turned on before.”

I guess she had me there.

“I’ve got a present for you. Well, it is really for both of us. May I get it?” Li still wasn’t completely out of the slave role. I nodded my consent and watched her walk off. Even though her pace was a bit awkward from the chains, the way she moved was so sexy. Every thing about her body was sexy. Li, as I have learned over the past few months, just oozed sex.

When Li walked back into the room, she was carrying a paper bag that was obviously full. “I have a couple of surprises and presents for you. But I have to confess, shopping for these turned me on. Here…”

Li pulled out three videotapes on bondage with even on the jackets, had some pretty interesting scenarios. She also had a gag that had a mini-dildo on it. “I like this one better. Let’s try it later.” She watched me examine it before putting it on the table.

“These tapes should be interesting to watch.” She’d obviously been planning to buy these for a long time and shopping for them must have been a pleasure. Reading the dust covers, it was apparent that the story lines involved T-girls and focused on forced feminization and bondage. Yet, none of them were opened. She wasn’t done yet because she handed me four glossy magazines about bondage and each was focused what their masters did with their T-Girl slaves.

“You like? I have to tell you that just reading the covers as well as what I could on the cellophane encased magazines really turned me on so bad that I had to masturbate. Just reading the covers the first time in the store got me so turned on that I could barely stand.”

“Reading these will be fun. We will, however, read and/or view them together.”

“O.K., let’s do that. When do you want to start?” There was an eagerness in Li that was scarcely concealed.

“Well weren’t we planning to do some other things today? ”

“Like what?” It was almost a challenge.

“I know we planned to look at a new car for you and go see the new Tolkien movie… What else?”

“Hmmm, it is still early. We have time to do those things as well as some food shopping. Are we eating out or in tonight?” Li smiled at the double entendre.

“Good question. How about in? We can grill something.”

“Sold, we can go to the store later. Plus, we can watch one of these movies instead of going out.” Li held up a couple of the tapes. Clearly she wanted to see them much more than Tolkien, even though she was a major fan of his and saw Lord of the Rings three times.

I just wasn’t there yet. Watching B&D porno tapes just wasn’t on my agenda until a few minutes ago. I thought watching “fuck flicks” as we referred to them in the Navy was a thing of the past and had figured that, after spending many years sailing around ports in Asia, I’d seen almost everything on the flickering 8mm films. Back in those days, many were bought based on a “how gross it was quotient” rather than their “value” as sexual titillation.

It was still only about ten in the morning and sitting opposite me was a T-Girl that despite lots of practice, took her sweet time about getting ready. Still, even after many years of practice, putting on make-up and getting dressed was an “event” that she enjoyed no matter how many times she did it.

I looked at Li and she was clearly waiting for an answer from me. I’d forgotten that while before, we would make decisions together, she wanted me to take charge. The question was what to do next. She really needed a new car and could afford almost anything she wanted. Li was a programmer extraordinaire and was in demand as both a consultant and project manager. Often, she could write the code faster than the team and intuitively knew where the bugs were. As a result, she commanded a premium for her services and got it from her firm whose lesbian HR manager knew she was a T-Girl. Li wasn’t sure if anybody else did and frankly, didn’t care.

“O.K., time out is over. Get dressed. Mid-thigh skirt, hose, heels, and blouse. Come see me before you put your pants and panty hose and top on. Low heels.” I planned to use a leather thong around her scrotum and balls to make sure they were separated and then another thong around her ankle. A third would be gently tied around her neck with a bow on the side as if it was a necklace. “In the meantime, clean up the kitchen. And do it quickly.”